CHAPTER XIII.

"Sweets to the sweet."--_Hamlet._

"I am going to London in the morning. Can I do anything for anybody?"

asks Sir Guy, at exactly twenty minutes past ten on Wednesday night.

"Madre, what of you?"

"Nothing, dear, thank you," says the Madre, lazily enough, her eyes

comfortably closed. "But to-morrow, my dear boy! why to-morrow? You know

we expect Archibald."

"I shall be home long before he arrives, if I don't meet him and bring

him with me."

"Some people make a point of being from home when their guests are

expected," says Miss Lilian, pointedly, raising demure eyes to his.

"Some other people make a point of being ungenerous," retorts he.

"Florence, can I bring you anything?"

"I want some wools matched: I cannot finish the parrot's tail in my

crewel-work until I get them, and you will be some hours earlier than

the post."

"What! you expect me to enter a fancy shop--is that what you call

it?--and sort wools, while the young woman behind the counter makes love

to me? I should die of shame."

"Nonsense! you need only hand in the envelope I will prepare for you,

and wait until you receive an answer to it."

"Very good. I dare say I shall survive so much. And you, my ward? How

can I serve you?"

"In a thousand ways, but modesty forbids my mentioning them. _Au reste_,

I want bonbons, a new book or two, and--the portrait of the handsomest

young man in London."

"I thoroughly understand, and am immensely flattered. I shall have

myself taken the moment I get there. Would you prefer me sitting or

standing, with my hat on or off? A small size or a cabinet?"

Miss Chesney makes a little grimace eminently becoming, but disdains

direct reply. "I said a _young_ man," she remarks, severely.

"I heard you. Am not I in the flower of my youth and beauty?"

"Lilian evidently does not think so," says Florence, with a would-be air

of intense surprise.

"Why should I, when it suits me to think differently?" returns Lilian,

calmly. Florence rather amuses her than otherwise. "Sir Guy and I are

quite good friends at present. He has been civil to me for two whole

days together, and has not once told me I have a horrid temper, or held

me up to scorn in any way. Such conduct deserves reward. Therefore I

liken him to an elderly gentleman, because I adore old men. You see,

Guardy?" with an indescribably fascinating air, that has a suspicion of

sauciness only calculated to heighten its charm.

"I should think he is old in reality to you," says Florence: "you are

such a child."

"I am," says Lilian, agreeably, though secretly annoyed at the other's

slighting tone. "I like it. There is nothing so good as youth. I should

like to be eighteen always. But for my babyish ways and utter

hopelessness, I feel positive Sir Guy would have beaten me long ago. But

who could chastise an infant?"

"In long robes," puts in Cyril, who is deep in the intricacies of chess

with Mr. Musgrave.

"Besides, I am 'Esther Summerson,' and he is 'Mr. Jarndyce,' and

Esther's 'Guardy' very rightly was in perfect subjection to his ward."

"Esther's guardian, if I remember correctly, fell in love with her; and

she let him see"--dreamily but spitefully--"that she preferred another."

"Ah, Sir Guy, think of that. See what lies before you," says Lilian,

coloring warmly, but braving it out to the end.

"I am sure you are going to ask me what I should like, Guy," breaks in

Cyril, languidly, who is not so engrossed by his game but that he can

heed Lilian's embarrassment. "Those cigars of yours are excellent. I

shall feel obliged by your bringing me (as a free gift, mind) half a

dozen boxes. If you do, it will be a saving, as for the future I shall

leave yours in peace."

"Thank you: I shall make a note of it," says Guy, laughing.

"Do you go early, Sir Guy?" asks Lilian, presently. She is leaning back

in a huge lounging-chair of blue satin that almost conceals from view

her tiny figure. In her hands is an ebony fan, and as she asks the

question she closes and uncloses it indolently.

"Very early. I must start at seven to catch the train, if I wish to get

my business done and be back by five."

"What an unearthly hour for a poor old gentleman like you to rise! You

won't recover it in a hurry. You will breakfast before you go?"

"Yes."

"What a lunch you will eat when you get to town! But don't overdo it,

Guardy. You will be starving, no doubt; but remember the horrors of

gout. And who will give you your breakfast at seven?"

She raises her large soft eyes to his and, unfurling her fan, lays it

thoughtfully against her pretty lips. Sir Guy is about to make an eager

reply, when Miss Beauchamp interposes.

"I always give Guy his breakfast when he goes to London," she says,

calmly yet hastily.

"Check!" says Cyril, at this instant, with his eyes on the board. "My

dear Musgrave, what a false move!--a fatal delay. Don't you know bold

play generally wins?"

"Sometimes it loses," retorts Taffy, innocently; which reply, to his

surprise, appears to cause Mr. Chetwoode infinite amusement.

"Whenever you do go," says Lilian to Sir Guy, "don't forget my

sweetmeats: I shall be dreaming of them until I see you again. Have you

a pocket-book? Yes. Well, put down in it what I most particularly love.

I like chocolate creams and burnt almonds better than anything in the

world."

Cyril, with dreamy sentiment, "How I wish I was a burnt almond!"

Miss Chesney, viciously, "If you were, what a bite I would give you!"

Taffy, to Sir Guy, "Lilian's tastes and mine are one. If you are really

going to bring lollypops, please make the supply large. When I think of

burnt almonds I feel no end hungry."

Lilian, vigorously, "You shan't have any of mine, Taffy. Don't imagine

it! Yesterday you ate every one Cyril brought me from Fenston. I crossed

the room for one instant, and when I came back the box was literally

cleared. Wasn't it a shame? I shan't go into partnership with you over

Sir Guy's confections."

Taffy, _sotto voce_, "Greedy little thing!" Then suddenly addressing Sir

Guy, "I think I saw your old colonel--Trant--about the neighborhood

to-day."

Cyril draws himself up with a start and looks hard at the lad, who is

utterly unconscious of the private bombshell he has discharged.

"Trant!" says Guy, surprised; "impossible. Unless, indeed," with a light

laugh, "he came to look after his _protegee_, the widow."

"Mrs. Arlington? I saw her yesterday," says Taffy, with animation. "She

was in her garden, and she is lovely. I never saw anything so perfect as

her smile."

"I hope you are not _epris_ with her. We warn everybody against our

tenant," Guy says, smiling, though there is evident meaning in his tone.

"We took her to oblige Trant,--who begged we would not be inquisitive

about her; and literally we are in ignorance of who she is, or where she

came from. Widows, like cousins, are dangerous," with a slight glance at

his brother, who is leaning back in his chair, a knight between his

fingers, taking an exhaustive though nonchalant survey of the painted

ceiling, where all the little loves and graces are playing at a very

pronounced game of hide-and-seek among the roses.

"I hope," says Florence, slowly, looking up from the _rara avis_ whose

tail she is elaborately embroidering,--the original of which was never

yet (most assuredly) seen by land or sea,--"I hope Colonel Trant, in

this instance, has not played you false. I cannot say I admire Mrs.

Arlington's appearance. Though no doubt she is pretty,--in a certain

style," concludes Miss Beauchamp, who is an adept at uttering the faint

praise that damns.

"Trant is a gentleman," returns Guy, somewhat coldly. Yet as he says it

a doubt enters his mind.

"He has the name of being rather fast in town," says young Musgrave,

vaguely; "there is some story about his being madly in love with some

mysterious woman whom nobody knows. I don't remember exactly how it

is,--but they say she is hidden away somewhere."

"How delightfully definite Taffy always is!" Lilian says, admiringly;

"it is so easy to grasp his meaning. Got any more stories, Taffy? I

quite begin to fancy this Colonel Trant. Is he as captivating as he is

wicked?"

"Not quite. I am almost sure I saw him to-day in the lane that runs down

between the wood and Brown's farm. But I may be mistaken; I was

certainly one or two fields off, yet I have a sure eye, and I have seen

him often in London."

"Perhaps Mrs. Arlington is the mysterious lady of his affections," says

Guy, laughing, and, the moment the words have passed his lips, regrets

their utterance. Cyril's eyes descend rapidly from the ceiling and meet

his. On the instant a suspicion unnamed and unacknowledged fills both

their hearts.

"Do you really think Trant came down to see your tenant?" asks Cyril,

almost defiantly.

"Certainly not," returning the other's somewhat fiery glance calmly. "I

do not believe he would be in the neighborhood without coming to see my

mother."

At the last word, so dear to her, Lady Chetwoode wakes gently, opens her

still beautiful eyes, and smiles benignly on all around, as though

defying them to say she has slumbered for half a second.

"Yes, my dear Guy, I quite agree with you," she says, affably, _apropos_

of nothing unless it be a dream, and then, being fully roused, suggests

going to bed. Whereupon Florence says, with gentle thoughtfulness,

"Indeed yes. If Guy is to be up early in the morning he ought to go to

bed now," and, rising as her aunt rises, makes a general move.

When the women have disappeared and resigned themselves to the tender

mercies of their maids, and the men have sought that best beloved of all

apartments, the Tabagie, a sudden resolution to say something that lies

heavy on his mind takes possession of Guy. Of all things on earth he

hates most a "scene," but some power within him compels him to speak

just now. The intense love he bears his only brother, his fear lest harm

should befall him, urges him on, sorely against his will, to give some

faint utterance to all that is puzzling and distressing him.

Taffy, seduced by the sweetness of the night, has stepped out into the

garden, where he is enjoying his weed alone. Within, the lamp is almost

quenched by the great pale rays of the moon that rush through the open

window. Without, the whole world is steeped in one white, glorious

splendor.

The stars on high are twinkling, burning, like distant lamps. Anon, one

darts madly across the dark blue amphitheatre overhead, and is lost in

space, while the others laugh on, unheeding its swift destruction. The

flowers are sleeping, emitting in their dreams faint, delicate perfumed

sighs; the cattle have ceased to low in the far fields: there is no

sound through all the busy land save the sweet soughing of the wind and

the light tread of Musgrave's footsteps up and down outside.

"Cyril," says Guy, removing the meerschaum from between his lips, and

regarding its elaborate silver bands with some nervousness, "I wish you

would not go to The Cottage so often as you do."

"No? And why not, _tres cher_?" asks Cyril, calmly, knowing well what is

coming.

"For one thing, we do not know who this Mrs. Arlington is, or anything

of her. That in itself is a drawback. I am sorry I ever agreed to

Trant's proposal, but it is too late for regret in that quarter. Do not

double my regret by making me feel I have done you harm."

"You shall never feel that. How you do torture yourself over shadows,

Guy! I always think it must be the greatest bore on earth to be

conscientious,--that is, over-scrupulous, like you. It is a mistake,

dear boy, take my word for it,--will wear you out before your time."

"I am thinking of you, Cyril. Forgive me if I seem impertinent. Mrs.

Arlington is lovely, graceful, everything of the most desirable in

appearance, but----" A pause.

"_Apres?_" murmurs Cyril, lazily.

"But," earnestly, "I should not like you to lose your heart to her, as

you force me to say it. Musgrave says he saw Trant in the lane to-day.

Of course he may have been mistaken; but was he? I have my own doubts,

Cyril," rising in some agitation,--"doubts that may be unjust, but I

cannot conquer them. If you allow yourself to love that woman, she will

bring you misfortune. Why is she so secret about her former life? Why

does she shun society? Cyril, be warned in time; she may be a----, she

may be anything," checking himself slowly.

"She may," says Cyril, rising with a passionate irrepressible movement

to his feet, under pretense of lighting the cigar that has died out

between his fingers. Then, with a sudden change of tone and a soft

laugh, "The skies may fall, of course, but we scarcely anticipate it. My

good Guy, what a visionary you are! Do be rational, if you can. As for

Mrs. Arlington, why should she create dissension between you and me?"

"Why, indeed?" returns Guy, gravely. "I have to ask your pardon for my

interference. But you know I only speak when I feel compelled, and

always for your good."

"You are about the best fellow going, I know that," replies Cyril,

deliberately, knocking the ash off his cigar; "but at times you are wont

to lose your head,--to wander,--like the best of us. I am safe enough,

trust me. 'What's Hecuba to me, or I to Hecuba?' Come, don't let us

spoil this glorious night by a dissertation on what we neither of us

know anything about. What a starlight!" standing at the open casement,

and regarding with quick admiration the glistening dome above him. "I

wonder how any one looking on it can disbelieve in a heaven beyond!"

Here Musgrave's fair head makes a blot in the perfect calm of the night

scene.

"Is that you, Taffy? Where have you been all this time?--mooning?--you

have had ample opportunity. But you are too young for Melancholy to mark

you as her own. It is only old folk like Guy," with a laughing though

affectionate glance backward to where his brother stands, somewhat

perplexed, beside the lamp, "should fall victims to the blues."

"A fig for melancholy!" says Taffy, vaulting lightly into the room, and

by his presence putting an end to all private conversation between the

brothers.

* * * * *

The next morning Lilian (to whom early rising is a pure delight),

running down the broad stone stairs two steps at a time, finds Guy on

the eve of starting, with Florence beside him, looking positively

handsome in the most thrilling of morning gowns. She has forsaken her

virtuous couch, and slighted the balmy slumber she so much loves, to

give him his breakfast, and is still unremitting in her attentions, and

untiring with regard to her smiles.

"Not gone!" says Lilian, wickedly: "how disappointed I am, to be sure! I

fancied my bonbons an hour nearer to me than they really are. Bad

Guardy, why don't you hurry?" She says this with the prettiest

affectation of infantile grace, accompanied by a coquettish glance from

under her sweeping lashes that creates in Florence a mad desire to box

her ears.

"You forget it will not hasten the train five seconds, Guy's leaving

this sooner than he does," she says, snubbingly. "To picture him sitting

in a draughty station could not--I should think--give satisfaction to

any one."

"It could"--willfully--"to me. It would show a proper anxiety to obey my

behests. Guardy," with touching concern, "are you sure you are warm

enough? Now do promise me one thing,--that you will beware of the

crossings; they say any number of old men come to grief in that way

yearly, and are run over through deafness, or short sight, or stupidity

in general. Think how horrid it would be if they sent us home your

mangled remains."

"Go in, you naughty child, and learn to speak to your elders with

respect," says Guy, laughing, and putting her bodily inside the

hall-door, from whence she trips out again to wave him a last adieu, and

kiss her hand warmly to him as he disappears round the corner of the

laurustinus bush.

And Sir Guy drives away full of his ward's fresh girlish loveliness, her

slender lissome figure, her laughing face, the thousand tantalizing

graces that go to make her what she is; forgetful of Miss Beauchamp's

more matured charms,--her white gown,--her honeyed words,--everything.

All day long Lilian's image follows him. It is beside him in the crowded

street, enters his club with him, haunts him in his business, laughs at

him in his most serious moods; while she, at home, scarce thinks of him

at all, or at the most vaguely, though when at five he does return she

is the first to greet him.

"He has come home! he is here!" she cries, dancing into the hall. "Have

you escaped the crossings? and rheumatism? and your old enemy, lumbago?

Good old Guardy, let me help you off with your coat. So. Positively, he

is all here,--not a bit of him gone,--and none the worse for wear!"

"Tired, Guy?" asks Florence, coming gracefully forward,--slowly, lest

by unseemly haste she should disturb the perfect fold of her train, that

sets off her figure to such advantage. She speaks warmly,

appropriatingly, as one's wife might, after a long journey.

"Tired! not he," returns Lilian irreverently: "he is quite a gay old

gentleman. Nor hungry either. No doubt he has lunched profusely in town,

'not wisely, but too well,' as somebody says. Where are my sweeties, Sir

Ancient?"

"My dear Lilian,"--rebukingly,--"if you reflect, you will see he must be

both tired and hungry."

"So am I for my creams: I quite pine for them. Sir Guy, where _are_ my

sweeties?"

"Here, little cormorant," says Guy, as fondly as he dares, handing her a

gigantic _bonbonniere_ in which chocolates and French sweetmeats fight

for mastery: "have I got you what you wanted?"

"Yes, indeed; _best_ of Guardys, I only wish I might kiss my thanks."

"You may."

"Better not. Such a condescension on my part might turn your old head.

Oh, Taffy," with an exclamation, "you bad greedy boy; you have taken

half my almonds! Well, you shan't have any of the others, for

punishment. Auntie and Florence and I will eat the rest."

"Thanks," drawls Florence, languidly, "but I am always so terrified

about toothache."

"What a pity!" says Miss Chesney. "If I had toothache, I should have all

my teeth drawn instantly, and false ones put in their place."

To this Miss Beauchamp, being undecided in her own mind as to whether it

is or is not an impertinence, deigns no reply. Cyril, with a gravity

that belies his innermost feelings, gazes hard at Lilian, only to

acknowledge her innocent of desire to offend.

"You did not meet Archibald?" asks Lady Chetwoode of Guy.

"No: I suppose he will be down by next train. Chesney is always up to

time."

"Lilian, my dear, where is my fourth knitting-needle?" asks auntie,

mildly. "I lent it to you this morning for some purpose."

"It is up-stairs; you shall have it in one moment," returns Lilian,

moving toward the door; and Sir Guy, muttering something about getting

rid of the dust of travel, follows her out of the room.

At the foot of the stairs he says:

"Lilian."

"Yes?"

"I have brought you yet another bonbon. Will you accept it?"

As he speaks he holds out to her an open case, in which lies a pretty

ring composed of pearls and diamonds.

"For me? Oh, Sir Guy!" says Lilian, flushing with pleasure, "what a

lovely present to bring me!" Then her expression changes, and her face

falls somewhat. She has lived long enough to know that young men do not,

as a rule, go about giving costly rings to young women without a motive.

Perhaps she ought to refuse it. Perhaps auntie would think it wrong of

her to take it. And if there is really anything between him and

Florence---- Yet what a pretty ring it is, and how the diamonds glitter!

And what woman can resign diamonds without a struggle?

"Will auntie be vexed if I take it?" she asks, honestly, after a pause,

raising her clear eyes to his, thereby betraying the fear that is

tormenting her.

"Why should she? Surely," with a smile, "an elderly guardian may make a

present to his youthful ward without being brought to task for it."

"And Florence?" asks Lilian, speaking impulsively, but half jestingly.

"Does it signify what she thinks?" returns he, a little stiffly. "It is

a mere bauble, and scarcely worth so much thought. You remember that day

down by the stream, when you said you were so fond of rings?"

"No."

"Well, I do, as I remember most things you say, be they kind or cruel,"

softly. "To-day, though I cannot explain why, this ring reminded me of

you, so I bought it, thinking you might fancy it."

"So I do: it is quite too lovely," says Lilian, feeling as though she

had been ungracious, and, what is worse, prudish. "Thank you very much.

I shall wear it this evening with my new dress, and it will help me to

make an impression on my unknown cousin."

She holds out her hand to him; it is the right one, and Guy slips the

ring upon the third finger of it, while she, forgetting it is the

engaged finger, makes no objection.

Sir Guy, still holding the little cool slim hand, looks at her fixedly,

and, looking, decides regretfully that she is quite ignorant of his

meaning.

"How it sparkles!" she says, moving her hand gently to and fro so that

the light falls upon it from different directions. "Thank you again,

Guardy; you are always better to me than I deserve." She says this

warmly, being desirous of removing all traces of her late hesitation,

and quite oblivious of her former scruples. But the moment she leaves

him she remembers them again, and, coming down-stairs with Lady

Chetwoode's needle, and finding her alone, says, with a heightened

color, "See what a charming present Sir Guy has brought me."

"Very pretty indeed," Lady Chetwoode says, examining the ring with

interest. "Dear Guy has such taste, and he is always so thoughtful, ever

thinking how to please some one. I am glad it has been you this time,

pussy," kissing the girl's smiling lips as she bends over her. So that

Miss Chesney, reassured by her auntie's kind words, goes up to dress for

the reception of her cousin Archibald, with a clear and therefore happy

conscience. Not for all the diamonds in Christendom would she have

concealed even so small a secret as the acceptance of this ring from one

whom she professes to love, and who she knows trusts in her.

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