CHAPTER VI.

MR. RIDLEY went home from that first party with his head as clear

and his pulse as cool as when he came. The wine had not tempted him

very strongly, though its odor had been fragrant to his nostrils,

and the sparkle in the glasses pleasant to his sight. Appetite had

not aroused itself nor put on its strength, but lay half asleep,

waiting for some better opportunity, when the sentinels should be

weaker or off their guard.

It had been much harder for him to refuse the invitation of his host

than to deny the solicitations of the old desire. He had been in

greater danger from pride than from appetite; and there remained

with him a sense of being looked down upon and despised by the

wealthy and eminent citizen who had honored him with an invitation,

and who doubtless regarded his refusal to take wine with him as

little less than a discourtesy. There were moments when he almost

regretted that refusal. The wine which had been offered was of the

purest quality, and he remembered but too well the theory advanced

by Mr. Elliott, that the moderate use of pure wine would restore the

normal taste and free a man whose appetite had been vitiated from

its enslaving influence. His mind recurred to that thought very

often, and the more he dwelt upon it, the more inclined he was to

accept it as true. If it were indeed so, then he might be a man

among men again.

Mr. Ridley did not feel as comfortable in his mind after as before

this party, nor was he as strong as before. The enemy had found a

door unguarded, had come in stealthily, and was lying on the alert,

waiting for an opportunity.

A few weeks afterward came another invitation. It was accepted. Mrs.

Ridley was not really well enough, to go out, but for her husband's

sake she went with him, and by her presence and the quiet power she

had over him held him back from the peril he might, standing alone,

have tempted.

A month later, and cards of invitation were received from Mr. and

Mrs. Spencer Birtwell. This was to be among the notable

entertainments of the season. Mr. Birtwell was a wealthy banker who,

like other men, had his weaknesses, one of which was a love of

notoriety and display. He had a showy house and attractive

equipages, and managed to get his name frequently chronicled in the

newspapers, now as the leader in some public enterprise or charity,

now as the possessor of some rare work of art, and now as the

princely capitalists whose ability and sagacity had lifted him from

obscurity to the proud position he occupied. He built himself a

palace for a residence, and when it was completed and furnished

issued tickets of admission, that the public might see in what

splendor he was going to live. Of course the newspapers described

everything with a minuteness of detail and a freedom of remark that

made some modest and sensitive people fancy that Mr. Birtwell must

be exceedingly annoyed. But he experienced no such feeling. Praise

of any kind was pleasant to his ears; you could not give him too

much, nor was he over-nice as to the quality. He lived in the eyes

of his fellow-citizens, and in all his walk and conversation, he

looked to their good opinion.

Such was Mr. Birtwell, at whose house a grand entertainment was to

be given. Among the large number of invited guests were included Mr.

and Mrs. Ridley. But it so happened that Mrs. Ridley could not go. A

few days before the evening on which this party was to be given a

new-born babe had been laid on her bosom.

"Good-night, dear, and God bless you!" Mr. Ridley had said, in a

voice that was very tender, as he stooped over and kissed his wife.

No wonder that all the light went out of her face the moment she was

alone, nor that a shadow fell quickly over it, nor that from beneath

the fringes of her shut eyelids tears crept slowly and rested upon

her cheeks. If her husband had left her for the battlefield, she

could not have felt a more dreadful impression of danger, nor have

been oppressed by a more terrible fear for his safety. No wonder

that her nurse, coming into the chamber a few minutes after Mr.

Ridley went out, found her in a nervous chill.

The spacious and elegant drawing-rooms of Mr. and Mrs. Birtwell were

crowded with the elite of the city, and the heart of the former

swelled with pride as he received his guests and thought of their

social, professional or political distinction, the lustre of which

he felt to be, for the time, reflected upon himself. It was good to

be in such company, and to feel that he was equal with the best. He

had not always been the peer of such men. There had been an era of

obscurity out of which he had slowly emerged, and therefore he had

the larger pride and self-satisfaction in the position he now held.

Mrs. Birtwell was a woman of another order. All her life she had

been used to the elegancy that a wealthy parentage gave, and to

which her husband had been, until within a few years, an entire

stranger. She was "to the manner born," he a parvenu with a restless

ambition to outshine. Familiarity with things luxurious and costly

had lessened their value in her eyes, and true culture had lifted

her above the weakness of resting in or caring much about them,

while their newness and novelty to Mr. Birtwell made enjoyment keen,

and led him on to extravagant and showy exhibitions of wealth that

caused most people to smile at his weakness, and a good many to ask

who he was and from whence he came that he carried himself so

loftily. Mrs. Birtwell did not like the advanced position to which

her husband carried her, but she yielded to his weak love of

notoriety and social eclat as gracefully as possible, and did her

best to cover his too glaring violations of good taste and

conventional refinement. In this she was not always successful.

Of course the best of liquors in lavish abundance were provided by

Mr. Birtwell for his guests. Besides the dozen different kinds of

wine that were on the supper-table, there was a sideboard for

gentlemen, in a room out of common observation, well stocked with

brandy, gin and whisky, and it was a little curious to see how

quickly this was discovered by certain of the guests, who scented it

as truly as a bee scents honey in a clover-field, and extracted its

sweets as eagerly.

Of the guests who were present we have now to deal chiefly with Mr.

Ridley, and only incidentally with the rest. Dr. Hillhouse was there

during the first part of the evening, but went away early--that, is,

before twelve o'clock. He remained long enough, however, to do full

justice to the supper and wines. His handsome and agreeable young

associate, Dr. Angler, a slight acquaintance with whom the reader

has already, prolonged his stay to a later hour.

The Rev. Dr. Elliott was also, among the guests, displaying his fine

social qualities and attracting about him the young and the old.

Everybody liked Dr. Elliott, he was so frank, so cordial, free and

sympathetic, and, withal, so intelligent. He did not bring the

clergyman with him into a gay drawing-room, nor the ascetic to a

feast. He could talk with the banker about finance, with the

merchant about trade, with the student or editor about science,

literature and the current events of the day, and with young men and

maidens about music and the lighter matters in which they happened

to be interested. And, moreover, he could enjoy a good supper and

knew the flavor of good wine. A man of such rare accomplishments

came to be a general favorite, and so you encountered Mr. Elliott at

nearly all the fashionable parties.

Mr. Ridley had met the reverend doctor twice, and had been much

pleased with him. What he had heard him say about the healthy or

rather saving influences of pure wine had taken a strong hold of his

thoughts, and he had often wished for an opportunity to talk with

him about it. On this evening he found that opportunity. Soon after

his arrival at the house of Mr. Birtwell he saw Mr. Elliott in one

of the parlors, and made his way into the little group which had

already gathered around the affable clergyman. Joining in the

conversation, which was upon some topic of the day, Mr. Ridley, who

talked well, was not long in awakening that interest in the mind of

Mr. Elliott which one cultivated and intelligent person naturally

feels for another; and in a little while, they had the conversation

pretty much to themselves. It touched this theme and that, and

finally drifted in a direction which enabled Mr. Ridley to refer to

what he had heard Mr. Elliott say about the healthy effect of pure

wine on the taste of men whose appetites had become morbid, and to

ask him if he had any good ground for his belief.

"I do not know that I can bring any proof of my theory," returned

Mr. Elliott, "but I hold to it on the ground of an eternal fitness

of things. Wine is good, and was given by God to make glad the

hearts of men, and is to be used temperately, as are all other

gifts. It may be abused, and is abused daily. Men hurt themselves by

excess of wine as by excess of food. But the abuse of a thing is no

argument against its use. If a man through epicurism or gormandizing

has brought on disease, what do you do with him? Deny him all food,

or give him of the best in such quantities as his nutritive system

can appropriate and change into healthy muscle, nerve and bone? You

do the latter, of course, and so would I treat the case of a man who

bad hurt himself by excess of wine. I would see that he had only the

purest and in diminished quantity, so that his deranged system might

not only have time but help in regaining its normal condition."

"And you think this could be safely done?" said Mr. Ridley.

"That is my view of the case."

"Then you do not hold to the entire abstinence theory?"

"No, sir; on that subject our temperance people have run into what

we might call fanaticism, and greatly weakened their influence. Men

should be taught self-control and moderation in the use of things.

If the appetite becomes vitiated through over-indulgence, you do not

change its condition by complete denial. What you want for radical

cure is the restoration of the old ability to use without abusing.

In other words, you want a man made right again as to his rational

power of self-control, by which he becomes master of himself in all

the degrees of his life, from the highest to the lowest."

"All very well," remarked Dr. Hillhouse, who had joined them while

Mr. Elliott was speaking. "But, in my experience, the rational

self-control of which you speak is one of the rarest things to be

met with in common life, and it may be fair to conclude that the man

who cannot exercise it before a dangerous habit has been formed will

not be very likely to exercise it afterward when anything is done to

favor that habit. Habits, Mr. Elliott, are dreadful hard things to

manage, and I do not know a harder one to deal with than the habit

of over-indulgence in wine or spirits. I should be seriously afraid

of your prescription. The temperate use of wine I hold to be good;

but for those who have once lost the power of controlling their

appetites I am clear in my opinion there is only one way of safety,

and that is the way of entire abstinence from any drink in which

there is alcohol, call it by what name you will; and this is the

view now held by the most experienced and intelligent men, in our

profession."

A movement in the company being observed, Mr. Elliott, instead of

replying, stepped toward a lady, and asked the pleasure of escorting

her to the supper-room. Dr. Hillhouse was equally courteous, and Mr.

Ridley, seeing the wife of General Logan, whom he had often met in

Washington, standing a little way off, passed to her side and

offered his arm, which was accepted.

There was a crowd and crush upon the stairs, fine gentlemen and

ladies seeming to forget their courtesy and good breeding in their

haste to be among the earliest who should reach the banqueting-hall.

This was long and spacious, having been planned by Mr. Birtwell with

a view to grand entertainments like the one he was now giving. In an

almost incredibly short space of time it was filled to suffocation.

Those who thought themselves among the first to move were surprised

to find the tables already surrounded by young men and women, who

had been more interested in the status of the supper-room than in

the social enjoyments of the parlors, and who had improved their

advanced state of observation by securing precedence of the rest,

and stood waiting for the signal to begin.

Mr. Birtwell had a high respect for the Church, and on an occasion

like this could do no less than honor one of its dignitaries by

requesting him to ask a blessing on the sumptuous repast he had

provided--on the rich food and the good wine and brandy he was about

dispensing with such a liberal hand. So, in the waiting pause that

ensued after the room was well filled, Mr. Elliott was called upon

to bless this feast, which he did in a raised, impressive and finely

modulated voice. Then came the rattle of plates and the clink of

glasses, followed by the popping of champagne and the multitudinous

and distracting Babel of tongues.

Mr. Ridley, who felt much inclined to favor the superficial and

ill-advised utterances of Mr. Elliott, took scarcely any heed of

what Dr. Hillhouse had replied. In fact, knowing that the doctor was

free with wine himself, he did not give much weight to what he said,

feeling that he was talking more for argument's sake than to express

his real sentiments.

A feeling of repression came over Mr. Ridley as he entered the

supper-room and his eyes ran down the table. Half of this sumptuous

feast was forbidden enjoyment. He must not taste the wine. All were

free but him. He could fill a glass for the elegant lady whose hand

was still upon his arm, but must not pledge her back except in

water. A sense of shame and humiliation crept into his heart. So he

felt when, in the stillness that fell upon the company, the voice of

Mr. Elliott rose in blessing on the good things now spread for them

in such lavish profusion. Only one sentence took hold on, Mr.

Ridley's mind. It was this: "Giver of all natural as well as

spiritual good things, of the corn and the wine equally with the

bread and the water of life, sanctify these bounties that come from

thy beneficent hand, and keep us from any inordinate or hurtful use

thereof."

Mr. Ridley drew a deeper breath. A load seemed taken from his bosom.

He felt a sense of freedom and safety. If the wine were pure, it was

a good gift of God, and could not really do him harm. A priest,

claiming to stand as God's representative among men, had invoked a

blessing on this juice of the grape, and given it by this act a

healthier potency. All this crowded upon him, stifling reason and

experience and hushing the voice of prudence.

And now, alas! he was as a feather on the surface of a wind-struck

lake, and given up to the spirit and pressure of the hour. The

dangerous fallacy to which Mr. Elliott had given utterance held his

thoughts to the exclusion of all other considerations. A clear path

out of the dreary wilderness in which he had been, straying seemed

to open before him, and he resolved to walk therein. Fatal delusion!

As soon as Mr. Ridley had supplied Mrs. General Locran with terrapin

and oysters and filled a plate for himself, he poured out two

glasses of wine and handed one of them to the lady, then, lifting

the other, he bowed a compliment and placed it to his lips. The lady

smiled on him graciously, sipping the wine and praising its flavor.

"Pure as nectar," was the mental response of Mr. Ridley as the

long-denied palate felt the first thrill of sweet satisfaction. He

had taken a single mouthful, but another hand seemed to grasp the

one that held the cup of wine and press it back to his lips, from

which it was not removed until empty.

The prescription of Mr. Elliott failed. Either the wine was not pure

or his theory was at fault. It was but little over an hour from the

fatal moment when Mr. Ridley put a glass of wine to his lips ere he

went out alone into the storm of a long-to-be-remembered night in a

state of almost helpless intoxication, and staggered off in the

blinding snow that soon covered his garments like a winding sheet.

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