CHAPTER IX.

OUTSIDE THE CIRCLE.

"WHY are not the Ansted girls included among our workers?"

It was the music-teacher who asked this question, as she waited in

the music-room for recess to close, and her work to begin. Around the

stove gathered the usual group of girls, talking eagerly. An absorbing

topic had been opened before them, one with unending resources. Ruth

Jennings had had unprecedented success, the Saturday before, disposing

of pie-lifters. She was detailing some of her curious experiences. Also

she had received an order for a certain kind of egg-beater, the like

of which had never been seen in South Plains. She had duly reported

the mysteriously-described thing to Miss Benedict, who had at once

recognized it, and sent her order out by the morning mail--not for

one, but two dozen. Why should not other families in South Plains beat

eggs in comfort? It was strange that she had not thought of those nice

little egg-beaters.

This and a dozen other matters of interest were being repeated and

discussed, the lady at the piano being constantly appealed to for

information, or to confirm some surprising statement. During a

momentary lull in the talk, she asked her question.

Ruth Jennings answered:

"Oh, the Ansted girls! Why, Miss Benedict, is it possible that you have

not discovered that they belong to a higher sphere? Dear me! They have

nothing to do with South Plains, except to tolerate it during a few

months of the summer because the old homestead is here, and they can't

very well move it to the city. They live in that lovely place at the

top of Curve Hill. You have been up there, haven't you? It is the only

really lovely spot in South Plains. In summer their grounds are just

elegant!"

Yes, Miss Benedict had been in that direction, and every other. She

rested herself, body and soul, by long, brisk, lonely walks. She had

noticed the place and wondered over it, and had meant to ask its

history. So unlike every other spot in the withered village. Great

broad fields stretching into the distance; handsome iron fence, with

massive gate-posts, guarded by fierce-looking dogs in iron; a trellised

arbor, the outline of a croquet-ground; a hint of wide-spreading,

carefully kept lawns, showing between patches of the snow; a

summerhouse that in the season of vines and blossoms must be lovely;

a circle that suggested an artificial pond, centred with a fountain,

where she could imagine the water playing rainbows with the sunshine in

the long summer days.

And in short, there were all about this place very unmistakable tokens

of the sort of refinement which is only to be secured by a full purse

and an abundance of elegant leisure on the part of some one whose

tastes are cultured to the highest degree. Shrouded in the snows of

midwinter, with a shut-up look about the large, old-fashioned, roomy

house, kept in a state of perfect repair, yet kept carefully for what

it was, a country home, the place was marked and exceptional.

It spoke a language that could be found nowhere else, in the village

or out of it for miles around. Miss Benedict had looked upon it with

loving eyes. It spoke to her of the world from which she had come

away; of the sort of life which had always heretofore been hers. It

did not look elegant to her, except by contrast with the surrounding

shabbiness. She had been used to much greater elegance. It simply said

"home" to her sad heart; and only the Saturday before, she had wondered

whose home it was, and why she never saw people who seemed to match it,

and when it would be opened again for residence, and whether she should

ever get a chance to visit that lovely greenhouse, all aglow even now.

It came to her as a surprise that it really was the home of two of her

pupils.

"Do you mean that the Ansteds _live_ there?" she questioned. "Where is

the family? and why are the girls here?"

"Oh, the family are everywhere. They scatter in the winter like the

birds. Go South, you know, or West, or wherever suits their royal

fancy. They have no home but this, because they can not make up their

minds where to settle down for one, so they board all over the world.

Do business in the city, live in South Plains, and stay in Europe; that

is about their history."

"And the girls remain here while their parents are away?"

"Part of the time, yes'm. Mrs. Ansted was a schoolmate of Mrs. Foster,

I have heard, and respects her very highly, and would prefer having the

girls with her to sending them anywhere else. Mr. Ansted is a merchant

in the city. In the summer he comes out home every night, and some of

them stay in town with him a great deal. It is only ten miles away,

you know. If they did not charge so dreadfully on the new railroad, we

might get a chance to look at its splendors once in a while ourselves;

but the Ansteds don't care for high prices. Mr. Ansted is one of the

directors, and I suppose they ride for nothing, just because they could

afford to pay eighty cents a day as well as not. That seems to be the

way things work."

"But the family attend this church, of course, while they are here. I

should think the girls would be interested to join us."

"Oh, no, ma'am; indeed, they don't. They haven't been inside the church

six times in as many years. They go to town."

"Not to church!"

"Yes'm; they do. Every pleasant day their carriage rolls by our house

about half-past eight, and makes me feel cross and envious all day."

"But do you really mean that they habitually go ten miles to church

each Sabbath, when there is one right at their doors that they might

attend? What denomination are they?"

"The very same as our own," the girl said, laughing over Miss

Benedict's astonished face.

Then the gentle Nettie added her explanation:

"Well, but, girls, you know they don't really go _ten_ miles. There is

an elegant church, Miss Benedict, just about seven, or maybe almost

eight, miles from here. It was built by wealthy people who live out

there in the suburbs, and it is said to be the prettiest church in

town, and the Ansteds go to that."

"But eight miles every Sabbath, and return, must make a busy and

wearying day of the Sabbath, I should think, when there is no occasion.

How came they to fall into the habit of going so far?"

"Why, they did not use to spend their summers here; only a few weeks

during August. They had a house in town, and then Mrs. Ansted was sick,

and the doctors said she could not live in the city, and they had a

little delicate baby, who they said would die unless they kept it in

the country. So, they sold their town house, and came out here to stay

until they decided what to do, and then the railroad was built, and

Mr. Ansted found it easy enough to get back and forth to his business,

and the baby began to grow strong, and they spent a great deal of money

on the place, and grew to liking it, and they just stay on. They keep

rooms in town, and are there a great deal, but they really live in

South Plains."

"And drive to church every Sabbath!"

"Well, every Sabbath when it is pleasant. They are not very regular.

When it is too warm to go, they lounge under the trees, and when it is

too rainy they lounge in their handsome house, I suppose. At any rate,

they don't appear in our church. We don't see much more of them when

they are at home than when they are in Europe, only riding by."

"And do the girls like to be here at school while the family is away?"

"Well, that is a new thing, you see. Mrs. Foster has only been here

since September. Before that, they never looked at our school; but

directly they heard she was coming, the Ansted girls came in, and are

to board here until the family come back from Florida. We never any of

us spoke to Fannie and Ella Ansted in our lives until they appeared

here in October."

Then Mary Burton spoke:

"And we shall not get a chance to speak with their highnesses much

longer. The Ansteds are coming home in two weeks. Lilian, that's the

baby, has had a low fever, and the doctors have decided that she needs

to come home and get braced up, and the house is being aired for their

coming. Ella Ansted told me this morning. She says she and Fannie will

only be here at recitations after next week or week after. She doesn't

know just when the folks will get here, they are going to stop in New

York."

"Girls," said the music-teacher in her most resolute tone, "let us get

the Ansted girls into our circle, and set them at work for the church."

But this met with eager demurs. The Ansteds held themselves aloof from

South Plains. They never made calls among the people, or invited them

to their home, or noticed them in any way. They had nothing to do with

the poor little church; never came to the prayer meetings, nor to the

socials, nor in any way indicated that they belonged to the same flesh

and blood as the worshipers there, and South Plains held its head too

high and thought too much of itself to run after them. The girls were

well enough, Fannie and Ella, and they had been pleasant to them; but

as for stooping to coax them to help, they did not feel that they could

do it, even for Miss Benedict.

"I don't want you to stoop," declared Miss Benedict, "nor to coax. I

want you to give them a good hearty invitation to join us. Poor things!

I am just as sorry for them as I can be! Eight miles away from their

church and all church friends; no prayer meeting to attend, and no

pastor to interest himself in all they do! I have wondered why those

girls seemed so out in the cold. I begin to understand it. You think

you have been cordial; but you have just edged out a little, made a

tiny opening in your circle, and said in effect: 'Oh, you may come in,

if you will crawl in there! We will tolerate you while you are here,

if you won't expect too much, nor ask us to invite you to our special

doings of any sort. You are just outsiders, and we are not going to

stoop to you, and let you be one with us.'"

The girls laughed a little, but Ruth Jennings demurred. Nobody had

wanted them to stay outside; they had chosen to do so. They would not

attend the church, though the trustees had invited Mr. Ansted, and they

never showed in any way an interest in South Plains or its people.

Miss Benedict changed her tactics:

"Girls, wait; let me ask you, are Fannie and Ella Ansted Christians?"

"Not that I ever heard of," Ruth said, and Mary Burton added that she

knew they were not; that one day when they were talking about such

things, Ella asked the strangest questions, almost as though she were a

heathen; and Fannie did not seem to know much better.

"Well, have you made them realize that you young people belong to

Christ, and that it is a pleasant way, and you would like to have them

join it, and work for his cause? Ruth, my dear, do they know that you

desire to have them happy in Christ, and that you pray for this every

day?"

"It isn't likely they do, Miss Benedict, for it isn't true. I never

thought about them twice in my life in that connection, and I know I

never prayed for them."

"And are there any of you who can give a better record than that?"

She looked around upon the silenced group, and waited in vain for an

answer. At last she said, gently:

"Now, girls, there are only two questions more that I want to ask you.

One is: Which is it that stands aloof, and makes no effort to help

others, you or the Ansted girls, if you know Christ and they do not?

And the other is: Will you all agree to invite them to join us, and do

it heartily?"

The pealing bell cut short an answer, if one had been intended. Miss

Benedict was glad. She wanted no answer just then; she had planted her

little seed, and hoped that it would take root and grow.

"She has a way of taking things for granted," said one of the group

which moved out of the music-room, leaving Nettie to take her lesson.

"How does she know that any of us are Christians?"

There was a moment's silence, then Mary Burton asked:

"Do you really suppose there is no difference between us and others?

Can't we be told in any way?"

"I'm sure I don't know how. There hasn't been a communion service since

she came here, and we don't any of us go to prayer meeting. They say

she does. Father said she sat in one corner of that dark old church the

other night; the first woman there, and not many came afterward."

Said Mary Burton:

"I wonder what it means, any way, to come out from among them and be

separate? I came across that verse in my reading the other night, and

I wondered, then, just what it meant. We girls are certainly not any

more 'separate' since we joined the church than we were before, so far

as I know; and yet the verse some way made me think of Miss Benedict;

she seems different from other Christians. I should like to know just

what made the difference?"

"She is 'gooder,'" said Ruth Jennings, laughing a little, "that is

just the whole of it; but I wish she hadn't started out on this idea

about the Ansteds. They won't join us, and I don't want to feel myself

humiliated by asking them."

But Nettie, usually easy to be turned aside, held persistently to the

thought which troubled her.

"I know she is 'gooder,' that is what I say; but ought not we to be the

same? Ought the boys and girls with whom we five spend so much time, to

feel that we just belong to their set, and are in no sense different

from them? We are all the church-members there are among the young

people, you know. When I told Miss Benedict that the other day, she

looked astonished for a minute, and then she said: 'You dear girls,

what a work you have to do!' But I don't feel as though we were doing

it, and I, for one, don't know how; but I wish I did."

There was no answer to that. The little seed was taking root, though

not in the way that the planter had planned.

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