"What do you mean?" said Hubert, starting in his turn. "The girl gone?"
Sister Agnes was in tears already.
"Let me fetch Sister Louisa or the Reverend Mother to you?" she cried.
"They know all about it--as far as anybody can know anything. You--you
are one of her friends, perhaps? Oh, the dear child--and we loved her so
dearly!"
Hubert was looking pale and stern. He had stopped short on the gravelled
pathway, half-way between the chapel and the entrance to the school. The
beauty, the interest of the place was lost upon him at once. He cared
only to hear what had become of the child whom he had fondly imagined
himself to be benefiting. If she had been unhappy, if she had run away
into the wide world on account of ill-treatment by her teachers and
fellow-pupils, was he not to blame? He ought to have come to the place
before and made inquiries, not left her fate to the light words of Mrs.
Rumbold or some unknown Sister Louisa. He had made himself responsible
for her education; was he not in some sort responsible for her happiness
as well?
These questionings made his face look very dark and grave as he stood
once more in the visitors' room, awaiting the arrival of the lady whom
Sister Agnes had called Sister Louisa, and whose letters to Mrs. Rumbold
he remembered that he had read.
He felt himself prejudiced against her before she arrived; but, when he
saw her, he was compelled to own that she had a very attractive
countenance. The face itself, framed in its setting of white and black,
was long and pale, but beautiful by reason of its sweetness of
expression; the gray eyes were full of tenderness, yet full of grief.
There were marks of tears upon her face--the only one that the visitor
had seen that was at all dolorous; and yet, noting her serene brow and
gentle lips, Hubert, man of the world as he was, and more ready to cavil
and despise than to admire, said to himself that, if any woman could
make a young girl love her, surely this woman would not fail!
"You wish," she said, "to ask some questions about our pupil Jane Wood?"
"I do indeed. I am very much surprised to hear that she has left you."
"May I ask whether you have any authority from our friend Mrs. Rumbold
to inquire?"
"Mrs. Rumbold takes her authority from me," said Hubert quietly.
Then, as the Sister looked at him with a little uncertainty in her mild
gray eyes, he felt in his pocket and drew out a pocket-book.
"I think I have a letter here from Mrs. Rumbold which will establish my
claim to make inquiries. It is a mere chance that I have not destroyed
it, but it is here, and will serve as my credentials perhaps."
Sister Louisa took the letter from his hand and looked at it. It was the
one which Mrs. Rumbold had written to Mr. Lepel when she had heard of
Jane Wood's talent for music and other accomplishments from "the mother
of the children" herself.
The good Sister smiled sadly as she gave it back.
"I see now who you are, Mr. Lepel. You are really this poor child's
great friend and helper."
"I am acting for my family, of course," said Hubert, a little stiffly.
"The girl has naturally no right to expect anything from us; but we were
sorry for her desolate portion."
"Yes, poor child--she has a hard lot to bear."
If Hubert was stung by this asseveration, he did not show it.
"I always heard that she was very happy here," he said.
"And so she was--or so she seemed to be," said Sister Louisa, with
energy. "She was a great favorite, always at the top of the classes,
always full of life and spirit, always bright and engaging. Poor Janie!
To think that she should have left us in this way!"
"Why did she leave you, and how?"
"Mr. Lepel," said the Sister, "if I tell you that our Janie had a fault,
you won't think hardly of her or of us? A girl of fifteen is not often
perfect, and we are sometimes obliged to reprove, even to punish, those
under our charge; and yet I assure you there was not a person in the
house, woman or child, who did not love poor Janie."
"I am to understand, then, that she was under punishment?"
Sister Louisa shook her head slightly and sighed. She felt that it was
difficult to make this young man of the world understand that girls of
fifteen were sometimes exceedingly trying to their elders and superiors;
but she would do her best.
"Janie was very affectionate," she said, "but passionate in temper, and
obstinate when thwarted. She had a curious amount of pride--much more
than one usually finds in so young a girl or one of her extraction. Her
high spirits too were a snare to her. She was reproved three days ago
for laughing aloud in a chapel; and, as she showed an unsubmissive
spirit, she was sent into a room alone in order to meditate. Into this
room one of our lay Sisters went by accident, not knowing that Jane Wood
was there for seclusion, and began to talk to her. This young woman,
Martha by name, came from the neighborhood of Beechfield, and happened
to mention Mrs. Rumbold."
"Ah, I see!" Hubert exclaimed involuntarily.
"Jane questioned her about the place--questioned her particularly, I
believe, about a gentleman that she remembered. I think, Mr. Lepel, that
she must have been thinking of yourself, according to the description
that Martha tells us she gave of him; but Martha could not tell her your
name, which it seems the child did not know. It was natural perhaps that
Martha should pass on to the subject of that tragedy at Beechfield--the
murder of Mr. Sydney Vane and the fate of the murderer."
Sister Louisa paused for a moment--it seemed to her that the young man's
dark handsome face had turned exceedingly pale. He was leaning against
the wall, close to the window; he moved aside a little, as he did not
wish her to see his face, and begged her to proceed with her story. She
went on.
"Martha's tale at this point becomes confused; either she is not sure
of what she said or is reluctant to repeat it. Some slur, some
imputation was no doubt thrown upon the name of Janie's father; and I
believe that she thought that Martha knew her story and was insulting
her. At any rate, the whole establishment was roused by the sound of
screams proceeding from the room. We rushed thither, and found Martha
crouching in a corner, shrieking hysterically, and declaring that Miss
Wood was going to murder her; while Janie--poor Janie----"
"I can imagine it," said Hubert, in a low tone; while Sister Louisa
paused for breath--and perhaps to recover the calmness that she had
lost.
"Our poor Janie," proceeded the kind-hearted woman, "was like one who
had gone mad. She was white as death, her eyes were flaming, her hands
clenched; but all that she seemed able to say were the words, 'My father
was innocent--innocent--innocent!' I should think that she repeated the
words a hundred times. Greatly to our sorrow, Mr. Lepel, the whole story
then came out. We could not silence either Martha or poor Janie--who, I
really think, did not know what she was saying. In spite of our efforts
to keep the matter quiet, in a very short time the whole house--Sisters,
boarders, servants--all knew Jane Wood's sad history."
She noted the rigid lines about Mr. Lepel's mouth as he stepped forward
from the window and spoke in a low stern tone.
"Was it impossible to prevent? It seems incredible to me. I
hope"--almost savagely--"that you have punished for her extraordinary
folly the woman who did the mischief?"
"She has been sent away," said Sister Louisa sadly; "but her punishment
has not mended matters, Mr. Lepel. The excitement in the school was
immense--unprecedented. We felt that it would be incumbent upon us to
send Janie away for a time--until the story was to some extent
forgotten."
"And you told her so? Women have hearts of stone!" cried Hubert. He
forgot that his conduct had not hitherto proved that his own was very
soft.
"I hope that we were not unkind to her," said Sister Louisa, with gentle
dignity. "It was to be for a time only. We wanted her to go down to
Leicestershire with two of our Sisters for a few weeks; we thought it
advisable that she should have a change. The Reverend Mother herself
mentioned the plan to her. I noticed that she changed color very much
when it was proposed. She made one of her sharp speeches--quite in her
old way, 'I see--I am not good enough to associate with the other
girls,' she said. We told her that it was no such thing--that we loved
her as much as ever--that it was only for her own good that she was to
leave St. Elizabeth's for a time; but I am afraid that it was all of no
avail. She listened to what we said with a face of stone. And in the
morning--in the morning, Mr. Lepel, we found that she was gone."
"Gone! Without the knowledge of any of you?"
"Entirely. She must have stolen out in the middle of the night when
every one was asleep. It is a wonder that no one heard her; but she is
very light-footed and very nimble. She must have climbed the garden
fence. She had left a folded piece of paper on her bed--it was a note
for me."
"May I see it?" said Hubert eagerly.
Sifter Louisa drew it from among the folds of her long black robes. He
turned away from her while he read the few blurred hastily-written lines
in which Janie said good-bye to the woman whom she had loved. He did not
want Sister Louisa to see his face. He was more touched by her story
than he liked to show.
"Dearest Mother Louisa," Janie had written, in her unformed girlish
hand--"Don't be more angry and grieved than you can help! If they had
all been like you, I would have stayed. But everyone will despise me
now. I shall go to some place where nobody knows me, and earn my own
living. Please forgive me! I do love you and St. Elizabeth's very much;
but I must go away--I must! I can't bear to stay now that everybody
knows all about me. I shall change my name, so you need not look for
me."
The letter was simply signed "Janie"--nothing more. Robert handed it
back to its owner with a grave word of thanks.
"How is it," he said, "that I did not hear of her leaving you before I
came to Winstead? Mrs. Rumbold is supposed to give me information of
anything of importance respecting the girl. I have not had a word from
her."
"Nor have we, although we wrote and telegraphed at once. I am afraid
that she is away from home. We did not know your address, or that you
were interested in her."
"Of course not. I kept that matter to myself," said Hubert gloomily. "It
seems that it was foolish of me to do so. May I ask what steps you have
taken to discover the poor child?"
The Sisters, he found, had not been remiss in their endeavors. They had
placed themselves in communication with a London detective; they had
consulted the local police; they had made inquiries at railway stations
and roadside inns. But as yet they had heard nothing of the fugitive.
The girl was strong and active, a good walker and runner; it seemed
pretty evident that she had not gone by train or by ordinary roads. She
must have plunged into the fields and taken a cross-country route in
some direction. Probably she had gone to London; and in London she was
tolerably safe from pursuit.
"Had she money?" Hubert asked of Sister Louisa.
"Not a penny."
"She will be driven back to you by hunger."
"I am afraid not. She was too proud to return to us of her own free
will."
"Is she good-looking?"
"No, I think not," said the Sister, a little doubtfully. "She was tall
for her age, thin and unformed; she had a brown skin and hair cut short
like a boy's. Her eyes were beautiful--large and dark; but she was too
pale and awkward-looking to be pretty. When she had a color--oh, then it
was a different matter!"
Hubert took away with him a full description of Jane Wood's clothes and
probable appearance, and on reaching London went straight to the office
of a private detective. To this man he told as much of Jane's story as
was necessary, and declared himself ready to spend any reasonable amount
of money so long as there was a possibility of finding the lost girl.
The detective was not very hopeful of success; the runaway had already
had two days' start--enough for a complete change of identity. Probably
she had put on boy's clothes and was lurking about the streets of
London.
"But she had no money!" Hubert urged.
"She'll get some somehow," the detective answered quietly.
For some days and weeks Hubert lived in a fever of suspense. He had set
his heart on finding the girl and sending her back to St.
Elizabeth's--or elsewhere. Some kind of home must be secured to her. For
the sake of his own peace of mind, he must know that she was safe. He
could not forgive Mrs. Rumbold for having been absent in Switzerland
when Sister Louisa wrote to her of Jane Wood's flight, and thus being
unable to inform him of it immediately. He had an unreasonable
conviction that, if he had known at once of Janie's disappearance, he
would have succeeded in tracking her. But for this opinion he really had
no ground at all.
So days and weeks and months went on, and brought with them the
conviction that the girl was lost for ever. Nothing was heard of her
either at Winstead or at Beechfield, and Hubert Lepel was obliged at
last to acknowledge that all his efforts had been in vain. The girl
refused to be benefited any longer; the wild blood in her veins had
asserted itself; she was probably leading the outcast life from which he
thought that he had rescued her; she had gone down on the tide of
poverty and vice and crime which floods the London streets. He shuddered
sometimes when he thought of it. He haunted the doors of theatres, the
courts and alleys of East London, looking sombrely for a face which he
would not have known if he had seen it. He fancied that Andrew
Westwood's daughter would bear her history in her eyes--the great dark
eyes that he remembered as her sole beauty when she was a child.
It was a mad fancy, born of his desire to atone for a wrong that he had
done to an innocent man. The wrong seemed greater than ever when it
darkened the life of a weak young girl and tortured the heart of the
innocent man's own child.