Chapter IV. Enter Benella Dusenberry.

'A fair maiden wander'd

All wearied and lone,

Sighing, “I'm a poor stranger,

And far from my own.”

We invited her in,

We offered her share

Of our humble cottage

And our humble fare;

We bade her take comfort,

No longer to moan,

And made the poor stranger

Be one of our own.'

Old Irish Song.

The next morning dawned as lovely as if it had slipped out of Paradise,

and as for freshness, and emerald sheen, the world from our windows was

like a lettuce leaf just washed in dew. The windows of my bedroom looked

out pleasantly on St. Stephen's Green, commonly called Stephen's Green,

or by citizens of the baser sort, Stephens's Green. It is a good English

mile in circumference, and many are the changes in it from the time it

was first laid out, in 1670, to the present day, when it was made into a

public park by Lord Ardilaun.

When the celebrated Mrs. Delany, then Mrs. Pendarves, first saw it, the

centre was a swamp, where in winter a quantity of snipe congregated,

and Harris in his History of Dublin alludes to the presence of snipe

and swamp as an agreeable and uncommon circumstance not to be met with

perhaps in any other great city in the world.

A double row of spreading lime-trees bordered its four sides, one of

which, known as Beaux' Walk, was a favourite lounge for fashionable

idlers. Here stood Bishop Clayton's residence, a large building with a

front like Devonshire House in Piccadilly: so writes Mrs. Delany. It was

splendidly furnished, and the bishop lived in a style which proves that

Irish prelates of the day were not all given to self-abnegation and

mortification of the flesh.

A long line of vehicles, outside-cars and cabs, some of them battered

and shaky, others sufficiently well-looking, was gathering on two sides

of the Green, for Dublin, you know, is 'the car-drivingest city in

the world.' Francesca and I had our first experience yesterday in the

intervals of nursing, driving to Dublin Castle, Trinity College, the

Four Courts, and Grafton Street (the Regent Street of Dublin). It is

easy to tell the stranger, stiff, decorous, terrified, clutching the

rail with one or both hands, but we took for our model a pretty Irish

girl, who looked like nothing so much as a bird on a swaying bough. It

is no longer called the 'jaunting,' but the outside car and there

is another charming word lost to the world. There was formerly an

inside-car too, but it is almost unknown in Dublin, though still found

in some of the smaller towns. An outside-car has its wheels practically

inside the body of the vehicle, but an inside car carries its wheels

outside. This definition was given us by an Irish driver, but lucid

definition is not perhaps an Irishman's strong point. It is clearer to

say that the passenger sits outside of the wheels on the one, inside on

the other. There are seats for two persons over each of the two

wheels, and a dickey for the driver in front, should he need to use it.

Ordinarily he sits on one side, driving, while you perch on the other,

and thus you jog along, each seeing your own side of the road, and

discussing the topics of the day across the 'well,' as the covered-in

centre of the car is called. There are those who do not agree with its

champions, who call it 'Cupid's own conveyance'; they find the seat too

small for two, yet feel it a bit unsociable when the companion occupies

the opposite side. To me a modern Dublin car with rubber tires and a

good Irish horse is the jolliest vehicle in the universe; there is a

liveliness, an irresponsible gaiety, in the spring and sway of it; an

ease in the half-lounging position against the cushions, a unique charm

in 'travelling edgeways' with your feet planted on the step. You must

not be afraid of a car if you want to enjoy it. Hold the rail if you

must, at first, though it's just as bad form as clinging to your horse's

mane while riding in the Row. Your driver will take all the chances that

a crowded thoroughfare gives him; he would scorn to leave more than an

inch between your feet and a Guinness' beer dray; he will shake your

flounces and furbelows in the very windows of the passing trams, but he

is beloved by the gods, and nothing ever happens to him.

The morning was enchanting, as I said, and, above all, the Derelict was

better.

“It's a grand night's slape I had wid her intirely,” said the housemaid;

“an' sure it's not to-day she'll be dyin' on you at all, at all; she's

had the white drink in the bowl twyst, and a grand cup o' tay on the top

o' that.”

Salemina fortified herself with breakfast before she went in to an

interview, which we all felt to be important and decisive. The time

seemed endless to us, and endless were our suppositions.

“Perhaps she has had morning prayers and fainted again.”

“Perhaps she has turned out to be Salemina's long-lost cousin.”

“Perhaps she is upbraiding Salemina for kidnapping her when she was

insensible.”

“Perhaps she is relating her life history; if it is a sad one, Salemina

is adopting her legally at this moment.”

“Perhaps she is one of Mr. Beresford's wards, and has come over to

complain of somebody's ill treatment.”

Here Salemina entered, looking flushed and embarrassed. We thought it a

bad sign that she could not meet our eyes without confusion, but I made

room for her on the sofa, and Francesca drew her chair closer.

“She is from Salem,” began the poor dear; “she has never been out of

Massachusetts in her life.”

“Unfortunate girl!” exclaimed Francesca, adding prudently, as she saw

Salemina's rising colour, “though of course if one has to reside in a

single state, Massachusetts offers more compensations than any other.”

“She knows every nook and corner in the place,” continued Salemina;

“she has even seen the house where I was born, and her name is Benella

Dusenberry.”

“Impossible!” cried Francesca. “Dusenberry is unlikely enough, but

who ever heard of such a name as Benella! It sounds like a flavouring

extract.”

“She came over to see the world, she says.”

“Oh! then she has money?”

“No--or at least, yes; or at least she had enough when she left America

to last for two or three months, or until she could earn something.”

“Of course she left her little all in a chamois-skin bag under her

pillow on the steamer,” suggested Francesca.

“That is precisely what she did,” Salemina replied, with a pale smile.

“However, she was so ill in the steerage that she had to pay twenty-five

or thirty dollars extra to go into the second cabin, and this naturally

reduced the amount of her savings, though it makes no difference since

she left them all behind her, save a few dollars in her purse. She says

she is usually perfectly well, but that she was very tired when she

started, that it was her first sea-voyage, and the passage was unusually

rough.”

“Where is she going?”

“I don't know; I mean she doesn't know. Her maternal grandmother was

born in Trim, near Tara, in Meath, but she does not think she has any

relations over here. She is entirely alone in the world, and that gives

her a certain sentiment in regard to Ireland, which she heard a great

deal about when she was a child. The maternal grandmother must have gone

to Salem at a very early age, as Benella herself savours only of New

England soil.”

“Has she any trade, or is she trained to do anything whatsoever?” asked

Francesca.

“No, she hoped to take some position of 'trust.' She does not care at

all what it is, so long as the occupation is 'interestin' work,' she

says. That is rather vague, of course, but she speaks and appears like a

nice, conscientious person.”

“Tell us the rest; conceal nothing,” I said sternly.

“She--she thinks that we have saved her life, and she feels that she

belongs to us,” faltered Salemina.

“Belongs to us!” we cried in a duet. “Was there ever such a base reward

given to virtue; ever such an unwelcome expression of gratitude! Belong

to us, indeed! We can't have her; we won't have her. Were you perfectly

frank with her?”

“I tried to be, but she almost insisted; she has set her heart upon

being our maid.”

“Does she know how to be a maid?”

“No, but she is extremely teachable, she says.”

“I have my doubts,” remarked Francesca; “a liking for personal service

is not a distinguishing characteristic of New Englanders; they are

not the stuff of which maids are made. If she were French or German or

Senegambian, in fact anything but a Saleminian, we might use her; we

have always said we needed some one.”

Salemina brightened. “I thought myself it might be rather nice--that is,

I thought it might be a way out of the difficulty. Penelope had thought

at one time of bringing a maid, and it would save us a great deal of

trouble. The doctor thinks she could travel a short distance in a few

days; perhaps it is a Providence in disguise.”

“The disguise is perfect,” murmured Francesca.

“You see,” Salemina continued, “when the poor thing tottered along the

wharf the stewardess laid her on the pile of wool sacks-”

“Like a dying Chancellor,” again interpolated the irrepressible.

“And ran off to help another passenger. When she opened her eyes, she

saw straight in front of her, in huge letters, 'Salem, Mass., U.S.A.'

It loomed before her despairing vision, I suppose, like a great ark

of refuge, and seemed to her in her half-dazed condition not only a

reminder, but almost a message from home. She had then no thought of

ever seeing the owner; she says she felt only that she should like

to die quietly on anything marked 'Salem, Mass.' Go in to see her

presently, Penelope, and make up your own mind about her. See if you

can persuade her to--to--well, to give us up. Try to get her out of the

notion of being our maid. She is so firm; I never saw so feeble a person

who could be so firm; and what in the world shall we do with her if she

keeps on insisting, in her nervous state?”

“My idea would be,” I suggested, “to engage her provisionally, if we

must, not because we want her, but because her heart is weak. I shall

tell her that we do not feel like leaving her behind, and yet we

ourselves cannot be detained in Dublin indefinitely; that we will try

the arrangement for a month, and that she can consider herself free to

leave us at any time on a week's notice.”

“I approve of that,” agreed Francesca, “because it makes it easier to

dismiss her in case she turns out to be a Massachusetts Borgia. You

remember, however, that we bore with the vapours and vagaries, the sighs

and moans of Jane Grieve in Pettybaw, all those weeks, and not one of us

had the courage to throw off her yoke. Never shall I forget her at your

wedding, Penelope; the teardrop glistened in her eye as usual; I think

it is glued there! Ronald was sympathetic, because he fancied she was

weeping for the loss of you, but on inquiry it transpired that she was

thinking of a marriage in that 'won'erfu' fine family in Glasgy,'

with whose charms she had made us all too familiar. She asked to be

remembered when I began my own housekeeping, and I told her truthfully

that she was not a person who could be forgotten; I repressed my feeling

that she is too tearful for a Highland village where it rains most

of the year, also my conviction that Ronald's parish would chasten me

sufficiently without her aid.”

I did as Salemina wished, and had a conference with Miss Dusenberry. I

hope I was quite clear in my stipulations as to the perfect freedom

of the four contracting parties. I know I intended to be, and I was

embarrassed to see Francesca and Salemina exchange glances next day when

Benella said she would show us what a good sailor she could be, on the

return voyage to America, adding that she thought a person would be much

less liable to sea-sickness when travelling in the first cabin.

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