I sat down at a sign from Mlle. Marguerite, who repeated:

"M. Odiot, the new bailiff, grandfather."

"Ah--good-day, sir," murmured the old man.

An interval of most painful silence followed. Captain Laroque, his body

bent in two and his head hanging down, fixed a bewildered look on me.

At last, having apparently found a highly interesting subject of

conversation, he said in a dull, deep voice:

"M. de Beauchene is dead!"

I was not provided with a reply to this unexpected communication. I had

not the slightest idea who M. de Beauchene might be; Mlle. Marguerite

did not take the trouble to tell me; so I limited the expression of my

regret at this unhappy event to a slight exclamation of condolence. But

the old captain apparently thought this was not adequate, for the next

moment he repeated, in the same mournful voice:

"M. de Beauchene is dead!"

This persistence increased my embarrassment. I saw Mlle. Marguerite

impatiently tapping her foot on the floor. Despair seized me, and,

catching at the first phrase that came into my head, I said:

"Yes; and what did he die of?"

I had scarcely asked the question, when an angry look from Mlle.

Marguerite told me that I was suspected of irreverent mockery. Though I

was not conscious of anything worse than a foolish _gaucherie_, I did

all I could to give the conversation a more pleasant character. I spoke

of the pictures in the gallery, of the great emotions they must recall,

of the respectful interest I felt in contemplating the hero of these

glorious scenes. I even went into detail, and instanced with no certain

warmth of feeling two or three battles in which I thought the brig

Aimable had actually accomplished miracles. While I thus expressed the

courteous interest of good breeding, Mlle. Marguerite still, to my

surprise, regarded me with manifest dissatisfaction and annoyance.

Her grandfather, however, listened attentively, and I saw that his head

was rising little by little. A strange smile lighted up his haggard face

and swept away his wrinkles. All at once he rose, and, seizing the arms

of his chair, drew himself up to his full height; the glare of battle

flashed from the hollow sockets of his eyes, and he shouted in a

sonorous voice that made me start:

"Helm to windward! Hard to windward! Larboard fire! Lay to; lay to!

Grapple, smart now, we have them! Fire, there above! Sweep them well,

sweep the bridge! Now follow me--together--down with the English, down

with the cursed Saxon! Hurrah!"

With this last cry, which rattled hoarsely in his throat, he sank

exhausted into his chair; in vain his grand-daughter sought to aid him.

Mlle. Laroque, with a quick imperious gesture, urged me to depart, and I

left the room immediately. I found my way as best I could through the

labyrinth of corridors and staircases, congratulating myself very much

on the talent for _apropos_ which I had displayed in my interview with

the old captain of the Aimable.

Alain, the gray-haired servant who had received me when I arrived, was

waiting for me in the hall to tell me from Mme. Laroque that I should

not have time to go to my quarters before dinner, and that it would not

be necessary for me to change my dress. As I entered the _salon_, a

company of about twenty people were leaving it in order of precedence on

their way to the dining-room. This was the first time I had taken part

in any social function since the change in my condition. Accustomed to

the small distinctions which the etiquette of the drawing-room grants to

birth and fortune, I felt keenly the first symptoms of that indifference

and contempt to which my new situation must necessarily expose me.

Repressing as well as I could this ebullition of false pride, I gave my

arm to a young lady, well made and pretty, though rather small. She had

kept in the background as the guests passed out, and, as I had guessed,

she proved to be the governess, Mlle. Helouin. The place at table

marked as mine was next to hers. While we were taking our seats, Mlle.

Marguerite appeared guiding like Antigone the slow and dragging steps of

her grandfather. With the air of tranquil majesty peculiar to her, she

came and sat down on my right, and the big Newfoundland, who seemed to

be the official guardian of this princess, took up his place as sentinel

behind her chair. I thought it my duty to express at once my regret at

having so maladroitly aroused memories which seemed to have such an

unfortunate effect on her grandfather.

"It is for me to apologize," she answered. "I should have warned you

never to speak of the English in my grandfather's presence.... Do you

know Brittany well?"

I said that I had not seen it till to-day, but that I was perfectly

delighted to know it, and to show, moreover, that I was worthy so to do,

I enlarged in lyric style on the picturesque beauties that had struck me

during the journey. Just as I was hoping that this clever flattery

would secure me the good graces of the young Bretonne, I was surprised

to see her show symptoms of impatience and boredom. Decidedly I was not

fortunate with this young lady.

"Good! I see," she said with a singular expression of irony, "that you

love all that is beautiful, all that appeals to the soul and the

imagination--nature, bloom, heather, rocks, and the fine arts. You will

get on wonderfully well with Mlle. Helouin, who adores all those things.

For my part I care nothing about them."

"Then in Heaven's name, mademoiselle, what are the things you love?"

I asked the question in a playful tone. Mlle. Marguerite turned sharply

on me, flashed a haughty look at me, and replied curtly:

"I love my dog. Here, Mervyn!"

She thrust her hand fondly into the Newfoundland's thick coat. Standing

on his hind legs, he had already stretched his huge head between my

plate and Mlle. Marguerite's.

I began to observe this young lady with more interest, and to search for

the outward signs of the unimpressionable soul on which she appeared to

pride herself.

I had at first supposed that Mlle. Laroque was very tall, but this

impression was due to the noble and harmonious character of her beauty.

She is really of medium height. The rounded oval of her face and her

haughty and well-poised neck are lightly tinged with sombre gold. Her

hair, which lies in strong relief upon her forehead, ripples at every

movement of her head with bluish reflections. The fine and delicate

nostrils seem to have been copied from the divine model of a Roman

Madonna, and cut in living pearl. Under the large, deep, and pensive

eyes, the golden sun-burn of the cheeks deepens into an aureole of

deeper brown, which looks like the shadow of the eyelashes, or may be a

circle seared by the burning glances of her eyes.

It is hard to describe the sovereign sweetness of the smile which

animates this lovely face at intervals, and tempers the splendour of the

great eyes. Of a surety, the goddess of poetry, of reverie, and of fairy

realms might boldly claim the homage of mortals under the form of this

child, who loves nothing but her dog. In her rarest creations nature

often reserves her most cruel deceptions for us.

After all, it matters little to me. I see plainly that I am to play in

the imagination of Mlle. Marguerite a part something like that of a

negro, which, as we know, is not an object particularly attractive to

Creoles. For my part, I flatter myself that I am quite as proud as

Mlle. Marguerite. The most impossible kind of love for me is one which

might lay me open to the charge of scheming or self-seeking. But I

fancy that I shall not require much moral courage to meet so remote a

danger, for Mlle. Marguerite's beauty is of the kind which attracts the

contemplation of the artist, rather than any warmer and more human

sentiment.

However, at the name of Mervyn, which Mlle. Marguerite had given to her

body-guard, Mlle. Helouin, my left-hand neighbour, plunged boldly into

the Arthurian cycle, and was so good as to inform me that Mervyn was the

correct name of the celebrated enchanter, whom the vulgar call Merlin.

From the Knights of the Round Table she worked back to the days of

Caesar and all the hierarchy of druids, bards, and ovates defiled in

tedious procession before me. After them we fell, as a matter of

course, from _dolmen_ to _menhir_ and from _galgal_ to _cromlech_.

While I wandered in Celtic forests with Mlle. Helouin, who wanted only a

little more flesh to make quite a respectable druidess, the widow of the

stock-broker made the echoes resound with complaints as ceaseless and

monotonous as those of a blind beggar: They had forgotten to give her a

foot-warmer! They gave her cold soup! They gave her bones without meat!

That was how she was treated! Still, she was used to it. Ah, it is sad

to be poor, very sad! She wished she were dead.

"Yes, doctor"--she was speaking to her neighbour, who listened to her

wailings with slightly ironical interest--"yes, doctor, I am not joking;

I do wish I were dead. I am sure it would be a great relief to

everybody. Think what it must be--to have been in the position I've

been in, to have eaten off silver plate with one's own coat of arms, and

now to be reduced to charity, to be the sport of servants! No one knows

what I suffer in this house; no one ever will know. The proud suffer

without complaining, so I say nothing, doctor, but I think all the

more."

"Of course, dear lady," said the doctor, whose name was Desmarets.

"Don't say any more. Take a good drink. That will calm you."

"Nothing but death will calm me, doctor."

"Very well, madame, I am ready when you are," said the doctor

resolutely.

Towards the centre of the table the attention of the company was

monopolized by the careless, caustic, and animated braggadocio of a M.

de Bevallan, who seemed to be allowed the latitude of a very intimate

friend. He is a very tall man, no longer young, of a type closely akin

to that of Francis I.

They listened to him as if he were an oracle, and Mlle. Laroque herself

showed as much interest and admiration as she seemed capable of feeling

for anything in this world. But, as most of his popular witticisms

referred to local anecdotes and parish gossip, I could not adequately

appreciate the merits of this Armorican lion.

I had reason, however, to appreciate his courtesy; after dinner he

offered me a cigar, and showed me the way to the smoking-room, where he

did the honours to three or four extremely young men, who evidently

thought him a model of good manners and refined wickedness.

"Well, Bevallan," said one of these young fellows, "you've not given up

hopes of the priestess of the sun-god?"

"Never!" replied M. de Bevallan. "I would wait ten months--ten years,

if necessary--but I will marry her or no one shall!"

"You're a lucky chap! The governess will help you to be patient."

"Must I cut out your tongue, or cut off your ears, young Arthur?" said

M. de Bevallan, going towards him and indicating my presence with a

hasty gesture.

A delightful conversational pell-mell then followed, which introduced me

to all the horses, all the dogs, and all the ladies of the

neighbourhood. It would not be a bad thing for ladies if, for once in

their lives, they could hear the kind of conversation which goes on

between men in the effusive mood that follows a copious repast. It

would show them exactly the delicacy of our manners, and the amount of

confidence they are calculated to inspire. I am not in the least

prudish, but in my opinion this conversation outran the limits of the

freest jesting; it touched on everything, gaily outraged everything,

took on a gratuitous tone of universal profanation. My education is,

perhaps, incomplete, for it has left me with a certain reserve of

reverence, that I think should be maintained even in the wildest

extravagances of high spirits.

But we have in the France of to-day our young America, which is not

happy unless it can blaspheme a little after drinking; we have the

future hopes of the nation, those amiable little ruffians, without

father or mother, without God or country, who seem to be the raw

products of some heartless and soulless machine, which has accidentally

deposited them on this planet not at all to its beautification.

In short, M. de Bevallan, who had appointed himself professor of

cynicism to these beardless _roues_, did not please me, nor do I think

that I pleased him. I retired very early on the ground of fatigue.

At my request old Alain procured a lantern and guided me across the park

to my future quarters. After a few minutes' walk, we crossed a wooden

bridge over a stream and found ourselves in front of a massive arched

doorway, flanked by two small towers. It was the entrance to the

ancient chateau. A ring of aged oak and pine shut in this feudal

fragment, and gave it an air of profound seclusion. It is in this ruin

that I am to live. My apartments run above the door from one of the

towers to the other, and consist of three rooms very neatly hung with

chintz. I am not displeased with this gloomy abode; it suits my

fortunes. As soon as I had got rid of Alain I began to write the

account of this eventful day, breaking off occasionally to listen to the

gentle murmur of the stream under my window, and to the call of the

legendary owl celebrating his doleful loves in the neighbouring woods.

_July 1st_.

I must now try to pick up the thread of my personal and private life,

which for the past two months has been somewhat lost among the daily

duties of my post.

The day after my arrival I stayed at home for some hours, studying the

ledgers and papers of my predecessor, _le pere Hivart_, as they call him

here. I lunched at the chateau, where only a few of last night's guests

remained. Mme. Laroque had lived a great deal in Paris before her

father-in-law's health condemned her to perpetual rusticity. In her

retirement she had kept her taste for the culture, elegance, or

frivolity which had centred in the Rue du Bac when Mme. de Stael and her

turban held sway. She had also visited most of the large cities of

Europe, and had brought away from them an interest in literature far

exceeding the ordinary Parisian curiosity and erudition. She read a

great many newspapers and reviews, and endeavoured to follow, as far as

it was possible at such a distance, the movement of that refined

civilization of which museums and new books are the more or less

ephemeral fruit and flowers. We were talking at lunch about a new

opera, and Mme. Laroque asked M. de Bevallan a question about it which

he could not answer, although he professes to be well informed of all

that takes place on the Boulevard des Italiens. Mme. Laroque then turned

to me with an air that showed how little she expected her man of

business to be acquainted with such matters; but it happened,

unfortunately, that these were the only "affairs" with which I was

familiar. I had heard in Italy this very opera which had just been

played in France for the first time. The very reserve of my answers

excited Mme. Laroque's curiosity; she questioned me closely, and before

long put me in possession of all the enthusiasms, souvenirs, and

impressions she had got in her travels. Soon we were discussing the

most celebrated theatres and galleries of the Continent like old

friends, and when we left the table our conversation was so animated

that, to avoid breaking the thread of it, Mme. Laroque almost

unconsciously took my arm. We continued our exchange of sympathies in

the drawing-room, Mme. Laroque gradually dropping the kindly,

patronizing tone which had rather grated on me hitherto.

She confessed that she was possessed by a mania for the theatre, and

that she thought of having some theatricals at the chateau. She asked

my advice on the management of this amusement, and I gave her some

details of particular plays that I had seen in Paris and St. Petersburg.

Then, as I had no intention of abusing her good-nature, I rose quickly,

saying that I meant to inaugurate my work at once by examining a large

farm about two leagues from the chateau. This announcement seemed to

fill Mme. Laroque with consternation; she looked at me, fidgeted among

her cushions, held her hands to the brazier, and at last said in a low

voice:

"Oh, what does it matter? You can put it off."

And as I insisted, she replied with comical embarrassment:

"But you cannot; the roads are horrible.... You must wait for the fine

weather."

"No, madame," I said, smiling, "I will not wait a minute; if I am to be

your bailiff I must look after your affairs."

"Madame," said old Alain, who had come in, "M. Odiot could have _le pere

Hivart's_ old gig; it is not on springs, but it's all the more solid for

that."

Mme. Laroque darted a withering glance at the miserable Alain for daring

to suggest _le pere Hivart's_ gig to an agent who had been to the Grand

Duchess Helene's theatricals.

"Wouldn't the buggy be able to do it, Alain?" she asked.

"The buggy, madame? Oh, no! I don't believe it could get into the

lane, and if it did, it would certainly not come out whole."

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