CHAPTER XIX.

Hubert Lepel had promised to spend Christmas Day at Beechfield, but for

some unexplained reason he stayed away, sending at the last moment a

telegram which his sister felt to be unsatisfactory. Flossy did not

often exert herself to obtain a guest; but on this occasion she wrote a

rather reproachful letter to her brother, and begged him not to fail to

visit them on New Year's eve. "The General was disappointed," she wrote,

"and so was someone else." Hubert thought that she meant herself, felt a

thrill of wondering compassion, and duly presented himself at the Hall

on the thirty-first of December.

He saw Flossy alone in her luxurious boudoir before anyone else knew of

his arrival. He thought her looking ill and haggard, and asked after her

health. To his surprise, the question made her angry.

"Of course I am not well--I am never well," she answered; "but I am no

worse than usual. There is someone else in the house whose appearance

you had better enquire after."

"You are fond of talking in riddles. Do you mean the General?" said

Hubert drily.

"No, not the General," Florence answered, setting her lips.

Hubert shrugged his shoulders and changed the subject. He had not an

idea of what she meant; but when, shortly before dinner, he first saw

Enid, a light flashed across his mind--Flossy meant that the girl was

ill. He had certainly been rather dense and rather unkind, he thought to

himself, not to ask after her. And how delicate she was looking! What

was the matter with her? It was not merely that she was thinner and

paler, but that an indefinable change had come over her countenance. The

shadow that had always lurked in her sweet eyes seemed to have fallen at

last over her whole face, darkening its innocent candor, obscuring its

tranquil beauty; the look of truthfulness and of ignorance of evil had

gone. No child-face was it now--rather that of a woman who had been

forced to look evil in the face, and was repelled and sickened at the

sight. There was no joy in the eyes with which Enid now looked upon the

world.

Hubert watched her steadily through the long and elaborate meal which

the General thought appropriate to New Year's eve, noting her weariness,

her languor, her want of interest in anything that went on, and could

not understand the change. Was this girl--sick apparently in body and

mind--the guileless maiden who had listened with such flattering

attention to the stories of his wanderings in foreign lands, when he

last came down to Beechfield Hall? He tried her with similar tales--they

had no interest for her now. She was silent, _distraite_, preoccupied.

Still gentle and sweet to every one, she was no longer bright; smiles

seemed to be banished for ever from her lips.

She and Florence scarcely spoke to each other. The General did not seem

to notice this fact; but Hubert had not been half an hour in their

company before he recognised its force. They must have quarrelled, he

said to himself rather angrily--Flossy had probably tried to tyrannise,

and the girl had resented her interference. Flossy was a fool; he would

speak to her about it as soon as he had the opportunity, and get the

truth from her--forgetting for the moment that, if ever a man set

himself an impossible task, it was this one of getting the truth from

Flossy.

Before dinner was ended, the sound of footsteps, the tuning of

instruments; the clearing of voices could be distinguished in the hall.

Hubert glanced at his host for explanation, which was speedily given.

"It is the village choir," he said confidentially. "They come on

Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve, and sing in the hall. When they have

finished, they all have a glass of wine and drink our healths before

they go down to supper in the kitchen. It's an old custom."

"And a very disagreeable one," said Mrs. Vane calmly. "Your ears will be

tortured, Hubert, by the atrocious noise they make. With your

permission, Enid and I will go to the drawing-room;" and, glancing at

Enid, she rose from her chair.

"My dear Flossy, I entreat of you to stay!" said the General. "You have

never gone away before--it would hurt their feelings immensely. I have

sent word for Dick to be brought down; I mean them to drink his health

too, bless the little man! It will be quite a slight to us all if you go

away."

Flossy smiled ironically, but she looked at Enid in what Hubert thought

a rather peculiar way. He knew his sister's face very well, and he could

not but fancy that there was some apprehension in the glance. Enid sat

still, looking at the tablecloth before her. Her face had grown

perceptibly paler, but she did not move. A little spot of red suddenly

showed itself on each of Mrs. Vane's delicate cheeks.

"Well, Enid, what do you say?" she asked, with less languor of utterance

than usual. "Do you wish to suffer a purgatory of discord? Come--let us

go to the drawing-room; nobody will notice whether we are here or not."

"My dear, I said I wished you to stay," began the General anxiously; but

Florence only laughed a little wildly, and beat her fan once or twice

upon the table.

"Come, Enid. We have had music enough, surely! You are coming?"

"No, I am going to stay here," said the girl, without raising her eyes.

Her tone was exceedingly cold.

Flossy bit her lip, laughed again, and sank back into her chair with an

air of would-be indifference.

"If you stay, I suppose I must," she said lightly; but there was a

strange glitter in her narrowed eyes, and she bit her lip with her

little white teeth so strongly and so sharply as to draw the blood.

"Here comes Dick," said the General, whose placidity was quite restored

by his wife's consent to stay--"here he comes! There, my boy--seen Uncle

Hubert yet? Go and kiss him, and then come back to me and I'll give you

some dessert."

The fair-haired little fellow looked smaller and shyer than Hubert

remembered him. He had very little color in his face, but his eyes

lighted up joyfully when he saw the visitor, and he put his arms around

Hubert's neck with such evident satisfaction that his uncle felt quite

flattered. But, when Dick was perched upon his father's knee, and the

singers had struck up their first florid chant, he was surprised to find

that Enid had raised her blue eyes and was steadily regarding him with a

searching yet sorrowful look, which seemed as if it would explore the

inmost recesses of his soul. For various reasons Hubert felt that he

could not long endure that gaze. The best way of stopping it was to

return it, and therefore, although with an effort which was almost

agonising, he suddenly looked back into her eyes with a composure and

resolute boldness which caused her own very speedily to sink. The color

rose to her face, she gave a slight quickly-suppressed sigh, and she did

not look up again. Puzzled, troubled, vaguely suspicious, Hubert

wondered whether his calm reception of her gaze had silenced the doubt

of him, which he was nearly sure that he read in those sad blue eyes. He

knew that Flossy was watching him and watching her, and he envied the

General his guileless enjoyment of all that was going on, and little

Dick's innocent pleasure in what was to him a great and unwonted treat.

When two songs had been sung, with much growling of the bass and a

general misconception of the functions of a tenor, with great scraping

of violin strings and much want of harmony amongst the 'cellos, the

General called the butler and told him to open the door. The dining-room

had two wide folding-doors opening into the hall, and, when they were

flung open, a motley crowd of village faces could be seen. A row of

shrill-voiced chorister boys, much muffled up in red comforters, stood

foremost; behind them came the singing men and the performers on

instruments--a diverse little crowd of men and youths. In the

background, some six or eight singing women and girls presented a

half-bold, half-shy appearance, as knowing that they were there on

sufferance only, and that the Rector had been doing his best to prevent

their going out at nights to sing with the village choir. But the

General had "backed them up;" he did not like the discontinuance of old

customs, and was inclined to think the Rector unduly strict. Accordingly

they stood in their accustomed places, but, as most of them felt,

probably for the last time on New Year's Eve.

The faces of men and women and children, with one exception, were

wreathed in smiles; but that one exception was notable indeed. Hubert,

with his trained powers of keen observation, observed a lowering face

directly. It was that of tall young woman neatly dressed in black--a

young woman with fair hair curled over her forehead and rather prominent

blue eyes--a coarse-looking girl, he thought, in spite of her pale

coloring and sombre garments. Her brows were drawn together over her

eyes in an angry frown; she was biting her lip, much as Flossy had been

doing, and there was not a gleam of good humor or pleasure in her eyes.

Hubert wondered idly why she had come, when she seemed to enjoy her

occupation so very little.

The opening of the doors was the signal for a volley of clapping,

stamping, and shouting. When this was over, the butler and his helpers

appeared with trays of well-filled glasses, which were taken by the

members of the choir, down to the smallest child present, with great

alacrity. The fair woman in the background was once more an

exception--she took no wine.

The General filled his own glass and signed for Hubert to do the same

for the ladies. He then stood up and prepared to make his usual New

Year's Eve speech. But this time he did what he had never done

before--he lifted his little son on to the chair on which he had been

sitting, and made his oration with one arm round little Dick's slender

shoulders. To Hubert it seemed a pretty sight. Why did it give no

pleasure to Florence and to Enid? Florence's eyes glittered, and a spot

of blood was painfully conspicuous on her white lips; but Enid, sitting

silent with downcast eyes, was now unusually flushed. A student of

character might have said that, while Flossy seemed merely excited,

Enid--the timid, delicate, pure-minded Enid--looked ashamed.

"My dear friends," the General began, "I'm very much obliged to you for

coming, you know--very much obliged. So are my wife and my niece, and my

little boy here--so far as he understands anything about it--very much

obliged to you all. You know I ain't much of a speech-maker--'actions

speak louder than words' was always my maxim"--great cheering--"and I

take leave to say that I think it is a very good maxim too"--tremendous

applause. "My friends, it's the end of one year, and it will soon be the

beginning of another. Let's hope that the new year will be better than

the last. I don't suppose I shall have many more to spend amongst you,

and that is why I wish to introduce--so to speak--my little boy to you.

As my son and heir, my friends, he will one day stand in the place which

I now occupy, and speak to you perhaps as I am speaking now. I can only

ask you to behave as well to him as you have always behaved to me. I

trust that he will prove himself worthy of his name and of his race, and

that generations yet unborn will bless the day when Beechfield Hall came

into the hands of a younger Richard Vane. My friends, if you drink my

health to-night, I shall ask you also to drink the health of my boy--to

wish him happiness, and that he may prove a better landlord, a better

magistrate, and a better man than ever I have been."

There was a tumult of applause, mingled with cries of "No, no!"--"Can't

be better than you have been, sir!" and "Hurrah for the General!"

Hubert, smiling with pleasure at his host's genial tone, was amazed at

the gloom which sat upon the brows of three persons in the

room--Florence, Enid, and the woman in black. There was no other

likeness between them, but that air of reserve and gravity made them

look as if some incommunicable bond, some similarity of feeling or

experience, held them back from the general hilarity which surrounded

them.

"A happy New Year to you all, my friends!" said the General, in his

hearty voice. "Here's to your good healths! There, Dick, my man--drink

too, and say, 'A happy New Year to all of you!'"

Little Dick took a sip from his father's glass, and gravely uplifted his

childish treble.

"A happy New Year to all of you!" he said; and men and women alike broke

out into delighted response.

"Same to you, sir, and many of them!" "Bless his little heart," one of

the women was heard to murmur, "he's just the image of his mamma!" But,

if she thought to give pleasure by this remark, she was far from

successful. Mrs. Vane threw so angry a glance in her direction that the

woman shrank back aghast; and the girl in black, who stood in the

background, laughed between her teeth.

The function was over at last. The choir trooped away to the servants'

premises, where a substantial supper awaited them; the General kissed

little Dick, and strode away with him to his nurse; and Mrs. Vane rose

from the table with an air of studied weariness and disgust.

"Thank Heaven, that is over!" she said. "I am tired to death of this

senseless old practice! If we have it another year, I shall say I am ill

and go to bed. Come, Enid--let us go to the drawing-room and have some

music."

The girl rose and followed obediently; but she vouchsafed no answer to

Mrs. Vane's remarks. As the General had disappeared, Hubert thought that

he too might as well accompany the ladies to the drawing-room,

especially if Enid were about to play. But it did not seem that she was

inclined to do so. She sat down in the darkest corner of the room, and

leaned her head upon her hand. Flossy established herself in a luxurious

lounging-chair, and took up a novel. Hubert hesitated for a moment or

two, then went over to Enid's side.

"Are we not to have any music to-night?"

"Have you not had plenty?" she asked wearily.

"Music! You call that music?"

She did not answer; something in her voice, her attitude, seemed to show

that she was shedding tears. He was intensely sorry for her trouble,

whatever it might be; but he scarcely knew how to comfort her.

"It would be good for us all if you would play," he said softly. "We

want consoling--strengthening--uplifting."

"Ah, but music does not always do that!" she answered, with a new note

of passion in her voice. "When we are happy, music helps us--but not

when we are sad."

"Why not?" said Hubert, more from the desire to make her talk than from

any wish to hear her views on that particular subject.

But she spoke eagerly in reply, yet softly, so that her words should not

reach the ears of the silent, graceful, languid woman by the fire.

"I can't tell why," she said; "but everything is different. Once music

delighted me, even when I was a little sad; but now it seems to harrow

my very soul. It brings thoughts into my mind of all the misery of the

world. If I hear music, I shed tears--I don't know why. Everything is

changed."

"My dear child," said Hubert, "you are unhappy!"

"Yes," she said slowly, with a pathetic tremor of the voice--"yes, I am

very--very unhappy."

"Can I do nothing at all to make you happier?" he said.

The question was left unanswered.

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