CHAPTER XII.

On retiring from the army, Colonel Burr visited his friends in

New-Jersey and Connecticut. He had previously determined, as soon as

his health would permit, to commence the study of law. During the four

years he was in public service, his patrimony was greatly impaired.

Towards his brethren in arms he had acted with liberality. Naturally

of an improvident character, he adopted no means to preserve the

property which he inherited. The cardinal vices of gaming and drinking

he avoided. But he was licentious in the extreme, and regardless of

consequences in the gratification of his desires. His extravagance was

unrestrained when, in his opinion, necessary to the enjoyment of his

pleasures. From the arms of his nurse until he had numbered fourscore

years, he was perpetually the dupe of the artful and the selfish.

Colonel Burr was about five feet six inches in height. He was well

formed, and erect in his attitude. In all his movements there was a

military air. Although of small stature, yet there was about him a

loftiness of mien that could not pass unnoticed by a stranger. His

deportment was polished and courtly. His features were regular, and

generally considered handsome. His eye was jet black, with a

brilliancy never surpassed. The appropriate civilities of the

drawing-room were performed with a grace almost peculiar to himself.

His whole manner was inconceivably fascinating. As a gentleman, this

was his great theatre. He acted upon the principle that the female was

the weaker sex, and that they were all susceptible of flattery. His

great art consisted in adopting it to the grade of intellect he

addressed. In this respect he was singularly fortunate as well as

adroit. In matters of gallantry he was excessively vain. This vanity

sometimes rendered him ridiculous in the eyes of his best friends, and

often enabled the most worthless and unprincipled to take advantage of

his credulity.

Such traits of character would appear to be incompatible with an

elevated and towering mind; yet they usually influenced, and

frequently controlled, one of the greatest and most extraordinary men

of the age. A volume of anecdotes might be related as evidence of

Colonel Burr's quickness of perception and tact at reply, when an

ill-judged or thoughtless expression was addressed by him to a lady.

One is sufficient for illustration.

After his return from Europe, in 1812, he met a maiden lady in

Broadway somewhat advanced in life. He had not seen her for many

years. As she passed him, she exclaimed to a gentleman on whose arm

she was resting, "Colonel Burr!" Hearing his name mentioned, he

suddenly stopped and looked her in the face. "Colonel," said she, "you

do not recollect me."

"I do not, madam," was the reply.

"It is Miss K., sir."

"What!" said he, "Miss K. _yet_!"

The lady, somewhat piqued, reiterated, "Yes, sir, Miss K. _yet_!"

Feeling the delicacy of his situation, and the unfortunate error he

had committed, he gently took her hand, and emphatically remarked,

"Well, madam, then I venture to assert _that it is not the fault of my

sex_."

On Burr's being appointed, in 1777, a lieutenant-colonel in the army,

he joined his regiment, then stationed at Ramapoa, in New-Jersey. At

Paramus, not far distant, resided Mrs. Prevost, the wife of Colonel

Prevost, of the British army. She was an accomplished and intelligent

lady. Her husband was with his regiment in the West Indies, where he

died early in the revolutionary war. She had a sister residing with

her. It was her son, the Hon. John B. Prevost, who in 1802 was

recorder of the city of New-York, and subsequently district judge of

the United States Court for the district of Louisiana. The house of

Mrs. Prevost was the resort of the most accomplished officers in the

American army when they were in the vicinity of it. She was highly

respected by her neighbours, and visited by the most genteel people of

the surrounding country. Her situation was one of great delicacy and

constant apprehension.

The wife of a British officer, and connected with the adherents of the

crown, naturally became an object of political suspicion,

notwithstanding great circumspection on her part. Under such

circumstances, a strong sympathy was excited in her behalf. Yet there

were those among the Whigs who were inclined to enforce the laws of

the state against her, whereby she would be compelled to withdraw

within the lines of the enemy. In this family Colonel Burr became

intimate in 1777, and in 1782 married the widow Prevost.

JAMES MONROE TO MRS. PREVOST. [1]

Philadelphia, November 8th, 1778.

A young lady who either is, or pretends to be, in love, is, you know,

my dear Mrs. Prevost, the most unreasonable creature in existence. If

she looks a smile or a frown, which does not immediately give or

deprive you of happiness (at least to appearance), your company soon

becomes very insipid. Each feature has its beauty, and each attitude

the graces, or you have no judgment. But if you are so stupidly

insensible of her charms as to deprive your tongue and eyes of every

expression of admiration, and not only to be silent respecting her,

but devote them to an absent object, she cannot receive a higher

insult; nor would she, if not restrained by politeness, refrain from

open resentment.

Upon this principle I think I stand excused for not writing from B.

Ridge. I proposed it, however; and, after meeting with opposition in

-----, to obtain her point, she promised to visit the little

"Hermitage," [2] and make my excuse herself. I took occasion to turn

the conversation to a different object, and plead for permission to go

to France. I gave up in one instance, and she certainly ought in the

other. But writing a letter and going to France are very different,

you will perhaps say. She objected to it, and all the arguments which

a fond, delicate, unmarried lady could use, she did not fail to

produce against it. I plead the advantage I should derive from it. The

personal improvement, the connexions I should make. I told her she was

not the only one on whom fortune did not smile in every instance. I

produced examples from her own acquaintance, and represented their

situation in terms which sensibly affected both herself and Lady

C----. I painted a lady full of affection, of tenderness, and

sensibility, separated from her husband, for a series of time, by the

cruelty of the war--her uncertainty respecting his health; the pain

and anxiety which must naturally arise from it. I represented, in the

most pathetic terms, the disquietudes which, from the nature of her

connexion, might possibly intrude on her domestic retreat. I then

raised to her view fortitude under distress; cheerfullness, life, and

gayety, in the midst of affliction.

I hope you will forgive me, my dear little friend, if I produced you

to give life to the image. The instance, she owned, was applicable.

She felt for you from her heart, and she has a heart capable of

feeling. She wished not a misfortune similar to yours; but, if I was

resolved to make it so, she would strive to imitate your example. I

have now permission to go where I please, but you must not forget her.

She and Lady C---- promise to come to the Hermitage to spend a week or

two. Encourage her, and represent the advantage I shall gain from

travel. But why should I desire you to do what I know your own heart

will dictate? for a heart so capable of friendship feels its own pain

alleviated by alleviating that of another.

But do not suppose that my attention is only taken up with my own

affairs. I am too much attached ever to forget the Hermitage. Mrs.

Duvall, I hope, is recovering; and Kitty's indisposition is that of my

nearest relation. Mrs. de Visme has delicate nerves. Tell me her

children are well, and I know she has a flow of spirits, for her

health depends entirely on theirs.

I was unfortunate in not being able to meet with the governor. He was

neither at Elizabethtown, B. Ridge, Princeton, nor Trenton. I have

consulted with several members of Congress on the occasion. They own

the injustice, but cannot interfere. The laws of each state must

govern itself. They cannot conceive the possibility of its taking

place. General Lee says it must not take place; and if he was an

absolute monarch, he would issue an order to prevent it.

I am introduced to the gentleman I wished by General Lee in a very

particular manner. I cannot determine with certainty what I shall do

till my arrival in Virginia.

Make my compliments to Mrs. and Miss De Visme, and believe me, with

the sincerest friendship,

Yours,

JAMES MONROE

Mr. Peter De Visme, the brother of Mrs. Prevost, was captured at sea,

and made prisoner of war. As she was personally acquainted with

General Washington, she solicited his influence to promote his

exchange, to which the general replied:--

Headquarters, Middlebrook, 19th May, 1779.

MADAM,

It is much to be regretted that the pleasure of obeying the first

emotions in favour of misfortune is not always in our power. I should

be happy could I consider myself at liberty to comply with your

request in the case of your brother, Mr. Peter De Visme. But, as I

have heretofore taken no direction in the disposal of marine

prisoners, I cannot, with propriety, interfere on the present

occasion, however great the satisfaction I should feel in obliging

where you are interested. Your good sense will perceive this, and find

a sufficient excuse in the delicacy of my situation.

I have the honour to be, madam,

Your obedient servant,

GEORGE WASHINGTON.

FROM WILLIAM PATTERSON.

Morristown, 29th September, 1779.

DEAR BURR,

About four weeks ago I received a letter from you of the 8th of

August, and, a week after, another of the 23d. They came by the way of

Moorestown, from which to Rariton, where I reside. The conveyance is

easy and safe. I cannot point out any mode of sending your letters

better than that which you have adopted.

I was pleased extremely to hear from you, and, indeed, was quite

disappointed in not hearing from you sooner. I was for a time in

expectation that you would return into Jersey, as the scene of

military operations was directed to your part of the world, and would

unavoidably drive you from your study and repose. Military operations

are so fluctuating and uncertain as to render it exceedingly difficult

to fix upon a retreat which may not be broken in upon in the course of

a campaign. New-Haven bid fair to be the seat of calmness and

serenity, of course well suited for a studious and contemplative mind,

and therefore made choice of as the place of your abode. New-Haven,

however, partook of the common calamity; and, in the evolution of

human events, from a place of safety and repose, was turned into a

place of confusion and war.

You are not contented, my dear Burr, and why are you not? You sigh for

New-Jersey, and why do you not return? It is true we are continually

broken in upon by the sons of tumult and war. Our situation is such

that the one army or the other is almost constantly with us, and yet

we rub along with tolerable order, spirit, and content. Oh! that the

days of peace would once more return, that we might follow what

business, partake of what amusements, and think and live as we please.

As to myself, I am, my dear Burr, one of the happiest of men. The

office I hold calls me too frequently, and detains me too long, from

home, otherwise I should enjoy happiness as full and high as this

world can afford. It is, as you express it, "serene, rural, and

sentimental;" and such, one day, you will _feel_.

"You see no company--you partake of no amusements--you are always

grave." Such, too, has been the life that I have lived for months and

years. I cannot say that it is an unpleasing one. I avoided company;

indeed, I do so still, unless it be the company of chosen friends. I

have been ever fond of my fireside and study--ever fond of calling up

some absent friend, and of living over, in idea, past times of

sentimental pleasure. Fancy steps in to my aid, colours the picture,

and makes it delightful indeed. You are in the very frame of mind I

wish you to be; may it continue.

I cannot tell you what has become of Mrs. Prevost's affairs. About two

months ago I received a very polite letter from her. She was

apprehensive that the commissioners would proceed. It seems they

threatened to go on. I wrote them on the subject, but I have not heard

the event. I am at this place, on my way to a superior court in

Bergen. If possible, I shall wait on the good gentlewoman. At Bergen I

shall inquire into the state of the matter. It will, indeed, turn up

of course. You shall soon hear from me again. Adieu. May health and

happiness await you

WILLIAM PATERSON.

The precarious and unsettled state of Colonel Burr's health, in the

autumn of 1779 and the beginning of 1780, was such that he was unable

to adopt and adhere to any regular system of study. Among his most

intimate personal friends was Colonel Robert Troup. He, too, had

determined to retire from public service, and was anxious to study in

the same office with Burr. His letters cast much light on their

pursuits at the time they were written.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

Philadelphia, 16th January, 1780.

My dear Friend,

Watkins was kind enough to deliver me yours of the 8th of December,

written, I presume, at Paramus. I almost envy you the happiness you

have enjoyed. From the first moment of my acquaintance with Mrs.

Prevost and her sister, I conceived an admiration for them both, which

is much increased by the opinion you entertain of them. How, then, am

I flattered by their polite manner of mentioning my name. To whom am I

indebted but to you, my friend, for this unmerited favour? Surely

these ladies saw nothing in me at Governor Livingston's which was

worthy of remembrance, unless a terrible noise, which some people call

laughter, could be worth remembering. With the best intention,

therefore, to serve me, you have done me an injury, Aaron. I shall be

afraid to see our favourites in the spring, because I shall fall

infinitely short of their ideas of cleverness. Pray, do you recollect

the opinion which Judge Candour solemnly pronounced upon us both, in a

court of reason held at the Indian King? Why, then, will you expose my

weakness by ascribing to me imaginary excellences? If you persist in

such cruel conduct, sir, I will make you feel the weight of my

resentment, by publishing to the world the purity of my esteem for

your public and private character.

I am happy to find our plan of studying together appears more and more

rational to you. It really does to me, and I hope we shall follow it.

Since you left Philadelphia, some circumstances have turned up which

render my office so disagreeable to me that I am determined to resign.

_Vous pouvez compter sur moi_. Besides the disgust I have taken, I am

led to it by ambition, which has a small share of influence over me as

well as you.

But I am desirous of a change in our plan, which I request you to

think of seriously. I am inclined to believe it would be best for us

to study the law with Mr. Stockton, at Princeton. This, I know, will

surprise you; but your surprise will be lessened when you hear my

reasons.

The practice of Connecticut differs so materially from the practice of

New-York and New-Jersey, that we should lose time by being with Mr.

Osmer. For, after being eighteen months or two years with him, it

would be necessary to continue nearly the same time in another office,

to get a competent knowledge of the practice. This is a matter of

consequence, especially as it is my object to qualify myself for

practice as soon as possible.

I have the highest opinion of Mr. Osmer, and, did I intend to follow

the law in Connecticut, there is no man I would sooner study with. I

believe he would ground us well in the knowledge of the dead-letter of

the law; but I wish to have the practice and the theory accompanying

each other. Mr. Stockton has been polite enough to make me an offer,

and has promised to spare no pains to instruct me. He would be glad to

instruct you likewise; for I have heard him express himself of you in

the most friendly manner. I propose to lodge at some substantial

farmer's house, about a mile from the main road, and have made a

solemn league and covenant with my own mind to seclude myself from the

pleasures of the world. This I know I can do. And have you not as much

philosophy as I have?

It is true, Mr. Stockton has unmarried daughters, and there is a

number of genteel families in and near Princeton. But why should we

connect ourselves with any of them, so as to interrupt our studies?

They will be entitled to a civil bow from us whenever we meet them;

and, if they expect more, they will be disappointed. Indeed, l shall

take care to inform them of my intentions, and if they afterwards

complain of my want of politeness in not visiting them, it will give

me little uneasiness.

I entreat you, my dearest and best friend, to reflect on this matter,

and favour me with your answer without a moment's loss of time. My

happiness, and my improvement in the law, depend entirely upon

pursuing my studies with you. The change I now propose is conformable

to the sentiments and wishes of all my friends, particularly of

Chancellor Livingston, who is certainly a judge.

I forgot to mention that Mr. Stockton is universally allowed to be one

of the best speakers we ever had in this part of the continent, and it

will therefore be in his power to teach us the eloquence of the bar,

which may be considered as a capital advantage.

I have communicated my sentiments on this subject more fully to our

mutual friend, Colonel Wadsworth, who will deliver you this letter,

than I have to you in writing. He will explain them to you, and, I am

sure, will give you his own with the utmost candour and sincerity. I

have left several messages at the house Dr. ----- lodges when he is in

town; but cannot get an answer, and see little prospect of getting

your money unless you write him a dunning letter. I shall leave one

for him to-morrow, and will endeavour to have the affair settled this

week.

I write this at my lodgings, where I have not a single newspaper.

Colonel Wadsworth will leave town in the course of an hour; and, if I

can find time, I will go to the office and collect all I can find.

There have been none, however, since you left town, which are worth

reading. Wadsworth will tell you all the news I have, which is, that

old Roger Sherman is metamorphosed, by some strange magical power,

into _a very honest man_.

God bless you, and may Dom. Tetard soon have the pleasure of drinking

a glass of wine with us both, in his house at Kingsbridge. I mean,

after the British gentry have left it. I should have written to you

before, but I have been waiting these three weeks past for Colonel

Wadsworth to leave Philadelphia. He will inform you of the cursed

slavish life I lead at the treasury office. I am obliged to attend it

even on Saturday nights, which places me below the level of a negro in

point of liberty. Pray present my best respects to Tetard, and assure

him of my wishes to serve him at all times, and on all occasions.

Yours,

ROBERT TROUP.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

Philadelphia, February 14th, 1780.

My Dear Burr,

I have resigned my office, and am now preparing to leave Philadelphia

to go to Princeton, agreeable to the plan in my letter by Colonel

Wadsworth. This week I expect to finish a little private business I

have on hand, and, by the latter end of the next, to be settled in a

regular course of study with Mr. Stockton. What think you of this

alteration in the plan we settled? Can you leave Mr. Osmer without

injury? I assure you, the only motive I have to prefer Stockton is a

desire to qualify myself for practice as soon as possible. All my

friends are against my studying in Connecticut, for the reason

mentioned in my last; and they all recommend Stockton to me. I am

therefore determined to study with him.

I am very much afraid that Princeton will be disagreeable to you on

many accounts, and particularly on account of the number of

acquaintances you have in and near it. This is a misfortune, to be

sure; but do as I shall, _neglect them all_; it is matter of perfect

indifference to me whether I affront them or not. My object is to

study with the closest attention. I must do it. I have no other

resource.

Permit me to declare, like a sincere friend, that my happiness is so

intimately connected with yours, that I shall be chagrined to an

extreme if you find it inconvenient to join me. We could be useful to

each other. Besides facilitating each other's progress in the law, we

could improve ourselves in writing and speaking. In one word--I am

confident I should acquire as much knowledge in three years with you

as in six years without you. I never was more serious. Come,

therefore, immediately, and bring Mr. Tetard with you to perfect us in

the French language, which I have paid little attention to since I

wrote you, and indeed since you left me.

Pray why have you neglected to answer my letter by Colonel Wadsworth?

I suspect something extraordinary is the matter with you. Or are you

so angry as not to think I merit an answer? Whatever your reason was,

let me request you to favour me with an answer to this by the first

opportunity. If it is sent under cover to Mr. Stockton, it will

perhaps reach me sooner.

It is reported, and pretty general believed, that Sir Henry Clinton,

with the fleet that came from New-York about six weeks ago, has

touched at Georgia; taken Prevost's troops with him, and gone either

to St. Augustine or the Havannah. This is very important news, if

true; but it seems to wait confirmation.

Your unalterable friend,

ROBERT TROUP.

TO WILLIAM PATERSON.

Middletown, February 16th, 1780.

Your friendly letter of September has at length found its way to me. I

am once more a recluse. It accords with my feelings. I should

doubtless be happier if I enjoyed perfect health and the society of a

friend _like you_; but why do I say like you? No likeness could

compensate for the absence of the original.

I am something at a loss how to regulate my motions for the coming

summer. The prospect of peace is still distant. It is an object of

importance with me to be not only secure from alarms, but remote from

the noise of war. My present situation promises at least those

advantages. Perhaps yours does equally. Events only can determine.

My health, which was till of late very promising, seems to decline a

little. This circumstance will oblige me to alter my course of life. I

shall be in your state in May or June, perhaps sooner. If you have a

prospect of tranquillity, I Shall have no thought of returning.

Colonel Troup, a worthy, sensible young fellow, and a particular

friend of mine, wishes to know where I shall prosecute my studies, and

is determined, he says, to be my companion. A gentleman who has been

long eminent at your bar, and whom we both know perfectly well, had

made Troup some polite offers of his service as an instructor. He was

pleased with the scheme, and as he knew the gentleman was professedly

my friend, urged me to put myself also under his tuition. I mentioned

to him in a late letter the objections which had been decisive with

me, and I fancy he will view them in the same light. He is the

companion I would wish in my studies. He is a better antidote for the

spleen than a ton of drugs. I am often a little inclined to _hypo_.

My best respects attend Mrs. Paterson. Speak of her in your letters. I

would not feel indifferent to one so near to you, even if no personal

acquaintance had confirmed my esteem. You would have heard from me

sooner, but no post has rode this fortnight. I have been pursuing the

track you marked out for me, though not with the ardour I could wish.

My health will bear no imposition. I am obliged to eat, drink, sleep,

and study, as it directs. No such restraint interrupts your bliss. May

you feel no bonds but those of love and friendship--no rules but those

that lead to happiness. Adieu.

Yours sincerely,

A. BURR.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

Philadelphia, 29th February, 1780.

MY DEAR BURR,

Your favours of the 1st and 5th inst. came to hand last night, and are

both before me. I am very much indebted to you for your candour in

stating the objections which are against Princeton, as well as Mr.

Stockton. I had anticipated them all. They are far from being

groundless. But my situation was peculiar when I determined to live

with Mr. Stockton. In my last a principle of delicacy induced me to be

more reserved than is consistent with the sincerity of our affection

for each other. Forgive my criminal reserve. I will be plain with you

now.

By a strange kind of contracted system, which pervades all the civil

establishments of Congress, I was reduced to the necessity of

resigning my office at least six weeks sooner than I expected. Though

I laboured both day and night, with as much drudgery as a negro on a

plantation in the West Indies, the board of treasury did not think

themselves authorized to report a warrant in my favour for money to

answer the common demands of living. They confined me to my salary of

_ten thousand dollars_ [3] per annum. Finding that I had not the most

distant prospect of getting a decent support while I continued in

office, and that I was obliged to pay four or five thousand dollars

out of my own private purse for _necessaries, I cursed and quit them_

the beginning of this month.

Being thus out of office, I thought it would be prudent to settle

myself at the law without a moment's delay, both on account of the

heavy expense of living in this city, and the loss of time, which is

of the greatest consequence to me. I did not forget Mr. Paterson when

I gave the preference to Mr. Stockton. The private character of the

former is infinitely superior to that of the latter, and so is his

public. But he is immersed in such an ocean of business, that I

imagined it would be out of his power to bestow all the time and pains

on our improvement we would wish. Besides, I was afraid of being more

confined to the drudgery of copying in his office than I ought. This

is inseparable from an office in which there is a good deal done,

however well disposed a lawyer may be to promote the interest of his

clerk. You observe that his present office expires next summer. I

grant it. Yet he may be chosen attorney-general again; and this I

believe will be the case, for there is not a man of sufficient

abilities in the state, except him and Morris, to whom the people

would give the office. Morris, I fancy, will not accept it if offered

to him, as he has lately resigned his seat on the bench; and I will

venture to predict that Paterson will be continued, though against his

inclination.

Upon the whole, then, I feel extreme regret in telling you that I must

go and sit down at Princeton the latter end of this week at farthest.

The die is cast. My honour forbids me to act contrary to the

engagement I have entered into with Mr. Stockton. Had I received your

kind letter before my _absolute determination_, I should certainly

have followed your advice. Our plan, therefore, will be frustrated.

Painful the reflection! You would hurt me exceedingly if you came to

live at Princeton, and subjected yourself to the inconveniences you

mention, merely to please me.

I am glad to hear your health is mending, and should be still more

happy if it was unnecessary to make use of the mineral springs in the

Clove. I have always suspected that the law would disagree with your

delicate constitution. It requires the most intense study. Your

ambition to excel will stimulate you to the closest application, and I

dread the effects it may produce. You should therefore be cautions.

Health is a source of more substantial pleasure than the most

cultivated understanding.

A few days ago Dr. Edwards left a bundle of bills, amounting, as he

says, to one thousand pounds, at Dr, Rush's for me, to be sent to you.

I have not yet counted it, but I suppose it is right. To-day or

to-morrow I shall leave a receipt for it at Dr. Rash's. I believe I

shall presume so far upon your friendship as to borrow a part of it

for my own use for about a fortnight. I am much disappointed in

receiving a small sum to pay my debts in town. I sold two thousand

dollars in certificates to Mr. Duer just before he left town, and he

gave me an order upon a lady for the money. I find she will not be

able to pay it for some time hence, and I am so pressed for cash that

I have written to Duer, at Baskenridge, for the certificates or money

immediately. I expect an answer every moment; and, till I receive it,

shall consider part of yours as my own. The remainder I shall transmit

you by the first safe conveyance. I think it would be wrong to trust

the post with it.

I thank you sincerely for your offer of a horse. The present state of

my finances is such that I cannot afford to keep one. If I could it

might detach me from my studies. Beware of temptation, saith the

Scripture, and so saith my interest.

I suppose you have read the king's speech. He makes no mention of his

rebellious subjects in America, or of any allies, and is resolved to

prosecute the war. The debates in the House of Lords, as well as

Commons, on the motion for an address of thanks, were very warm. Lord

North, in one of his speeches, makes no scruple of declaring that they

have no allies to assist them. That they can get none. That the

combined fleets have a _decided superiority_; and that it would have

been highly dangerous for the English fleet to have fought them last

fall. The bills on Spain and Holland sell very fast. They will all be

disposed of in a very short time. There are large arrivals in Virginia

and Maryland; and there are several vessels below, waiting for the

river to be cleared of ice, which will be in three or four days. Poor

_continental_ is still going down hill. _Fifty-eight_ was refused

yesterday; and I have no doubt it will be _seventy_ for _one_ before

ten days hence. Adieu. As long as you are Aaron Burr, I will be

ROBERT TROUP.

FROM MAJOR R. ALDEN.

I intended to have wrote you a letter in answer to your last, but

neither head or heart will enable me at present. Although I am

answerable for my conduct, yet I cannot govern the animal fluids. I am

so much of a _lunatic thermometer_, that both _moon_ and _atmosphere_

very much influence my _aerial_ constitution. My brain is subject to

such changes, and so much affected by _external_ objects, that I may

be properly compared to a _windmill_. You may make the similitudes as

you please. I have not a single sentiment in my head, or feeling in my

heart, that would pay for expressing. At any rate, my mill will not

grind. What is all this says my friend Aaron? The pleasure I enjoyed

yesterday in feasting in good company, and in a variety of other

agreeables, at the nuptial anniversary of our dear and happy friends,

Mr. and Mrs. Thaddeus Burr, has deprived me of that common share of

sensibility which is generally distributed through the days of the

year, and rather destroyed the equilibrium. I set out for camp the

last of this week; may I expect letters from my friend? Be assured of

my warmest friendship, and make me happy by the like assurance, as it

will afford the sincerest pleasure to,

Yours, with affection,

R. ALDEN.

FROM WILLIAM PATERSON.

Rariton, April 14th, 1780.

MY DEAR BURR,

I take the earliest opportunity of acknowledging the receipt of your

_dateless_ letter, and returning you my best thanks for it. Mr. and

Mrs. Reeve [4] have been so kind as to tarry a night with me. We

endeavoured to prevail upon them to pass a few days with us, and

should have been happy if we could have succeeded. This letter goes

with them. That circumstance cannot fail, of making it still more

welcome to your honest and. benevolent heart.

I wrote you the latter end of January from the Hermitage, and

intrusted the letter to Mrs. Prevost. It was a mere scrawl. This is of

the same cast. However, I promise, the very first leisure hour, to

devote it entirely to you in the letter way. Although I do not write

frequently to you, yet, believe me, I think frequently of you. Oh,

Burr! may you enjoy health, and be completely happy; as much so as I

am--more I cannot wish you. Nor will you be able to attain high

felicity until you experience such a union as I do. Mrs. Paterson is

in tolerable health, and gives you her best respects. I wish her

safely through the month of May, and then I shall be still more happy.

When you come to Jersey I shall certainly see you. If I do not, it

will be treason against our friendship.

Peace is distant. There is no prospect of it in the present year. Nor

do I think that Britain will come to terms while she fancies herself

superior on the ocean. The war, however, goes southward, and there is

some hope that we shall be more in quiet this year than we have been

since the commencement of hostilities. On the opening of the campaign

we shall be able to judge better. Adieu.

WILLIAM PATERSON.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

Princeton, April 27th, 1780.

MY DEAR BURR,

I wrote to you yesterday, and happened to put the letter into the

postoffice a little after the post had gone. In that letter I

requested you to come here as soon as possible, for it was highly

probable that I should leave Princeton entirely, and determine to

follow our original plan. The event has confirmed my conjecture. I

came here from General Morris's yesterday, and exerted all the

influence I was master of to get new lodgings, but could not, without

lodging in the town, which would be disagreeable to me on many

accounts. I have now given over all thoughts of staying here; and,

having an excellent pretext for changing my ground, I shall write to

Mr. Stockton, who is still in Philadelphia, and acquaint him with my

intentions of going away. Nothing is therefore wanting but yourself,

with a horse and chair, to make me completely happy. I wish to God I

could push off eastward immediately, but I cannot. I have no horse,

neither is it practicable to borrow or hire one. I must, then, wait

for you; and I request you, in the most pressing terms, to lose not a

moment's time in coming for me at General Morris's, about six miles

from this, near Colonel Van Dyke's mill, on the road to Somerset,

where I shall wait impatiently for you.

I am extremely uneasy lest this letter should reach you after you have

left home, and begun your journey northward. In that case I shall be

very unfortunate; and, to prevent too great a delay, I write to Mr.

Reeves at Litchfield, and enclose him a letter for you, and desire him

to forward it to you, wherever you are, with all expedition. I shall

likewise enclose another for you to Mrs. Prevost, who will be kind

enough to give it to you the moment you arrive there.

If we once get together, I hope we shall not be soon parted. It would

afford me the greatest satisfaction to live with you during life. God

grant our meeting may be soon. You have my best and fervent wishes for

the recovery of your health, and every other happiness. Adieu.

ROBERT TROUP.

TO COLONEL TROUP.

Fairfield, 15th May, 1780.

MY DEAR BOB,

I wrote you from this place the 12th inst. This follows close upon it,

that I may rest assured of your having heard from me.

I go to-morrow to Middletown, from whence I shall hasten my departure

as much as possible. No trifling concerns should command me a moment;

but business of importance, and some embarrassments too serious to be

laughed out of the way, will, I fear, detain me this month. But the

month is already gone before you can receive this. I hope your

philosophy will not have forsaken you. Far from you be gloom and

despondency. Attune your organs to the genuine ha! ha! 'Tis to me the

music of the spheres; the sovereign specific that shall disgrace the

physician's art, and baffle the virulence of malady. Hold yourself

aloof from all engagements, even of the _heart_. We will deliberate

unbiased, that we may decide with wisdom. I form no decision on the

subject of our studies till I see you.

I write from the house of our friend Thaddeus, in a world of company,

who are constantly interrupting me with impertinent questions. Your

summons came unexpected, and found me unprepared. Nevertheless, my

assiduity shall convince you that you may command

A. BURR.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

At General Morris's, near Princeton, 16th May, 1780.

MY DEAR BURR,

I wrote you, about three weeks ago, a very pressing letter, and

requested you to come for me here as soon as possible. My anxiety to

see you is extreme, and, lest my letter should have miscarried, I

cannot help troubling you with another. Every thing, my dear Burr, has

succeeded to my wishes. I have left Mr. Stockton upon the most

friendly terms imaginable, and I am still at General Morris's to avoid

expense, but am so situated that I cannot study. I assure you, my

future prosperity and happiness in life depends, in a greater measure

than you may imagine, on my living and studying with you; and the

sooner we get seated in some retired place, where we may live cheaply

and study without interruption, the better. I know myself--I think I

know you perfectly. I am more deceived than ever I was if we do not

live happily together, and improve beyond our most sanguine

expectations. Delay not, therefore, a single moment, my dear Burr, but

come for me yourself. A horse or a chair without you will be

unwelcome. I want to consult you about several matters of importance

to me before I leave this state. I say leave this state, for our

original plan of studying with Mr. Osmer appears the most rational to

me on many accounts.

I am so much attached to you, my dear Burr, and feel myself so much

interested in every thing which concerns you, that I believe, and hope

sincerely, it will be many years before we separate if we can once sit

down together. As long as my slender fortune will permit me to live

without business, we will, if you find it agreeable, enjoy the

pleasures of retirement. And when we enter on the theatre of the

world, why not act our parts together? Heaven grant that we may. I

repeat it again, my dearest friend, lose not a moment's time in coming

for me. It is painful to trespass so long upon General Morris's

bounty, though he be my friend, and I have not any means of stirring

an inch from him unless I walk. For fear you should not be at

Middletown, I shall enclose a copy of this letter to Mr. Reeves, and

request him to forward it to you immediately if you should not be with

him.

With what pleasure did I receive yours of the 24th ult., at Princeton,

the other day, when I went to pay Mr. Stockton a visit after his

return from Philadelphia. I cordially congratulate you on the

improvement of your health by rash experiments. May it be as well

established as my own, which is perfectly capable of the closest

application. But I was not a little mortified to find you say nothing

about your intention to ride to Jersey. Let me entreat you once more

to set off as soon as possible. Every moment is precious, and ought to

be employed to advantage. I shall wait for you with the greatest

impatience; and, in the meantime, I am, what I always wish to be,

Your affectionate and sincere friend,

ROBERT TROUP.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

Society-Hall, General Morris's, 23d May, 1780.

MY DEAR AARON,

My patience is almost exhausted. I have been waiting for you this

month past. Here I am, a pensioner upon the bounty of my good friend

General Morris, and am likely to continue so, unless you are kind

enough to come and carry me away. This is the fifth or sixth letter I

have written you on the subject. What can be the reason of the great

delay in forwarding letters by the post? Your last was above a

fortnight old before it got to Princeton; and, upon inquiry, Daddy

Plumb informs me the riders are ordered to ride _forty miles_ a day

during the season. Must I attribute it to the fatality which has

already separated us, and, I fear, is determined to put an eternal bar

to our junction? Such an event would blast all my hopes of future

happiness. My dear Aaron, I want words to express my pleasure in

anticipating the satisfaction of retiring from the cares of the world

with you, and living in all the simple elegance of ancient

philosophers. We should make a rapid improvement in every branch of

useful literature; and when we came to act our parts on the theatre of

the world, we might excite admiration, and, what would be infinitely

more pleasing to us, we should be better men and better citizens.

After Mr. Stockton returned from Philadelphia, I communicated to him

my situation and my intentions. He approved of my determination to go

away, and gave me some advice, which you shall know when you see me.

Thus I have left Mr. Stockton without causing the least uneasiness,

and I am now ready to enter upon our old plan, which appears the most

consistent with our present views. As I said in all my letters to you

on the subject, I am here from a principle of economy; but it is

disagreeable to stay so long as a visitor, and I am therefore obliged

to request you to alter your intention about coming here, and set off

the moment you receive this. I have no horse, and depend entirely upon

you. Besides the time we lose by postponing our settlement, I have a

matter of great importance to us both to communicate to you, that has

no connexion with our studying, and which makes it necessary for me to

see you immediately.

Poor Mr. Stockton is incurable. He cannot survive the summer.

Yours,

ROBERT TROUP.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

Baskenridge, June 27th, 1786.

MY DEAR AARON,

After a very disagreeable ride indeed, I came here the day before

yesterday in the afternoon; and yesterday morning, just as I was going

to mount my horse, I was seized with a violent fever, which lasted

till sunset. This morning I feel much better, though I am exceedingly

weak. In a few minutes I shall take an emetic; after which I suppose

the bark will be necessary. The fever seems to be of the intermittent

kind, and, I think, is occasioned principally by riding in the hot

sun. I am so agreeably situated here, that I shall stay till I

recover, which I hope will be in three or four days. The family are

very polite and attentive to me, and Dr. Cutting, who quarters in the

neighbourhood, is both my physician and apothecary.

The Miss Livingstons have inquired in a very friendly manner about

you, and expect you will wait upon them when you pass this way. Since

I have been here, I have had an opportunity of removing entirely the

suspicion they had of your courting Miss De Visme. [5] They believe

nothing of it now, and attribute your visits at Paramus to motives of

friendship for Mrs. Prevost and the family.

Wherever I am, and can with propriety, you may be assured I shall

represent this matter in its true light.

I have obtained a few particulars of -----, which I was before

unacquainted with, and which I cannot forbear communicating. He is the

son of the vice-president of Pennsylvania, who I always understood in

Philadelphia was a respectable merchant, and I believe is worth a

moderate fortune, though I am not certain. His family was not ranked

in the genteeler class before the war; but at present may be called

fashionable, or _á la mode_. The girls here think him handsome,

genteel, and sensible, and say positively he is no longer engaged to

Miss Shippen. He has frequently spoken to them in raptures, latterly

of Miss De Visme, and once declared he was half in love with her. I

have taken care to touch this string with the greatest delicacy.

How is your health? Better or worse? Pray neglect no opportunity of

writing to me. Present my most respectful compliments to Mrs. Prevost

and the family, and also the ladies on the hill.

Miss Susan Governor Livingston desires her compliments to you and the

two families. So do Susan and Eliza Baskenridge.

Yours affectionately,

ROBERT TROUP.

FROM PETER COLT. [6]

Weathersfield, 7th July, 1780.

MY DEAR SIR,

Will you allow me that appellation, who have so long neglected to

inform you of the situation of your affairs left in my hands? But

figure to yourself the thousand embarrassments that have attended me

in conducting my public concerns _towards a close_, and you will be

led to put a more favourable construction on my conduct than I should

otherwise expect.

My last informed you of the loss of the _Hawk_, being chased on shore

the back side of Long Island. It was a few days after she went out on

her last cruise, and before she had any success. Of course, about

£20,000, the amount of her last outfits, were thrown away. I fear this

will make her die in debt. Though all her goods are either sold or

divided, yet her accounts are not settled. I wish I could see a

tolerable prospect of their being speedily closed. But the agents are

embarrassed. As soon as I can get her accounts, will inform you of the

state of this unlucky adventure. There is on hand some clothing, some

duck, and rigging, out of which I hope to raise hard money. What shall

I do with the other articles, a small parcel of glassware and rum, and

the money arising from the sales of the vessel's sea-coat, &c.? I am

advised to sell every thing for continental money, at the present

going prices, and exchange it for hard. What is the exchange with you?

With us it is from sixty to seventy for one. Let me know what I am to

do with your money when I get it into my hands. I have not settled any

of your accounts but Stanley's.

Your friends are generally well, and wish to hear from you. Miss

H----- has been quite unwell since you left us, as she tells me she

hears you are. You will not be vain when I add, she has more than once

lamented _your ill state of health_, and expressed some fears that it

was not growing better. The Sallys beg me to make their best wishes

for your health and happiness acceptable to you. Shall I add, their

love also?

Friend Wadsworth has engaged in the supplies for the French navy and

troops. I think it will keep him employed, and much to his advantage.

Yours sincerely,

PETER COLT.

FROM PETER COLT.

Weathersfield, July 16th, 1780.

DEAR SIR,

I have to acknowledge the receipt of your polite and friendly letter

of the 1st inst. My little family would have been too much elated with

your attention to them had you not dashed the pleasure with the

account of your ill state of health. Pray be more attentive to the

recovery of it, even should it interfere with your study of the law.

Let your diet and exercise be simple and regular; directed by

experience. The former not too low. It is a good old maxim--be

religious, but not superstitious. So respecting health, be exactly

attentive, but not whimsical. Excuse the term, for invalids are but

too apt to be governed by whim rather than reason and experience.

Enclosed you have an account current with the agents of the Hawk.

Indeed, take it altogether, it is but a poor adventure. I shall

endeavour the settlement of your account with Friend -----, and remit

you. In the meantime, it will not be amiss to send me an account of

money advanced to him.

As to news, must refer you to the newspapers, where you will get a

large supply. I wish _our printers_ did not deal so much in the

marvellous. It is in vain for them to attempt copying Rivington. [7]

They had better stick to the truth.

Yours, &c.,

PETER COLT.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

Rariton, July 18th, 1780.

MY DEAR BURR,

Mr. Paterson went to Brunswick court this morning. The few lines by

Dr. Brown are the first I have had from you since I left Paramus;

where the other letters you refer to stay, I know not.

I am charmed with my present situation in every respect. It could not

be more agreeable to my wishes. I shall have reason to thank you, as

long as I live, for my change. The man I lodge with is an able

farmer--has a large house--is fond of me, and is possessed of every

thing a reasonable person could expect or wish for. I study

attentively, and have no interruption whatever. There is an agreeable

neighbourhood in this part of the country, and, when I choose, I can

unbend myself in very genteel company.

I am reading Wood at present. I have almost done with his 4th chapter,

and am looking over his chapter on courts. I confine my whole

attention to the practice, for reasons I will tell you when we meet. I

am translating Burlamaqui's Politic Law. Reading Robertson's Charles

V., Dalrymple on Feudal Property, and Swift's Works. The morning I

devote to the law. I am up sometimes before, generally at sunrise.

From two to half after three in the afternoon, and from nine to eleven

in the evening, I apply to other matters. I am in a fair way, if

public affairs will suffer me, to be retired.

Paterson is the very man we want. He is sensible, friendly, and, as

far as I am capable of judging, profound in the law. He is to examine

me on Saturday or Monday on what I have read, and I am preparing

accordingly. I have heard him examine Noel yesterday on the practice,

and I find his examinations are critical. In a couple of months I

expect to be as far advanced in the practice as Noel. I cannot bear

that he should be before me. It must not, it shall not be.

My health is perfectly restored, and I am now as well as ever I was. I

am happy to hear you grow better. May you soon be well enough to join

me. The weather is so intensely hot, and I am so closely engaged in

study, that I cannot determine when I shall pay you a visit.

Yours, &c.,

ROBERT TROUP.

FROM COLONEL TROUP.

On the Rariton, 21st August, 1780.

MY DEAR BURR,

The account I have given of my situation is far from a fiction. You

will find it a pleasing reality when you come here, which I suppose

you will postpone till you see me, as I have no doubt at present that

the second division of the French fleet has arrived, with a

re-enforcement of 4000 troops. This event will render it necessary for

me to be ready to move at a moment's warning; and, presuming there

will be no delay in commencing our operations, I think, in the course

of a fortnight, or three weeks at most, I shall be at Paramus.

Will your health permit you to join the army? I fear not. Fatigue and

bad weather may ruin it. I confess I am much disappointed in my

opinion of the mineral waters. From your letters, I conclude the stock

of health you have gained since I left you is scarcely perceptible.

Something else must be tried. Life is precious, and demands every

exertion and sacrifice to preserve it. Mr. Paterson and I have often

spoken together on this subject, and we both agree that a ride to the

southward next winter, and a trip to the West Indies in the spring,

would be of infinite service to you. This might be done with ease in

five or six months.

Mrs. Paterson is perfectly recovered, and her little girl grows

finely, and promises to be handsome. Mrs. Paterson often asks about

you, and seems anxious to have you among us. When you come, remember

to bring with you the book you took with you on our way to Paramus. I

believe it is an essay on health. Mrs. Paterson wants it, the idea you

gave me of her is just. She is easy, polite, sensible, and friendly.

Paterson is rather deficient in the graces, but he possesses every

virtue that enters into the composition of an amiable character.

I can hardly go out anywhere without being asked a number of questions

about you. You seem to be universally known and esteemed. Mr. Morris's

family are exceedingly particular in their inquiries concerning your

health. It would be easier for you to conceive, than for me to tell

you, how much they like you. They insist upon our paying them a visit

as soon as you are settled here, which I have promised, on your part

as well as my own.

Let me entreat you to avoid engaging any of your French books in

Connecticut, especially Chambaud's Exercises, to any person whatever.

I, and perhaps you, will stand in need of them all.

I am greatly indebted to the good family for their favourable

sentiments, which, as I said once before, must proceed more from

affection to you than what they find meritorious in me. I am certain,

however, that their esteem for me cannot exceed mine for them, and

this you will be kind enough to hint to them when you present my

respectful compliments. Assure Dom. Tetard of my friendship for him,

and fixed determination to use all endeavours to metamorphose him into

a Crassus after the war is ended. Adieu

ROBERT TROUP.

Footnotes:

1. Late President of the United States.

2. The residence of Mrs. Prevost.

3. Continental paper dollars--equal in value to _sixty for one silver

dollar_.

4. Judge Tappan Reeve, whose lady was the sister of Colonel Burr.

5. The sister of Mrs. Prevost

6. Deputy quartermaster-general; subsequently commissary for the

French army, and treasurer of the state of Connecticut.

7. Printer to the king in the city of New-York.

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