CHAPTER XXXIII.

The tread of Coronado's horse passing within fifteen feet of Thurstane

roused him from the troubled sleep into which he had sunk after his long

fainting fit.

Slowly he opened his eyes, to see nothing but long grasses close to his

face, and through them a haze of mountains and sky. His first moments of

wakening were so far from being a full consciousness that he did not

comprehend where he was. He felt very, very weak, and he continued to lie

still.

But presently he became aware of sounds; there was a trampling, and then

there were words; the voices of life summoned him to live. Instantly he

remembered two things: the starving comrades whom it was his duty to save,

and the loved girl whom he longed to find. Slowly and with effort,

grasping at the rock to aid his trembling knees, he rose to his feet just

as Clara turned her horse's head toward the plain.

Coronado threw a last anxious glance in the direction of the wretch whom

he meant to abandon to the desert. To his horror he saw a lean, smirched,

ghostly face looking at him in a dazed way, as if out of the blinding

shades of death. The quickness of this villain was so wonderful that one

is almost tempted to call it praiseworthy. He perceived at once that

Thurstane would be discovered, and that he, Coronado, must make the

discovery, or he might be charged with attempting to leave him to die.

"Good heavens!" he exclaimed loudly, "there he is!"

Clara turned: there was a scream of joy: she was on the ground, running:

she was in Thurstane's arms. During that unearthly moment there was no

thought in those two of Coronado, or of any being but each other. It is

impossible fully to describe such a meeting; its exterior signs are beyond

language; its emotion is a lifetime. If words are feeble in presence of

the heights and depths of the Colorado, they are impotent in presence of

the altitudes and abysses of great passion. Human speech has never yet

completely expressed human intellect, and it certainly never will

completely express human sentiments. These lovers, who had been wandering

in chasms impenetrable to hope, were all of a sudden on mountain summits

dizzy with joy. What could they say for themselves, or what can another

say for them?

Clara only uttered inarticulate murmurs, while her hands crawled up

Thurstane's arms, pressing and clutching him to make sure that he was

alive. There was an indescribable pathos in this eagerness which could not

trust to sight, but must touch also, as if she were blind. Thurstane held

her firmly, kissing hair, forehead, and temples, and whispering, "Clara!

Clara!" Her face, which had turned white at the first glimpse of him, was

now roseate all over and damp with a sweet dew. It became smirched with

the dust of his face; but she would only have rejoiced, had she known it;

his very squalor was precious to her.

At last she fell back from him, held him at arm's length with ease, and

stared at him. "Oh, how sick!" she gasped. "How thin! You are starving."

She ran to her horse, drew from her saddle-bags some remnants of food, and

brought them to him. He had sunk down faint upon a stone, and he was too

weak to speak aloud; but he gave her a smile of encouragement which was at

once pathetic and sublime. It said, "I can bear all alone; you must not

suffer for me." But it said this out of such visible exhaustion, that,

instead of being comforted, she was terrified.

"Oh, you must not die," she whispered with quivering mouth. "If you die, I

will die."

Then she checked her emotion and added, "There! Don't mind me. I am silly.

Eat."

Meanwhile Coronado looked on with such a face as Iago might have worn had

he felt the jealousy of Othello. For the first time he positively knew

that the woman he loved was violently in love with another. He suffered so

horribly that we should be bound to pity him, only that he suffered after

the fashion of devils, his malignity equalling his agony. While he was in

such pain that his heart ceased beating, his fingers curled like snakes

around the handle of his revolver. Nothing kept him from shooting that

man, yes, and that woman also, but the certainty that the deed would make

him a fugitive for life, subject everywhere to the summons of the hangman.

Once, almost overcome by the temptation, he looked around for the train.

It was within hearing; he thought he saw Mrs. Stanley watching him; two of

his Mexicans were approaching at full speed. He dismounted, sat down upon

a stone, partially covered his face with his hand, and tried to bring

himself to look at the two lovers. At last, when he perceived that

Thurstane was eating and Clara merely kneeling by, he walked tremulously

toward them, scarcely conscious of his feet.

"Welcome to life, lieutenant," he said. "I did not wish to interrupt. Now

I congratulate."

Thurstane looked at him steadily, seemed to hesitate for a moment, and

then put out his hand.

"It was I who discovered you," went on Coronado, as he took the lean,

grimy fingers in his buckskin gauntlet.

"I know it," mumbled the young fellow; then with a visible effort he

added, "Thanks."

Presently the two Mexicans pulled up with loud exclamations of joy and

wonder. One of them took out of his haversack a quantity of provisions and

a flask of aguardiente; and Coronado handed them to Thurstane with a

smile, hoping that he would surfeit himself and die.

"No," said Clara, seizing the food. "You have eaten enough. You may

drink."

"Where are the others?" she presently asked.

"In the hills," he answered. "Starving. I must go and find them."

"No, no!" she cried. "You must go to the train. Some one else will look

for them."

One of the rancheros now dismounted and helped Thurstane into his saddle.

Then, the Mexican steadying him on one side and Clara riding near him on

the other, he was conducted to the train, which was at that moment going

into park near a thicket of willows.

In an amazingly short time he was very like himself. Healthy and plucky,

he had scarcely swallowed his food and brandy before he began to draw

strength from them; and he had scarcely begun to breathe freely before he

began to talk of his duties.

"I must go back," he insisted. "Glover and Sweeny are starving. I must

look them up."

"Certainly," answered Coronado.

"No!" protested Clara. "You are not strong enough."

"Of course not," chimed in Aunt Maria with real feeling, for she was

shocked by the youth's haggard and ghastly face.

"Who else can find them?" he argued. "I shall want two spare animals.

Glover can't march, and I doubt whether Sweeny can."

"You shall have all you need," declared Coronado.

"He mustn't go," cried Clara. Then, seeing in his face that he _would_ go,

she added, "I will go with him."

"No, no," answered several voices. "You would only be in the way."

"Give me my horse," continued Thurstane. "Where are Meyer and Kelly?"

He was told how they had gone on to Fort Yuma with Major Robinson, taking

his horse, the government mules, stores, etc.

"Ah! unfortunate," he said. "However, that was right. Well, give me a mule

for myself, two mounted muleteers, and two spare animals; some provisions

also, and a flask of brandy. Let me start as soon as the men and beasts

have eaten. It is forty miles there and back."

"But you can't find your way in the night," persisted Clara.

"There is a moon," answered Thurstane, looking at her gratefully; while

Coronado added encouragingly, "Twenty miles are easily done."

"Oh yes!" hoped Clara. "You can almost get there before dark. Do start at

once."

But Coronado did not mean that Thurstane should set out immediately. He

dropped various obstacles in the way: for instance, the animals and men

must be thoroughly refreshed; in short, it was dusk before all was ready.

Meantime Clara had found an opportunity of whispering to Thurstane.

"_Must_ you?" And he had answered, looking at her as the Huguenot looks at

his wife in Millais's picture, "My dear love, you know that I must."

"You _will_ be careful of yourself?" she begged. "For your sake."

"But remember that man," she whispered, looking about for Texas Smith.

"He is not going. Come, my own darling, don't frighten yourself. Think of

my poor comrades."

"I will pray for them and for you all the time you are gone. But oh,

Ralph, there is one thing. I must tell you. I am so afraid. I did wrong to

let Coronado see how much I care for you. I am afraid--"

He seemed to understand her. "It isn't possible," he murmured. Then, after

eyeing her gravely for a moment, he asked, "I may be always sure of you?

Oh yes! I knew it. But Coronado? Well, it isn't possible that he would try

to commit a treble murder. Nobody abandons starving men in a desert. Well,

I must go. I must save these men. After that we will think of these other

things. Good-by, my darling."

The sultry glow of sunset had died out of the west, and the radiance of a

full moon was climbing up the heavens in the east when Thurstane set off

on his pilgrimage of mercy. Clara watched him as long as the twilight

would let her see him, and then sat down with drooped face, like a flower

which has lost the sun. If any one spoke to her, she answered tardily and

not always to the purpose. She was fulfilling her promise; she was praying

for Thurstane and the men whom he had gone to save; that is, she was

praying when her mind did not wander into reveries of terror. After a time

she started up with the thought, "Where is Texas Smith?" He was not

visible, and neither was Coronado. Suspicious of some evil intrigue, she

set out in search of them, made the circuit of the fires, and then

wandered into the willow thickets. Amid the underwood, hastening toward

the wagons, she met Coronado.

"Ah!" he started. "Is that you, my little cousin? You are as terrible in

the dark as an Apache."

"Coronado, where is your hunter?" she asked with a beating heart.

"I don't know. I have been looking for him. My dear cousin, what do you

want?"

"Coronado, I will tell you the truth. That man is a murderer. I know it."

Coronado just took the time to draw one long breath, and then replied with

sublime effrontery, "I fear so. I learn that he has told horrible stories

about himself. Well, to tell the truth, I have discharged him."

"Oh, Coronado!" gasped Clara, not knowing whether to believe him or not.

"Shall I confess to you," he continued, "that I suspect him of having

weakened that towline so as to send our friend down the San Juan?"

"He never went near the boat," heroically answered Clara, at the same time

wishing she could see Coronado's face.

"Of course not. He probably hired some one. I fear our rancheros are none

too good to be bribed. I will confess to you, my cousin, that ever since

that day I have been watching Smith."

"Oh, Coronado!" repeated Clara. She was beginning to believe this

prodigious liar, and to be all the more alarmed because she did believe

him. "So you have sent him away? I am so glad. Oh, Coronado, I thank you.

But help me look for him now. I want to know if he is in camp."

It is almost impossible to do Coronado justice. While he was pretending to

aid Clara in searching for Texas Smith, he knew that the man had gone out

to murder Thurstane. We must remember that the man was almost as wretched

as he was wicked; if punishment makes amends for crime, his was in part

absolved. As he walked about with the girl he thought over and over, Will

it kill her? He tried to answer, No. Another voice persisted in saying,

Yes. In his desperation he at last replied, Let it!

We must follow Texas Smith. He had not started on his errand until he had

received five hundred dollars in gold, and five hundred in a draft on San

Francisco. Then he had himself proposed, "I mought quit the train, an'

take my own resk acrost the plains." This being agreed to, he had mounted

his horse, slipped away through the willows, and ridden into the desert

after Thurstane.

He knew the trail; he had been from Cactus Pass to Diamond River and back

again; he knew it at least as well as the man whose life he was tracking.

He thought he remembered the spring where Glover had broken down, and felt

pretty sure that it could not be less than twenty miles from the camp.

Mounted as he was, he could put himself ahead of Thurstane and ambush him

in some ravine. Of a sudden he laughed. It was not a burst of merriment,

but a grim wrinkling of his dark, haggard cheeks, followed by a hissing

chuckle. Texas seldom laughed, and with good reason, for it was enough to

scare people.

"Mought be done," he muttered. "Mought git the better of 'em all that way.

Shute, 'an then yell. The greasers'ud think it was Injuns, an' they'd

travel for camp. Then I'd stop the spare mules an' start for Californy."

For Texas this plan was a stroke of inspiration. He was not an intelligent

scoundrel. All his acumen, though bent to the one point of roguery, had

barely sufficed hitherto to commit murders and escape hanging. He had

never prospered financially, because he lacked financial ability. He was a

beast, with all a tiger's ferocity, but with hardly more than a tiger's

intelligence. He was a savage numskull. An Apache Tonto would have been

more than his match in the arts of murder, and very nearly his match in

the arts of civilization.

Instead of following Thurstane directly, he made a circuit of several

miles through a ravine, galloped across a wide grassy plain, and pulled up

among some rounded hillocks. Here, as he calculated, he was fifteen miles

from camp, and five from the spot where lay Glover and Sweeny. The moon

had already gone down and left the desert to the starlight. Posting

himself behind a thicket, he waited for half an hour or more, listening

with indefatigable attention.

He had no scruples, but he had some fears. If he should miss, the

lieutenant would fire back, and he was cool enough to fire with effect.

Well, he wouldn't miss; what should he miss for? As for the greasers, they

would run at the first shot. Nevertheless, he did occasionally muddle over

the idea of going off to California with his gold, and without doing this

particular job. What kept him to his agreement was the hope of stealing

the spare mules, and the fear that the draft might not be paid if he

shirked his work.

"I s'pose I must show his skelp," thought Texas, "or they won't hand over

the dust."

At last there was a sound; he had set his ambush just right; there were

voices in the distance; then hoofs in the grass. Next he saw something; it

was a man on a mule; yes, and it was the right man.

He raised his cocked rifle and aimed, sighting the head, three rods away.

Suddenly his horse whinnied, and then the mule of the other reared; but

the bullet had already sped. Down went Thurstane in the darkness, while,

with an Apache yell, Texas Smith burst from his ambush and charged upon

the greasers.

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