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SIX WOMEN AND THE INVASION

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SIX WOMEN

AND THE INVASION

BY

GABRIELLE & MARGUERITE YERTA

WITH PREFACE BY

MRS. HUMPHRY WARD

MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED

ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON

1917

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PREFACE

This little book gives a very graphic and interesting account by an

eye-witness--who knows how to write!--of life in the occupied provinces

of France under the daily pressure of the German invasion. There are

many repulsive and odious incidents recorded here of the German

occupation, but, mercifully, few "atrocities," such as those which make

of the French Governmental Reports, or that of the Bryce Commission,

tales of horror and infamy that time will never wash out. These pages

relate to the neighbourhood of Laon, and the worst brutalities committed

by German soldiers in France seem to have happened farther south, along

the line of the German retreat during the battle of the Marne, and in

the border villages of Lorraine. But the picture drawn of the Germans in

possession of a French country district, robbing and bullying its

inhabitants, and delighting in all the petty tyrannies of their military

regime, is one that writes in large-hand the lesson of this war. "There

must be no next time!" If Europe cannot protect itself in future against

such conduct on the part of a European nation, civilisation is doomed.

And that this little book under-states the case rather than over-states

it, can be proved by a mass of contemporary evidence. I pass for

instance from Madame Yerta's graphic account of the endless

"requisitions," "perquisitions," "inquisitions," to which the

inhabitants of Morny in the Laonnois were subject in 1915, to a

paragraph in this week's _Morning Post_ (Tuesday, September 18), where a

letter found upon a German soldier, and written to a comrade in Flanders

from this very district, gleefully says: "We take from the French

population all their lead, tin, copper, cork, oil, candlesticks, kitchen

pots, or anything at all like that, which is sent off to Germany. I had

a good haul the other day with one of my comrades. In one walled-up room

we found fifteen copper musical instruments, a new bicycle, 150 pairs of

sheets, some towels, and six candlesticks of beaten copper. You can

imagine the kind of noise the old hag made who owned them. I just

laughed. The Commandant was very pleased."

No doubt the Commandant was of the same race as the Von Bernhausens or

the Bubenpechs, whom Madame Yerta pillories in these lively and

sarcastic pages. It would be too much indeed to expect that any

Frenchwoman who had passed through fifteen months of such a life should

write with complete impartiality of her temporary masters. She would be

less than human were it possible. Yet in the sketches of the two German

officers "Barbu" and "Crafleux," billeted on the "six women," there is

no more than a laughing malice, and an evident intention to be fair to

men who had no evident intention to be cruel. But of the bullying

Commandant, Lieutenant von Bernhausen, and of the officer, Lieutenant

Bubenpech, who succeeded him as the absolute master of the French

village which is the scene of the book, Madame Yerta gives us portraits

in which every touch bites. The drunken, sensual manners of such men,

combined with German conceit and German arrogance, make up a type of

character only too real, only too common, to which throughout the

districts where the Germans have passed, French experience bears

inexorable and damning witness.

It is clear, however, that these six brave women--Madame Valaine, her

four daughters and her daughter-in-law, the writer of the book--were

well able to take care of themselves. The tale of their courage, their

gaiety, their resource under the endless difficulties and petty

oppressions of their lot, lights up the miserable scene, kindling in the

reader the same longing for retribution and justice on a barbarian race,

as burnt in their French hearts.

Madame Yerta describes for us how neighbours helped each other, how they

met in the farm kitchens, behind their closed doors and windows, to pass

on such news as they could get, to pray for France, and scoff at the

invader; how they ingeniously hid their most treasured possessions, how

they went hungry and cold because the Germans had robbed them of food,

clothing and blankets--(they are doing it afresh at this very moment in

occupied France and Belgium!)--and how village and town alike would have

starved but for the Spanish-American Relief Commission.

The result is a typically French book, both in its lightness of touch

and in the passionate feeling that breaks through its pages. The old

Latin civilisation makes the background of it--with its deeply rooted

traditions, its gifts of laughter and of scorn, its sense of manners and

measure, its humanity, its indomitable spirit. When the writer at last,

after fifteen months of bondage, sees once more the fields of "la douce

France," she puts simply and sharply into words the thoughts and

sufferings of thousands--thousands of ill-treated, innocent and

oppressed folk--to whom, as we pray, the course of this just war will

before long bring comfort and release.

Her book deserves a wide audience, and will, I hope, find it.

MARY A. WARD.

_September 1917._

CONTENTS

PAGE

PART I. 1

PART II. 67

PART III. 241

PART I

"It is no longer the pillar of fire. It is the pillar of cloud, it is

the dark shadow of invasion that approaches."

CHAPTER I

As you know only too well, in the year 1914 war set Europe on fire. That

is to say, you the men made war, and we the women had but to comply. Let

us be honest and true: whereas you, heart of my heart, now gone to fight

for your country, wished for this contest with the enthusiasm, spirit,

and rage of youth, I wished for it too, but with terror, anguish, and

remorse. Such is the difference.

The Place? The Ile de France, the part of my country blessed among all,

sweeter to my eyes than the most loudly sung; and in the Ile de France,

Morny, a village of the Laonnois, situated on a level plain. At ten

miles' distance, to the west of Morny, Laon is perched on a steep low

hill. To the north, fields and meadows stretch out as far as the eye can

reach, and towards the south, the forest of St. Gobain makes a long dark

blot on the landscape; beyond, a blue line of mountains closes the

horizon like a wall. This peaceful scene, with its green meadows,

fertile fields, rich forests, villages nestling among orchards, with its

good-humoured tenants wrapt up in a love of their country, sums up the

treasures of the Ile de France. But it is also "the seasoning of the

French pie, this rotten ferment whose canker-like nature, frivolity,

inconstancy, and folly, have spread into the noblest parts of France."

You were not aware of this? No more was I, but I learned it from

Hummel's _Geography_, published in 1876 for "German families," and it is

a conviction that Teutonic babies imbibe with their mothers' milk.

The _dramatis personae_? Six women, I have said. My mother-in-law, her

four daughters, and I. Let me introduce them. Mme. Valaine, my

mother-in-law, charms by her gentle dignity and by her handsome face,

still young under waving grey hair. As to her daughters, when they all

were little girls in pinafores, an old woman once cried out at the sight

of their childish beauty, "One is prettier than another." To which my

husband--at that time a teasing schoolboy--retorted, "One is naughtier

than another." We do not believe this last assertion. I will only

maintain that their beauty has grown with them.

Genevieve, the eldest, is my favourite sister, another me; and for a

long while we have not been able to do without one another. A supple

shape, a lovely expressive face fringed with golden hair, clear eyes

between black eyelashes, added to a fine intellect and well-poised

faculties, make of her a privileged being. Her steadfast character

always deals straightforwardly, whereas mine, just as tenacious, does

not disdain manoeuvring.

Her sisters are tall and graceful. Yvonne has large black eyes, a tiny

mouth, and splendid golden locks. She is the musician of the family;

thinks nothing better in the world than the harmony of sweet sounds, and

lives only for her art. Antoinette bears proudly an imperial beauty and

a bachelor's degree, which she has recently carried off. As to Colette,

the pet child of the family, by turns charming and execrable, she counts

seventeen summers, and rejoices our eyes with the sweetest face ever

seen, a rose-bud complexion, and cornflower eyes.

Two representatives of the opposite sex intrude upon this company of

women. My husband first. He is the tallest, the handsomest of the sons

of men. "When I see him, I think I behold a young god," said one of our

friends a few years ago; and I shall not cheapen these terms of praise

by any description of him. If I confide to you that he is growing bald

on his temples, be sure you don't go and tell him so; the loss is due to

sojourns in Saigon and Panama; for this half of myself is a true

globe-trotter, and has seen the whole world--without me alas! He is a

man of great learning, and is deeply skilled in philology and theology.

Such as he is, I adore him, and think it better to own it honestly, for

fear my partiality might remain unperceived. The other specimen of the

sterner sex, with whom I have to deal here, is a small Parisian boy,

nine years old, owner of the most flippant tongue. By a stroke of

carelessness he was sent to us for a fortnight, and like many another

has now to stay as a prisoner on account of the Invasion.

Out of common politeness I have not yet mentioned my own person. The

task of describing it is hateful. Of this self fortunately there is not

much--fifty kilos at the utmost. In other words, I am slender. I have a

pink and white complexion and very long auburn hair, a small

insignificant nose, a large mouth, and serious eyes. I am generally

called "Grandmother," in memory of a time when we acted _Little Red

Riding Hood_. My husband always calls me Mr. Monkey, your Poisonous

Ladyship, or Mrs. Kid, vexatious names, truly, for a woman. We live in

Paris the greater part of the year, but it is with pleasure that the

whole family meets every summer in our country-house at Morny, to spend

its holidays.

When, about the 20th of July 1914, Genevieve, Yvonne and I arrived in

the dear old place, my husband and Colette had been enjoying it for a

fortnight; my mother-in-law and Antoinette were expected shortly. We had

taken with us little Pierre Prat, whose mother, a good friend of ours,

could not leave Paris for the present, and the health of the interesting

boy required the country. We had hardly exchanged the usual kisses, and

renewed our knowledge of the place, we were hardly seated at the

dinner-table, when Colette cried out: "Oh, grandmother, how lovely!

Fancy, there will be a war. The day it is declared I shall dress like a

boy and become a soldier!"

"Of course, you will cut your beautiful locks, besmear your cheeks, and

there you are. But tell me in earnest, Posy, do you think there will be

a war?"

I suppose my husband has a name of his own, but no one knows it. For the

whole family he is "Brother," and I call him "Posy."

Now Mr. Posy thought war unavoidable, and began to expound the reasons

that strengthened his opinion.

A little tired of the journey, happy to be again in the country, I

listened to the deep sounds of the dear voice I had not heard for the

last fortnight, but gave little heed to the meaning of his words.

Besides, I was so sure there would be no war at all! We began to lead a

blissful life; we enjoyed walks in the large garden, and praised the sun

and the green. What delightful holidays we would have! The mere thought

of it led to lyrism. O Nature! O Idyll! O blessed rest!

At first nothing happened to trouble our peace. It will be remembered

that the newspapers were rather encouraging. Optimism prevailed; my

husband alone talked of an impending conflict; but he wished it so

eagerly that I thought he might be mistaken in his prophecies. "War is

talked of every year," I said; "it is but a summer topic."

On the 26th of July there were alarming rumours, confirmed the day

after. We then began to talk of war, to talk always about that, to talk

of nothing else. Colette herself held no other conversation, and from

her crimson lips dropped no other words than mobilisation, armament,

concentration.

I shall never forget the night when troops crossed the village. I saw

war that night, war, the man-eater, the great killer, war himself. The

hour was grave. France was preparing to withstand her enemies, and was

sending her armies to protect the frontiers. Troops marched through the

village the whole night. First came the foot soldiers, who filed off to

the strains of the "Marseillaise" and the "Chant du Depart." Leaning out

of my window, in a nightgown, I tried to catch sight of something, and I

saw only a black flood, endlessly rolling on. The sight of this dark

mass which marched on and sang was striking indeed. The young voices had

an accent of resolution and rage, and gave the impression that all

hearts throbbed as if by one impulse. The men knew they were marching on

to death, and they sang as the volunteers of '92 may have sung.

Sometimes there was silence, and nothing was to be heard save the sound

of steps as rhythmical as a heavy shower.

As the first battalion passed, my husband laid his book aside, lifted up

his head, and declared: "There can be no more doubt of it now." And

resuming his Henri Houssaye and his cigarette, he buried himself again

in his reading. I was not so easily resigned to the situation. A

certitude had seized upon me too. "It is war." I was trembling like a

leaf, shaken by the wind, and I could not master my emotion. I was not

frightened, I felt easy in my mind, but my body--was it due to primeval

memory, to misgivings, or to the terrible thought that has been handed

down from wars of yore? I do not know--but my frightened body was

trembling convulsively.

When I was not leaning out of the window, I thought, lying by the side

of my husband: "War is coming, may God protect us!" I clasped his dear

head in despair, I kissed him in an agony, and said over and over again:

"War will carry him off." And I thought: "All over France the roads are

covered with troops, and thousands of women, close to the man they love,

are listening to the steps of the soldiers and the rumbling of the

cannon; broken-hearted, they kiss an adored face, and with bitter tears

repeat: 'War will carry him off!'"

Cavalry followed infantry; then came gunners, cannon, and powder-carts.

The heavy pieces rolled on with the noise of thunder, and shook the

house to its foundations. It was about three o'clock in the morning. A

cold mist fell as if reluctantly from the cloudy sky. The night was less

dark, and the moving forms passed slowly like shadows before my sight,

horses, cannon, and gunners wrapt up in their cloaks. Dark in the dark

haze, the outlines of men and animals seemed to sketch a new dance of

death, in the midst of which the grim monster might have appeared at

any moment. I was so deeply impressed by this phantasmagorical marching

past that I almost expected to see Death go up behind a gunner or get

astride a cannon. I felt intensely that I was seeing war, war and death.

War, the terrible tyrant, was marching along, and nothing would impede

his progress.

Still more foot soldiers. The men sing no more. Dawn is unfavourable to

enthusiasm. You set forth in the evening sanguine of success, seeing at

the end of the road Victory, Triumph, and Glory. But when morning comes,

dark and cold, your exaltation sinks. Not that you feel less resolute,

but behind the brilliant phantoms your fancy had conjured up the night

before, you see grimacing slaughter and death and fire.

Day broke bright and clear. In the sun's lively beams all fears melted

away. There will be a war? Be it so. The men will go and fight, and we

too will do something for France. The following week was a medley of

enthusiasms and sadnesses. At last war and revenge were no more mere

words; at last Germany would be crushed. Too long our enemy had wronged

us; we would wreak a tardy but fearful vengeance for our still unavenged

disgrace, for grievous humiliations daily inflicted on us.

O revenge, O sun, you rise, and your first rays make our hearts sing

like the granite of old Egypt. We lived in a fever. War, which

approached, cast its shadow before, but it was a bright shadow, the

shadow of Glory, of more than human courage, of manifold heroism. It was

the pillar of fire which, shielding our hearts from the enemy and the

terrors to come, hid them from our eyes. The passing breath of

enthusiasm quickened the beating of our hearts. As to myself, I put a

good face upon the matter, but all the time I thought with anguish: "It

is war. I shall be alone.... War will sever us from all we love, blood

and tears will be shed everywhere. May God save France, and have pity

upon us!"

On the 2nd of August war was an unquestioned fact: mobilisation was

proclaimed. My husband has served in the Navy, and had to go to

Cherbourg the next day. We then began preparations for the departure of

our sailor, who increased my cares by saying over and over again: "Don't

expect me to remain in the Navy, there is nothing to do there. I will be

sent to the east of France, and see the white of the Prussians' eyes."

The luggage being ready, we went for a stroll in the village. War was of

course the one topic of the day. To qualify them for the toils of Mars,

the men had duly sacrificed to Bacchus, and their patriotism was none

the less fiery for that. Most women were silent. Many had cried their

eyes quite red. One day more, and they would be alone with groups of

small children. A very young woman, almost a girl, declared with a toss

of her light hair: "Bachelors who have but their own body to care for

ought to go and fight, that's right, but fathers of a family!..." Her

neighbour next door, Mme. Turgau, nodded assent. She had a baby in her

arms, and was pensively listening to her husband who, hot with anger,

was speechifying not very far off. In his quality of orator, he

discoursed not only upon Germans, but upon spies also. In the morning

two Germans had been arrested in Laon, and the day before a man who was

going to blow up a bridge had been shot. But look! Two strangers

appeared at the corner of the street. All faces grew serious, and

Turgau, advancing towards the men, demanded their papers. When they

refused to show them, the crowd grew nervous, and Turgau thought himself

insulted. Cries and bad names filled the air, until the soldiers,

astonished at the uproar, took the culprits away to examine their

papers.

The lover of justice came back home greatly pleased with himself. People

gathered round him, and declared: "Policemen, gendarmes, all humbug!

Fortunately we are here to maintain order." And all together they went

to the next inn, and from the adventure drew this moral lesson: No more

strangers, France for Frenchmen!

Pleasant and peaceful, the last evening was drawing to its close, the

last of many evenings that will never come again. The following morning

I went to the station with my husband. There was a large crowd on the

platform. The men, high in spirit, seemed delighted to go off to the

army. Silent and gloomy, the women stood close to their husbands, and

their eyes betrayed a sadness past remedy. Then came the train, full of

soldiers of the reserve, singing at the top of their voices. All get

into the crowded carriages, a whistle is heard, the train moves forward.

A last kiss, a last handshake. The dear face leans out of the window, my

eyes raised up towards it, until its features disappear and vanish in

the distance. It is all over; he is gone; they are gone. Towards Glory,

towards Death! Who knows? I came back home, forlorn and sad. In vain

Colette's endearing words and Genevieve's warm affection awaited me;

love had deserted the house.

The following days glided by tiresome and empty, but fortunately we soon

found an occupation. A regiment of artillery was formed in the

neighbourhood. Two batteries were quartered in Morny, and willing

needlewomen were required to put the uniforms of the soldiers into good

condition. Very well. There are no opportunities for high deeds, let us

be content with small ones. We put together needles, scissors, and

thread, and thus armed ran to the school where other women were already

working. And what work! We were told to shorten trousers, to let jackets

out, to sew stripes, and to stitch numbers on collars and sleeves. A

noisy and merry activity prevailed in the yard. When off duty, the

soldiers gathered about the big nut-tree, whose shadow protected the

needle-women from the sun. Harmless jokes were exchanged, and Germany of

course had to bear the brunt of them. There was a tailor, a giant with a

jolly face, who declared that he would get all he wanted on the other

side of the Rhine, and for a ball of thread or a missing button would

send you straight to Berlin. These good-natured and simple ways were all

the more touching on account of the dangers which lay ahead. And, what

we highly appreciated, the soldiers behaved like gentlemen. We spent

many hours with them, and never heard a rough or coarse word. For

truth's sake, I must say their Captain kept a sharp look-out upon his

men. He was about forty-five, had nice eyes and a kindly face. We heard

his name, and found out that he was a famous man, whose works we greatly

admired. We had common friends too, and it was not long before we became

real comrades, and told him how eager we were to be of some use to our

country.

"Don't you think we might nurse a few wounded soldiers in our house?" we

asked.

The Captain was good enough to like the idea.

"All right," he said, "if your rooms are large enough and airy."

"Come and see yourself."

The Captain came first alone, and the day after with two Surgeon-Majors.

They made calculations, and then declared that we might receive thirty

soldiers. Two empty houses our neighbours offered out of kindness would

contain twenty other beds. Fifty soldiers would compose quite a

sufficient ambulance, and to our heart's delight we might devote our

strength to the wounded.

"In Laon, they will be only too pleased to send you convalescents," M.

Vinchamps told us; "plenty of patients will soon fill the hospitals; and

a doctor from the town will come every day to tend your invalids."

This medical visit did not remain the only one M. Vinchamps paid us.

About nine o'clock, his day's work over, our new friend came round and

knocked at the window. Our talk was chiefly on war, the only topic we

took an interest in.

"Men are good for nothing," M. Vinchamps said; "courage is their only

gift. That is why I am delighted with the present war. At peace, men are

out of their right element."

"Then you must improve the occasion, and make the best of it, for

certainly there will be universal peace after the present war, and you

men will be for ever out of your element."

No one answered, and our silence called up a picture of dead and wounded

stretched upon a plain where a battle had taken place. And again we

talked of Belgian courage, of that heroic Liege which had to face such

fearful odds, and did not yield to brute strength. We likened the

storming party to the turbulent waters which beat furiously against a

dyke. But we knew the dyke was strong, and would not give way.

The Germans were not highly appreciated by Captain Vinchamps.

"They are not intelligent," he declared.

"But----"

"They are not. I do not deny their qualities. They are fine imitators,

but no creators. They make good use of others' inventions, and derive

benefit from discoveries they would be unable to make themselves. Their

talents--quite practical--are not what is called intelligence. Cuvier,

Pasteur, Lamarck have no rivals on the other side of the Rhine, and

their work no equal. Besides, consider that for fifty years our

neighbours have thought of but one goal: a victorious war."

"But that is very important just now."

"Never mind. Intelligence will get the better of brute strength and

crush it."

The mere thought of victory sent a thrill of rapturous joy through our

hearts.

On going out through the yard, lit up by the moon's rays, the Captain

listened to the whistle of the trains, and said with a smile:

"Food for powder!"

At full speed the trains rolled on both lines day and night; the food

for powder went by without ceasing.

Food for powder!

And yet the expression is not right. For the soul of every man was

awake. At the call of war all men were ready to fight and to die; all

shouted "victory," in the assurance that it would come to us.

In the village our confidence met some distrust. Mme. Tassin, who acts

as housekeeper when we are away, tossed her grey head.

"I was young when I saw _them_ for the first time in '70. What shall I

do at my age if they come here now?"

Genevieve was filled with horror at the mere suggestion. In the farm

near by Mme. Lantois expressed the very same unreasonable fears. "Do you

think we shall have them here?" she asked a young lieutenant, who was as

bitterly disgusted as we were.

Meanwhile our gunners were ready from head to foot, and their horses

from mane to hoof. We heard the last exhortations of the Captain to his

men, and the next day we got up at four o'clock in the morning to see

them off. It was magnificent. The sun shone in triumph upon the martial

train; the flower-covered cannon had a good-humoured air; the horses

pawed the ground; and the gunners had not smiles enough to throw to us,

nor caps enough wherewith to salute us.

Captain Vinchamps, before he took leave, introduced his horse. It was a

"skittish" little mare, he thought, clever and sweet-tempered. Once more

we wished him success, and once more hoped that the war would spare him

and his men; and all, soldiers, officers, and horses, galloped off, and

were soon hidden from our sight amid the poplar trees in the sun and the

dust.

The last soldier had departed. The village was empty of men, and the

women from sunrise to sunset were working in the fields. We led an

uninteresting life. In fact we did not live in Morny, but in Belgium

where our soldiers were fighting. Our overburdened minds looked forward

passionately to the result of the first conflict. What was going to

happen?

CHAPTER II

First came a letter from my husband. He had written it in the first

fever of war. The letter was a week late, and he marvelled at the

splendid eagerness and union of France. "'Tis the world upside down," he

wrote. "In my detachment, out of 1200 seamen, not one was missing or

drunk on getting to Cherbourg. As to myself, I am more decided than ever

not to go to sea. I will see the Prussians face to face. Yesterday I had

a talk with a field officer, and he promised to get me an interesting

post. That is a good thing; I now depend only on him."

I thought I saw him rubbing his hands with satisfaction. An interesting

post! It means, doesn't it, to run into jeopardy, to seek after perilous

missions? Oh, dare-devil! oh, heart of stone! Wrapped up in his joy, he

has no thought for the pangs of those whose hearts are hanging upon his

life!

Soon after there arrived unexpectedly Mme. Valaine and Antoinette,

whose journey had been greatly delayed by the mobilisation. We had got

but scanty news from Paris, and listened in amazement to their

descriptions of the capital, the fine frenzy of the soldiers leaving for

the front, the plunder of German shops, and then in our turn told them

the little that we had seen in the country.

When our stories and greetings were finished, it was time to prepare

rooms for the travellers.

I will seize upon the occasion to give a short description of our dear

old house. Notched like a saw, the gabled front presents a row of

shutters, which, like grey eyelids, secure us from indiscreet looks. To

the right and the left two large iron gates, always carefully closed,

lead one into a paved yard, the other into a narrow road, planted with

trees. The side of the house, looking out on the high-walled garden,

throws off the reserve in which the front is shrouded; windows and doors

are always wide open to the air, the sun, and the creepers, whose

branches penetrate even the rooms themselves. Inside, a passage

separates the house into two parts, the dining- and the drawing-rooms on

one side, and on the other the bedrooms and the kitchen. Genevieve,

Colette, and Mme. Valaine have their rooms downstairs. Upstairs the

attic has been cut up pleasantly into three. Outside, parallel with the

house, a small building opens into the yard, containing a wash-house, a

room--the small room--a coach-house, a stable, and the whole is topped

by an attic.

The house--this does not allow of discussion--is too small, or the

family is too large, and Antoinette, who wanted a room to herself,

declared: "I will settle in 'the small room,'" and we could not get it

out of her head, although we enlarged,--with some complacency--upon the

dangers she might run alone by night.

"The walls are high, the doors strong. I am not afraid, and then there

are the dogs."

Indeed, Gracieuse and Percinet, the collies we dote on, live next door,

and have sharp sets of teeth which they show to all intruders.

"Grandmamma," said Antoinette the next morning, "last night, about

twelve...."

"The proper time for crimes."

"I was startled out of my sleep."

"You were dreaming of the Germans."

"No, no. Some one was in the attic above my room."

"There you are! A spy! Have you run him in?"

"Without joking, Grandmamma. I heard steps quite clearly."

"Do you know that deserters are said to have escaped near Morny?"

In process of time the deserters were proved to be dormice, but we

thought the mistake amusing, and ever after called the attic "the

deserter's attic." Life went on. Dull, spiritless, insignificant in

Morny; immense, tremendous, and tragical beyond there in the North and

the East. We longed for the postman the whole day long. He had few

letters for us, but he still brought papers. We read them carefully, and

we were none the wiser. We ought to have read between the lines, but we

could not. I assure you that, during the end of August, we were deaf and

blind. Our reason refused to believe the testimony of our senses. We saw

thousands and thousands of people whom Belgium and the North had cast

away, the Belgian army driven back from Flanders, the staff officers

settle in Laon, and we never came to the right conclusion.

In the case of floods--long before they are out--birds fly with hasty

wings, beasts hurry away, and even snails climb up the trees. Less

clever than the beasts of the field, we were unconscious of the

threatening inundation even when the country round us already lay under

water, and floating wrecks were visible on all sides.

One morning, at an early hour, we went with our arms full of provisions

to the station where seven trains had stopped, crowded with refugees. In

an instant the poor people had stripped us of our burden, and by way of

thanks answered our anxious questions.

For thirty-six hours they had been travelling, men, women, old people,

children, invalids, crowded in the narrow carriages, and yet they were

happy to get away, to escape, as they thought, from a nightmare. Furious

bombardments, pitiless fights, burning villages--they had witnessed, and

told to us all the horrors of war. They had seen corpses in some places

so thickly packed that they remained standing, and the sight haunted

them, as did the horrible smell of hundreds of dead bodies burning on

funeral piles, or floating in long files down rivers of sinister aspect.

For the first time we realised the actual atrocity of war, and with a

shrinking of the heart we eagerly questioned the lieutenant who convoyed

the train, as to what had happened.

"Madam, I know nothing. I have been told an important battle is

imminent. Belgium is in ruins."

"And we shall not go to Germany, and impose upon the aggressors the law

of retaliation!"

"Of course we shall. Be patient. They shall rue it dearly. But when?"

The hordes that covered the roads were still more miserable than the

travellers we had just seen.

Day after day they trudged grimly along. We saw vehicles of all kinds,

carriages, carts, wains drawn by horses, oxen, donkeys, and even dogs,

loaded and overloaded with women, children, sick people, huddled

together with old clothes, kitchen utensils, articles of food for the

people, and straw for the animals. The men relieved the sorry jades by

pushing or pulling, and on both sides of the road rolled a flood of

ragamuffins. The women, with urchins hanging on to their skirts, bore

babies in their arms; boys and girls rode on bicycles; with great toil

old and infirm people dragged along heaps of shapeless burdens, tools,

saucepans, and the most unexpected objects of every kind.

They went on without rest, and with only one wish, to get farther away,

and the very dogs followed, lolling their tongues out, their tails

curled between their legs, with a feeling of the universal distress

visible in their eyes.

Some faces looked tragical, even desperate, but on most of them was

impressed a gloomy resignation.

"The Prussians are coming!" they had heard, and snatching some hastily

made parcels, they had fled away with no other purpose than flight.

They were but a distracted herd, flying from a destroying wave; they

possessed neither hearth nor home. All that they had was lost, burnt,

plundered, and every one of them was but a cypher in the nameless crowd

that besought the pity of France.

This human torrent had its dregs. There was no excuse for those who were

harsh to the fugitives--and they were plenty--but society was upset, and

the worst elements came to the surface. Plunder-fed vagabonds, always to

be met in public calamities, profited by the woes of others, filched

from the rich, took toll even of the poor, ransacked abandoned houses,

and on their way back still managed to commit highway robbery and to

steal purses. Thanks to these scoundrels, many honest and pitiful people

were involved in the suspicion which wanderers often arouse. Fortunately

our people in Morny are trustful enough, and they did their best to

assist the helpless and relieve the hungry. Even in the poorest houses

the peasants deemed it a point of honour to share their food and lodging

with the wanderers. Several nights running, we gave hospitality to

unfortunate families, first to Belgians and then to people of the North,

small manufacturers of the neighbourhood of Fourmies. All told the same

heart-rending stories: the order to evacuate, the house left ten minutes

after, the bewildered flight on the road. Many had fled of their own

free will, driven by the breath of terror the Prussians spread abroad;

but all were way-worn, all talked of sleepless nights, hunger, thirst,

and suffering.

"Alas," said a young girl, "there are some still unhappier than we are!

Graves have been dug by the wayside; one woman has lost her mother,

another her baby."

And under their breath they whispered the nameless deeds, the monstrous

crimes committed by the Germans.

Their stories left us half incredulous, and if terror seized upon our

soul, it was a far-off, unselfish terror. It did not occur to our minds

that the tempest was lowering overhead; we refused to believe that the

dyke over there had already given way, and that we ourselves might be

overrun by the tumultuous flood of invasion. And then, on Wednesday,

August 26, three Belgian officers announced that 12,000 Belgian

soldiers, "the remainder of an army forty thousand strong," would march

through the village the next day at five.

The excited people gathered in knots on the road long before the

appointed time, and having nothing else to do let their tongues run on.

Much news was exchanged, some of which seemed insipid, and some

thrilling.

The _Journal de Laon_, born with the war, ceased to come out owing "to

postal difficulties." This organ surely suffered from a secret blemish:

it was not born to live. Indifference.

No trains came from the North. Indeed! And we had been told everything

would go on miraculously well, as soon as the mobilisation was over.

Astonishment.

The people of the "Terres Rouges"--a remote quarter of Morny--persuaded

that the Prussians were approaching, made a great slaughter of their

plumpest pigs and poultry, and devoured them hastily. "It is so much

gained," they wisely thought. What a droll idea! Hilarity.

But ... and this seemed odd. The ladies of the Red Cross, leaving the

wounded in the lurch, scampered away last night. Shame upon them! Surely

the strait-laced nurses would never be guilty of indiscretion, and yet

they commit strange blunders. Reprobation.

The staff is established in Laon. Ah! Ah! That is worthy of note. It

will be interesting to see the town in its new aspect of headquarters.

Interest.

And here are the newspapers a neighbour has brought straight from Paris!

Change of Ministry. Formation of a Ministry of National Defence. Oh! Oh!

This is somewhat curious. They are hiding things from us. Anxiety.

While the village was busy in discussion, time went on, and the Belgian

army also. About seven, the boys that stood sentry over the road came on

shouting:

"Here they are! Here they are!"

They were coming indeed, white with dust, but still gallant-looking.

First came lancers, then gunners, a few foot-soldiers, and again

lancers. Here and there a spiked helmet topped a lance's point as a

trophy, and the gunners, along with their guns, dragged a canteen

carried off from the enemy. For three hours they went at a gallop, and

for three hours we shouted our throats sore, and the whole village with

us:

"Bravo! Long life to Belgium! Success to the brave!"

The soldiers, still galloping, answered at the top of their voice:

"_Vive_ France! Down with Germany! Hurrah for the French women!"

And, rushing forward, we shook all the hands that were stretched towards

us. That night I think we shook 12,000 hands as 12,000 men went along.

We ran, we were everywhere. Colette was madly imprudent, and I wondered

at her not being run over or crushed under the wheels of the cannons. At

last, about half-past ten, the village was silent, as we made our way

home with hoarse voices and tired arms, thinking only of our beds. There

will be time enough for serious politics to-morrow.

The next day we went to Laon, Genevieve and I. If we were uneasy and

disquieted, where could we better calm our fears than in Laon? The

official reports were vague but rather encouraging, the officers

optimistic. The civilians thought there was no room for hesitation, and

unhesitatingly ran away. Many were already off. The cowards were

frightened, like hares, by the shadow of their ears. Our scorn was

greater even than their haste. We reserved our sympathies for the

soldiers whose bright uniforms gave a pleasant liveliness to the town.

We were less pleased with the checks put upon our movements. Passports

had to be produced at every corner of the streets, and then, after two

hours waiting among a noisy and ill-smelling crowd, to be signed in a

guardroom. This was--if necessary and comprehensible--very tiresome.

All the same we felt uneasy on our way home. We were infringing the

regulations, that was as clear as day. "It is strictly forbidden to

take any provisions out of the town," the orders said. But there is no

use talking of obedience to hungry women, and we had--with what

pains--carried off from a greedy grocer rice, sugar, salt, and other

precious things, that ran short in the country. Fortunately we saw the

Mayor of Morny driving by, and from him we gratefully accepted a lift

for the sake of our parcels.

The evening was lovely, the country smiling in the setting sun. The

harvest, somewhat delayed for want of men and horses, drew to its close,

and beetroot promised a splendid crop. Everything spoke of peace and

plenty. The Mayor with a word broke the spell. "From this place," he

said, pointing at a hill disgraced by the presence of a factory, "the

cannon was audible yesterday."

"It is mere hearsay," he added, daunted by our protestations, and we all

came to the conclusion the hearers had but singing in their ears.

Thus at the side of the Mayor we made a sensational entrance into Morny.

At home they had taken in two Belgian soldiers, whose lucky star had led

to our door. In great haste the family had prepared a huge omelette, a

solid beefsteak, a comfortable salad. Then to pay their share they had

talked. Alas, what they said was not encouraging:

"We have been beaten; the Germans are gaining ground." They knew nothing

more. The next day we had another Belgian to feed. Our ward, Pierrot,

met him in the street in quest of a dinner, and, showing him the way,

had brought the soldier into the dining-room. Our new guest told us

frightful stories, and talked of defeat and high treason; but, on the

other hand, he boasted of such high deeds he had performed himself that

we listened wholly unmoved to his wondrous tales.

Defeat! Treason! We had no fear on that score. In spite of a vague

alarm, we apprehended no real danger. Some uneasiness stole first over

our minds when we got a telegram from Mme. Prat claiming Pierrot back.

It was the 30th of August. We ran to the station, and were there told

with the greatest serenity:

"There is no train going to Laon to-night."

"To-morrow will do, then; there is no hurry."

We thought no more of the journey, for the majors' dinner took place

that very evening. All that wore a uniform were sure to arouse an

admiring interest. The soldiers were overwhelmed with love and

adulation. A little more, and we would have prostrated ourselves at

their feet. It was but right. What sacrifices could we make to match

what they gave us: their strength, their life, their youth? And they

were France herself; they were ourselves. Every woman who spoiled a

trooper said to herself: "My son too is a soldier."

On this Sunday, then, the village was overjoyed to hear that soldiers

would be billeted on it.

"A good thing. We shall see some officers, and perhaps hear some news."

And we kept our eyes open, ready to snap up the first piece of gold lace

that would come on. The said lace happened to be on the sleeve of a

surgeon-major, who to our anxious questions gave us an evasive answer,

and seized time by the forelock.

"Oh, madam," he said to my mother-in-law, "shall I dare ask you...."

"Dare ask it, sir."

"To lend us your kitchen and your dining-room? We are ten

surgeon-majors, and we have nowhere to dine."

"Certainly, my house is at your disposal."

"But say nothing about it! It is not here that our quarters are."

His companion, a giddy-brained youth fresh from the schools, who

hitherto had not opened his mouth, cried out:

"We will say that the ladies are relations of ours. Mademoiselle will

not refuse to declare I am her cousin."

The haughty Antoinette did not like the joke, and snubbed the joker.

Then Esculapius' disciples went away, to return speedily. We exchanged a

great many low bows, and, the ceremony performed, left the gentlemen for

fear we should disturb them. They seemed to want rest, judging from

their worn-out faces. We heard that one of our guests who had just

fallen into a doze was the famous Professor X, and we beheld his tired

face with some respect. In a clandestine meeting we had decided:

"We shall have supper in the garden."

"We will drink a cup of milk, and eat bread and butter."

We are not of those who believe in the necessity of dining. Of course,

out of respect for our stomachs, we give them tolerable cheer, but

occasionally we are content with a cup of cocoa and a slice of bread.

And that night we had other fish to fry than to feed ourselves. Besides,

we were unlucky enough to have no maids at all at that time; the only

one we had left had refused to stay any longer in a place likely to be

invaded.

Our modest meal over, we ran into the house. In the kitchen, the dinner

was getting on well. A savoury smell rose from the saucepans. A giant

scullion was helping a cook, who pontified solemnly. This strange cook

hid beneath his apron, assumed for the occasion, a uniform covered all

over with decorations. Beneath the trade of cook, also assumed for the

occasion, he hid that of an engineer in civil life, in military life

that of an hospital orderly. He was tall, spare, pale, red-haired, and

he looked unalterably calm.

"Where are the Germans?" we asked the engineer-cook. "Will they come

here? What ought we to do?"

He feared the Prussians would reach Morny, and in his opinion we had

better avoid the meeting.

"Are we to run away, then, and wander about like the Belgians? Or shall

we take a ticket to Marseilles, Algiers, or Timbuktu? Is that far

enough?"

Our interlocutor stilled our impatience with the slow sounds of his

voice. Really now, he had a castle ... in the air?... No, but in

Brittany, where his sister would be delighted to receive us.... And the

head cook, while draining dry his fried potatoes, gave us the address of

his mansion in Brittany. After the advice of the kitchen, we wanted the

counsels of the dining-room. A few sleepy-heads had already gone to

bed, among others the celebrated physician and the giddy-brained youth,

who had grown extremely serious. The remainder of the learned party were

chatting together amid the smoke of tobacco and the flowers on the

table. Without more ado we went in, and asked the usual questions:

"Where are the Germans? Will they come here? What ought we to do?"

A long conversation ensued. Alas, our guests were as pessimistic as

could be. The head major, a small man, thick-set, energetic, and dark,

did not hide from us the truth that we should see the Germans, and,

still worse, that they would lay siege to Paris. Grief and indignation

prevented us from looking at our own situation; we thought but of the

country itself.

"Why," Genevieve cried out, "you think the Germans will conquer us! You

are expecting another '70?"

"Never! never! The Germans will be beaten. Should they go to Marseilles

and Bordeaux, I should still believe in their final defeat, but the

moment is a critical one. We have been beaten; it is a certain fact;

there is no use being blind to it, and the Germans will go to Paris."

A clear voice rose at the end of the table:

"You talk as if we were lost," Colette said. "We are retreating? It may

be a wise measure. Our men are ready for anything. The Germans in

Paris!--but you do not know our soldiers!"

"Very good," said the neighbour of Colette, a tall, fair-haired man. "Do

try to convince my friends; these ten days I have dinned the same

arguments into their ears. But you must excuse our despondency;

weariness is the cause of it; these last three weeks we have hardly

slept. And what do we see of war? Nothing that is not horrible and

disheartening--battle-fields after the fight, the dead, the wounded, the

stragglers--nothing that elevates, and idealises men."

So the talk went on, and the dining-room rang with the praises the

doctors bestowed on their heroic patients. They spoke chiefly of the

terrible weariness of the men.

"They are overcome with sleep," they said, "and to such an extent that

they don't wake up, even when we dress their wounds."

A few minutes after, Colette said to her neighbour:

"It is delightful to discuss with you. At least, you always agree with

me!"

We all burst out laughing, and at this fit of gaiety the majors went

softly out for fear they would wake up the officers and the refugees

whom we were sheltering.

CHAPTER III

Sleep was long in coming that night. After much talking we were still at

a loss what to think. Were the Germans really at our gates? "I cannot

believe it," groaned Genevieve; "it is a collapse; it is the end of all

things."

"If we are invaded, what shall we do?"

The next day we renewed the discussion.

"If the Prussians come, we have but to wait for them with a bold face,"

said Genevieve and Colette. Mme. Valaine hesitated.

"Mother," exclaimed Yvonne and Antoinette, "we cannot stay here. Think

of the risks we run."

"What shame," retorted Colette, "to run away like a troop of rabbits! I

had never thought you were such cowards!"

The others repeated with one accord:

"And if mother was taken as a hostage? The Germans are capable of

anything; they have already committed many atrocities."

Our perplexity was great.

About ten o'clock there dropped from the sky three new surgeons, and,

pressing on them a cup of coffee, we renewed our anxious questions. They

told us plainly that the Germans were gaining ground, and that we were

sure to see them.

"What do you advise us to do?" cried my mother-in-law.

"Madam," Dr. Seseman declared--he was bearded, jovial, and

fatherly--"Madam, if you were relations of mine, I should urge your

departure."

"Well, the die is cast, we shall go," declared Mme. Valaine.

"Yes," I said, "but the house is not in order."

A few days ago, as I went to Mme. Lantois to buy some eggs, the farmer's

wife told me with great satisfaction:

"I feel quieter now, my house is in order."

It was as much as to say that all she set store by had disappeared; the

family had hidden, buried, and walled up whatever they had been able to

hide, bury, and wall up.

Our guests of yesterday's dinner had told us that the owners of a

northern farm had unpaved a yard, dug a huge hole, huddled in pieces of

furniture and pictures, and then filled up and repaved it. This farm

could await the invaders: it was in order. But our house was not in

order--that was obvious enough.

"You have here," said our visitors, "a beautiful Empire clock. It would

be a great pity to have it sent to Germany."

"And this lovely console table--and those vases...."

A few minutes after the two officers, with whom we were gravely

discussing, asked:

"Where is our friend Laison?"

"In the garden with Colette, digging holes...."

"Is he? then we will too."

And soon after, our visitors, in their shirt-sleeves, seemed to strive

who would dig hardest; and we, just as busy, ran in all directions, and

brought in objects of every kind.

In order to carry out our plan, we had to look for a favourable place.

In front of the house stretches a velvet lawn planted here and there

with firs and pretty reeds. We could do nothing there. But beyond there

are beds in the gardens, shaped like a lozenge, a crescent, and what

not, box-edged and planted with shrubs. That was the right place, and we

proved it by digging there six or seven big holes. The largest received

the drawing-room clock, carefully wrapped up in oilcloth, with other

clocks almost as dearly cherished. On this side, we buried silver, on

that, old china, with a great deal of bustle and haste.

"Is the old Rouen jug buried? And my yellow tea-set? I will bury that

too; it is too lovely to lose."

The work drew to an end, and, by a masterpiece of cunning, we strewed

the newly-dug ground with dry leaves, twigs, and small pebbles.

Dr. Laison went into ecstasies about the garden he had made over the

grave of the clocks. He was thinking himself a match for Le Notre, when

he gave a start. "What is that?" The buried treasures, indignant at

their ill-usage, protested against it by the voice of the Empire clock,

which began to strike the hour. As we listened to the silvery yet hollow

sound which came from the earth, we were reminded of a tale by Edgar

Poe. But we had to apply our thoughts to other cares, and hide the linen

and clothes. After our guests were gone--loaded with grateful

blessings--we hardly spared the time to swallow a hasty dinner, and went

to give the finishing touch to our work.

Now there is between the ceiling of my bedroom and the roof a very dark

and lofty space that might serve as a very good hiding-place; but the

ladder was too short to get to it, so we put it on a table, and I,

astride on a beam, concealed in the accommodating shadow the things

which my sisters-in-law, posted on the ladder like so many tilers busy

with new roofing, handed up to me. We spread out and heaped up, at first

linen, then clothes, furs, shawls, carpets, curtains, eider-down

coverlets, and a big lion-skin; with many exertions we even hoisted up

to the loft a console table. Colette, standing on tiptoe at the other

end of the attic, declared:

"It looks quite empty; you can put in more things."

"Thanks! We are quite stiff enough for once. Thank Heaven the Germans

don't come every day, or we should not be equal to the job."

Downstairs we took down looking-glasses and pictures, and concealed them

as well as we could behind cupboards and bed-curtains. They showed a

little, but we hoped the Germans would see nothing of them. We could not

bury water-colours or oil-paintings, could we?

At last the house was in order, and we went out for a little stroll. The

village was silent, dead, not a cat in the streets; all the doors and

windows were closed. It was evident that every one was giving himself

wholly up to the very sport we had just enjoyed. All were vying with one

another in hiding their treasures, and were racking their brains to find

unknown holes and undiscoverable hiding-places. I wish to state here

that there is a gap in our public instruction, a want in our literature.

Since we are provided with such alarming neighbours, every school-master

should devote two hours a week to teach our youth what precautions to

take in case of invasion. Moreover, in my leisure hours, I intend to

write a book on "The Art of Concealing applied to Invasion." This may

open a new field of literature, for they will certainly lose no time in

answering the work from the other side of the Rhine with "The

Treasure-seeker's Guide, or a Hand-book for the Complete Plunderer." We

shall have, therefore, to study the question and improve the art of

hiding. In this respect, it is true, an ancient instinct may serve as a

guide, an instinct which has had no better chance of expansion than in

the corner of France we belong to. This rich country has excited the

lust of all conquerors. Before the Christian era the Romans subdued it,

and later on the Franks laid hands upon it. Attila, as Colette said but

yesterday, may have sent a few patrols down here. Then came the Normans,

who levied contributions on us; and the English, who took their ease at

the inhabitants' cost during the Hundred Years' War. Later the troops of

Philip the Second plundered us, and last century, 1814, 1870--two

inauspicious dates--we knew the strangers twice more. Therefore, when

the alarm spread, "the enemy are advancing," the order of the day, which

we knew by right of inheritance, went round: "let us hide, let us hide!"

All kept on hiding, and we hid too.

And our departure? We had decided to go, that was well and good; but how

should we go? We could not by railway, and we could not find a horse and

a carriage in the village for their weight in gold. Mme. Valaine went in

haste to M. Laserbe, who was setting out with three carts drawn by oxen.

He promised to take us and our luggage with him, as little luggage as

possible.

"Never fear, I will tell you in good time. There is no danger for the

present."

These words gave us confidence. We would fly, but whither, in this train

of sluggard things? I have mentioned the ridges that lie to the south

and the west of Morny. In the country these modest hills are pompously

called "the mountains." Now every one was convinced the Germans would

shun "the mountains." An army always goes along valleys, does it not?

And what would the enemy do in this uneven region, where orchards and

pasture grounds alternate with rocks and woods? "It is not the right

place to fight in," the people said. And in a hamlet in this happy part

of the country lives an old relation of ours, Mme. Laroye. We decided to

go to Cousin Laroye; we were sure she would receive us with open arms;

there we should see what to do next, and, when once the enemy had passed

over both sides of "the mountains," we could get to Switzerland, the

South of France, or Brittany as we chose.

Meanwhile, after this busy day, we really wanted rest, and to-night at

least we would sleep our fill. But we do not shape our own ends.... At

half-past two we were up. Foot soldiers passed in the street. At three

we were standing at the window, busy pouring out wine or coffee. Our

poor, poor soldiers! So cheerful, so lively, so full of gay spirits but

a month ago, in what a state did we see them return!

Bent, way-worn, they marched painfully. Yet they marched; but as soon as

they were ordered to stop, they dropped on the ground, and many fell

asleep on the spot. Still, when they heard we were giving something to

drink, they came tumbling one over another, and gathered around the

window. A captain advanced, quieted the disturbance, and ordered the

sergeants to distribute the bottles of wine by sections. At the sight of

this officer, I suddenly understood the gravity of the hour.

Dark-haired, with firm and yet fine features, he bore in his eyes the

bitterness of the retreat, the horror of the defeat. A look on his

tragic face informed me of the truth better than long speeches. Beaten!

We were beaten. France was lost....

O God! is it possible? Has God suffered this? No, no, it is not so; I

see now the flames, that protest in the feverish eyes: "We will die, but

we will struggle to the end." Yes, dear soldiers, brave heroes, you will

struggle against the enemy, happy that you can still take an active

part, while we, we can but wring our hands in despair, and support your

courage with love and earnest prayers. In this terrible moment, our

eager goodwill could do no more than ask: "Do you want a cup of coffee?

The water is boiling."

"Madam, with pleasure." Then some one called the officer, and he had to

go without his coffee, for which, by the way, many were eager.

The village was awake, and all were desirous to bring food and drink to

the soldiers. But the soldiers were so many that a great number

certainly got nothing at all.

Day broke, and the men still passed on, always as dusty, always as

tired, all regiments, all arms mixed in confusion. We did our best to

relieve as many as we could. In the morning the crowd grew thinner; we

saw only stragglers and cripples. How many we took in to comfort and

nurse I cannot say; they were too many. I remember the clerk of the

telegraph pointing to his right hand, of which the fingers had been shot

off.

"What shall I do now?" he said. "And the girl I am engaged to, will she

marry me?"

"Of course she will, or she would not be French!"

And then came a soldier wounded in the leg, and, in spite of his

sufferings, he hobbled on with a stick. In admiration, he indicated

Antoinette with a movement of his chin, and declared in his Lorraine

brogue:

"That girl there, she has dressed my wound much better than a trained

nurse."

A little linesman moved our pity still more, and even now we cannot talk

of him without emotion. He was very young, with a childish face; his

motionless features expressed an immense stupor, a grievous surprise.

What! that war! That was war! This wonderful thing we had so often heard

of! It was this retreat, these toils, these sufferings! For three weeks

he had not taken off his shoes, and his blistered feet were so swollen

that the poor fellow could hardly walk. Genevieve washed his poor feet,

and Colette, the over-fastidious Colette, wiped and bound them up with

tender care. We got him fresh socks, and the little foot soldier, after

a comfortable breakfast, went on his way again. As he left us, he looked

around him with amazement depicted on his face, and said:

"The Germans will punish you for that."

In these busy hours we had many opportunities to wonder at the energy

and vitality of our race. As soon as the soldiers, spent with fatigue

and disheartened, had rested a bit and swallowed something hot, they

renewed their vigour and even recovered gaiety enough to tell us their

adventures, to laugh at the German shells, which often do not burst, and

whose fragments run over the cloth of their uniforms, they assured us,

without doing any harm.

"But"--and there they dropped their voices to a whisper--"we have been

beaten, because there are traitors among the generals...." This opinion

drove us to despair. We did not give credit to it, but what would happen

if the men reposed no trust in their chiefs? And what could we answer to

the poor fellows? I recalled to Genevieve's memory Captain Vinchamps'

saying: "Beaten soldiers always call out treason, and they are not

wrong; a traitor is not merely a man who basely and selfishly sells his

country; he is a traitor too when he is not equal to his duty."

We did our utmost to hearten our guests of a moment, to cheer them

physically and morally; and then one after another they resumed their

journey. A touching detail: every lame soldier was attended by a

comrade, who took charge of him, carried his knapsack, held him up, and

was as careful of him as a mother of her child. About noon, when all had

gone away, Yvonne and Colette, who kept a watchful eye upon the street,

cried out: "Something is happening towards the pond," and set off

running thither. They found that a soldier had suddenly gone mad.

Half-naked, up to his waist in water, he shrieked and gesticulated, and

four men had a hard struggle to master him.

Trifling as it was, this incident brought the people's excitement to its

highest point.

"He is a Prussian," said one. "He is a spy," retorted another. This time

the people snatched at their luggage, were off in an instant, and came

back an hour after. The level-crossings were not open to civilians for

the present, or at least to carriages. Our state of mind was that of a

fish caught in a net. Terror spread amain, and won complete power over

the public mind. None knew what he dreaded, and all men reasoned

themselves out of reason. Our arguments were proved absurd and grotesque

by the event. A mist was over us; it was no more the pillar of fire; it

was the pillar of cloud. It was no more the shadow of approaching glory;

it was the black shadow which impending invasion casts before.

News kept coming.

"The Prussians are at Marle."

"No, they have been driven back."

"Perhaps they won't come down here."

Driven back! Oh, you simpletons! Have you not just seen our army pass?

Are you not conscious of the void, which draws on the enemy like a

cupping-glass?

In the village, so lively, so busy but a few days ago, is there a single

uniform left?

At heart the people felt uneasy; the cars were loaded, the horses

harnessed, the drivers on the look-out. Animals and people were but

waiting for a signal to rush upon an unknown fate.

The signal came.

It was about six. Tired, I was lying down in the drawing-room, when all

of a sudden a gun-shot resounded in the air, and directly after followed

sharp firing. At a bound I was up in the attic, at another I flew to the

garret window. Like a gargoyle stretched out on the edge of the roof, I

scanned the horizon. Northward a light puff of smoke vanished in the

upper branches of the poplar trees. Nothing was to be heard; but I

beheld the confused flight of all creatures that were out in the fields.

A man standing in a car lashed his bewildered horse with all his might;

fowls and even pigeons hurried away to poultry-yard and dovecot.

What had happened? I hastened down. The house was empty. I jumped out of

the window. At the corner of the street I caught sight of Genevieve. I

ran after her as fast as I could; we met at the cross-road, where a

crowd had gathered.

"What is the matter?" A patrol.... An English patrol.

We cast a look at the field-grey backs which rode away on big horses.

English? it may be!

"But at what did they fire?"

"It was a signal."

"No, they have shot carrier-pigeons."

"You are mistaken, they have arrested a spy."

In fact they had taken away a French soldier, bareheaded, who looked

about him with a profoundly ironical air.

"Oh," murmured the crowd, "it was easy to see he was a spy; he seemed to

laugh at us."

He was laughing at you! I am sure he was, the poor man! English

soldiers! English soldiers! Oh, you blind of one, of two eyes, threefold

idiots, how foolish you have been! They were twelve in number, and the

village was armed, and the men were there, and Prussians in flesh and

bone, as quiet as can be, took the high road to Laon!

We, quiet too, came back home. There now! We had had our warning! Our

hearts were still throbbing violently, but all the same we plucked up

courage again.

"The English keep watch and ward!"

Each one laughed at his friends' fright. We thought particularly

ridiculous the attitude of one of our neighbours, Marthe Tournillart, a

tall young woman, ruddy-cheeked and dark-haired, who at the first shot

had rushed headlong on her overloaded barrow. Resolutely she laid hold

of it, and with her two children hanging on to her skirts, fled away

bewildered but energetic, she knew not where; but she fled straight into

the hottest of the fight, had one taken place.

Nevertheless the passage of the patrol was looked upon as suspicious.

"We put no trust in this lump of flour," the peasants thought, like La

Fontaine's mice. "If we hear the guns now, it is the right moment for

flight."

Yvonne ran to M. Laserbe. When and how were we to go? The messenger came

back struck with dismay. Laserbe refused to take charge of us! The

traitor! And he had pledged his word! He alleged he had no places left.

Well, what were we to do? Whither could we turn? Could we go on foot?

To-night?

Mme. Valaine hesitated. She thought it dangerous in this troubled time

to run away by night through woods and fields.

"We will see what to-morrow brings," she said.

"Mother, to-morrow may be too late," retorted Antoinette.

"The first thing to do," said I, "is to have supper. There is a soup on

the table which will give you wings."

It was about nine. Hazardous times do not improve punctuality. We sat

down to table, and had hardly enjoyed a few mouthfuls of the soup I had

boasted of, when hasty steps resounded in the street; we heard a knock

at the shutter. We rushed forward.

"The Prussians are coming," whispered one of our neighbours. "They are

ten miles away. They have been seen on their way to Morny. French

officers have been to the Mayor's, and have pulled down the flag. Every

one is going. Good-bye; we won't lose time...."

I am going, you are going, we are going. Go on, oh flock of sheep!

Our own house is greatly alarmed. Mme. Valaine does not know which way

to turn. "Make haste, we must go at once. Get our things ready."

Thinking Laserbe would take us, we had packed up just what was

necessary, and what was necessary meant thirteen bags. We must discard

them. Feverishly we unpacked and abandoned the heavy bags; bundles would

do. A little linen, one or two light dresses, cloaks, shawls, a basket

filled with food, and we were quite ready. Had I not early in the

morning buried in the depths of the garden a sealed-up glass jar full of

jewels? And with the gold pieces my mother-in-law had brought from

Paris, had I not made a band I wore around my waist? We were ready, no

doubt of it.

We did not know what to do with the bags we were bound to abandon. We

dragged them upstairs to a loft next my bedroom, thrust them into it all

topsy-turvy, and hurriedly heaped up big logs at the entrance.

Everything was in order; the dogs were on their chains; we had but to

go.

Here we are in the street, all doors shut, and off we go. We wait one

minute to calm our hearts and to drop a tear.

Dear little house, white walls, virginia creepers, when shall we meet

again? And what will you look like? Let us begone! It is time for

action, not for regret.

Our neighbours next door, the couple Tillard, were putting the donkey in

their cart all ready for flight.

I have read somewhere that people should help one another in misfortune,

and so I blurted out: "Oh, M. Tillard, I suppose you are driving to 'the

mountains.' We are going too. Would you kindly take one of our parcels

with you?" At a loss what to answer, Tillard muttered between his teeth:

"Hum! already loaded.... Don't know which way...."

That is enough. "Thank you.... I understand." Another pause, this time

at M. Lonet's, my mother-in-law's brother. Stern-faced, with knotted

brows, our uncle refuses to go. Not he! He is fonder of his house, of

his gardens, than of anything, and the Germans cannot scare him away. He

bends on our caravan a glance of mingled scorn and pity, and, on going

out, Genevieve whispered in my ear as a last protest:

"He is not a coward."

If fear could not enter M. Lonet's heart, it reigned in the village. The

whole place was deserted, and we were among the last to go. Here and

there a flickering light showed that hasty preparations were still being

made in a few houses. Terror oozed from the closed shutters, hostile to

the expected foe, and from the doors, which presently the dwellers would

half open, to sneak away. At the end of the village, in a yard, a

lantern moved to and fro, a horse was harnessed, people hurried up and

down.

"Lucky rogues," Colette cried out, "who possess a cart!"

That is true. Our bundles already seemed heavy to bear. But, full of

courage, we went on, left the high road, crossed Cerny-les-Bucy, dead,

empty, mute. Another struggle and we were in the open country. Thus we

marched on--a strange little train, six women, attended by a small boy

and two dogs--silent, with heavy hearts, and then a voice complained:

"It is so heavy."

Yvonne had taken charge of the dogs, and had perhaps the hardest work,

for these animals, as soon as they are out of doors, pull on their

chain, until they almost tear out your fingers.

The road was deserted. Nobody in front of us, nobody behind. We were

safe from attack. We decided to rest awhile. Halt! We gathered our

luggage into the middle of the road, and sat down in a ditch.

Speechless, we looked at and listened to the night.

I shall never forget the night of our flight, as I watched it in that

meadow. Silvery night studded with stars, lit up by the moon, warm and

sweet and so quiet! Fields and meadows, bathed in moonlight, stretched

on all sides. Southward a wood showed like a shadow, and from the damp

meadows rose a mist, which followed the brook. You might have said that

large puffs of cotton wool hung in the air upon invisible threads, above

which emerged the tops of pollarded willows. Not a sound was heard. Only

far away a carriage rattled, or a dog barked; and close about us the

crickets sang their shrill song. A god-like presence filled the world,

and the serenity of inanimate things contrasted sharply with the mad

fear of men which swept us away. On this same night, uniformly kind to

all, whole armies marched, dreaming of death and destruction, while

thousands of wayworn fugitives wandered on towards uncertainty, misery,

despair.

Boom, boom! Two formidable detonations from the fort of Laniscourt shook

the air, and aroused us from the torpor which crept over us. Was it a

signal? We did not know. We went on. Go, take up your burden again,

hasten, the way is long. We went on, but slowly; we were tired, and

baggage always retards the advance of an army. Poor snails that we were!

The flood was approaching; it had driven us away; and if in our

unreasoning prudence we resembled snails, we had not the good luck to

carry a house with us. What shelter should we get? Where should we lay

our tired heads? We advanced anyhow, our ears pricked, our eyes on the

look-out. An alarm! This shadow on the road, which moves on...! black,

apocalyptical, it passed by, and greeted us without astonishment:

"Good-night, ladies; a beautiful night, isn't it?"

We recognised old Lole, a well-known beggar, bent with age, loaded with

a wallet full to the brim. Another shadow, a white one this time,

crossed our path a few steps farther on; it was a small dog, which did

not stop, but hurried on his way to Morny. The times were hard for dogs

too.

"And then, look behind that stack--two, three, five dark forms ... they

are people, aren't they?" But, still more afraid than we, they hid

themselves, and we passed on triumphantly. Without striking a blow, we

crossed the woods, and got to the fields again. On approaching

Mons-en-Laonnois we heard eleven strike. The silvery sound of the bell

seemed to drop from a very high tower, from the starry sky, perhaps.

Here we made a feeble and vain attempt to get a carriage. No one in the

streets; the very garret windows were shut up, the doors barricaded. At

the end of the village, we halted. We were hungry, for the good reason

that we had left on the supper-table the creamy milk and crusty cake,

which were to end our frugal meal. But we had taken with us a few

savoury chicken _pates_, which my prudent mother-in-law had made the day

before. We cut slices of bread and butter, and, sitting by the wayside,

made an excellent meal. We were gay, but our gaiety was fictitious. We

laughed at a light anxiously flickering behind a shutter. It seemed a

prey to nameless terror, and, conscious of our own courage, we made

merry over it. The poor thing surely believed a German patrol was

feasting at the gate!

Two hours after, we got to Vaucelles, then to Royaucourt. We were tired

to death, and made up our minds to seek shelter. All the barns were full

of refugees, all the yards were encumbered with refugees' horses, all

the streets were crowded with refugees' vehicles. We too were refugees

now.

"Will there be any room for us," we wondered, "no matter where, so long

as we can rest?" We stopped in front of Mlle. Honorine's inn: "Good

accommodation for man and beast." It was just what we wanted. We gave a

knock at the door.

"Mademoiselle, mademoiselle, open the door, please ... just a small

room, only chairs to sit down." But none so deaf as those who won't

hear. Nothing would have roused Mlle. Honorine from her sweet slumbers.

At length we made up our minds to rest outside, on the threshold of the

unrelenting house. An accommodating bench very kindly welcomed three of

us, Genevieve and Antoinette, wrapped up in their cloaks, stretched on

the stony ground of the courtyard. As to myself, I chose for a

resting-place a flight of steps. Crouching down in a comfortable corner,

with Pierrot nestled in my arms, I covered our bodies with my shawl, and

summoned sleep in vain. The stone was very hard. Yet I was comfortable,

and had no mind to go away. But we soon remembered we were running away,

and that it was high time for us to be off again. "Get up! get up! It is

half-past two." We rose reluctantly, yawned, cleared our throats,

stretched ourselves. Antoinette was so weary and so ill that we had

much trouble to move her. At length we were all up. We cursed the

household that had behaved so unkindly to the poor wanderers, and,

leaving the inhospitable village, we turned to the right. The road wound

its way through the woods. The moon had gone down; it was pitch dark;

our hearts quivered with fear; our eyes searched into the shades of

night; and we strained our ears like the dogs. The poor beasts

disapproved of our nightly expedition, and sniffed at tufts of grass

with great anxiety.

"This black mass here, lying on the wayside, is it a dead body? No, it

is but a log. And there, those white spots, aren't they faces? No, they

are birches. Don't you hear a noise of steps? No, it is the breaking of

a dead branch." We stopped to take a little breath. We were out of the

forest; we had reached the top of the hill. Quite bare, it was not

really a plateau, for the ground spread itself out in large waves. We

walked along, dragging our luggage up and down the road. Genevieve and I

carried the heaviest bag, and tried many experiments to make it lighter.

We put it on our shoulders like an urn, on our back like a sack of

flour. Like the queen of the turtles, we hung it on a stick, of which

each of us took an end. From time to time we stopped a minute to change

hands, or to listen to far-away noises. Then a slight quivering broke

the stillness. We thought we heard a distant rumbling. Sometimes there

were explosions--bridges were being blown up. Day was already breaking.

A pallor whitened the sky towards the east. We reached Urcel, prettily

placed among orchards on the slope of a hill. Worn out, we sat on the

edge of the pavement like so many swallows on the edge of a gutter. We

were in high spirits, we exchanged jokes, and all of a sudden:

"Yvonne, Yvonne, laughter will end in crying...."

Indeed, the poor girl, still half-choked with laughter, was now sobbing

bitterly. We gathered round her, and tried to comfort her.

"Get up, get up, the inn will be open in a minute, and we shall have a

cup of coffee. Come."

At the first glimmering of the dawn, the shop opened a shutter like a

fearful eyelid.

We went in. The landlady, in a dressing-gown, with her black hair loose

over her shoulders, dragged herself along, and raised her weeping eyes.

"Oh, Heavens! they are coming here, aren't they? What an unhappy, poor

creature I am! What will become of me? And my daughter, aged fourteen

years? What will become of us?"

The woman's despair amused us, and we tried to comfort her.

"The Prussians will never reach this out-of-the-way place. Perhaps a

patrol or two will come, and that is all. All the world is seeking

refuge in 'the mountains.' Everybody knows the Prussians won't come

here."

On leaving Urcel, we plunged into the misty shadows of a valley. But

when we got on the other side it was glorious, dazzling. The sun was

just rising, and beneath its first beams the country smiled and

glistened. The meadows, bathed in dew, sparkled as though decked with

gems; the air was mild, nature thrilled with joy, a lark carolled to the

sun. Pierrot, drunk with light and space, danced about like a little

faun, and we ourselves, for an insect, for a flower, for a bush covered

with bright berries, leapt like goats. Our thoughts were lighter than

the soft mists melting in the sun.

War! It is but a myth.

Invasion! an idle tale.

Danger! an illusion.

Weariness, pangs, mental sufferings, all were forgotten. We were young,

we were strong; we breathed the fresh air with ecstasy, and the

splendour of the hour intensified our love of life. Danger is life. War

is victory, and blessed be the hand which bestows on mankind black

nights and white mornings, dull cares and consoling joys.

With light hearts we took to our cheerful road. We marched for one hour,

and then doubts arose.

"Mother, you have taken the wrong road, I am sure. Chevregny is not so

far...."

Yet at a turn of the road we caught sight of Chevregny, nestled in

verdure, crouched in a hollow way. We marvelled at the pointed steeple,

at the red tiles or blue slates of the roofs. So we prepared to make an

entrance into the village worthy of us and it. We sat by the wayside and

took small looking-glasses and powder-puffs out of our leather bags.

Powder is as necessary to women as to soldiers, isn't it? We did our

hair, brushed our dresses, and then went down the village street quite

smart. We turned to the right and entered the big farm of Mme. Laroye.

Surprise, exclamations! Arms lifted up to the sky, and then clasped

around us in a close embrace! Boundless friendship and endless

hospitality were promised us.

"But tell us, dear cousin, who are all these people we see gathered in

your domain?"

Mme. Laroye had already given hospitality to twenty-one refugees in her

barns and cart-sheds, and had received into the bargain certain solid

citizens of Laon, persons whom she honoured with her friendship and

best rooms. We did not allow them to move from their quarters.

"If mother is provided for, dear cousin, it is all that we want. Don't

bother about us; we will sleep in the hay-loft; it will be delightful."

When these matters were settled, we refreshed ourselves. How delightful

it was after that painful night to take a bath, to loll in an armchair,

to sit at table where fresh bread, golden butter, and transparent jam

smiled upon us. We found a charm in the smallest pleasures, and thought:

"Now we are quiet, now we are in safety, we shall suffer nothing at the

hands of the abhorred invader; we shall not see the shadow of their

helmets on our walls; we shall not hear the tramping of their horses on

our pavements; the booming of their cannon will not roll over our

hearts!"

But what did we hear?

We stood up, speechless with horror.

The street rang with loud cries, and those cries were:

"The Prussians! The Prussians!"

PART II

Frenchman! I saw thy child

Who cried alone on the road.

I have comforted him. I have reassured thy wife.

Thy field lay fallow, I have tilled it.

When Peace reappears again on earth

May thou reap the fruits of my labour!

Published in German in the _Lillerzeitung_, translated into

French, and reproduced in the _Gazette des Ardennes_.