CHAPTER XVI.

REFLECTIONS ON THE DEATH OF LADY BRENTON.—EXTRACTS FROM THE

PRIVATE MEMORANDA.—SUFFERINGS FROM HIS WOUND, AND REMARKS ON

THE SUBJECT.

Lady Brenton’s death took place on July 29, 1817. A letter addressed to

his mother, dated Simon’s Bay, Sept. 17, 1817, will shew more clearly

than any attempt at description, the feelings with which her attached and

devoted husband contemplated his loss.

“SIMON’S BAY, SEPTEMBER 17th, 1817

“MY DEAR MADAM,

“I have been long intending to write to you, but from the

nature of the melancholy communication you will have received

long before this reaches you, I could with difficulty bring

myself to the exertion necessary.

“The Almighty is indeed merciful to us, and tempers the wind to

our situation. You will scarcely believe, my dear Madam, that

it should be possible for me to say that for some weeks past I

have enjoyed more real tranquillity of mind than I have ever

before known. It is nevertheless absolutely true. My happiest

days were never unattended with anxiety. They were attended at

the same time with a most inadequate idea of the value of the

blessings I possessed. That none ever lost a more inestimable

treasure, all who knew her are deeply sensible. But I humbly

hope that she has shewn me how to live and how to die. I

once thought that I was leading a harmless and a blameless

life, that I had a right to the rewards of another world.

How different are my present sentiments, and how immediately

did they change in this last hour of trial. I felt and feel

so far from having fulfilled the duties of my station, that

every recollection excites remorse by shewing me cause for it.

When I thought I was living in the exercise of the fondest

affection, how much neglect was admitted, and when I try my

religious duties by the same standard, the effect is much more

humiliating and awful, but yet the effect is peace. I no longer

consider my own merit as the means of my ever rejoining my

beloved B.; but the mercy and goodness of God and the atonement

made by our blessed Redeemer. This is a foundation which

nothing can shake, and this makes me view her as only preceding

me for a short time. This consideration, my dear madam, is

not a gloomy one. It has not put me out of conceit of this

life. That would be impious and ungrateful. I shall enjoy with

thankfulness, I hope, the years which a kind Providence may

permit me to remain in this world, and endeavour to devote them

to the duties of my station, to the education and happiness of

my children; but it has taken the sting from death. I think I

shall feel no longer any solicitude on that account, and that

when called for I shall be able to go through my task with

the same serenity that my beloved wife evinced. Had she been

preparing for her journey to England, she could not have been

more calm and collected. May my last end, may all our last ends

be like hers.

“Your most dutiful and affectionate

“J. B.”

He was at the moment unconscious that another loss had occurred, which

was to form a fresh trial for his faith, and was to search still more

deeply the foundation of that peace on which he had been resting. His son

Jervis, the boy to whom reference has been so often made, and in whose

opening qualities the fond parents had delighted to trace the seeds of

much of mental and of moral promise, was carried off by a sudden attack

of fever and sore throat, while at school at Winchester, on August 27,

1817, just one month after his mother’s decease. A letter written to his

brother on this occasion, may with propriety be subjoined, as exhibiting

the spirit of calm Christian submission with which Sir Jahleel resigned

these objects of his tenderest affection.

“SIMONS BAY, JANUARY 16th, 1818.

“MY DEAR E.

“Your kind and affectionate letter I found upon my arrival

from the eastward. The melancholy intelligence contained had

already reached me, having been most considerately sent by ——

to prevent my receiving too sudden a blow upon my return home.

It was indeed severe, but tempered with mercy by that benign

Being, who has granted me a far greater share of blessing

than afflictions, and whose present awful dispensation I

feel every day more and more to be intended for my ultimate

happiness. I was indeed, my dear E. too much absorbed in my

worldly possessions, from my earliest infancy. I had attached

the highest value to domestic felicity, and I need not tell

you to what an extent I was permitted to enjoy it: instead of

finding it like all other worldly objects, greater in prospect

than when present, I experienced that it was more solid and

real than my most sanguine expectations had ever pictured it,

and that my home became every day dearer to me. I almost lost

sight of the hand which bestowed my blessings in the enjoyment

of them, and in my anxiety for their future welfare. I can

now see the wickedness of such feelings. When my beloved wife

was called away from me, the world appeared to have totally

changed its aspect to me, and lost every source of comfort.

Although I neither repined at the divine dispensation, nor gave

myself up to despair, yet there was indifference as to this

life, which I hoped was not culpable, but could not approve. I

almost forgot the blessings which were still left me, and the

necessity for strong exertion to fulfil my duty to them. The

last calamity I now feel to have been sent to awaken me from

so criminal a lethargy, and I hope it has effectually done so.

The first consolatory reflection which came to my assistance,

and it was immediate, was that my darling B. had been spared

the agony which I felt; that her gentle spirit had been placed

beyond the reach of affliction, had been permitted, during

the last weeks of its continuance here, to devote itself to

its Creator without one anxious thought either for itself

or for those dear to it. How dreadfully would this angelic

tranquillity have been disturbed had she heard of the illness

and loss of her darling child. This idea never deserts me,

and has comforted me more than I can describe. I can hardly

persuade myself I have met with a second loss in so short a

time, indeed I have almost lost sight of my own affliction in

the contemplation of their happiness.

“Your affectionate

“J. B.”

The circumstances under which Sir Jahleel received the intelligence

of his son’s death were peculiarly touching. He had been induced to

undertake a journey into the interior, for the double purpose of

exploring the resources which those parts of the country offered for

the naval arsenal, and for ascertaining the possibility of establishing

a coasting trade along the eastern line of coast; and had reached the

town of George, on his return from the mouth of the Knyzna, the proposed

limit of his tour; when he and his companions saw from the house where

they were resting, the postman from Cape Town entering the village by a

bridge. Struck with the coincidence of the scene, Sir Jahleel was on the

point of repeating to his friends the well known lines in which Cowper

contemplates the varied contents of the postman’s bag when arriving in

Olney; when he was compelled to feel the reality of the description by

the letters which he had to open. They contained the intelligence of his

son’s death; whom letters received but a week before had represented

as being in the full enjoyment of health; and the deep and affecting

regret with which the head master announced the loss of his promising and

cherished pupil, must have added to the sadness with which the father

learnt the fact that this treasured tie, to which he had turned with so

much fondness in the first bitterness of his loss, was thus suddenly

taken from him.

The journal from which so much has been drawn on previous occasions,

contains frequent references to this severe and complicated trial. I

merely select a few passages as sufficient to indicate the general

character of his remarks, and as being most contiguous in point of time.

“July 29th, 1818. This, my darling children, is the first anniversary

which has come round of our irreparable loss. It has indeed been a year

of affliction to us, for much as we were prepared for the inevitable

blow as regarded your dear mother, still the awful reality was severely

felt. This was soon followed by another as severe, and unexpected. Your

dear brother was called in a few days after the departure of his angelic

mother to follow her to the grave; but that is not the view in which

we should contemplate our dear departed saints. They were mercifully

called to meet each other in heaven. How benignly does the Almighty

temper our afflictions, that we may be enabled to support our trials.

Had there been an apprehension of such a calamity befalling us, as the

loss we experienced in the course of one short month, we should have

doubted our power to sustain it; but when the last afflicting tidings

came, they found us already prostrate before the throne of mercy, humbly

endeavouring to resign ourselves to the Divine Will, and in such a frame

more able to support the pressure of adversity, than if it had visited

us during some of those periods of indescribable happiness, which our

bountiful and merciful Creator has so frequently been pleased to bestow

upon us. When the loss of your dear brother was announced to me, bitter

as the affliction was, it came accompanied with a source of consolation

of which the effect was instantaneous. The idea that his mother had been

spared the misery of such a loss, that they had met in heaven, that

their sufferings were at an end; that they had been mutually spared the

wretchedness of mourning for each other; these comforting reflections

instantly crowded into my mind, and saved me from much of the anguish

which I must have endured at any other period.

“A whole year has now elapsed, and the retrospect, affecting as it is,

nevertheless abounds in comfort. We have that feeling that the world is

not our all. If it had been, what would have been our situation now?

From my own experience I deeply feel the chastening, but merciful hand

of God in these awful dispensations. They have awakened me to a true

sense of my situation, and have shewn me, that whilst happy here, my

eternal felicity was at stake; for I was guilty of gross idolatry, by

allowing every thought to centre in the blessings bestowed upon me, with

little more than a nominal reference to the all-merciful Providence

from whom I received them. This is the first year of my life in which

I can conscientiously claim to have made any progress in religious

attainments; for greatly defective as I must still allow myself to be, I

feel that I have a deeper sense of the divine presence constantly upon

my mind; that I have less of that dreadful repugnance to the service of

my Maker, and more energy in the performance of it; and I can feel that

in all my pursuits, whether professional or otherwise, I am constantly

influenced by a sense of their being religious duties. The memory of

what I have lost has scarcely ever been absent from my mind, indeed

every thing recalls it, but my tranquillity and even cheerfulness has

been greater than at almost any period of my life, for I have lost all

cause of anxiety. Formerly I was wretched on account of my own health,

about my circumstances and worldly successes, unmindful of the Divine

protection who had never deserted me. Now I learn to resign myself to

His Divine will; to entrust you, my darling children, to his care; and

I have also acquired the conviction that there is no situation in life,

however successful we may be in all our pursuits, capable of conferring

real and permanent happiness; for had I been placed on the pinnacle of

human glory—the admiration, the idol, and the envy of all around me—this

blow would have humbled me to the dust, for I can with sincerity say that

all my successes in life have derived their chief value from your mother

having participated in them.

‘How I dreamt,

Of things impossible! Could sleep do more?

Of joys perpetual, in perpetual change,

Of stable pleasures on the tossing wave,

Perpetual sunshine in the storms of life;

How richly were my noontide trances hung

With gorgeous tapestries of pictured joys,

Joy behind joy, in endless perspective!’

“My whole life had been almost such a dream, mixed, it is true, with many

causeless and culpable anxieties. Blessed with all that could render

life a state of happiness, the most perfect description of it, domestic

happiness, I never once considered the certainty that a few years must

end it, but allowed myself to be as much absorbed in the contemplation

of it as though this life were all in all. With a full and perfect

conviction upon my mind of the truths of our holy religion, of the

promises of the gospel, still I found the charms of this world capable

of taking entire possession of me. How differently do I now view it.

Affliction only can clear away the mist from before our eyes, and enable

us to distinguish the fleeting and chequered enjoyments of this world,

from the real and never ending felicity which can only be attained in

that which is to come.

“26th September, 1818.—Nearly fourteen months have now elapsed since the

departure of your beloved mother, and eight since the tidings reached me

of our dear Jervis having followed her to the realms of bliss. During

the whole period of my life I do not remember any to have passed with

more entire tranquillity than this season of affliction, or with more

consistency of reflection.

“When I am suffering most from depression of mind, and the mournful

contemplation of my widowed state, I can readily trace these gloomy

feelings to their source; and find them to have taken possession of me,

as the world renews its cares and influence, and renders the view of

eternity less distinct than when seen through that pass by which your

beloved mother and brother have entered into it.

“24th September, 1820.—A long interruption has here occurred, my darling

children, and prevented for many months the continuance of an employment,

which had not only become most deeply interesting, but in a manner

sacred; as its intention was to keep alive in your minds the remembrance

of your mother’s virtues, and to lead you to cherish them in your hearts,

as so many delightful and irresistible examples for your own conduct.

The interruption has not only been long, but very nearly final, from

the severe illness by which it was occasioned; but a kind and merciful

Providence has, in addition to innumerable mercies and blessings, brought

me through this trial, and restored me, if not to health, at least to the

capability of resuming my former occupations.

“It has often occurred to me whilst lying on the bed of sickness, that

the reflections necessarily suggested by such a state, if accurately

recorded, would not only be of the greatest value to the sufferer,

should he be permitted to recover, but also of inestimable benefit to

many who might have escaped such experience; and it most forcibly struck

me, as a most appropriate subject for this journal, in which I hope, my

dear children, you will continue to derive religious instructions from

your affectionate parents, long after the period in which they will

have been called away from you. Here under the influence of the most

tender associations and recollections, you will find yourselves assured

that the hour of affliction is rarely, if ever, without its sources of

alleviation; to the sincere Christian, I may add with confidence, never.

“My illness was occasioned by cold, and violent inflammation in my

wound, which had been closed for upwards of four years. This led to the

formation of an extensive abscess, which for some days kept me in a very

dangerous state; it confined me to my bed for several weeks, and for six

months has reduced me to the state of a cripple, in which I must expect

to remain for some time longer. I do not remember during any period of my

illness to have considered the danger imminent, but I feel a comfort in

the recollection that I had no considerable anxiety, or any afflicting

thoughts, even in the most alarming moments. But I had many serious

and salutary reflections, for which I hope to be the better during the

remainder of my days. The retrospect of the last years of my life did

not afford me the consolation and confidence which I had so often and

so presumptuously flattered myself it would have done. On the contrary,

it brought the most unanswerable evidence that I had been living in

error and vanity, in a system of Christianity very different from that

laid down by our blessed Saviour. This was the light in which I began

to view the last, and what I had arrogantly considered the meritorious

part of my conduct; but how innumerable were the instances, or rather

how constant was the practice of my ‘living without God in the world.’

How entirely did I find that I had devoted myself to this life, and

how faint were the impressions of the life to come. And yet I had been

in the habit of considering myself so certain of salvation, as to look

forward to death as the only source of consolation for the affliction

I had experienced in the loss of your sainted parent and brother. Such

a confidence is indeed a delightful one if it be properly and rightly

sustained; and if it can be rationally indulged, is certain of being

efficacious under the heaviest pressure of worldly misery. But it is

not to be attained so easily as we are frequently induced to imagine,

by dividing our affections between this world and the world to come;

or rather by paying a formal heartless worship to God, whilst all our

thoughts are occupied in our worldly treasures, in those we have lost, or

in those we still possess or fear to lose. Could we bring ourselves to

say with real sincerity of heart and perfect resignation, ‘Thy holy will

be done;’ could we devote the remainder of our lives to Him, who gives

and takes away, as infinite wisdom suggests; could we enjoy the blessings

of this life with gratitude, but look forward with hope, delight, and

confidence to the divine promises for eternal happiness, then indeed we

might say, ‘O! death where is thy sting, O! grave where is thy victory!’

We might then say with the excellent and pious Doddridge, that ‘the cords

of affection which would have tied us to the earth, and have added new

pangs to our removal from it, are become as a golden chain to draw us

upward, and add one further charm and joy to even paradise itself.’ This

most desirable, most pleasant state of mind can never be gained by our

own unassisted exertions. This is a truth which cannot be too frequently

repeated to us. Thousands have sought for it in vain. To obtain it, we

must unreservedly give ourselves to our blessed Redeemer, and seek for

comfort through His divine atonement. My frame of mind previous to this

illness had been very different. I thought less of the awful deficiency,

which must appear when I should be called upon to render an account of

the talent which had been committed to my charge, than of my fancied

superiority over such of my fellow creatures as were openly disobeying

the commandments of God; and like the self-righteous Pharisee, I felt, if

I did not express, my self-gratulation in not being as the ‘Publican;’

little reflecting, that he might be inwardly struggling against an evil

nature, performing acts of virtue unknown to all but his Creator, and

depending solely for help and pardon on Him, who says, ‘whosoever cometh

unto me I will in no ways cast out.’ Reflections such as these could

have no effect in inspiring confidence or hope, when on the confines of

death, or in bearing up the spirit to sustain its infirmities; they were

consequently rejected as productive rather of despair than consolation. I

am happy to say, they were as transitory as useless, and that I turned

at once to Him, who alone could give me peace, to our blessed Saviour and

Redeemer. His words appeared to be instantly verified. I felt the burden

with which I was ‘weary and heavy laden,’ at once removed, and that I

could cast my care on Him. I prayed for strength of mind to conquer my

worldly feelings and propensities; for gratitude for all the blessings

vouchsafed to me, but above all for that most stupendous sacrifice, by

which I was redeemed from sin and misery; that it might bring forth in me

the most perfect resignation to the Divine Will, the most perfect trust

and confidence in God; the most unbounded and indefatigable charity to

my fellow creatures. If I am still without the object of this prayer,

yet I have the comfort of knowing, that I am much more sensible of my

deficiencies; and that I do daily and constantly indulge the humble

hope, that I shall be graciously assisted in conquering the remaining

depravities and corruptions of my nature.

“Blessed with all that could render life a state of happiness, the most

perfect description of it, domestic happiness; I never once considered

the certainty that a few years must end it, but allowed myself to be as

much absorbed in the contemplation of it as though this life were all

in all. With a full and perfect conviction upon my mind of the truths

of our Holy Religion, and of the promises of the gospel, still I found

the charms of this world capable of taking entire possession of me. How

differently do I now view it. Affliction only can clear away the mist

from our eyes, and enable us to distinguish the fleeting and chequered

enjoyments of this world, from the real and never ending felicity which

can only be attained in that which is to come.”

In allusion to the death of his wife and his son—“Those events which in

the course of my life have appeared the most unpromising, and have been

attended with the most anxiety, have frequently and generally proved the

sources of comfort and happiness. The two heavy dispensations, which have

lately befallen me, cannot have such consequences in this world; but I

fervently and humbly trust they may be the means of preparing me for

eternal happiness in the next, by awakening me from an attachment to the

things of this life, which almost exclusively occupied my thoughts. The

more innocent the affections, the more we are inclined to indulge them,

and the less do we perceive our danger of being drawn away from God. But

the Almighty in his wisdom and mercy knew what was best for me. He has

afflicted me, and I humbly implore his Holy Spirit to give me perfect

resignation to his Divine will. How keen would have been my grief for

the loss of so promising a child as your brother Jervis, at such an age,

and whom I had fondly contemplated as my successor and representative,

if I had only thought of him in a worldly point of view. But seeing him

as I do, disposed of by Divine wisdom, I resign him into the hands of

his Maker. It is true, he will never more come to me, but I humbly trust

I shall go to him. May worldly wisdom grow every day more insignificant

in your eyes, my dear children; at least such wisdom as is so generally

sought for. You will soon attain the delightful experience, that even for

success, prosperity, and happiness in this world, Divine Wisdom is all

in all.”

“October the 12th.—The frequent menacing appearances which my health

and wound assume, form a constant source of serious reflection, and I

feel that it may be neither unimportant, nor a waste of time, to note

these thoughts down as they occur. They may be of infinite benefit to

you, my dear children, in influencing your conduct on similar occasions,

should you be visited by them; and the experience of those we love has

a powerful effect in fixing our resolutions, and dictating our line of

conduct. In the first place then, I am more than ever convinced that

trials and afflictions are sent for our good, sent in kindness and in

mercy; and that so far from repining under them, we incur an awful

responsibility, if we do not turn them to good account, by taking them

as warnings against our worldly attachments, and by listening to the

voice with which they so earnestly direct us towards eternity. This duty

is obvious and imperative, however hard to fulfil. It is now the chief

object of my solicitude; and I feel that I can only appropriate to myself

the blessed hope of immortality, in proportion to the measure in which

I can resign myself to the Divine will, and preserve my mind unshaken

by the cares and anxieties of life. So happy a frame of mind is neither

easily to be acquired, nor long preserved, amidst the shocks to which we

are exposed, and the conflicting passions of our nature. I hope, however,

I have succeeded, my dearest my beloved children, in resigning you into

the hands of a merciful, and an omnipotent Protector; and I humbly

trust that you will ever remain under his paternal care, receiving with

gratitude the blessings He bestows, and seeking the Divine approbation as

your only object.”

The narrative has perhaps been suspended too long, while the private

meditations and recollections of this excellent man have been thus

brought before the reader. But the Editor feels no apology due for the

delay. It has been said already, and said more than once, that the object

of the present volume was to present to the public the picture, not

of the seaman, or the officer, but of the man; and the portrait would

have been incomplete, it would have been deficient in that which like

expression in painting, gives the chief value to the representation,

if dwelling on features of general interest, and which must arrest

universal attention, it had neglected or omitted others more adapted to

private life, and suited to personal application. The world have long

known what Sir Jahleel Brenton was on the deck, in the hour of action,

or the storm. It is the object of the present memoir to shew what he

was in the retirement of his home, as a husband, a father, and a man;

and with this in view, the Editor trusts that he has not trespassed too

largely, either on the patience of his readers, or on the sacredness of

private memorials, by shewing how Sir Jahleel Brenton bore the trials

to which he was subjected in private life, and the exemplary manner in

which he discharged the several relations in which he stood. It need

not be doubted that the service included officers, whose courage, whose

zeal, whose intelligence and self-possession were equal to his; and it

is possible that there were some who might have been compared to him in

other respects; but it is the combination of qualities which gives to

character its peculiarity; and it is the peculiarity of character which

renders its example profitable. The earlier portion of the narrative

exhibited its subject in the form which appeared most consistent with his

excellence as an officer; but justice seems to require, that he who was

as admirable for the gentler qualities of his nature, as for those which

were suited to arrest the world’s notice, should be presented to the

reader in other scenes, and under other trials; as occupying the painful

post of observation, while watching the sick-bed of that wife, for whom

he had entertained an attachment as romantic as it was reasonable; as

subsequently cherishing and educating the children, whom her lengthened

sickness and early removal had devolved on his care; as exercising all

the graces of Christian benevolence in his intercourse with his fellow

creatures, wherever his lot was cast; and as engaged in seeking comfort

for himself, under a loss that seemed to be irreparable, by meditating on

the promises of scripture.

The character of the remainder of his life was to be essentially

different from that of its commencement. The excitement of hope, the

energy of enterprize, the exultation of triumph were to be exchanged

for calmer feelings, adapted to the circumstances in which he was to be

placed. But a surer test of excellence can hardly be conceived, than to

see it uniformly exhibited under every variety of position; exposed to

trial in different ways, and superior to trial in all; and the principle

which supports men under successive forms of temptation, which overcomes

the weaknesses of age as well as the weaknesses of youth, and gives to

every part of life the same characteristic tone of goodness, is the most

entitled to admiration, as it proves most effectively the purity of its

original.

From the date of Lady Brenton’s death, Sir Jahleel’s residence at the

Cape did not include any event which calls for particular notice. The

stirring interests of a time of war had been succeeded by a peace, which

seemed more likely to be durable, from the exhaustion to which the

contending powers had been reduced by the length of the previous contest.

The duties of his office occupied his day; the care of his children

occupied his earlier and later hours; and few men were better qualified

by talent, taste, and habitual gentleness of mind for the discharge of

this last—this anxious and delicate duty. Having the singular advantage

of a sister residing with him, and of a sister who sympathised with all

his feelings, and entered into all his views, he was able to pursue with

less uneasiness the labours which his public employment occasioned,

even when they rendered absence from home necessary; and shortly after

the event which left him a widower, he felt it his duty to undertake a

journey of considerable extent, along the Eastern coast as far as the

mouth of the Knyzna; in order to ascertain, by personal observation,

some points of considerable importance for the public service. Of these

the chief were to investigate the facilities for establishing a coasting

trade along the shores of the colony, and to examine resources which the

mouth of the river Knyzna offered as a harbour for the shipping employed

for this purpose; and connected with this, to get some information as

to the quality of the timber produced in the forests, and its fitness

for the purposes of the dock-yard. He has left a detailed narrative of

this journey, which amply deserves publication, and which accordingly

is printed as it is found. It contains an interesting description of

the scenery through which he passed—a country which even at present is

comparatively unknown; but it is still more valuable as exhibiting the

character of the mind with which he viewed it. The journey was undertaken

very shortly after the loss which seemed to him so irreparable; and yet

we meet with no querulous expressions of grief, no idle recollections

of past happiness. He had resigned the being whom he loved above all

earthly things to the will of Him, from whom he had first received her;

and conscious that the best resource for his own weakness was employment;

and trusting that the discharge of duty would bring consolation with it,

he seems to have looked round for opportunities of usefulness, and to

have sought comfort for himself in endeavouring to do good to others.

Gifted as he was with a taste for scenery, and capable of viewing every

combination in nature with an artist’s eye, the remarks with which his

journal are filled, are chiefly characterized by benevolence and zeal

for his country’s service. In every place he visits, the welfare of

the people, and the means of public improvement, are the objects that

principally attract his attention; and while every thing is noted, and

noted in a way which shews how fully it was appreciated, an universal

desire to do good predominates in the observations which he makes, and

marks what was passing in the heart of the writer.

The narrative concludes abruptly, and the reader who has accompanied him

in his wanderings through that beautiful, and at that time unexplored

region, will hear with pain that the cause, which terminated the journey,

and closed the narrative so suddenly, was the arrival of a letter which

reached him on his way back from the mouth of the Knyzna, and which

announced the death of his son Jervis. This boy, to whom such frequent

reference has been made in the Journal, and whose character seemed to

justify all that was felt towards him, died at Winchester School, after

a very short illness, and within a few days of that which closed Lady

Brenton’s life. His fond mother was spared the pang of hearing of that

event, and he was spared the pain with which he must have heard of her

release; but Sir Jahleel, through this singular concurrence of trials,

merely passed from one affliction to meet the shock of the other; and

perhaps was thus to learn that no earthly comfort was to be made use of

as a resting place for the soul, or to occupy affections which were due

to God alone.

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