CHAPTER X

ONE evening by the last post John received a letter bearing the prison

stamp and addressed to him under the care of the firm of solicitors who

had defended his wife. It ran:

_I am coming out on Wednesday, the thirteenth. I suppose I shall have

somewhere to go to and not be expected to walk the streets. Louisa Anne

Risca._

That was all--neither _ave_ nor _vale_. It was the only letter she had

written. She knew well enough that the house in Smith Street was being

maintained and that her allowance would be resumed as soon as she

regained her freedom, having been so informed by the solicitors, on

John's instructions; but a reference to this explicit statement would

have discounted the snarl. Prison had not chastened her.

John sat back in his writing-chair, the ignoble letter in front of him.

He made a rapid calculation of dates. It was two years and three months

since the trial. She had worked out three fourths of her sentence,

the remaining fourth evidently having been remitted on account of good

conduct, in the ordinary course. Two years and three months! He had

scarcely realized the swift flight of time. Of late his life had been

easier. Distracted London had forgotten the past. He had sought and

found, at his club, the society of his fellow-men. His printed name no

longer struck horror into a reader's soul. At times he himself almost

forgot. The woman had faded into a shadow in some land beyond the tomb.

But now, a new and grim Alcestis, she had come back to upper earth.

There was nothing trans-Stygian about the two or three cutting lines.

She was alive, luridly alive, and on Wednesday, the thirteenth, she

would be free, a force let loose, for good or evil, in the pleasant

places of the world. At the prospect of the prison doors closing behind

her, however, he felt great relief. At any rate, that horror would soon

be over and done with. The future must take care of itself.

Presently he wrote:

_Dear Louisa:_

_I am unfeignedly thankful to hear your news. I shall be waiting for you

at the gate on the morning of the thirteenth and shall take you to Smith

Street, which you will find quite ready to receive you._

_Yours,_

_John Risca._

Then he went out and posted the letter.

“I 'm glad you 're going to meet her yourself instead of sending a

solicitor's clerk,” said Herold, when they discussed the matter next

day.

“I'm not one to shirk disagreeable things,” replied John.

“It may touch some human chord in her.”

“I never thought of that,” said John.

“Well, think of it. Think of it as much as you can.”

“'You may as well use question with the wolf,'” growled John.

“I don't believe it,” said Herold. “Anyhow, try kindness.”

“Of course I 'm going to do so,” said John, with the impatience he

usually manifested when accepting a new point of view from Herold. “You

don't suppose I'm going to stand outside with a club!”

On the appointed day he waited, with a four-wheeled cab, by the prison

gate. The early morning sunshine of midsummer flooded the world with

pale glory, its magic even softening the grim, forbidding walls. A light

southwest wind brought the pure scents of the down from many a sleeping

garden and woodland far away. The quiet earth sang its innocence, for

wickedness was not yet abroad to scream down the song. Even John Risca,

anti-sentimentalist, was stirred. What sweeter welcome, what gladder

message of hope, could greet one issuing into the upper air from the

gloomy depths of Hades? How could such a one help catching at her breath

for joy?

The gate swung open, casting a shadow in the small yard beyond, and in

the middle of the shadow a black, unjoyous figure stood for a moment

irresolute. Then she slowly came out into sunshine and freedom. She was

ashen-coloured, thin-lipped, and not a gleam of pleasure lit her eyes

as they rested with hard remorselessness on the man who advanced with

outstretched hand to meet her. Of the hand she took no notice.

“Is this my cab?”

“Yes,” said John.

She entered. He followed, giving the address to the driver. She sat

looking neither to left nor right, staring stubbornly in front of her.

The sunshine and the scent of summer gardens far away failed to bring

their message. Though it was high summer, she wore the heavy coat which

she had worn in the wintry weather at the time of her trial.

“I am very glad indeed to see you, Louisa,” said John. “'Unfeignedly

thankful!'” She chewed the literary phrase and spat it out venomously.

“You--liar!”

John winced at the abominable word; but he spoke softly.

“You can't suppose it has been happiness for me to think of you in

there.”

“What does it matter to me? What the hell are you to me, anyhow?”

“I 'm your husband in the eyes of the law,” said John, “and I once cared

for you.”

“Oh, stow that!”

“I will. But I want you to believe that I am utterly thankful that

this--this unhappy chapter is closed--”

She interrupted him with a swift and vicious glance.

“'Unhappy chapter!' Get off it! You make me sick. Talk English, if you

must talk.”

“Very well,” said he. “I 'm glad my legal wife is not in gaol. I want

her to believe that I 'll do my best to forget it; also, that, as far as

my means allow, she will have comfort and opportunity to try to forget

it, too.”

Not a muscle of her drawn face relaxed.

“I'm not going to have you or any one else fooling round where I live,”

she said. “I'm not going to be preached to or converted. I 've had

enough of it where I've come from. As for you, I hate you. I've always

hated you, and if you have any decency, you 'll never let me see your

face again.”

“I won't,” said John, shortly, and with this the edifying conversation

came to an end.

The cab lumbered through the sunny thoroughfares of the great city,

now busy with folks afoot, in trams and omnibuses, going forth to their

labour; and John, looking out of the window, fancied they were all

touched by the glamour of the summer morning. Every human soul save

the woman beside him seemed glad to be alive. She sat rigid, apart from

him--as physically apart as the seat would allow, and apart from the

whole smiling world. She had her being in terrible isolation, hate

incarnate. When by any chance their eyes happened to meet, he turned his

aside swiftly and shivered with unconquerable repulsion.

When the cab drew up at the house in Smith Street, the door was opened,

and a pleasant-faced woman and a man stood smiling in the passage. Mrs.

Risca brushed past them into the dining-room, bright with daintily

laid breakfast table and many flowers. The latter, John, at Herold's

suggestion, had sent in the evening before.

“You see,” said John, entering, “we 've tried to prepare for you.”

She deigned no glance, but slammed the door.

“Who are those people?”

“A married couple whom I have engaged to live here. The woman, Mrs.

Bence, will do for you. The man goes out to his work during the day.”

“Warder and wardress, eh? They can jolly well clear out. I'm not going

to have 'em.”

Then John's patience broke. He brought his fist down on the table with a

crash.

“By heavens,” he cried, “you shall have whomever I put here. You 've

behaved yourself for two years, and you 're going on behaving yourself.”

He flung open the door. “Mrs. Bence, help Mrs. Risca off with her coat

and bring in her breakfast.”

Cowed, she submitted with malevolent meekness. Prison discipline does

not foster the heroic qualities. Mrs. Bence took hat and coat and

disappeared.

“Sit down at the table.”

She obeyed. He laid some money beside her.

“This is your allowance. On the thirteenth of every month you will

receive the same amount from my bankers. If you prefer, after a time, to

live in the country, we may be able to arrange it. In the meanwhile you

must stay here.”

She neither touched the coins nor thanked him. There was a silence hard

and deadly. John stood in the sunshine of the window, bending on her

his heavy brows. Now and then she glanced at him furtively from beneath

lowered eyelids, like a beast subdued, but not tamed. A dominant will

was all that could control her now. He thanked an unusually helpful

Providence that had sent him the Bences in the very nick of his

emergency. Before marriage, Mrs. Bence had been under-attendant at a

county lunatic asylum, and John had heard of her through Wybrow, the

medical superintendent, a club friend, who had helped him before when

the defense had set up the plea of insanity, and whom, with an idea of

trained service in his head, he had again consulted. No more torturing

of Unitys, if he could help it. Wybrow spoke highly of Mrs. Bence and

deplored the ruin of a great career as a controller of she-devils; but

as a cat will after kind, so must she after an honest but impecunious

plumber. John had sought her and come to terms at once. For once in

their courses, he thought grimly, the stars were not fighting against

him. He had not told Herold of this arrangement. Herold had counselled

kindness. The flowers, for instance, would be sure to make their

innocent appeal. Tears could not fail to fill her eyes. Tears of

sentiment in those eyes! Little Herold knew of the world of realities

with which he was at death-grips.

Presently Mrs. Bence came in with coffee, hot rolls, a dish of bacon

and eggs. The fragrant smell awakened the animal instinct of the woman

at the table. She raised her head and followed the descent of dish and

plate. Then a queer noise broke from her throat, and she fell upon the

food. John left her.

Mrs. Bence followed him into the passage and opened the front door.

“I've been used to it, sir.”

“She must never guess that,” said he.

He walked homeward through the parks, breathing in great gulps of the

sweet morning air. He felt that he had been in contact with something

unclean. Not only his soul, but his very body, craved purification.

In the woman he had left he had found no remorse, no repentance, no

sensibility to any human touch. Prison had broken her courage; but in

its sunless atmosphere of the underground, all the fungoid growths of

her nature had flourished in mildewed exuberance. He shuddered at the

thought of her, a poisonous thing, loathsome in its abnormality. As some

women dwell in an aura of sweet graciousness, so dwelt she in mephitic

fumes of devildom. Implacable hatred, deadly venom, relentless

vengeance, were the constituents of her soul. Relentless vengeance--He

sat for a moment on a bench in Hyde Park, feeling chilled to the bone,

although the perspiration beaded on his forehead. She would not strike

him, of that he was oddly assured. Her way would be to strike at

him through those near and dear to him. In the full sunshine of gay

midsummer, with the trees waving their green and lusty bravery over

his head, and the flower-beds rioting in the joy of the morning, he was

shaken by an unreasoning nightmare terror. He saw the woman creep with

snaky movements into the sea-chamber at Southcliff, and a pair of starry

eyes become wells of awful horror as the murderous thing approached the

bed. And he was held rigid by dream paralysis.

After a second or two--it had seemed many minutes of agony--he sprang to

his feet with what he thought was a great cry, and looked dazedly about

him. A nurse-maid, undistracted from her novelette, and wheeling a

perambulator in which reposed an indifferent infant, passed him by. He

shook himself like a great, rough dog, and went his way, ashamed of his

fears. It was a practical world, he told himself, and he was a match for

any mad-woman.

Unity was watering flowers in the tiny patch of front garden where he

swung through the iron gate. She had grown a little during the last two

years, but still was undeveloped; a healthier colour had come into her

cheeks and a more confident expression into her common, snub-nosed face.

Her movements were less awkward, and as she was eighteen, she wore her

hair done up with a comb and the long skirts appropriate to her age.

She set down her watering-pot and stood at a kind of absurd attention,

her usual attitude in the presence of John.

“Please, guardian,” she said,--she could never rid herself of the

school-child's exordium,--“have you had your breakfast?”

“No,” said John, realizing for the first time that emptiness of stomach

may have had something to do with his momentary faintness in the park.

“Aunt Gladys has been in such a state,” said Unity. “She has made Phoebe

cook three breakfasts already, and each has been spoiled by being kept

in the oven, and I think now she is cooking the fourth.”

In this announcement rang none of the mischievous mirth of eighteen over

an elder's harmless foibles. Humour, which had undoubtedly presided at

her birth, for like many another glory-trailing babe, she had crowed

with glee at the haphazard coupling of which she was the result, had

fled for good from her environment ever since the day when, at a very

tender age, she had seen her mother knocked insensible by a drunken

husband and had screamed single-mindedly for unobtainable nourishment.

She had no sense of glorious futility, of the incongruous relativity

of facts. Each fact was absolute. Three breakfasts had been cooked and

spoiled. The fourth was in the cooking. She narrated simply what had

taken place.

“Run and tell Phoebe I'm hungry enough to eat all four,” said John.

They entered the house. Unity hurried off on her errand. The meal was

soon served. Miss Lindon, with many inquiries as to the reason for his

early start, which he answered with gruff evasiveness, hovered about

him as he ate, watching him in loving wonder. His big frame needed

much nourishment, and now sheer hunger was being satisfied. To her

acquaintance she spoke of his appetite with as much pride as of his

literary achievements. It was Unity, however, who took charge of the

practical service, removed his plates and poured out his tea, silent,

submissive, and yet with a subtle air of protection. There were certain

offices she would not allow Aunt Gladys or even Phoebe to perform for her

guardian. She was jealous, for instance, like a dog, of any one touching

the master's clothes. This morning, when Miss Lindon absent-mindedly

grasped the handle of the teapot, the faintest gleam of anger appeared

in her eyes, and her lips grew instinctively tense, and with a quick,

authoritative gesture she unloosed the fat, helpless fingers and took

possession of the sacred vessel. John liked her to wait upon him. She

was deft and noiseless; she anticipated his wants in an odd, instinctive

way and seldom made suggestions. Now, of suggestions his aunt was

a living fount. They poured from her all day long. He had a vague

consciousness that Unity, by tactful interposition, dammed the flood,

so that he could go on his way undrenched. For this he felt grateful,

especially this morning when his nerves were on edge. Yet this morning

he felt grateful also to Miss Lindon, and suffered her disconnected

ministrations kindly. To-day the queer home that he had made assumed a

new significance.

When Miss Lindon fluttered out of the room, bound on a suddenly

remembered duty--fresh groundsel for Dickie--John looked up from the

newspaper which Unity had silently folded and laid beside him.

“Come here, my child,” he said, after a few moments' thought.

She approached and stood dutifully by his chair.

“Unity, I don't think it right for you to remain in ignorance of

something that has happened. I don't see how it can really affect you,

but it 's better that you should learn it from me than from anybody

else. Do you remember--” he paused--“that woman?”

It was the first reference he had ever made to her. Unity drew a quick,

sharp breath.

“Yes, guardian.”

“She was let out of prison this morning.”

She kept her eyes full on him, and for a while neither spoke.

“I don't care,” she said at last.

“I thought it might cause you some anxiety.”

“What have I to be afraid of when I've got you?” she asked simply.

John twisted round in his chair and reached out his hand--a rare

demonstration of affection--and took hers.

“It's to assure you, my dear, that you've nothing to fear that I 've

told you.”

“She can't hurt _me_,” said Unity.

“By heaven, she sha'n't!” he cried, unconsciously wrenching her arm so

that he caused her considerable pain, which she bore without the flicker

of an eyelid. “You 're a fine, brave girl, Unity, and I'm proud of you.

And you 're a good girl, too. I hope you 're happy here; are you?”

“Happy?” Her voice quavered on the word. Her mouth twitched, and the

tears started from her eyes. He smiled on her, one of his rare smiles,

known to few besides Stellamaris, which lit up his heavy features, and

revealed a guardian far different from the inaccessible Olympian.

“Yes, my dear, I hope so. I want you to be happy all your life long.”

She uttered a little sobbing laugh and fell crouching to his feet, still

clinging to his hand, which she rubbed against her cheek. How could she

tell him otherwise?

“I think you are,” said John.

“I 've just remembered I put the groundsel--” began Miss Lindon, coming

into the room. Then she stopped, petrified at the unusual spectacle.

John laughed rather foolishly, and Unity, flushing scarlet, rushed out.

“I was only asking her whether we were treating her nicely,” said John,

rising and stretching his loose limbs.

“What a question to ask the child!”

“Well, she answered it like that, you see,” said John.

“But what a way to answer a simple question! She forgets sometimes that

she is a young lady of eighteen, an age when manners ought to be formed.

But manners,” she continued, hunting about the room, “are not what they

were when I was young. I declare, I sometimes see young women in the

streets with woollen caps and hockey-sticks--”

John took a salad-bowl from the mantelpiece. “Is that Dickie's

groundsel?”

“Oh, how clever of you! Where did you find it? Dickie has been so angry.

He's just like a man when his dinner's late. I don't mean you. You 're a

perfect saint, dear.”

“Which reminds me,” said John, with a laugh, “that I've mislaid my halo

and I must go and find it.”

With an exultant sense of comfort he went into his library. The

women-folk of his household had never before seemed so near to him, so

dependent on him, such organic factors of his life. He stood for a long

time on his hearth-rug, scowling terribly, with the air of a wild beast

standing at the entrance to its lair in defiant defence of the female

and whelps within.

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