XVII

In the Post Office at Montreux, Ray and Lois, with startled looks,

faced the fact that only a modest five pounds stood between them and

poverty in a land which esteemed its visitors according to the size of

their purses.

The quietly portentous statement of the young man behind the glass

screen at the Post Office, as to the unlikelihood of their telegram

ever reaching its destination, was well calculated to take away their

breath. It left them floundering like incapable swimmers washed

suddenly out of their depth.

Lois, having infinite faith in Ray, was the first to recover herself

with a glimmer of amusement.

“We’ll manage somehow,” she said. “It’s all part of the adventure.”

Ray had had experience of shortage in foreign lands and knew how

small was the sympathy it evoked. But it was assuredly not for him

to emphasise the sorriness of their plight, which, he kept saying to

himself, was all due to his own idiocy in losing his purse.

“Seems to me a cup of tea is indicated,” he said. “Perhaps it will

stimulate our jaded brains to see the way out,” and he led her to the

little tea-shop near the Kursaal.

They had it to themselves at the moment, and Mademoiselle in charge

welcomed them with smiles as possible harbingers of a revival of

business.

“Iff you please,--tea?” she asked, proud of her accomplishment.

“A good pot of tea and some of those cakes. How well you speak

English!” said Ray.

“We haf many English, you see, and I wass in Bhry-tonn for one year.

Yes, sank you, saire.”

“Perhaps she could recommend us to some cheap pension,” suggested

Lois, as Mademoiselle tinkled among the tea-cups behind the screen.

“She looks a sensible kind of girl and we can make her understand the

position.”

“Good idea!”--and when she came back with the tea and arranged it

before them with an ingratiating, “Iff you please,”--he asked, “I

wonder if you know of any pension, mademoiselle, where they take in

stranded foreigners for nothing a day and feed them well?”

But that was altogether too cryptic for her.

“Please?” she asked, with a puzzled smile, scenting a joke but not

fathoming it.

“We want to find a very cheap pension,” explained Lois. “We are on our

way home to England but have had the misfortune to lose our purse up

there on the Rhone Glacier. And at the Post Office they tell us we may

not be able to get any money sent from England for some time, because

of the war.”

“Ah--zis horreeble war! It is ruining us all. But yess, madame, I know

a pension which is cheap. Pension Estèphe, opposite the Gare. It is not

everything, but it is clean and it is honest, and it is cheap. I have

myself stopped there once.”

“Thank you. That is just what we want. We have telegraphed for more

money, you see, but they cannot be sure it will ever get there, and we

can’t tell when we can get away.”

“Ach! It is terreeble. There are many caught like that. Zis horreeble

war! It will ruin everybody, yess!”

“What’s the latest news about the war?” asked Ray.

“Mais, monsieur, we get little news. They are fighting all the

time--oh, terreebly. But we do not know much about it. I do hope it

will not come here. You do not think it will, monsieur?”

“We’ll hope not, ma’m’selle. But if it suited the Germans to come I’ve

no doubt they would, in spite of you.”

“Ach, I do not like the Germans. No!”

“The feeling seems general. Well, we’ll go along presently and look at

the Pension Estèphe, and if we like it we shall come in and see you

again, ma’m’selle.”

“Iff you please, saire!”

Madame of the Pension Estèphe eyed them somewhat doubtfully at first.

They were above her usual class of customer, and it took considerable

explanation to make her understand why they wanted to stop with her,

the exact relationship in which they at present stood to one another,

and, more especially why they had no luggage but their rucksacs.

However, by dint of much talk, they came at last to terms. For a room

each, and their meals, she would charge them seven francs per day for

the two. If they got married and occupied only one room it would be a

franc less. And she providently demanded a deposit of ten francs and

that they should pay their bill each day.

“For,” said she, without any beating about the bush, “you have no

luggage, you see, and you might walk away and leave me nothing but your

rucksacs which do not contain much.”

Their rooms were alongside one another and their appointments were

plain to the point of exiguity, but they were clean and the beds looked

comfortable enough.

“From the mere point of economy it’s obvious we must get married at

once,” laughed Ray, and Lois blushed but raised no objection.

“It’ll have to be a pauper’s wedding,” he ran on, “And we’ll have

a wedding-tea at Ma’m’selle’s shop and blow out one franc each on

it. I wonder what it will cost to get married? If it’s more than we

save on the room in, say, a fortnight, we can’t do it,”--at which

Lois laughed enjoyably.--“There used to be a jolly old Scotch parson

here. We’ll look him up and put the case before him. Perhaps, in the

circumstances, he’ll do it for nothing--or at all events, give us

credit till we reach home.”

And, presently, they went along to the little church in the rue de la

Gare and got the minister’s address and went along to his house, but

they found that he was away on holiday and so they had to deal with his

locum.

He proved very pleasant and amiable, however, and when the whole matter

had been explained to him he undertook to marry them as soon as they

chose and free of charge.

“Then to-morrow, please,” said Ray. “You see we save a franc a day by

getting married, and when you’ve only got five pounds altogether it’s

something.”

“If you get no reply to your telegram, you must see the Vice-Consul.

He’s Swiss, but a good chap. Some provision is to be made, I believe,

for our stranded fellow-countrymen. There are a great many here in much

the same position, and more coming in every day. It’s making a lot of

trouble, this wretched war.”

“It’ll make a lot more before it’s finished, I’m afraid. If I were home

I’d probably be in it myself--I’m in the London Scottish, you see,----”

“Ah?--You’re a kiltie, are you?” with a sparkle in the eye.

“Been one four years, and I expect every man we can scrape will be

needed before we’re through. What are folks here thinking about it all,

sir?”

“Not over well for us, I’m afraid,”--with a gloomy shake of the head.

“The Germans are not liked here, as you may have found----”

“We haven’t met one single person that has a good word to say for any

one of them.”

“Exactly! Their bumptiousness and lack of manners make them a byword.

But all the same they are believed to be overwhelmingly strong and

wonderfully organised. I should describe the general feeling as a fear

that Germany may win. In which case it will be a bad thing for us here.

We have one powerful factor in our favour, however.”

“And what is that, sir?”

“We’re in the right this time. We haven’t always been, but this time we

certainly are. And righteousness tells in the long run.”

“I hope it will. I can’t imagine England knocking under to Germany.

It’s unthinkable.”

“The Right will win.... Meanwhile they are hammering away at poor

little Belgium because she would not allow them free passage to Paris.

And she’s doing magnificently----”

“Belgium! Think of it! I’d no idea she had it in her. One has come to

associate Belgium so with Congo atrocities and purely material things

that anything heroic in her surprises one.”

“Heroic is the word. She’s holding the fort while Britain and France

and Russia get ready. It may be that she is saving Europe from

Pan-Germanism.”

“Splendid! I take off my hat to her. Good thing old Leopold’s not in

the saddle! The new man must be a good sort.”

“He must be.... Then to-morrow, Mr. Luard. Shall we say at eleven? And

I hope, my dear,”--to Lois,--“it will make for your happiness.”

“Oh, it will,” she assured him. “And it is very very good of you.”

When Ray and Lois came down to their dinner-supper, that first

night, in the common-room of their unpretentious pension, they found

a numerous company already busily at work, and were somewhat taken

aback by their looks,--burly, moustached and bearded men in blouses

and dungarees, with an odour and look of trains and engines about

them;--loud of voice, disputatious indeed, and oblivious of manners.

Lois shrank a little at sight and sound of them. But their

hostess directed them to a small table apart, covered with a

red-and-white-check cover, over which she spread a table cloth and even

provided them with napkins. For seats they had high stools without

backs. “It feels like a music-lesson,” whispered Lois,--and--“I hope

it will be more satisfying,” murmured Ray. “I’m hungry,” and watched

the black-a-vises critically out of the corners of his eyes. They toned

down for a moment when the strangers entered, and passed remarks sotto

voce between themselves, but in a minute or two were in full blast

again.

“They look like brigands,” murmured Lois. “They won’t murder us in our

beds, will they?”

“The fact of our being here will prove that we’re not worth it, I

should say.”

“I shall barricade my door all the same ... if I can. There’s not

overmuch to barricade with.”

“They’re probably quite decent fellows,--railway-men from the look of

them, and they’re generally a good sort.”

And they proved entirely so and never gave them any trouble whatever,

beyond the noise of their arguments, which was at all times tremendous

and more than once looked like ending in blows.

Most of them drifted back to work when their meal was over. With

the two or three who remained over their cigarettes, Ray got into

conversation on the war and picked up some interesting bits of

information.

Some of them had just, in the course of their work, come through

from Italy, and the thing that was exercising them all at the moment

was--what was Italy going to do? If she came in against France their

opinion was that Germany would win. If Italy maintained neutrality,

as some of them insisted was likely from what they saw and heard down

there, then they thought the other side might have a chance, but it

would be no easy job. They, also, were mightily impressed with the

idea of Germany’s strength and preparedness. But they liked her no

better than anyone else. Most of their Italian fellows had already been

recalled to the colours.

“It’ll be a bad day for the world if she wins,” said Ray.

And, “You’re right, monsieur, without a doubt,” was their unanimous

verdict.

Lois duly barricaded her door with her alpenstock and only chair, but

no murderous attempt was made on her, and she laughed at herself in the

morning, and felt like apologising to the noisy, good-humoured crew.

Promptly at eleven o’clock, too joyous of heart to let themselves be

troubled by their outward shabbiness, they walked into the little dark

gray church on the road above the station and were quietly married,

with the delightful assistance of the pastor’s wife, who was immensely

interested in their little romance. And afterwards he insisted on the

newly-married pair joining them at their mid-day meal.

“It will be a very modest wedding-feast,” he said. “But such as it

is----”

“We can’t afford to refuse such a noble offer,” laughed Ray. “We were

going to celebrate the great occasion by spending a whole franc each at

the tea-shop near the Kursaal. We save two francs and enjoy your good

company. It’s great, and we are very much obliged to you.”

“You would do as much for us if ever the occasion offered.”

“Just give us the chance, sir, and you’ll see.”

Next day the kindly Scot accompanied him on a visit to the Vice-Consul,

whom they found already being worried and badgered into desperation by

the clamorous demands of their stranded fellow-countrymen and women,

especially the latter. For every lady in distress seemed to think her

own special plight the extremest limit in that direction, and each one

claimed the individual attention of her country’s representative and

required him to send her home instantly, bag and baggage, and to ensure

her safe arrival there.

It was obviously something of a relief to him to meet a man whose

requirements were definite and modest and his methods business-like.

Ray briefly stated his case and asked if he could do anything towards

getting a telegram through for him.

“My uncle, Sir Anthony Luard, will send me money instantly when he

learns of our plight,--that is, if it is possible to do so,” he said.

“What do you think of the prospects?”

“At the moment--very doubtful. Later on things will settle down

somewhat no doubt. I am trying to get through by way of the south.

France and Germany are quite out of the question. What are your

immediate needs, Mr Luard?”

“Very small. We are cutting our coat according to the cloth we have.

Six francs a day pays our board and lodging,”--at which the Consul

permitted himself a brief smile. “But we had to walk all the way from

Innsbruck, you see, so we sent all our baggage to Meran with a Mr

Lockhart, the man who writes about Tirol,”--the consul nodded--“And we

really must buy some few things to go on with. Could I possibly draw on

Sir Anthony through you for a small sum?”

“We’ll manage it somehow. You see how I’m situated,”--with a wave of

the hand towards the adjoining room full of clamorous applicants. “As

far as I can I must do something for everybody. If I find you fifty

francs a week at present, how will that do?”

“Splendidly, and I’m ever so grateful to you. I’ve had visions of us

sleeping on a seat on the quai and eating grass.”

“We’ll hope it will not come to that for any of you,” smiled the

consul. “If the amount grows large enough to make a small draft I will

get you to sign one. But I am hoping that some arrangement will be

made before long for getting you all home through mid-France. All the

fighting is likely to be on the frontiers for some time to come, I

should say.”

“And then in Germany we will hope.”

“Germany is very strong,” said the Vice-Consul cautiously. “One can’t

foresee what may happen.”

And so their way was to that extent smoothed for them. Board and

lodging were at all events assured, and if they were not everything

that could be desired they might have been much worse, though truly

they could not have been much cheaper. The food, if a little rough,

was well-cooked and sufficient, and Monsieur and Madame of the Estèphe

and their four comely daughters grew more and more friendly under

the influence of prompt and regular payments, and did all they could

for their comfort. And Ray and Lois testified their gratitude to

Mademoiselle of the tea-shop by having a festive cup and a chat with

her every day when their rambles had not led them too far afield.

Walking, since it cost nothing, was their one diversion. Fortunately

they were both in good condition, and in spite of the heat they enjoyed

their tramps immensely. Madame of the Pension met their wishes and

provided them with portable lunches, which, if somewhat monotonous in

their constitution, were undoubtedly satisfying, and she generally

managed to amplify their evening meal to their entire contentment,

and indeed showed herself not a little proud of the distinction such

high-class guests conferred upon her establishment.

Their chief lack was news. English papers were beyond their pocket and

almost unattainable, and the local ones contained but very one-sided

and garbled statements of what was going on at the various fronts.

Cook’s offices were closed, so no news could be got there. The ‘Feuille

d’Avis’ was indeed stuck up each day in the office-window in the

Market-Place, and they went along every morning and read it for what it

was worth. But it was only by applying to their friend the consul that

they could get any actual facts, and those not of the most recent nor

of the most vital. And he was so terribly overworked that they disliked

troubling him.

At times, indeed, in sheer self-defence he locked his door and stuck

up a notice saying that he was broken down and could see no one. Then

the clamorous throng gnashed its teeth and leaned its elbows on his

bell-push, and Lois and Ray were so ashamed of their fellows that they

preferred getting along as best they could without news sooner than

harass him further.

They managed to keep brooding at bay very enjoyably by exploring

all their surroundings,--from Chillon--they could not afford to go

inside,--to Vevey;--to the Rochers-de-Naye by Veytaux and Recourbes;

and up to Les Avants and the Chauderon Gorge. Anywhere and everywhere

attainable to pedestrians they went, with unbounded energy and immense

satisfaction, and savoured the joy of life to the very fullest.

The restful beauty of the shimmering blue lake, and the uplifting glory

of the peaks of the Valais and Vaudois and Savoy, viewed as they were

through the glamour of their fulfilled love, wrought themselves into

the very texture of their lives.

To Lois it was a time of rare enchantment, heightened and

intensified--like the shining of stars in a blue-black sky--by the grim

horror of the war-clouds beyond. It might all come to an end any day.

The future might have in it unthinkable sorrows. But this at least was

theirs, and the joyous memory of it would never fail them.

“Ray! I am so glad it has all happened just so;--as far as we are

concerned, I mean. These days are my jewels. They will shine for me

always and always, and I can never lose them. Oh I am glad, glad, glad

to have lived them!”

“And what do you think I am, dear? Do you think there ever were two

happier people on this earth?”

“Never! It is not possible.”

They were perched in a little eyrie, high up the mountain-side near

Crêt d’y Bau, shoulder to shoulder for the joyful feeling of one

another, gazing out over the lake towards Geneva, eating the little

wild raspberries of inexpressibly delicious flavour which they had

gathered as they climbed.

“Whatever may come to us now we can bear it because we have had

all this,” she sighed contentedly. And asked presently, in a lower

key,--“Do you think it is possible for people to be too happy, Ray? ...

that we shall have to pay for it later on?”

“No, my dear, I don’t. Why should we? We were meant to be happy. It’s

only folly or wickedness--either in ourselves or other people--that

brings unhappiness ...”--and, stumbling along after the thread of his

thought,--“and, it seems to me that if we keep ourselves up to the

pitch of deserving happiness, whatever happens outside us cannot take

it from us. Troubles may come. Not many folks get through life without

them, and they don’t turn out the best folks as a rule. But if we

remain to one another what we are now, we shall be proof against them

all and they won’t hurt us.... In other words, my child, it is not

outward circumstance that counts, but our own inner feelings.”

“Yes! I’m feeling all that, and more and more every day.... If this

horrid war goes on do you think you will really be called up? I thought

the London Scottish and the rest were only for home-defence.”

“I wish to goodness we knew just how things stand. If it’s going to be

a life-and-death struggle England must do her proper share. Compared

with the armies over here ours is trifling,--in point of numbers, I

mean. As far as it goes it’s probably better than any of them. But it’s

very very small in comparison with their millions. And numbers tell.

There may be a national call for volunteers. If it comes you wouldn’t

have me shirk it?”

“No ... but oh, I wish it might not come,” and she pressed his arm

closer against her heart.

The Kursaal concerts, costing at the lowest one franc each, were beyond

them of course. So in the soft autumnal evenings they spent most of

their time on the quais outside the gardens, sitting when a seat was

obtainable, wandering along with the rest, leaning over the railings,

with the dark lake stretching from under their feet away into the

infinitude of night. There they could hear the music quite as well as

the wealthier folk inside, and without a doubt enjoyed it more than any

of them.

The sunsets were wonderful beyond words. The evening star hung like a

jewel in the afterglow and twinkled at itself in the smooth mirror

below. Then the summer lightning played fitfully over the further

hills and set the lake, and the bayonets of the quai-patrol that

guarded them from invasion, shimmering and gleaming, and looked so like

menacing signals that their thoughts turned constantly to the fact that

somewhere over there the world was dreadfully at war.

When it grew quite dark, parties of sober merry-makers would put off

in small boats, each with its coloured lantern, and ply quietly to and

fro, weaving their trailing reflections into patterns of extraordinary

beauty, till the lake below looked like a great dark blue carpet shot

through and through with wavering tracery of gleaming gold and all the

colours of the rainbow. And it was all undoubtedly very charming and

beautiful, but, to Lois, it was also all most strangely unreal and

evanescent, as though at any moment, at the sound of bell or whistle,

it might all vanish and give place to scenes less tranquil. For

somewhere over there the world was at war and how far it might spread

none could tell.

So the days ran on, and only now and again when it rained, and trips up

aloft were out of the question, did they ever find them long.

Their chief lack still was news of what was actually happening over

yonder behind the curtain. And this began to tell on Ray though he did

his best at first to hide it. But Lois saw and understood.

Away across there in Belgium and the north of France, England might

be feeling already the sore need of every man she could put into the

field. His fellows might already be pressing to the front. And he was

tied here by the leg.

He did his best not to show how he was feeling it, but there it was,

and his thoughtful silences, and an occasional concentrated pinching of

the brows which she had never seen in him before, told Lois the tale

even before he spoke of it.

To her he was quiet thoughtfulness itself and the perfection of married

lovers. For deep down in his heart was the knowledge that before very

long the time for parting might come. It would be sore to leave her.

It would wring his heart and hers. But he knew that if duty called she

would not have him stop. He set himself to make sure, and surer still,

that these brief days of married love should hold in their memory no

smallest flaw, and he succeeded to the full.

He told her all that was in his heart concerning future possibilities,

and they talked it all over quietly, soberly, lovingly, and were the

stronger and richer in their love.

“Whatever comes, we have had this, and nothing can take it from

us,--and the rest is in God’s hands,”--was the end to which they always

came and the strong rope to which they clung. And their love grew ever

deeper and stronger for this trying of it.

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