CHAPTER XXXVII.

Clara had been taken ill while waiting on the unconscious Garcia, and the

attack had been so violent as to drive her at once to her room and bed.

The first person whom Coronado met when he reached the house was Aunt

Maria, oscillating from one invalid to the other in such fright and

confusion that she did not know whether she was strong-minded or not; but

thus far chiefly troubled about Garcia, who seemed to her to be in a dying

state.

"Your uncle!" she exclaimed, beckoning wildly to Coronado as he rushed in

at the door.

"I know," he answered hastily. "A servant told me. How is Clara?"

He was as pale as a man of his dark complexion could be. Aunt Maria caught

his alarm, and, forgetting at once all about Garcia, ran on with him to

Clara's room. The girl was just then in one of her spasms, her features

contracted and white, and her forehead covered with a cold sweat.

"What is it?" whispered Mrs. Stanley, clutching Coronado by the arm and

staring eagerly at his anxious eyes.

"It is--fever," he returned, making a great effort to control his rage and

terror. "Give her warm water to drink. My God! give her something."

He sent three servants in succession to search for three different

physicians swearing at them violently while they made their preparations,

telling them to ride like the devil, to kill their horses, etc. When he

returned to Clara's room she had come out of her paroxysm, and was feebly

trying to smile away Aunt Maria's terrors.

"My cousin!" he whispered in unmistakable anguish of spirit.

"I am better," she replied. "Thank you, Coronado. How is Garcia?"

Coronado looked as if he were devoting some one to the infernal furies;

but he suppressed his emotion and replied in a smothered voice, "I will go

and see."

Hurrying to his uncle's room, he motioned out the attendants, closed the

door, locked it, and then, with a scowl of rage and alarm, advanced upon

the invalid, who by this time was perfectly conscious.

"What have you given her?" demanded Coronado, in a hoarse mutter.

"I don't know what you mean," stammered the old man. He shut his one eye,

not because he could not keep it open, but to evade the conflict which was

coming upon him.

Taking quick advantage of the closed eye, Coronado turned to a

dressing-table, pulled out a drawer, seized a key, and opened Garcia's

trunk. Before the old man could interfere, the younger one held in his

hand a paper containing two ounces or so of white powder.

"Did you give her this?" demanded Coronado.

Garcia stared at the paper with such a scared and guilty face, that it was

equivalent to a confession.

Coronado turned away to hide his face. There was a strange smile upon it;

at first it was a joy which made him half angelic; then it became

amusement. He tottered to a chair, threw himself into it with the air of a

thoroughly wearied man who finds rest delicious, put a grain of the powder

on his tongue, and then drew a long sigh, a sigh of entire relief.

We must explain. The inner history of this scene is not a tragedy, but a

farce. For two weeks or more Coronado had been watching his uncle day and

night, and at last had found in his trunk a paper of powder which he

suspected to be arsenic. A blunderer would have destroyed or hidden it,

thereby warning Garcia that he was being looked after, and causing him to

be more careful about his hiding places. Coronado emptied the paper,

snapped off every grain of the powder with his finger, wiped it clean with

his handkerchief, and refilled it with another powder. The selection of

this second powder was another piece of cleverness. He had at hand both

flour and finely pulverized sugar; but he wanted to learn whether Garcia

would really dose the girl, and he wanted a chance to frighten him; so he

chose a substance which would be harmless, and yet would cause illness.

"You will be hung," said Coronado, staring sternly at his uncle.

"I don't know what you mean," mumbled the old man, trembling all over.

"What a fool you were to use a poison so easily detected as arsenic! I

have sent for doctors. They will recognize her symptoms. You prepared the

chocolate. Here is the arsenic in your trunk. You will be hung."

"Give me that paper," whimpered Garcia, rising from his bed and staggering

toward Coronado. "Give it to me. It is mine."

Coronado put the package behind him with one hand and held off his uncle

with the other.

"You must go," he persisted. "She won't live two hours. Be off before you

are arrested. Take horse for San Francisco. If there is a steamer, get

aboard of it. Never mind where it sails to."

"Give me the paper," implored Garcia, going down on his knees. "O Madre de

Dios! My head, my head! Oh, what extremities! Give me the paper. Carlos,

it was all for your sake."

"Are you going?" demanded Coronado.

"Oh yes. Madre de Dios! I am going."

"Come along. By the back way. Do you want to pass _her_ room? Do you want

to see your work? I will send your trunk to the bankers. Quit California

at the first chance. Quit it at once, if you go to China."

As Coronado looked after the flying old man he heard himself called by

Mrs. Stanley, who was by this time in great terror about Clara, trotting

hither and thither after help and counsel.

"Oh, Mr. Coronado, do come!" she urged. Then, catching sight of the

galloping Garcia, "But what does that mean? Has he gone mad?"

"Nearly," said Coronado. "I brought him news of pressing business. How is

my cousin?"

"Oh dear! I am terribly alarmed. Do look at her. Will those doctors never

come!"

Coronado, who had been a little in advance of Mrs. Stanley as they hurried

toward Clara's room, suddenly stopped, wheeled about with a smile, seized

her hands, and shook them heartily.

"I have it," he exclaimed with a fine imitation of joyful astonishment.

"There is no danger. I can explain the whole trouble. My poor uncle has

these attacks, and he is extravagantly fond of chocolate. To relieve the

attacks he always carries a paper of medicine in one of his vest pockets.

To sweeten his chocolate he carries a paper of sugar in the companion

pocket. You may be sure that he has made a mistake between the two. He has

dosed Clara with his physic. There is no danger."

He laughed in the most natural manner conceivable; then he checked himself

and said: "My poor little cousin! It is no joke for her."

"Certainly not," snapped Aunt Maria, relieved and yet angry. "How

excessively stupid! Here is Clara as sick as can be, and I frightened out

of my senses. Men ought not to meddle with cookery. They are such botches,

even in their own business!"

But presently, after she had given Coronado's explanation to Clara, and

the girl had laughed heartily over it and declared herself much better,

Aunt Maria recovered her good humor and began to pity that poor, sick,

driven Garcia.

"The brave old creature!" she said. "Out of his fits and off on his

business. I must say he is a wonder. Let us hope he will come out all

right, and soon return to us. But really he ought to be seen to. He may

fall off his horse in a fit, or he may dose somebody dreadfully with his

chocolate and get taken up for poisoning. Mr. Coronado, you ought to ride

into town to-morrow and look after him."

"Certainly," replied Coronado. He did so, and returned with the news that

Garcia had sailed to San Diego, having been summoned back to Santa Fé by

the state of his affairs. That day and the night following he slept

fourteen hours, making up the arrears of rest which he had lost in

watching his uncle. Henceforward he was easier; he had a pretty clear

field before him; there was no one present to poison Clara; no one but

himself to court her. And the courtship went forward with a better

prospect of success than is quite agreeable to contemplate.

Coronado and Clara were Adam and Eve; they were the only man and woman in

this paradise. People thus situated are claimed by a being whom most call

a goddess, and some a demon. She is protean; she is at once an invariable

formula and an individual caprice; she is a law governing the universal

multitude, and a passion swaying the unit. She seems to be under an

impression that, where a couple are left alone together, they are the last

relics of the human race, and that if they do not marry the type will

perish. Indifferent to all considerations but one, she pushes them toward

each other.

There is comparative safety from her in a crowd. Bachelors and maidens who

mingle by hundreds may remain bachelors and maidens. But pair them off in

lonely places and see if the result is not amazingly hymeneal. A fellow

who has run the gauntlet of seven years of parties in New York will marry

the first agreeable girl whom he meets in Alaska. There is such a thing as

leaving the haunts of men and repairing to waste places to find a husband.

We are told that English girls have reduced this to a system, and that

fair archers who have failed at Brighton go out to hunt successfully in

India.

Well, Coronado had the favoring chances of solitude, propinquity, and

daily opportunity. Seldom away from Clara for a day together, he was in

condition to take advantage of any of those moods which lay woman open to

courtship, such as gratitude for attentions, a disgust with loneliness, a

desire for something to love. It was a great thing for him that there was

work about the hacienda which no woman could easily do; that there were

men servants to govern, horses to be herded, valued, and sold, and lands

to be cultivated. All these male mysteries were soon handed over to

Coronado, subject to the advice of Aunt Maria and the final judgment of

Clara. The result was that _he_ and _she_ got into a way of frequently

discussing many things which threatened to habituate her to the idea of

being at one with him through life.

Have you ever watched two specks floating in a vessel of water? For a long

time they approach each other so slowly that the movement is imperceptible

but at last they are within range of each other's magnetism; there is a

start, a swift rush, and they are together. Thus it was that Clara was

gently, very gently, and unconsciously to herself, approaching Coronado. A

mote on the wave of life, she was subject to attraction, as all of us

motes are, and this man was the only tractor at hand. Aunt Maria did not

count, for woman cannot absorb woman. As to Thurstane, he not only was not

there, but he was not anywhere, as she at last believed.

Not a word from him or about him, except one letter from the

Adjutant-General, which somehow evaded Coronado's brazier, gave her a

moment of choking hope and fear, opened its white, official lips,

acknowledged her "communication," and stopped there. The unseen tragedies

in which souls suffer are numberless. Here was one. The girl had written

with tears and heart-beats, and then with tears and heart-beats had

waited. At last came the words, "I have the honor to acknowledge, etc.,

very respectfully, etc." It was one of the business-like facts of life

unknowingly trampling upon a bleeding sentiment.

Imagine Clara's agitations during this long suspense; her plans and hopes

and despairs would furnish matter for a library. There was not a day, if

indeed there was an hour, during which her mind was not the theatre of a

dozen dramas whereof Thurstane was the hero, either triumphant or

perishing. They were horribly fragmentary; they broke off and pieced on to

each other like nightmares; one moment he was rescued, and the next

tomahawked. And this last fancy, despite all her struggles to hope, was

for the most part victorious. Meantime Coronado, guessing her sufferings,

and suffering horribly himself with jealousy, talked much and

sympathetically to her of Thurstane. So much did this man bear, and with

such outward sweetness did he bear it, that one half longs to consider him

a martyr and saint. Pity that his goodness should not bear dissection;

that it should have no more life in it than a stuffed mannikin; that it

should be just fit to scare crows with.

But hypocrite as Coronado was, he was clever enough to win every day more

of Clara's confidence; and perhaps she might have walked into this whited

sepulchre in due time had it not been for an accident. Cantering into San

Francisco to hold a consultation with her lawyer, she was saluted in the

street by a United States officer, also on horseback. She instinctively

drew rein, her pulse throbbing at sight of the uniform, and wild hopes

beating at her heart.

"Miss Van Diemen, I believe," said the officer, a dark, stout,

bold-looking trooper. "I am glad to see that you reached here in safety.

You have forgotten me. I am Major Robinson."

"I remember," said Clara, who had not recollected him at first because she

was looking solely for Thurstane. "You passed us in the desert."

"Yes, I took your soldiers away from you, and you declined my escort. I

was anxious about you afterwards. Well, it has ended right in spite of me.

Of course you have heard of Thurstane's escape."

"Escape!" exclaimed Clara, her face turning scarlet and then pale. "Oh!

tell me!"

The major stared. He had guessed a love affair between these two; he had

inferred it in the desert from the girl's anxiety about the young man.

How came it that she knew nothing of the escape?

"So I have heard," he went on. "I think there can be no mistake about it.

I learned it from a civilian who left Fort Yuma some weeks ago. I don't

think he could have been mistaken. He told me that the lieutenant was

there then. Not well, I am sorry to say; rather broken down by his

hardships. Oh, nothing serious, you know. But he was a trifle under the

weather, which may account for his not letting his friends hear from him."

At the story that Thurstane was alive, all Clara's love had arisen as if

from a grave, and the mightier because of its resurrection. She was full

of self-reproaches. It seemed to her that she had neglected him; that she

had cruelly left him to die. Why had she not guessed that he was sick

there, and flown to nurse him to health? What had he thought of her

conduct? She must go to him at once.

"I am sorry to say that I can tell you no more," continued the major in

response to her eager gaze.

"I am so obliged to you!" gasped Clara. "If you hear anything more, will

you please let me know? Will you please come and see me?"

The major promised and took down her address, but added that he was just

starting on an inspecting tour, and that for a fortnight to come he should

be able to give her no further information.

They had scarcely parted ere Clara had resolved to go at once to Fort

Yuma. The moment was favorable, for she had with her an intelligent and

trustworthy servant, and Coronado had been summoned to a distance by

business, so that he could make no opposition. She hastened to her

lawyer's, finished her affairs there, drew what money she needed for her

journey, learned that a brig was about to start for the Gulf, and sent her

man to secure a passage. When he returned with news that the Lolotte would

sail next day at noon, she decided not to go back to the hacienda, and

took rooms at a hotel.

What would people say? She did not care; she was going. She had been

womanish and timorous too long; this was the great crisis which would

decide her future; she must be worthy of it and of _him_. But remembering

Aunt Maria, she sent a letter by messenger to the hacienda, explaining

that pressing business called her to be absent for some weeks, and

confessing in a postscript that her business referred to Lieutenant

Thurstane. This letter brought Coronado down upon her next morning.

Returning home unexpectedly, he learned the news from his friend Mrs.

Stanley, and was hammering at Clara's door not more than an hour later,

all in a tremble with anxiety and rage.

"This must not be," he stormed. "Such a journey! Twenty-five hundred

miles! And for a man who has not deigned to write to you! It is degrading.

I will not have it. I forbid it."

"Coronado, stop!" ordered Clara; and it is to be feared that she stamped

her little foot at him; at all events she quelled him instantly.

He sat down, glared like a mad dog, sprang up and rushed to the door,

halted there to stare at her imploringly, and finally muttered in a hoarse

voice, "Well--let it be so--since you are crazed. But I shall go with

you."

"You can go," replied Clara haughtily, after meditating for some seconds,

during which he looked the picture of despair. "You can go, if you wish

it."

An hour later she said, in her usually gentle tone, "Coronado, pardon me

for having spoken to you angrily. You are kinder than I deserve."

The reader can infer from this speech how humble, helpful, and courteous

the man had been in the mean time. Coronado was no half-way character; if

he did not like you, he was the fellow to murder you; if he decided to be

sweet, he was all honey. Perhaps we ought to ask excuse for Clara's

tartness by explaining that she was in a state of extreme anxiety,

remembering that Robinson had hesitated when he said Thurstane was not so

very ill, and fearing lest he knew worse things than he had told.

Meanwhile, let no one suppose that the Mexican meant to let his lady love

go to Fort Yuma. He had his plan for stopping her, and we may put

confidence enough in him to believe that it was a good one; only at the

last moment circumstances turned up which decided him to drop it. Yes, at

the last moment, just as he was about to pull his leading strings, he saw

good reason for wishing her far away from San Francisco.

A face appeared to him; at the first glimpse of it Coronado slipped into

the nearest doorway, and from that moment his chief anxiety was to cause

the girl to vanish. Yes, he must get her started on her voyage, even at

the risk of her continuing it.

"What the devil is he here for?" he muttered. "Has he found out that she

is living?"

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