CHAPTER II

IN SEARCH OF THE IDEAL

When Coleridge left the University he had entered his twenty-third year;

he had rather more than forty before him, but, as the two preceding

years had been, so were the most of those that followed. Trouble,

largely if not altogether of his own making, anxiety, comparative

poverty, ill-health, these were the shadows that darkened his days. For

him life was a problem with which he could not grapple; although he had

a giant's strength he did not know how to use it. He was master of a

rare and exquisite gift, but it did not avail him. Other men, with a

tithe of his talent and the full capacity for living a well-ordered

life, could earn a comfortable competence, acquire honour and command

respect, while Coleridge, who was in so many respects their master,

drifted across the wide waters of life, a ship without a rudder. We need

not criticise, we can better pity a man who, greatly gifted, could not

raise his head among his contemporaries. Had some stern disciplinarian

stood behind him at Cambridge he might have achieved distinction; had he

married a strong resolute woman she might have taught him regular

industry and self-respect. But in all the important actions of his life

the mood of the moment was the deciding factor, so that, despite the

number of his friends, there was none to help. Coleridge was almost a

genius, and quite a law to himself. Such happiness as came to him was

found chiefly in intercourse with kindred spirits, in grappling with

metaphysical problems, in refuting the current errors of philosophy, and

above all in the kindness and generosity of friends. Woe to the man who

accepts help from others! Once he has done this he stands for ever on a

lower plane, his life is no longer his own, he can no longer say, "I am

the Captain of my fate, I am the Master of my soul." It was the

misfortune of Coleridge to receive assistance in those critical hours

when a man must stand alone, though it be but in a garret with no more

food and clothing than will serve for the necessities of life. There are

few brilliant exceptions to the sweeping rule that forbids

self-respecting men to receive doles. Horace and Virgil are notable

among them, but the rule stands, even while we remember that both

Martial and Juvenal declared that the protection of prince or patron

offers the only chance to poetry. With Coleridge there was less excuse

than the poet may claim, for he could always command a living wage in

journalism. The trouble with him was not to get money for his work, but

to give work in return for other people's money.

From Cambridge the poet drifted to London, journalism, and the

delightful company of Charles Lamb. He wrote sonnets for the _Morning

Chronicle_, and took his glass and pipe with Elia in long-forgotten

taverns until Southey hunted him up and carried him back to Bristol and

Sarah Fricker, to Pantisocracy and lecturing and the company of Burnett,

with whom both Coleridge and Southey lived in College Street. In 1796

Cottle, the Bristol publisher, paid Coleridge thirty guineas for poems,

including the "Monody on the Death of Chatterton" and "Religious

Musings." Southey lost faith in Pantisocracy and went to live with his

mother. Coleridge lost faith in Southey, the friends quarrelled, and for

some time were not on speaking or writing terms. Cottle, who had a sure

eye for promising work, offered to buy all the verse Coleridge could

write at the price of one and a half guineas per hundred lines, and on

the strength of this, Coleridge married Sarah Fricker in October 1795,

and settled in a little cottage at Clevedon near Bristol, in company

with Burnett and another of Sarah's sisters. The men shared in the

labour of the house, but it was too far from town to serve for purposes

of work in days when the circulating library was still unknown, and,

early in their married life, Mr. and Mrs. Coleridge moved to Redcliffe

Hill. There Coleridge decided to start a paper called _The Watchman_, to

be published on every eighth day, and he has left on record an account

of his northern pilgrimage in search of subscribers. He found enough to

justify publication; the paper lived to reach its tenth number, when it

departed from life, leaving its editor-proprietor stranded, though his

_Poems on Various Subjects_, with additions by Charles Lamb, Robert

Southey, and Mr. Favell, had been published in March by Cottle, and had

been favourably received. Thomas Poole, as good a friend as ever poet

had, came to the rescue with forty pounds, and Coleridge spent a happy

fortnight at Nether Stowey; with him, as soon as a trouble was over it

could be forgotten. But something had to be done; negotiations for the

post of co-editor of the _Morning Chronicle_ were opened, and fell

through. Following this came another plan, to educate the children of a

wealthy Derbyshire lady, who changed her mind at the eleventh hour,

giving the poet £95, and his wife a welcome gift of baby linen instead.

In the meantime the prodigal son had visited Ottery St. Mary and been

reconciled to his family. Proposals to establish a school in Derby came

to nothing, and there is matter for regret here, for the poet would have

made an admirable schoolmaster. In September his responsibilities were

increased by the arrival of David Hartley Coleridge, born while the poet

was on a visit to the Lloyds. Charles Lloyd, an epilept, was anxious to

live with him, and Coleridge wished to rent a house near Nether Stowey

that he might be near his friend Poole. After much search a cottage was

found.

By this time, the poet had begun to suffer from severe neuralgia, and

had started to dose himself with laudanum for its cure. With his usual

optimism in hours of change, the future was clear to him. "My farm will

be a garden of an acre and a half," he writes to "Citizen" Thelwall, "in

which I intend to raise vegetables and corn for my wife, and feed a

couple of grunting and snouted cousins from the refuse. My evenings I

shall devote to literature, and by reviews in the _Monthly Magazine_ and

other shilling scavengering, shall probably gain £40 a year--which

economy and self-denial, gold beaters, shall hammer till it covers my

annual expenses." Well might Lamb write--"What does your worship know

about farming?" More than a hundred years have passed since Coleridge

took the little cottage of which the garden met Poole's, but successive

generations of literary men and poets have shared his strange belief

that anybody can go on the land and make it yield its fruits in due

season. That farming demands a strenuous apprenticeship and sound

judgment, if it is not to fail altogether to yield any harvest save

debt, that appreciation of country life does not carry knowledge with

it, these are truths which the majority of men of letters decline to

admit.

A second edition of his poems, with additions by Charles Lloyd as well

as Lamb, produced twenty guineas from Cottle, and the poet settled to

learn the rudiments of agriculture from Thomas Poole, and to train

Charles Lloyd in the way he should go. Then he went on a visit to the

Wordsworths, who were first at Racedown and later at Alfoxden House. An

offer from Sheridan to consider a play for Drury Lane led to the writing

of _Osorio_. Charles Lamb came to Nether Stowey, and so too did William

and Dorothy Wordsworth and "Citizen" John Thelwall, with whom Coleridge

kept up such a lively correspondence. This visit brought about the

Wordsworths' departure from Alfoxden House, for the "Citizen," rather an

undesirable person at best, was a political suspect, and a nervous

government sent a spy down to Nether Stowey to find what company he

kept. But in spite of "those gold beaters, economy and self-denial," the

poet's poor exchequer was by no means equal to the demands made upon it

by his unsettled mode of living. He received a fresh subscription from

friends, urged to contribute by Thomas Poole, and declared that this

would be the last subsidy he would be free to accept. Doubtless he

thought so; at no period of his life had Coleridge the slightest idea of

the value of money, the expense of living, or the probable fate of his

own best intentions. One traces in him a faint likeness to Wilkins

Micawber. With the later months of 1797, he visited Bowles, whose

sonnets had appealed so greatly to him, and learned that Sheridan had

rejected _Osorio_. Relations with Charles Lloyd no longer remained as

they had been, and it may be that his contribution to the family

exchequer at Nether Stowey was not maintained. But for all the troubles

and trials of the year it is a notable one in the annals of British

poetry, for on November 13 Coleridge set out with William and Dorothy

Wordsworth on a walking tour of which the expense was to be defrayed by

a joint composition. Wordsworth for once was not equal to the task, and

Coleridge began the poem by which he is best known, "The Rime of the

Ancient Mariner." His own description of it as "inimitable" does not

seem extravagant. Begun in the course of the memorable walk, it was

finished in the following March, though there were further alterations

as subsequent editions of collected poems appeared. The beginning of

"Christabel" belongs apparently to 1797.

The opening of 1798 brought some good fortune in its train. Coleridge

had been about to accept a call to the Unitarian Chapel at Shrewsbury,

and had already given a taste of his quality in the pulpit, when Josiah

and Thomas Wedgwood, sons of the famous potter, sought to keep him from

burying his gifts. They understood that the need of cash rather than

the claims of faith were responsible for his new departure. A present

for his immediate needs the poet returned, and then came a remarkable

letter from Josiah Wedgwood offering in his own and his brother's name

to pay Coleridge £150 a year, the amount of his promised stipend from

the Chapel, if he would turn from the work of the preacher and devote

himself to poetry and philosophy. No further conditions were attached to

this munificent offer, which was to last for life and to be independent

of everything but the wreck of the brothers' fortunes. Coleridge was

staying with William Hazlitt, at the house of the latter's father near

Shrewsbury, when the letter from Josiah Wedgwood was received, and the

essayist has set down the story in one of his papers. The poet accepted

the offer, a very fortunate one, considering the ever-changing nature of

his faith, and Unitarianism found some other advocate. About the same

time came an invitation from the _Morning Post_, which would have

brought in another fifty pounds a year, so that, had Coleridge been able

to take the fullest advantage of his opportunities, financial anxieties

might have come to an end. Doubtless his good fortune inspired him to

some fine efforts in 1798, but he was nervous and hyper-sensitive, his

quarrel with Charles Lloyd had affected his spirits, he retired to a

Devonshire farm-house to indulge in seclusion and opium and write the

fragmentary "Kubla Khan." Through Charles Lloyd came a misunderstanding,

happily brief, with Charles Lamb. Other happenings in 1798 were the

birth of a second son, the short-lived Berkeley Coleridge; the

publication, anonymously, of _Lyrical Ballads with a few other Poems_,

joint effort of Wordsworth and Coleridge; and the trip with William and

Mary Wordsworth and a friend from Stowey (John Chester by name) to

Germany, a journey described in part by Coleridge in _Satyrane's

Letters_.

Coleridge left the Wordsworths after a brief stay, and went to Ratzburg

with Chester, while the brother and sister went to Goslar. From

Ratzburg, Coleridge went to Göttingen, where he matriculated and

collected material for a _Life of Lessing_. He seems to have worked hard

in Germany, where his taste for abstruse metaphysical speculation was

greatly strengthened.

Before he left Göttingen for London, he had learned the sad news of the

death of his youngest child, and with the return to the metropolis, we

come to another chapter in the poet's life. It will be seen that the

generosity of the brothers Wedgwood had stimulated him to an increased

effort, though at the moment when he might have pulled himself together

and was honestly trying to do so, the opium habit began to hold him. The

current of his life could not run smoothly; he at least was "born to

trouble, as the sparks fly upward." The best that can be said is that

the visit to Germany, and the brief period of honest study, did much to

develop the poet's mind, opening to it unknown fields of German thought,

and filling him with dreams of great works that were to unite German and

British philosophers. Needless to say that, though mountains were

expected to arise, little more than a molehill was forthcoming.

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