CHAPTER XVIII.

Yes, it was a life and death race between the emigrants and the Apaches

for the San Juan. Positions of defence were all along the road, but not

one of them could be held for a day, all being destitute of grass and

water.

"There is no need of telling the ladies at once," said Thurstane to

Coronado, as they rode side by side in rear of the caravan. "Let them be

quiet as long as they can be. Their trouble will come soon enough."

"How many were there, do you think?" was the reply of a man who was much

occupied with his own chances. "Were there a hundred?"

"It's hard to estimate a mere black line like that. Yes, there must be a

hundred, besides stragglers. Their beasts have suffered, of course, as

well as ours. They have come fast, and there must be a lot in the rear.

Probably both bands are along."

"The devils!" muttered Coronado. "I hope to God they will all perish of

thirst and hunger. The stubborn, stupid devils! Why should they follow us

_here_?" he demanded, looking furiously around upon the accursed

landscape.

"Indian revenge. We killed too many of them."

"Yes," said Coronado, remembering anew the son of the chief. "Damn them! I

wish we could have killed them all."

"That is just what we must try to do," returned Thurstane deliberately.

"The question is," he resumed after a moment of business-like calculation

of chances--"the question is mainly this, whether we can go twenty-five

miles quicker than they can go thirty-five. We must be the first to reach

the river."

"We can spare a few beasts," said Coronado. "We must leave the weakest

behind."

"We must not give up provisions."

"We can eat mules."

"Not till the last moment. We shall need them to take us back."

Coronado inwardly cursed himself for venturing into this inferno, the

haunting place of devils in human shape. Then his mind wandered to

Saratoga, New York, Newport, and the other earthly heavens that were known

to him. He hummed an air; it was the _brindisi_ of Lucrezia Borgia; it

reminded him of pleasures which now seemed lost forever; he stopped in the

middle of it. Between the associations which it excited--the images of

gayety and splendor, real or feigned--a commingling of kid gloves,

bouquets, velvet cloaks, and noble names--between these glories which so

attracted his hungry soul and the present environment of hideous deserts

and savage pursuers, what a contrast there was! There, far away, was the

success for which he longed; here, close at hand, was the peril which must

purchase it. At that moment he was willing to deny his bargain with Garcia

and the devil. His boldest desire was, "Oh that I were in Santa Fé!"

By Coronado's side rode a man who had not a thought for himself. A person

who has not passed years in the army can hardly imagine the sense of

_responsibility_ which is ground into the character of an officer. He is a

despot, but a despot who is constantly accountable for the welfare of his

subjects, and who never passes a day without many grave thoughts of the

despots above him. Superior officers are in a manner his deities, and the

Army Regulations have for him the weight of Scripture. He never forgets by

what solemn rules of duty and honor he will be judged if he falls short of

his obligations. This professional conscience becomes a destiny to him,

and guides his life to an extent inconceivable by most civilians. He

acquires a habit of watching and caring for others; he cannot help

assuming a charge which falls in his way. When he is not governed by the

rule of obedience, he is governed by the rule of responsibility. The two

make up his duty, and to do his duty is his existence.

At this moment our young West Pointer, only twenty-three or four years

old, was gravely and grimly anxious for his four soldiers, for all these

people whom circumstance had placed under his protection, and even for his

army mules, provisions, and ammunition. His only other sentiment was a

passionate desire to prevent harm or even fear from approaching Clara Van

Diemen. These two sentiments might be said to make up for the present his

entire character. As we have already observed, he had not a thought for

himself.

Presently it occurred to the youngster that he ought to cheer on his

fellow-travellers.

Trotting up with a smile to Mrs. Stanley and Clara, he asked, "How do you

bear it?"

"Oh, I am almost dead," groaned Aunt Maria. "I shall have to be tied on

before long."

The poor woman, no longer youthful, it must be remembered, was indeed

badly jaded. Her face was haggard; her general get-up was in something

like scarecrow disorder; she didn't even care how she looked. So fagged

was she that she had once or twice dozed in the saddle and come near

falling.

"It was outrageous to bring us here," she went on pettishly. "Ladies

shouldn't be dragged into such hardships."

Thurstane wanted to say that he was not responsible for the journey; but

he would not, because it did not seem manly to shift all the blame upon

Coronado.

"I am very, very sorry," was his reply. "It is a frightful journey."

"Oh, frightful, frightful!" sighed Aunt Maria, twisting her aching back.

"But it will soon be over," added the officer. "Only twenty miles more to

the river."

"The river! It seems to me that I could live if I could see a river. Oh,

this desert! These perpetual rocks! Not a green thing to cool one's eyes.

Not a drop of water. I seem to be drying up, like a worm in the sunshine."

"Is there no water in the flasks?" asked Thurstane.

"Yes," said Clara. "But my aunt is feverish with fatigue."

"What I want is the sight of it--and rest," almost whimpered the elder

lady.

"Will our horses last?" asked Clara. "Mine seems to suffer a great deal."

"They _must_ last," replied Thurstane, grinding his teeth quite privately.

"Oh, yes, they will last," he immediately added. "Even if they don't, we

have mules enough."

"But how they moan! It makes me cringe to hear them."

"Twenty miles more," said Thurstane. "Only six hours at the longest. Only

half a day."

"It takes less than half a day for a woman to die," muttered the nearly

desperate Aunt Maria.

"Yes, when she sets about it," returned the officer. "But we haven't set

about it, Mrs. Stanley. And we are not going to."

The weary lady had no response ready for words of cheer; she leaned

heavily over the pommel of her saddle and rode on in silence.

"Ain't the same man she was," slyly observed Phineas Glover with a twist

of his queer physiognomy.

Thurstane, though not fond of Mrs. Stanley, would not now laugh at her

expense, and took no notice of the sarcasm. Glover, fearful lest he had

offended, doubled the gravity of his expression and tacked over to a fresh

subject.

"Shouldn't know whether to feel proud 'f myself or not, 'f I'd made this

country, Capm. Depends on what 'twas meant for. If 'twas meant to live in,

it's the poorest outfit I ever did see. If 'twas meant to scare folks,

it's jest up to the mark. 'Nuff to frighten a crow into fits. Capm, it

fairly seems more than airthly; puts me in mind 'f things in the Pilgrim's

Progress--only worse. Sh'd say it was like five thousin' Valleys 'f the

Shadow 'f Death tangled together. Tell ye, believe Christian 'd 'a' backed

out 'f he'd had to travel through here. Think Mr. Coronado 's all right in

his top hamper, Capm? Do, hey? Wal, then I'm all wrong; guess I'm 's

crazy's a bedbug. Wouldn't 'a'ketched me steerin' this course of my own

free will 'n' foreknowledge. Jest look at the land now. Don't it look like

the bottomless pit blowed up 'n' gone to smash? Tell ye, 'f the Old Boy

himself sh'd ride up alongside, shouldn't be a mite s'prised to see him.

Sh'd reckon he had a much bigger right to be s'prised to ketch me here."

After some further riding, shaking his sandy head, staring about him and

whistling, he broke out again.

"Tell ye, Capm, this beats my imagination. Used to think I c'd yarn it

pooty consid'able. But never can tell this. Never can do no manner 'f

jestice to it. Look a there now. There's a nateral bridge, or 'n unnateral

one. There's a hole blowed through a forty foot rock 's clean 's though

'twas done with Satan's own field-piece, sech 's Milton tells about. An'

there's a steeple higher 'n our big one in Fair Haven. An' there's a

church, 'n' a haystack. If the devil hain't done his biggest celebratin'

'n' carpenterin' 'n' farmin' round here, d'no 's I know where he has done

it. Beats _me_, Capm; cleans me out. Can't do no jestice to it. Can't talk

about it. Seems to me 's though I was a fool."

Yes, even Phineas Glover's small and sinewy soul (a psyche of the size,

muscular force, and agility of a flea) had been seized, oppressed, and in

a manner smashed by the hideous sublimity of this wilderness of sandstone,

basalt, and granite.

Two hours passed, during which, from the nature of the ground, the

travellers could neither see nor be seen by their pursuers. Then came a

breathless ascent up another of the monstrous sandstone terraces.

Thurstane ordered every man to dismount, so as to spare the beasts as much

as possible. He walked by the side of Clara, patting, coaxing, and

cheering her suffering horse, and occasionally giving a heave of his solid

shoulder against the trembling haunches.

"Let me walk," the girl presently said. "I can't bear to see the poor

beast so worried."

"It would be better, if you can do it," he replied, remembering that she

might soon have to call upon the animal for speed.

She dismounted, clasped her hands over his arm, and clambered thus. From

time to time, when some rocky step was to be surmounted, he lifted her

bodily up it.

"How can you be so strong?" she said, looking at him wonderingly and

gratefully.

"Miss Van Diemen, you give me strength," he could not help responding.

At last they were at the summit of the rugged slope. The animals were

trembling and covered with sweat; some of them uttered piteous whinnyings,

or rather bleatings, like distressed sheep; five or six lay down with

hollow moans and rumblings. It was absolutely necessary to take a short

rest.

Looking ahead, Thurstane saw that they had reached the top of the

tableland which lies south of the San Juan, and that nothing was before

them for the rest of the day but a rolling plateau seamed with meandering

fissures of undiscoverable depth. Traversable as the country was, however,

there was one reason for extreme anxiety. If they should lose the trail,

if they should get on the wrong side of one of those profound and endless

chasms, they might reach the river at a point where descent to it would be

impossible, and might die of thirst within sight of water. For undoubtedly

the San Juan flowed at the bottom of one of those amazing cañons which

gully this Mer de Glace in stone.

An error of direction once committed, the enemy would not give them time

to retrieve it, and they would be slaughtered like mad dogs with the foam

on their mouths.

Thurstane remembered that it would be his terrible duty in the last

extremity to send a bullet through the heart of the woman he worshipped,

rather than let her fall into the hands of brutes who would only grant her

a death of torture and dishonor. Even his steady soul failed for a moment,

and tears of desperation gathered in his eyes. For the first time in years

he looked up to heaven and prayed fervently.

From the unknown destiny ahead he turned to look for the fate which

pursued. Walking with Coronado to the brink of the colossal terrace, and

sheltering himself from the view of the rest of the party, he scanned the

trail with his glass. The dark line had now become a series of dark

specks, more than a hundred and fifty in number, creeping along the arid

floor of the lower plateau, and reminding him of venomous insects.

"They are not five miles from us," shuddered the Mexican. "Cursed beasts!

Devils of hell!"

"They have this hill to climb," said Thurstane, "and, if I am not

mistaken, they will have to halt here, as we have done. Their ponies must

be pretty well fagged by this time."

"They will get a last canter out of them," murmured Coronado. His soul was

giving way under his hardships, and it would have been a solace to him to

weep aloud. As it was, he relieved himself with a storm of blasphemies.

Oaths often serve to a man as tears do to a woman.

"We must trot now," he said presently.

"Not yet. Not till they are within half a mile of us. We must spare our

wind up to the last minute."

They were interrupted by a cry of surprise and alarm. Several of the

muleteers had strayed to the edge of the declivity, and had discovered

with their unaided eyesight the little cloud of death in the distance.

Texas Smith approached, looked from under his shading hand, muttered a

single curse, walked back to his horse, inspected his girths, and recapped

his rifle. In a minute it was known throughout the train that Apaches were

in the rear. Without a word of direction, and in a gloomy silence which

showed the general despair, the march was resumed. There was a disposition

to force a trot, which was promptly and sternly checked by Thurstane. His

voice was loud and firm; he had instinctively assumed responsibility and

command; no one disputed him or thought of it.

Three mules which could not rise were left where they lay, feebly

struggling to regain their feet and follow their comrades, but falling

back with hollow groanings and a kind of human despair in their faces.

Mile after mile the retreat continued, always at a walk, but without

halting. It was long before the Apaches were seen again, for the ascent of

the plateau lost them a considerable space, and after that they were

hidden for a time by its undulations. But about four in the afternoon,

while the emigrants were still at least five miles from the river, a group

of savage horsemen rose on a knoll not more than three miles behind, and

uttered a yell of triumph. There was a brief panic, and another attempt to

push the animals, which Thurstane checked with levelled pistol.

The train had already entered a gully. As this gully advanced it rapidly

broadened and deepened into a cañon. It was the track of an extinct river

which had once flowed into the San Juan on its way to the distant Pacific.

Its windings hid the desired goal; the fugitives must plunge into it

blindfold; whatever fate it brought them, they must accept it. They were

like men who should enter the cavern of unknown goblins to escape from

demons who were following visibly on their footsteps.

From time to time they heard ferocious yells in their rear, and beheld

their fiendish pursuers, now also in the cañon. It was like Christian

tracking the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and listening to the screams

and curses of devils. At every reappearance of the Apaches they had

diminished the distance between themselves and their expected prey, and at

last they were evidently not more than a mile behind. But there in sight

was the river; there, enclosed in one of its bends, was an alluvial plain;

rising from the extreme verge of the plain, and overhanging the stream,

was a bluff; and on this bluff was what seemed to be a fortress.

Thurstane sent all the horsemen to the rear of the train, took post

himself as the rearmost man, measured once more with his eye the space

between his charge and the enemy, cast an anxious glance at the reeling

beast which bore Clara, and in a firm ringing voice commanded a trot.

The order and the movement which followed it were answered by the Indians

with a yell. The monstrous and precipitous walls of the cañon clamored

back a fiendish mockery of echoes which seemed to call for the prowlers of

the air to arrive quickly and devour their carrion.

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