PROCRASTINATION

The cab which picked Maitland up at his lodgings carried him but a few

blocks to the club at which he had, the previous evening, entertained

his lawyer. Maitland had selected it as the one of all the clubs of

which he and Bannerman were members, wherein he was least likely to

meet the latter. Neither frequented its sober precincts by habit. Its

severe and classical building on a corner of Madison Avenue overlooking

the Square, is but the outward presentment of an institution to be a

member of which is a duty, but emphatically no great pleasure, to the

sons of a New York family of any prominence.

But in its management the younger generation holds no suffrage; and is

not slow to declare that the Primordial is rightly named,

characterizing the individual members of the Board of Governors as

antediluvians, prehistoric monsters who have never learned that

laughter lends a savor to existence. And so it is that the younger

generation, (which is understood to include Maitland and Bannerman),

while it religiously pays its dues and has the name of the Primordial

engraved upon its cards, shuns those deadly respectable rooms and seeks

its comfort elsewhere.

Maitland found it dull and depressing enough, that same evening,

something before seven. The spacious and impressive lounging-rooms were

but sparsely tenanted, other than by the ennuied corps of servants; and

the few members who had lent the open doors the excuse of their

presence were of the elderly type that hides itself behind a newspaper

in an easy chair and snorts when addressed.

The young man strolled disconsolately enough into the billiard-room,

thence (dogged by a specter of loneliness) to the bar, and finally, in

sheer desperation, to the dining-room, where he selected a table and

ordered an evening paper with his meal.

When the former was brought him, he sat up and began to take a new

interest in life. The glaring head-lines that met his eye on the front

page proved as bracing as a slap in the face.

"'The Maitland Jewels,'" he read, half aloud: "'Daring Attempt at

Burglary. "Mad" Maitland Catches "Handsome Dan" Anisty in the Act of

Cracking His Safe at Maitland Manor. Which was Which? Both Principals

Disappear.'"

A dull red glow suffused the reader's countenance; he compressed his

lips, only opening them once, and then to emit a monosyllabic oath,

which can hardly have proved any considerable relief to his surcharged

emotional nature.

The news-story was exploited as a "beat"; it could have been little

else, since nine-tenths of its "exclusive details" had been born

full-winged from the fecund imagination of a busy reporter to whom

Maitland had refused an interview while in his bath, some three hours

earlier. Maitland discovered with relief that boiled down to essentials

it consisted simply of the statement that somebody (presumably himself)

had caught somebody (presumably Anisty) burglarizing the library safe

at Maitland Manor that morning: that one of the somebodies (no one knew

which) had overpowered the other and left him in charge of the butler,

who had presently permitted his prisoner to escape and then talked for

publication.

It was not to this so much that Maitland objected. It was the

illustrations that alternately saddened and maddened the young man: the

said illustrations comprising blurred half-tone reproductions of

photographs taken on the Maitland estate; a diagram of the library, as

fanciful as the text it illuminated, and two portraits, side by side,

of the heroes, himself and Anisty, excellent likenesses both of the

originals and of each other.

Mr. Maitland did not enjoy his dinner.

Anxious and preoccupied, he tasted the dishes mechanically; and when

they had all passed before him, took his thoughts and a cigar to a

gloomy corner of the smoking-room, where he sat for two solid hours,

debating the matter pro and con, and arriving at no conclusion

whatever, save that Higgins was doomed.

At ten-fifteen he began to contemplate with positive pleasure the

prospect of discharging the butler. That, at least, was action,

something that he could do; wherever else he thought to move he found

himself baffled by the blank darkness of mystery, or by his fear of

publicity and ridicule.

At ten-twenty he decided to move upon Greenfields at once, and

telephoned O'Hagan, advising him to profess ignorance of his employer's

whereabouts.

At ten-twenty-two, or in the midst of his admonitions to the janitor,

he changed his mind and decided to stay in New York; and instructed the

Irishman to bring him a suit-case containing a few necessaries; his

intention being to stay out the night at the club, and so avoid the

matutinal siege of his lodgings by reporters and detectives.

At ten-forty-five a club servant handed him the card of a

representative of the _Evening Journal_. Maitland directed that the

gentleman be shown into the reception-room.

At ten-forty-six he skulked out of the club by a side entrance, jumped

into a cab and had himself driven to the East Thirty-fourth Street

ferry, arriving there just in time to miss the last train for

Greenfields.

Denied the shelter alike of his lodgings, his club, and his country

home, the young man in despair caused himself to be conveyed to the

Bartholdi Hotel, where, possessed of a devil of folly, he preserved his

incognito by registering under the name of "M. Daniels." And

straightway retired to his room.

But not to rest. The portion of the mentally harassed, sleeplessness,

was his; and for an hour or more he tossed upon his bed (upon which he

had thrown himself without troubling to undress), pondering, to no

profit of his, the hundred problems, difficulties, and disadvantages

suggested or created by the events of the past twenty-four hours.

The grey girl, Anisty, the jewels, himself: unflagging, his thoughts

circumnavigated the world of his romance, touching only at these four

ports, and returning always to linger longest in the harbor of

sentiment.

The grey girl: strange that her personality should have come to

dominate his thoughts in a space of time so brief! and upon grounds of

intimacy so slender!... Who and what was she? What cruel rigor of

circumstance had impelled her to seek a livelihood in ways so sinister?

At whose door must the blame be laid, against what flaw in the body

social should the indictment be drawn, that she should have been forced

into the ranks of the powers that prey--a girl of her youth and rare

fiber, of her cultivation, her charm, and beauty?

The sheer loveliness of her, her grace and gentleness, her ingenuous

sensitiveness, her wit: they combined to make the thought of her, to

him, at least, at once terrible and a delight. Remembering that once he

had held her in his arms, had gazed into her starlit eyes, and inhaled

the impalpable fragrance of her, he trembled, was both glad and afraid.

And her ways so hedged about with perils! While he must stand aside,

impotent, a pillar of the social order secure in its shelter, and see

her hounded and driven by the forces of the Law, harried and worried

like an unclean thing, forced, as it might be, to resort to stratagems

and expedients unthinkable, to preserve her liberty....

It was altogether intolerable. He could not stand it. And yet--it was

written that their paths had crossed and parted and were never again to

touch. Or was it?... It must be so written: they would never meet

again. After all, her concern with, her interest in, him, could have

been nothing permanent. They had encountered under strange auspices,

and he had treated her with common decency, for which she had repaid

him in good measure by permitting him to retain his own property. Their

account was even, and she for ever done with him. That must be her

attitude. Why should it be anything else?

"Oh, the devil!" exclaimed the young man in disgust. And rising, took

his distemper to the window.

Leaning on the sill, he thrust head and shoulders far out over the

garish abyss of metropolitan night. The hot breath of the city fanned

up in stifling waves into his face, from the street below, upon whose

painted pavements men crawled like insects--round moving spots, to each

his romance under his hat.

The window was on the corner, overlooking the junction of three great

highways of humanity: Twenty-third Street, with its booming crosstown

cars, stretching away into the darkness on either hand; Broadway,

forking off to the left, its distances merging into a hot glow of

yellow radiance; Fifth Avenue, branching into the north with its

desolate sidewalks oddly patterned in areas of dense shadow and a cold,

clear light. Over the way the park loomed darkly, for all its scattered

arcs, a black and silent space, a well of mystery....

It was late, quite late; the clock in front of Dorlon's (he craned his

neck to see), made the hour one in the morning; the sidewalks were

comparatively deserted, even the pillared portico of the Fifth Avenue

Hotel destitute of loungers. A timid hint of coolness, forerunning the

dawn, rode up on the breeze.

He looked up and away northward, for many minutes, over housetops

stenciled black against the glowing sky, his gaze yearning into vast

distances of space, melancholy tingeing the complexion of his mind. He

fancied himself oppressed by a vague uneasiness, unaccountable as to

cause, unless....

From the sublime to the ridiculous with a vengeance, his thoughts

tumbled. Gone the glamour of Romance in a twinkling, banished by rank

materialism. He could have blushed for shame; he got slowly to his

feet, irresolute, trying to grapple with a condition that never before

in his existence had he been called upon to consider.

He had just realized that he was flat-strapped for cash. He had given

his last quarter to the cabby, hours back. He was registered at a

strange hotel, under an assumed name, unable to beg credit even for his

breakfast without declaring his identity and thereby laying himself

open to suspicion, discourtesy, insult....

Of course there were ways out. He could telephone Bannerman, or any

other of half a dozen acquaintances, in the morning; but that involved

explanations, and explanations involved making himself the butt of his

circle for many a weary day. There was money in his lodgings, in the

Chippendale escritoire; but to get it he would have to run the gauntlet

of reporters and detectives which had already dismayed him in prospect.

O'Hagan--ah!

At the head of his bed was a telephone. Impulsively, inconsiderate of

the hour, he turned to it.

"Give me Nine-o-eight-nine Madison, please," he said; and waited,

receiver to ear.

There was a slight pause; a buzz; the voice of the switchboard operator

below stairs repeating the number to Central; Central's appropriately

mechanical reiteration; another buzz; a silence; a prolonged buzz; and

again the sounding silence....

"Hello!" he said softly into the transmitter, at a venture.

No answer.

"Hello!"

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