XI

So we stayed on in Kieff and Bozevsky came to see us every day. He

brought me flowers--wonderful orchids the color of amethyst, tenuous

contorted blossoms that looked as if they had bloomed in some garden of

dreams. He brought me books; books of nebulous German poetry; Spanish

plays by Echegaray all heroism and fire; and disquieting, neurotic

French novels. Then he brought me English books which filled me with

pleasant surprise. How far removed from our Slav souls were those limpid

Anglo-Saxon minds! How child-like and simple was their wit, how bland

and practical their outlook on life. That was the literature I liked

best of all; perhaps because it was so different from everything in

myself. I felt that I was a strange, ambiguous, complicated creature

compared with those candid elemental natures.

Bozevsky liked to find me reading. He would arrive in the

evening--usually after Vassili had gone out, alone or with friends--and

enter the drawing-room with bright and cheerful greeting. He always

smiled when he found me with one of his books in my hand, sitting beside

Aunt Sonia placidly knitting in her armchair.

"I like your thoughts to be far away from here," he would say, kissing

my hand. "I like to know that your soul is far from the frivolous

society you live in, far from the petty preoccupations, the compliments

and the flattery which surround you. Let me read with you; let me join

you in the purer realm of fancy, far away from the world." And he would

sit down beside me, with an air of protecting fraternal affection.

One evening he found me nervous and agitated.

"What has happened?" he asked.

"I have been reading a ghastly book," I told him with a shudder. "The

story of a mysterious plant, a sort of huge octopus that feeds on human

flesh--"

"Ugh!" laughed Bozevsky, "how gruesome!" and he bent his sunny head over

the page.

"Just imagine," I continued, "its branches are long moving tentacles,

its thick leaves are quite black and hard; they glitter and move like

living scorpions...."

"Horrid, horrid," said Bozevsky with his shining smile as he took the

book out of my hand. "Forget the scorpions. To-night I shall read you

some Italian poetry. I want you to make friends with Carducci."

He opened a plainly bound volume at random, and read to me.

"_Oh favolosi prati d'Eliseo_..."

I forgot the tree of scorpions. I forgot Bozevsky. I forgot Aunt Sonia

and the world. The unknown poet had wrapped my spirit in his giant wings

and was bearing me far away.

It was about this time that Vassili took me to Moscow. There, one

evening, our friends the Maximoffs brought a stranger to see us. They

introduced him as an estimable Moscow lawyer of high repute. I was

surrounded by other friends and I greeted him absently, without hearing

his name. I remember casually noticing that he was neither young nor

old, neither ugly nor handsome. His wife, a timid, fair-haired woman,

was with him.

At Vassili's suggestion we all went to the "Strelna," a famous

night-restaurant. I remember that there was a great deal of laughter at

the grotesque jokes which Vassili and Maximoff and also the estimable

lawyer played on the pretty dark-faced tziganes.

I noticed that the lawyer's wife did not laugh. She passed her hand

across her wistful Madonna-like brow, and listened only to the music.

Like her I felt out of tune with the merriment around me. My thoughts

wandered back to the silent drawing-room at Kieff: I thought of Aunt

Sonia and her peaceful knitting, of Bozevsky and the books he had

brought me. I seemed to hear his voice saying, "Ugh! a tree of

scorpions"--and at that very instant something cold and claw-like

clutched my bare shoulder. I uttered a piercing shriek, which seemed to

turn every one--including myself--cold with terror. But it was only the

estimable lawyer, who, having drunk rather too much, had playfully

climbed upon the sofa behind me and, to save himself from falling off,

had laid his hand upon my shoulder.

"What on earth has happened?" exclaimed Vassili. "What made you scream

like that?"

"I don't know," I stammered, taken aback, "I thought--I thought it was a

scorpion!"

Every one laughed and for the rest of the evening the lawyer was

nicknamed "the Scorpion." Perhaps this name added to the unreasoning

fear I felt of him, or perhaps I was merely nervous, but he seemed to be

always close behind me, and during the whole of that evening I kept on

turning round, with little shivers running down my spine, to see what he

was doing.

Suddenly he had disappeared. Vassili laughed loudly. "Hullo! Where's the

Scorpion?" And amidst the laughter of the guests he set himself to count

the flippant tziganes one by one to see if any were missing. But they

were all there--and I was glad for the sake of the Scorpion's poor little

Madonna-wife.

It was three in the morning when we went back to our sleighs. It was

very cold; the clear deep-blue sky was powdered with stars. Assisted by

Maximoff I was about to step into the sleigh, when, with another cry, I

drew back; my foot had touched something soft and shapeless that was

lying huddled up beneath the rug.

"What is the matter now?" cried Vassili. "Another scorpion?"

No, it was the same one. It was the estimable lawyer very drunk and fast

asleep at the bottom of the sleigh.

On our way back to the hotel, driving through the keen night air, I

asked Vassili:

"Who was that man?"

"What man?" said Vassili, who sat opposite to us and was pressing the

small feet of Maximoff's wife.

"You know--the man who frightened me."

"Oh, the Scorpion?" laughed Vassili. "That was Donat Prilukoff."

When we returned to Kieff I told Bozevsky the adventure of our evening

at the Strelna, and described the Scorpion to him with as much humor as

I could. But Bozevsky did not laugh. My absence had embittered and

exasperated him. He no longer sat beside me with an air of protective

fraternal affection. He would not speak of literature or poetry any

more. He spent entire evenings making mute scenes of jealousy and

despair, while dear Aunt Sonia, instinctively feeling the atmosphere

around her charged with electricity, dropped many stitches in her

knitting and became sour and irritable.

"My child, this must not go on any longer. Either Alexis Bozevsky must

be forbidden the house or we ourselves must go away. I cannot understand

how Vassili--" Her honest cheeks kindled with indignation. "Enough. I

shall speak to him about it myself."

She did so: and Vassili, with his usual brief comment that we all bored

him to death, expressed the hope that wild beasts might devour Bozevsky,

and ordered us to pack up and leave for the country at once.

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