I write.

Seeing her intelligence clear as a sword of Azerbajan, her exalted

father resolved that his jewel should not be dulled by lack of polishing

and cutting, and he appointed the wise lady Miyabai to be her first

teacher. At the age of seven she knew the Koran by heart, and in her

honour a mighty feast was made for the army and for the poor. As she

grew, aged and saintly tutors were appointed, from whom she absorbed

Arabic, mathematics and astronomy, as a rose drinks rain. No subject

eluded her swift mind, no toil wearied her. Verses she wrote with

careless ease in the foreign tongue of Arabia, but hearing from an Arab

scholar that in a single line the exquisite skill betrayed an Indian

idiom, she discarded it instantly because she would have perfection and

wrote henceforward in her own tongue—Persian.

No pains were spared upon this jewel, for the Emperor desired that its

radiance should be splendid throughout Asia, yet her limit was drawn,

and sharply. For in her young pride of learning she began a commentary

on the holy Koran, and hearing this, he sternly forbade it. A woman

might do much in her own sphere, he wrote, but such a creature of dust

may not handle the Divine.

I, Abul Qasim, was with her when the imperial order reached her and saw

her take the fair manuscript and obediently tear it across, desiring

that the rent leaves be offered to the Shadow of God in token of

obedience. But those dark and dangerous eyes of hers were not obedient

beneath the veiling of silken lashes, and turning to me, to whom she

told her royal heart, she said;

“What the hand may not write the heart may think, and in the heart is no

Emperor. It is free,” and leaning from the marble casement she looked

down into the gliding river and said no more.

Yet the Emperor made amends, and noble, as far as his light led him. Not

for a woman the mysteries of the faith of Islam that he held of all

things the greatest, but, fired by the praises of her tutors, he sent

throughout India, Persia and Kashmir for poets worthy of this

poet-Princess and bid them come to Delhi and Agra and there dwell that a

fitting company be made for her.

So, veiled like the moon in clouds, curtained and attended, the Princess

Arjemand was permitted to be present at tournaments in the palace where

the weapons were the wit and beauty of words, when quotations and

questions were flung about as it might be handsful of stars, and a line

given be capped with some perfect finish of the moment’s prompting and

become a couplet unsurpassable, and very often it was the soft voice

from behind the golden veil that capped the wisest and completed the

most exquisite, and recited verses that brought exclamations from the

assembled poets.

“Not even Saadi (may Allah enlighten him!) nor Jalalu’d-din Rumi (may

his eyes be gladdened in Paradise) excelled this lady in the perfumed

honey of their words.” So with one voice they cried.

And this was not homage to the daughter of the Protector of the

Universe. No indeed! for death has not washed out her name with the cold

waters of oblivion and now that she is no more beautiful nor daughter of

the Emperor her verse is still repeated where the poets and saints meet

in concourse.

It will be seen that her life in the Begam Mahal (the Palace of the

Queens) must needs be lonely, for there was none among the princesses

who shared her pleasures, and their recreation in languidly watching the

dancers or buying jewels and embroideries and devouring sweetmeats

wearied her as sorely. But she had one friend, Imami, daughter of Arshad

Beg Khan, and this creature of mortality who writes these words was also

accounted her friend though unworthy to be the ground whereon she set

her little foot.

Day after day did the Lady Arjemand with Imami write and study, and the

librarians of the Emperor had little peace because of the demand of

these ladies for the glorious manuscripts and books collected by her

ancestors from all parts of the earth.

They sat and the walls echoed to the low note of her voice as she read

and recited and so beautiful were the tones of my Princess that I have

seen the water stand in the eyes of those who heard her recite her own

verses or those of the great Persians. It was a noble instrument ranging

from the deepest notes of passion to the keen cry of despair, and I

would listen unwearied while the day trod its blossomed way from dawn to

sunset in the Palace gardens. Great and wonderful was this new palace of

the Emperor with tall lilies inlaid in the pure marble in stones so

precious that they might have been the bosom adornments of some lesser

beauty. Palms in great vases brought by the merchants of Cathay made a

green shade and coolness for two fountains—the one of the pure waters

of the canal, the other of rose-water, and they plashed beside a

miniature lake of fretted marble rocks sunk in the floor where white

lotuses slept in the twilight of the calm retreat. Such was the chamber

of the daughter of the Padshah.

But of all the jewels the Princess was the glory.

Surely with small pains may the Great Mogul’s daughter be a beauty, but

had she been sold naked in the common market-place this lady had brought

a royal price.

Toorki and Persian and Indian blood mingled in her and each gave of its

best. The silken dark hair braided about her head was an imperial crown.

From the well-beloved lady who lies in the Taj Mahal (may Allah make

fragrant her memory), she had received eyes whose glance of slow

sweetness no man, not even the men of her own blood (excepting only her

stern father), could resist, and of her rose-red lips half sensuous,

half child-like, might it be said

“Their honey was set as a snare and my heart a wandering bee,

Clung and could not be satisfied, tasted and returned home never more.”

The imperial Mogul women were indeed the jewels of the world, because

the beauties of Asia were chosen to be their mothers. The net of the

Emperors swept wide, and I, who in virtue of my age and faithful service

have seen, testify that there was none like them, and the loveliest of

all was fit but to serve my Princess kneeling. Shall not the truth be

told? Of the soul within that delicious shrine her deeds must tell.

Now as I have written she sat with Imami by the little lake, and I in a

marble recess by one of the great latticed windows that looks down on

Jumna river and on the other side over the city of Shahjahanabad, new

and luminous in magnificence. In all the world else are no such palace

and city. At this moment she read aloud a letter from her father

Aurungzib concerning the memoirs of her ancestor the Emperor Babar who

founded their dynasty in India, a book written by his own hand and

religiously preserved in the Mogul archives, and she read it with anger

because when she demanded this book from the librarian, the Padshah

hearing wrote thus:

“Happy Daughter of Sovereignty. There is one manner of life for men, who

are the rulers, and for women, who are the slaves. It seems you go too

far. What has a daughter of our House to do with our ancestor

Zah-r-ud-din Muhammed Babar, the resident in Paradise? I have granted

much already. Plant not the herb of regret in the garden of affection.

He writes as a man for men. The request is refused. Recall the verse of

the poet:

“‘Ride slowly and humbly, and not in hurrying pride

For o’er the dusty bones of men, the creature of dust must ride.’

“What an Emperor writes is not suitable for the Princesses of his House.

His duty is rule; theirs, obedience.”

It was a discouragement but a command, and another had laid the finger

of obedience on the lips of silence, but, taking counsel with her heart,

this Princess did not so.

She called to me for her pen and wrote in answer:

“Exalted Emperor, Shahinshah, Shadow of God, King of the world, Refuge

of the needy, father of the body of this creature of mortality, be

pleased to hear this ignorant one’s supplication. Surely you have fed my

mind on the bee’s-bread of wisdom, and from your own royal lips have I

learnt that the words of our ancestor (upon whom be the Peace!) are full

of flavour and laughter, generous and kind, shining with honour and the

valour of our family. Now, since this is the root whence sprang your

auspicious Majesty’s rule, should not a humble daughter triumph in it?

True is it that I am your female slave, yet may this worthless body bear

one day a son to transmit your likeness to the prostrate ages, and since

we do not breed lions from lambs, his mother should carry the laughter

and fire of her race like a jewel in the mine of her soul. I make my

petition to the Padshah, the holiest of Emperors.”

“It will be granted me,” said the Princess reading these letters aloud

to Imami and to me, “because of that last word—the holiest. He values

that title more than to be called the Shahinshah. And with all my heart

I would it were otherwise.”

“And why, high Lady?” cried Imami in sheer astonishment. “Surely the

Padshah is a saint and his deeds and words will shine in Paradise. It is

blessed to be devout.”

“I know little of Paradise, but I know, and my father might know if he

studied the life of Akbar the Great, his great-grandfather, that to be

so bitter a saint in our Mohammedan faith that he insults and persecutes

every other is to break our dynasty to powder. Consider of it, Imami, as

I do. Have you read the Acts of Akbar Padshah the greatest sovereign

that ever reigned? Were I emperor in India thus and thus I would do.”

“Glory of Women, may your condescension increase! What did Akbar

Padshah?” said Imami, joining her hands, but I said nothing because I

knew.

“Though he was born Moslem yet he honoured all the Faiths, knowing in

his wisdom that the music is One and the dogmas but the foolish words

that man in his ignorance sets to it. All faiths are true, and none!”

The blood almost fell from my face as I heard her, because had these

words been carried to the Emperor not even her rank, not even her

daughterhood, could have saved the Princess. With Imami and me she was

safe, but in a palace a bird of the air may carry the matter.

“Yes!” she went on, laughing coldly, “Akbar Padshah had in all ways the

tastes of Solomon the Wise and his Begam Mahal (Palace of the Queens)

was a garden of beauty. But observe! The Queens were chosen from every

faith and each had the right to worship as she would. There were Indian

princesses who adored Shiva the Great God and Krishna the Beloved. There

was the Fair Persian who worshipped the Fire as Zoroaster taught, and

there were ladies of the faith of our Prophet more than can be counted.

Whereas in the zenana of my imperial father——”

She paused, and Imami continued with gravity that concealed a smile:

“The Begams recite the holy Koran all day, as becomes the ladies of the

Emperor who says that he sighs for the life of a faquir.”

“And would he had it!” cried the Princess with passion, “for every day

discontent grows among the Hindus that are taxed, beaten, and despised

only because they hold the faith of their fathers. Is there one of them

employed about the court or in the great offices? Not any. Whereas the

Emperor Akbar in his deep wisdom made them as one with ourselves and

thus built up a mighty Empire that my father with holy hands destroys

daily.”

“O Brilliant Lady, for the sake of the Prophet, be silent!” I said, for

indeed she terrified me by her insight. It is better for a woman that

she should not know, or, knowing, keep silence. “If these words were

carried to the Padshah——”

“I should at the least be imprisoned and never more see the light of

day— Well, one may be a devotee out of the Faith as in it, and like

Akbar Padshah, I am the devotee of Truth who shuts her fair eyes on no

faith that men hold in humbleness of heart. And were it policy only, is

it not madness to disgust and terrify the countless millions of the

Hindus upon whom our throne is carried? The end is sure.”

“What is the end?” asked Imami in a whisper.

“Misery for himself—though that matters little, for he will take it as

the robe of martyrdom from the hand of Allah, but ruin for the Mogul

Empire in India. O that I were a man!”

Her face lit up into such pride and valour as she spoke that I wished it

also, for I knew that her words were true as truth. But in India a woman

can do nothing. It is little wonder I trembled for my Princess.

A picture of her Imperial father lay on the low table at her elbow,

painted by a Persian artist of fame, and beautiful as a jewel in its

small brilliant colours, and looking upon it one might see the Kismet of

the Emperor in every feature. Eyes stern but sad, the narrow brows and

close lips of the man who sees not life as it is but as his own thought

of it, bounded by those high narrow brows that overweighted the lower

part. The head of the Emperor was surrounded like that of a saint with a

golden halo and his stern eyes were fixed on some vision invisible to

others. The jaw was weak but fine, and of all dangerous things on earth

beware the strength of a weak man in the grip of his belief. The

Princess looked at it, and then at me:

“The Emperor (may Allah enlarge his reign) should have lived in the time

of the Prophet and have been the Sword in his right hand. He is born

centuries too late. It is policy now that carries all before it. O could

I speak my mind to him, for my brothers dare not, but he and I are

worlds apart and in his presence I am silent.”

I sighed. Not his throne, nor his children, nor his women, nor aught on

earth weighed for one grain of sand against the Pearl of the Faith. True

is it that the Emperor Akbar followed the Vision also but with eyes how

wide and clear!—knowing this for certain, that mortal man _cannot_

know, that Truth is a bird flying in the skies and lets fall but a

feather to earth here and there. So he made for himself a faith that

held the quintessence of all the faiths, and had his sons been like to

him—but past is past. They were not, and they broke his great heart.

So I said, bowing very low:

“Princess, when the happy day comes that you must wed you shall make

your lord Lord of the World with your wisdom.”

She laughed, but bitterly.

“O, I have lovers! For one, Suleiman, my cousin, son of the brother whom

the Emperor slew because he stood too near the throne. By report I knew

what he was, but I saw him and spoke with him——”

“My Princess, and how?” I asked in great surprise, knowing that his

presence in the Begam Mahal would have been death.

She looked at me with large calm eyes.

“My faithful servant, have you come and gone so long about the Begam

Mahal and have not known that all things are possible? Prince Suleiman

was veiled like a woman, and like a woman he stood where you sit, and I

saw his face and we spoke together. Should not cousins meet who may be

man and wife? And I have loved his father, Prince Dara, very much, who

was learned and good.”

I trembled again when I heard, for had the Emperor guessed that she had

done this thing what hope for her? His three brothers had he

slaughtered, and the Prince Suleiman was doomed.

“And he saw your face, O Brilliant Lady?”

“No, and not for fear’s sake but because I liked him not at all. He said

‘O Envy of the Moon, lift up your veil that I may enjoy the marvel of

your beauty’ and I sang this verse I had made to my lute.”

She caught up her lute that lay beside her and sang,

“I will not lift my Veil,

For if I did, who knows?

The bulbul might forget the rose,

The Brahman worshipper

Adoring Lakshmi’s grace

Might turn, forsaking her,

To see my face;

My beauty might prevail.

Think how within the flower

Hidden as in a bower

Her fragrant soul must be,

And none can look on it.

So me the world shall see

Only within the verses I have writ.

I will not lift the Veil.

“And the fool caught me and would have torn it,” she added, “but Imami

restrained him, and he flung from us like a woman in temper as in dress.

A contemptible creature!”

“But Lady of Beauty, what had you against him?”

“Do I not know all that goes on in this city? Do I not know that Prince

Suleiman spends his days and nights in Shaitanpur (Devilsville, the

quarter of pleasure) and was I to show my face to a man reeking from the

embraces of the bazaar? No, I am Makhfi (the Hidden One) and hidden I

will remain for such as he. I will be no rival to Peri Mahal the dancer

and her like.”

And even as she ended a low voice at the curtain that veiled the

entrance asked for admission and when she granted it, the heavy silk was

drawn aside and a tall veiled woman entered. The Princess did not look

up but I saw Imami’s eyes fix as if startled.

“Her slave prays for a word with the Marvel of the Age whose mind is so

lovely that it outshines even her fair face and her face so beautiful,

that it is the lamp that permits the light of her soul to shine

through.”

“Warm for a woman!” said the Princess, and looked straight at the

new-comer who stood salaaming with the utmost humility. She added

impatiently:

“There is no need of this ceremony, lady. Remove your veil. The good

physician Abul Qasim is privileged to see the faces of all in the Begam

Mahal.”

In a flash the veil was torn off and a man’s face appeared beneath

it—young, bold, and handsome with the high features of the Imperial

House, a splendid dissolute young man with the down black on his upper

lip like the black astride the young swan’s bill. Prince Suleiman, the

son of Dara the Emperor’s brother.

“Ha, daughter of my uncle!” he cried,— “Did I not wager, did I not

swear, that I would see that hidden beauty and now I see it face to

face. Poets have sung it and painters praised it, but their words and

their colours were lies for they could not utter the truth. And having

seen I entreat for my father’s sake, for love’s sake, that it may be

mine.”

He made towards her eagerly, wholly disregarding Imami and me. I looked

to see her confused or angry, but she spoke with a most misleading calm.

“Exalted cousin, you have won your wager and your bride. If her embrace

is cold it is at least constant and——”

“Cold, with those burning lips of rose, those glowing eyes? O Loveliest,

Divinest, grant me one kiss for earnest if you would not have me die at

your feet.”

I saw her sign with her hand to Imami who glided away, flattening

herself against the wall as if terrified, then she spoke serenely.

“Exalted cousin, when were you last in Shaitanpur?”

It stopped him like a lightning flash. He stood arrested on the marble

before her face.

“I know nothing of Shaitanpur,” he said, breathless.

“No? Nor of the dancer Peri Mahal and her house with the courtyard of

roses, nor of the song she sings?”

Again she caught up her lute and sang in a low voice,

“Black bee, strong bee, the honey-eater,

Plunder my perfume, seek my heart

Cling to me, ravage me, make me sweeter,

Tear the leaves of the rose apart.”

He stared, his eyes slowly dilating. That the daughter of the Emperor

should sing the song of the bazaar—the song of the light women—! Then

it emboldened him. He threw himself forward to seize her hand.

“Maker of verses, this is a rose of your own garden. Till now I never

heard it, but it speaks of love. You shall not ask me twice. My rose, my

pearl, my star!—” He caught the hem of her veil. Now I knew well from

her eyes that he rushed on his fate, but it was written in the book of

his destiny and what is written who can avert?

She drew back a little and looked at him with soft eyes—wells of

delicious darkness, the swelling curves of her lovely form a temptation

for true believers, and her lips smiling a little as if from delight at

their own sweetness. And indeed her voice was gentle as moonbeams and as

caressing, as though she could sacrifice all to please the man whom she

exalted with the sight of her.

“Fortunate cousin, I am a weak woman. How dare I face the wrath of the

Emperor? He did not love your father. He does not love your father’s

son, yet if he did——”

She drooped her head a little as if with a soft shame that overwhelmed

her in the depths of modesty. O very woman, divine yet a child!— She

had turned wisdom into folly with a glance. And he trembling, and with

eyes fixed, stammered out:

“Alas, I have dreamed of your sweetness and what is the dream to the

truth? I am drowned in it. O give it to me; make it mine that in life

and death it may enfold me and that I may never again behold a lesser

light, having seen the ineffable.”

And he caught her hand passionately and drew her towards him, she

yielding gently and slowly, resisting a very little, and looking at him

as if with compassion.

And very softly in a voice like the breathing of a flute she said:

“O my cousin, how should we face the wrath of the Emperor?” as though

all her soul were in that question.

And he, kissing her hands with frenzy, said in broken words:

“Ah, Moon of my delight that knows no wane, let me but watch with you

through the starry hours of one night, and then, then if the Padshah’s

will be to slay me, I shall at least have lived.”

“And I also,” she said, looking down like the feminine incarnation of

modesty, so that enraptured he flung his arms about the yielding

softness of her most exquisite form and kissed her on the lips as a

thirsty man in the desert grasps the cup nor can sever his mouth from

it. And when he would permit her to speak she leaned her head backward

to gain space, and she said:

“What is my lord’s will with his slave? And in what shall I obey him?”

Now I, standing in the recess would have warned him, if I could, that

not thus—O not thus, does the proudest and wisest of women abandon

herself to such as he! For I had pity on his youth and the manly beauty

of him, and the Imperial blood that he shared with her. But who was this

creature of dust to obstruct the design of the Imperial Princess? And

indeed even I wavered and was uncertain that I guessed her meaning, with

such veiled submissive sweetness did she hold his hand in hers and touch

it to her lovely brows.

And trembling like a man in a fever, he replied.

“O darling little slave, since you give me the right to command what is

wholly mine, I say this— Let my slave, whose slave I am, expect me

to-night when the moonlight touches the western corner of the

Divan-i-Am, and I will come to this chamber of bliss, and my life, my

soul, are in the hand of my slave whose feet I kiss.”

And throwing himself on the marble like a worshipper he kissed the

flower-soft feet that showed like bare gold beneath the hem of her robe,

and so rising to his knee, looked up at her as an idolater at the

goddess vouchsafed to his eyes.

But she looked beyond him at the curtain that veiled the door. It lifted

to a hidden hand, and Imami stood there, ash-pale, in her hand a dish of

gold, and standing upon it a great goblet of jewelled glass with

pomegranate sherbet brimming in it rose-red and rose-petals floating on

the surface and beside it two cups of gold flashing with diamond sparks,

and on her knee she offered it to the Princess, who took the goblet and

a cup smiling.

“Fortunate cousin, since this is so, and I, my father’s best-beloved

child, will petition him to grant me my heart’s desire, let us drink the

cup of betrothal in the presence of the Hakim Abul Qasim and the lady

Imami. Heart of my heart, I pledge you!” and setting the blossom of her

lips to the jewelled rim she drank, and filled the other cup for him,

and still kneeling before her breathless with adoration, he took the cup

in both his hands, and I watched and could say no word because her

purpose was clear to me and I knew well that of all women on earth she

was the last to endure the insult of his presence. And Imami knelt by

the door,—her face like ivory against the heavy gold curtain. Now, as

he set his lips to the cup, suddenly Imami sprang to her feet and

tottered back against the sculptured marble and with scarce breath to

fill her voice——

“The Emperor comes,” she said, and fell again on her knees at the door,

hiding her face in her hands.

I saw the sickening terror that struck the colour from the cheeks and

lips of the lover. He knelt there with a glassy countenance like a man

in the clutch of a nightmare who cannot flee from the advancing

doom—his limbs weighted with lead, his heart with the pressure of an

exceeding horror. But Glory of Women caught him by the hand.

“Exalted cousin, there is but one way from these rooms, and the Emperor

closes it. Fly to the room beyond my bed-chamber, the room of the marble

bath, and hide where you can while I hold him in talk. Allah hafiz! (God

protect you!) Go!”

And she pushed him from her, and he fled. Then, most singular to see,

she composed her veil, glancing in the mirror set in silver that was the

gift of the Portuguese priests, and turned to the door, and as she did

so the curtain was lifted and Aurungzib Padshah entered and Imami

prostrated herself and I also, but the Princess Arjemand knelt.

Now I know not how this should be, but in a room where great events have

just happened it is as if the waves of passion beat about the walls and

waft the garments of those who have been present, and it seemed to my

guilty heart as though the very flowers enamelled on the marble cried

aloud,

“Majesty, there is a man—a man in hiding.”

And certainly the Padshah halted and looked with suspicion from one to

the other of us. He was ever a man of suspicion, unlike the easy humour

of his father Shah-Jahan, and the half drunken good-nature (shot with

frightful angers) of his grandfather Jahangir. Aurungzib Padshah was a

small man, dark exceedingly, with veiled eyes and shut lips, and never

have I seen him warmed by any emotion of love, pity, fear, but always

calm, cold, self-collected and austere. For it is well known that his

only care was religion, and to this he sacrificed his all.

So looking hard at the kneeling Glory of Women he said coldly,

“In the name of the most beneficent and merciful God, what is this

disturbance? Speak, exalted daughter, Princess of the family of

chastity. It is revealed to this suppliant at the throne of Allah that

there is a hidden thing in these chambers. Speak. What is it?”

And kneeling, my Princess answered.

“May joy attend my exalted father, the adorner of the gardens of

happiness, the decorator of the rose-parterre of enjoyment! There is but

one hidden thing in these chambers, and it is your unworthy daughter,

who is known by your august favour as Makhfi, the Hidden One.”

I saw the eyes of the Padshah fix on the golden dish that lay on the

marble with one cup emptied of the pomegranate sherbet and the other

half emptied, the sherbet running in a red stream like blood along the

marble.

“This was set down in haste!” he said through clipped lips.

“In haste, O Glory of Allah!” said the Princess with the wet beads

clamming the silken tendrils on her forehead. “I drank and was about to

drink the second when your auspicious feet blessed the threshold.”

“You are thirsty, happy daughter of sovereignty? Then drink the

remainder. You have my permission.”

I saw the gleam in either black eye of him as he spoke, watching her

sidelong. She lifted the cup to her lips with a hand that shook so that

it rattled against her teeth, though she struggled to command herself.

“No, do not drink, royal daughter. It is stale,” he said, still standing

and smiling coldly. And the Princess answered with quivering lips:

“Will not the Mirror of God be seated and partake of refreshment offered

by the hand of his slave?”

“Not of that cup and not until I have observed your embroideries and

manuscripts, daughter of high dignity,” the Padshah replied, and

followed by my Princess, Imami still kneeling by the door, and I by the

latticed marble window he walked about the hall and into the chambers

beyond, talking pleasantly to the Princess at his shoulder, and so

returning took his seat on the divan, and she served sherbets and fruits

on a golden dish to his Majesty.

He was later to attend the Am-Khas, the Hall of Audience, and was

attired kingly. His vest was of white and delicately flowered satin,

with heavy silk and gold embroidery. His cloth-of-gold turban was

aigretted with diamonds great as stars, with a topaz at the base that

shone like the sun. A chain of great pearls hung to his knees, and above

all these jewels was his cold repelling dignity as of a King too great

to be approached even by the favourite child of his pride, and all the

time he sat she knelt before him.

At length he spoke as if in meditation.

“Glory of Women, you have grown into beauty like that of the Maids of

Paradise. Your long lashes need no antimony, your eyes are winter stars,

and in that robe of gulnar (pomegranate blossom) you appear like that

princess who bewildered the senses of the mighty Suleiman. [I saw a

quiver pass over her features as she bowed her head beneath the weight

of praise.] Does not the rose long for the nightingale? Does not your

heart, exalted daughter, turn to love?”

And with her eyes on the ground, she answered.

“Exhibitor of Perfection, my heart is set on far other matters. If in

this land of good fortune I be remembered as a poet, I ask no more of

destiny save that the rank of the daughter of Emperors be attached to my

name for ever.”

And he.

“It is well. Yet marriage must be considered. Fortunate daughter, have

you bathed to-day?”

And she, deadly pale.

“Shadow of the benignity of the Creator, no.”

And with set lips he called to Imami by the door.

“Hasten, lady, and light the fire beneath the great vessel of water in

the bathing room of the Begam, and I will remain in discourse with her

until it is ready.”

And Imami casting a fearful glance on the kneeling Princess moved slowly

to the inner chamber, and it is the truth that my soul sickened within

me, for though I knew the young man worthless, and the son of a

dangerous father, yet who could bear this without terror of spirit? And

the Emperor, laying aside his awful Majesty, made his presence sweet as

sunshine in the great chamber of marble, saying:

“Exalted daughter, it is but seldom we have leisure to relax, and yet

the olfactory of my soul inhales with delight the ambergris-perfumed

breezes of affection and concord, and daily if it were possible would I

enjoy them. Yes, even when absent—

“‘I sit beside thee in thought, and my heart is at ease,

For that is a union not followed by separation’s pain.’

“It is in my mind to move with my ladies and the living family of

dignity and glory to reside for a time at Lahore, and we shall then be

more together, partaking of the irrigation of the rivers of affection.”

“Great father, you promise me a joy to increase health and exalt

happiness.”

She swayed as she knelt, and leaned against the divan with closed eyes.

“Exalted father, the perfume of flowers and of the rose-water fountain

have given me a faintness. May I retire for a moment with the hakim Abul

Qasim to my inner chamber lest I fall at your feet?”

“It is granted, Glory of Women, and the lady Imami shall recite to me

your latest verses until you return.”

I came forward making the salutation, and helped the Princess to rise,

she leaning on my aged arm, and the lady Imami took her place unrolling

a manuscript of verses splendid with Persian illuminations in blue and

gold. The Emperor composed himself to listen with pleasure, for it is

well known that all the sovereigns of that mighty line were skilled in

versifying and just critics of _ghazal_ and _suja_.

And as we moved forward, I supporting her, the Princess breathed in my

ear:

“I meant his death, but Allah knowing my heart knows I am innocent of

this hideous thing. O Abul Qasim, father of my soul, is there aid in

earth or heaven?”

But what could I say? Only the Great Physician of the Hidden Dispensary

could assist that unfortunate. And meanwhile the sweet voice of the lady

Imami read aloud the verses of the Princess.

“O love, I am thy thrall.

As on the tulip’s burning petal glows

A spot yet more intense, of deeper dye,

So in my heart a flower of passion blows,

See the dark stain of its intensity

Deeper than all.”

And then we lost the words as we moved into the inner chamber.

Now this inner chamber was all of pearl-pure marble, and in the midst a

deeply sunk bath of marble long and wide and with its walls decorated

with lotuses and their leaves, and a silver pipe led the water to this

from a mighty silver vessel six feet and more in height and of great

capacity, supported on a tripod of sculptured silver, and below it a

place for fire, enclosed and fed with sweet-scented woods and balls of

perfume made of rare gums. And, O Allah most Merciful, there the lady

Imami had kindled fire by command of the Emperor, and within might be

seen the brilliant blue flame licking up the perfumes and crawling like

snakes about the cedar wood below the vessel. And certainly I looked

that the Princess should do some desperate deed for the enlargement of

the man most miserable hidden within the vessel, and releasing her I

stood like a graven image of terror, expecting what she would do.

She laid her hand on the silver, and amid the crackling of the flames

she said in a clear small voice:

“You came unsought. You violated the secrecy of the Hidden One. What

then is your duty, exalted cousin?”

And from within he spoke in a voice—O Allah, most compassionate, grant

that I may never hear such again!—the one word:

“Silence.”

And she:

“It is true. Keep silence if you are my true lover, for the sake of my

honour. For if your voice is heard I am a dead woman. But I too will be

faithful to death.”

And he answered:

“On my head and eyes.”

And by her command I gave her water to drink and applied an essence to

her nostrils, and we left the room, pulling the heavy curtains before

it, and we returned to where the Padshah sat with the pale lady Imami

reading aloud and he smiling in calm content. Seeing us return, he

motioned my Princess to a seat on the divan saying:

“I would hear your verses of ‘The Lover.’

“What is the fate of a lover? It is to be crucified for the world’s

pleasure.”

And taking the manuscript from the hands of Imami she read aloud:

“Dust falls within the cup of Kaikobad

And King Jamshid,

Nor recks the world if they were sad or glad,

Or what they did.

“How many hearts, O Love, thy sword hath slain

And yet will slay!

They bless thee, nor to Allah they complain

At Judgment Day.”

And so read on steadfastly for the space of an hour, until the Padshah,

replete with the sweetness of the melody, rose from the divan, and said

graciously:

“May the tree of hereditary affection watered by this hour of converse

grow in leaf and fruit and overshadow us both in peace. Go now, exalted

daughter, and bathe your angelic person and rest with a soul sunned in

the favour of the Emperor.”

And he went, we attending him to the door of the secluded chambers, and

when we returned, the Princess lay in a dead faint on the divan, and the

fire beneath the great vessel of silver was red and silent, and within

was silence also.

The courage of Babar the gallant and Akbar the greatly dreaming was not

dead in their descendant and thus in a great self-sacrifice he became a

traveller on the road of non-existence, and I wept for him.

So the Court moved to Lahore.

But after this on my Princess came a change hard to be told.

She had despised the Prince alive. For his death she loved him, and with

a poet’s passion and tenderness mingled with a woman’s. Her sole relief

was in solitude, pouring forth the burning thoughts wherein the phoenix

of her soul was consumed in perfumed flame which will forever kindle the

heart of man to like ecstasies.

Great Princes sought her, among them Akil Khan, a most beautiful young

man, aglow with courage and splendour. He had seen her, dreaming on the

roof of her pavilion in the dawn, pensive and lovely, clothed in

dawn-colour, her long hair braided with pearls falling about her, and

mad with love, he sent her this one line, awaiting completion:

“A vision in crimson appears on the roof of the Palace.”

Kneeling, I implored her to give him some solace,

“For O, Light of my soul,” said I, “the years drift by like leaves, and

shall this miracle of beauty and of intelligence clear as diamonds lead

its graces to the grave and leave the world no copy? My Princess, my

Princess, have pity on your youth! True, the high Prince died a hero for

the sake of a lady’s honour, yet remember that until then the soul of

him was at home in Devilsville, and not in the rose-gardens of Allah.

You have mourned him long enough: awake now to joy.”

But she put it gently aside, saying:

“The soul washed in the lustration of death is pure. What is Shaitanpur

to him now? He has forgotten it. And shall I who accepted the sacrifice,

forget? O, that I had not failed in courage—that I had died with him!

Give me the paper of Akil Khan.”

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