CHAPTER III

HER ILLNESS FOLLOWING THE FRANCO-PRUSSIAN WAR

There are few letters and no diary during the winter of 1871 and 1872.

Clara Barton was at Carlsruhe endeavoring to recover from nervous

overstrain, and learning to write without much use of her eyes. She

supposed that she had finished her work for French relief, but a letter

from a Boston committee informed her that they still had funds for

this purpose, but were not having good success in the matter of local

distribution. They begged her to take charge of what remained of their

working fund. Almost blinded though she was, she set out in winter

and traversed again a route that had become familiar to her, through

Mülhausen, Montbéliard, and Strassburg. Her work for women was still

going on, and she gave it substantial encouragement and repeated her

Christmas banquet of the preceding year in a New Year’s Eve banquet at

Strassburg. She arranged for the continuation of the work in a way that

did not pauperize the women. Then she returned to Carlsruhe and spent

the remainder of the winter. Our chief knowledge of her oversight of

these activities, as well as of her living arrangements during this

period, is contained in a letter to her sister Sarah. She had been

living in a hotel, but had taken lodgings of her own, had a little maid

to wait on her, and was able to get a breakfast to her liking, which

was beefsteak and baked potato, instead of the Continental breakfast

of hard rolls and a gallon of coffee. The beefsteak for breakfast is

interesting because Clara Barton ate comparatively little meat. She

never, however, became a strict vegetarian. Even in her old age she now

and then indulged in the luxury of a good, thick beefsteak; but this

was exceptional. Her meals, as a rule, were severely frugal, and mostly

vegetable.

CARLSRUHE, Last Day of January, 1872

DEAR SISTER:

I believe I can write you a readable letter without looking on at

all. I have used my eyes pretty much of late, and they complain so

sadly of my bad treatment, that I have decided to give them a rest,

and not write any more at present, but, as I don’t know how long the

rest must continue, I don’t want you to wait without news of me for

an indefinite period. I want to tell you that I did receive your good

long letter, and was exceedingly glad of it. It had been a little age

that I had not heard of you. I must write without a reference to your

letter, for I could not read it to-day; my poor eyes ache too badly

for that. It was long ago that I wrote you, I believe. I don’t know

if I have written since the 25th of November, when I remember to have

done so. If not since, I have never told you anything of my going to

Montbéliard to give something to the poor people there who suffered so

much by the war. I went from Carlsruhe about the middle of December

in the coldest time we have had in all the winter. It was fearfully

cold. Miss Margot went with me. It was a day and a half’s travel,

and some of the way it was so cold in the train I dared not let Miss

Margot fall asleep. I knew she was exceedingly cold, and I kept her

awake through precaution. We spent the first night at Mülhausen with

Mr. and Mrs. Dolphus, French people of literary note, whom I have

known during all the war. Next day we went to Belfort and passed the

night and Sunday with the Administrator, Monsieur Leblue, and arranged

some trunks I had left there in October, and Monday morning we went

to Montbéliard and called on the Prefect (a Jew), to whom I had

previously made a donation of money, and informed him that I wanted to

make the next donation in person. I wished to see, therefore, myself.

He was very amiable and would arrange it, and I left him to do so

while I went still on to Besançon to see the Prefect of Doubs. Here

it was so cold and cheerless I could not sleep at night and returned

next day. I was made the guest of the noble families of the town, for

Montbéliard was an old Court town, and the grandmother of the Czar of

Russia was a Princess of Montbéliard, so they have still relics of

royalty there and a pretty old castle. I found excellent arrangements

for taking care of the poor, the best I have seen in all France. They

have committees of both gentlemen and ladies and the president of

the ladies’ committee is a Mrs. Morell, a person so much like Mrs.

Greffing that I feel as if I had really seen Mrs. Greffing and worked

with her a few days this winter. They assembled in their hall and

called their poor there, and they came in hundreds, and waited in a

long line, or two long lines, reaching from the doors away through

the yard and down the snowy street. At the suggestion of Mrs. Morell

I gave them orders for wood and rent, so that the husbands could not

compel the women to give up the money to them to get drunk on and

abuse the family. We wrote hundreds of orders. I signed them, and then

we went to the hall and received the women. They were my women then.

I admitted them, and gave them the order and took in the next, and so

day after day till all was done. The orders were drawn immediately,

and when I left just before Christmas all the poor had wood for two

months and rent paid until the first of April. They looked so poor,

but were so happy at such an unexpected fortune and I was so glad

to have been able to do it. It was Boston that did this good little

thing--I have written the committee about it, a long letter. I thought

they would be glad to know it while the fires were still burning.

Then I came back, and I wanted to go to Strassburg and give something

to my old working-women there. They would not be so poor as the women

of Montbéliard, for much had been done for them, but I wanted to see

and remember them, and so I said I would go. I invited Miss Zimmermann

to go with me, as she helped me to organize the Strassburg work last

year. I said I would not give anything in charity to these women; I

had not permitted them to beg--they had always worked for me and been

paid. I would give them a Christmas fête and invite them like other

people. So we bought two splendid pine trees fresh from the Black

Forest, and I knew all my women, so I had only to count the heads

and buy purses. I purchased three hundred good strong morocco purses

with steel clasps, prettily lined, and pretty little things for the

children, and to ornament the trees many dozens of little wax candles

and holders to light the trees. I had stopped at Strassburg on my way

back from Montbéliard and hired the best hall in town for Saturday

night the 30th December. On Wednesday night we went to Strassburg, had

our invitations printed and sent to the women by post; then I ordered

at a good bakery twenty cakes, I cannot tell you how large and high.

Each cake would cut from twenty to twenty-five slices, big slices;

and five hundred rolls, and I took a caterer I knew there to arrange

chocolate and coffee. The hall had a fine kitchen and dining-rooms,

and I asked the banks to change my money into the last issue of French

silver, never used, and they did. The best ladies of the city came to

help us, and the trees were set, the purses filled, the hall arranged,

the tables spread and set so white and clean, and, oh, the trees

were so pretty, on a long platform across all one end of the hall in

front of two enormous mirrors and all the floors spread with moss,

all scattered full of fine-cut white paper and isinglass, which made

perfect snow and ice, and brightened with handfuls of little scarlet

berries; and the hall was so brilliant with chandeliers and mirrors

that one could read the finest print in its most distant corner. I

tell you all this so particularly because I think it was the prettiest

thing I ever saw. Don’t say it was that that made my eyes sore; it

wasn’t. The hour was seven; at six-thirty the women began to arrive.

Mr. Kruger, Vice-Consul from America, received and seated them in the

anteroom till it was time to light the trees. I had not seen them yet,

and did not know that so many were there, but some one came to tell us

that our little wounded children had come and we went to that room to

see and welcome them. When we entered the doorway, all these hundreds

of women rose up before us like an army--not a word, still like so

many soldiers--and stood for us to pass. At seven, the trees were

lighted and the doors opened, and all this regiment of women walked in

and took seats. A fine parlor organ stood under the trees, a Christmas

hymn was struck, and these poor women in the fullness of their hearts

joined in a burst of song such as I never heard before. They sang as

if they meant God should know how glad they were and how grateful

they were to be there. Then there was prayer, an address of welcome (I

wouldn’t have them instructed), and then Mr. Kruger and your sister

went under the trees upon the platform where all the purses hung.

There were elegant ladies to take them down from the trees and hand

them to me while Mr. Kruger called each woman’s name and she came up

and gave her hand to me, and I put in it a purse of silver with her

name and a pretty buff card attached to it; then the ladies took her

round to see the trees and to sign her name at a table presided over

by the Misses Rausche, of Strassburg Boarding School. Afterward they

were taken to the refreshment room and the daughters of the clergymen

of the city, with Miss Zimmermann at the head, received and served

them to chocolate and all the good things; and then they did talk and

laugh and cry for joy, and such a time some hundreds of poor women

almost beggars I think never had. “It was worth going a mile to see.”

All this time Mr. Kruger and I were giving the gifts, but when it

was done I went and ate with them; then I came back and gave the

gifts to my eleven cutters, ten pretty young girls and one tailor.

I gave them workboxes and portfolios, etc., and then the Comité de

Secours had arranged a little surprise for me, which the women enjoyed

exceedingly. M. Bergmann, my old esteemed friend, the president of

the syndicate of Alsace, addressed the women, and they all crowded

up around the front of the platform like so many children, to listen

to him. He told them, among other things, that Miss Barton had said

she wished they would all keep the money in the little purses as a

keepsake and make it the beginning of a sum for the savings bank,

which would reopen next week. Having told them this, he said to them,

so pleasantly and familiarly, “I think we ought to make her this

promise, eh?” You should have heard the storm of, “Yes, yes, we will,”

that filled the room. This finished the evening, only their good-bye

to me, which each one insisted on making for herself. This occupied

almost an hour, till the last one was gone, and then it was past

eleven, almost twelve, and we went home to our hotel and to bed; but

all the time I knew I had seen a very pretty thing.

There were about sixty women who did not get their invitations. It

was no wonder; they never had a letter before in their lives and the

letter carriers never heard of them, and they lived in such old

alleys and garrets and cellars they could not be found. But the next

day I made a list of all these and put it in all the papers of the

city, and it was told to them and they came to our old workrooms a few

days afterward and we gave them their purses. When it was all done,

we came back to Carlsruhe, one of the first days of January, and I

have been here ever since. I had a good deal of writing to do, and I

suppose I have used my eyes a little too much. I was going over to

London directly after leaving Strassburg to stay with Abby and Joseph

Sheldon, who are continually writing for me to come to them. I meant

to have been there now, but I received a letter on my return from

Strassburg from the head of the Boston Committee saying that they had

held a meeting after hearing something from me and decided to ask me

to take charge of all their unfinished business in France. They see

that it is going wrong and beg me to take it in hand, even if I cannot

do anything personally, to take the oversight of it. I replied to them

and will wait for their answers. I thought then it would be nonsense

to cross the Channel if I must recross to France again in a few weeks,

so I decided to remain here until I could finish up on the Continent

and go to England free.

I do long to be free of work once more for a little while. I have been

rather busy. I have a little home here in Carlsruhe. I got tired of

the hotel and took some small rooms, a little apartment, and furnished

it to suit me (rented) and have a little German girl. She was the

private waiting maid of Madame de Mentzinger and I knew her, so I live

as independently as I please. I can arrange my living to suit myself

better. I can have a beefsteak and baked potato for breakfast and not

be driven to a choice between a piece of dry bread and a gallon of

coffee, and I can have my dinner at four and not be forced to eat at

eight o’clock at night, as is done here.

I am sure you have had a great deal of trouble with my things and so

has Lieutenant Westfall; I am sorry but can’t help it. I want to write

the Lieutenant, but dare not send him one of my blind letters. I must

wait till I can use my eyes again. I am glad you went and visited all

the world of Massachusetts. I want to see our old brother Dave more

than I can tell, and I think I shall sometime. I don’t understand if

Ida has left the Treasury for all time or on a rest. Is she not well?

I am sorry you wandered about waiting for some one to carry you from

post to pillar. Wait a little, Sall, and we will have a coach and one

and ride when we please. I will have it sent over to you every day to

take a ride on condition that you will promise to come and take tea

with me every time, and you shan’t wait to be carried somewhere--it

was all vexatious and heart-aching. I know it all by experience, so

old that it seems to me it must have been a part of another existence;

but it wasn’t; it was only the first end of this old patched and

tangled web. What a good soul-stirring time you had at the Convention,

didn’t you? That was splendid; shall I ever see something like that, I

wonder? What a meeting! How I want to see and know Mrs. Livermore. I

don’t suppose I ever shall, but I knew her so long ago. What beautiful

things she wrote when she must have been so young; no wonder she can

speak well. I speak very much of these things with the Grand Duchess.

She sent for me about a week ago to spend an evening and she spoke

of little else than the progress of woman and schools for girls in

America. She had evidently been reading something, I presume some

German criticism upon the too liberal spirit of America, and wished

to compare notes, I think. I told her all as it was, and I said I

believed in special training for all kinds of life, but that I thought

it possible to train too much till the original spirit was crushed

out and ashes left in the place of coals, and there was danger of

Germany’s doing this with her great respect for discipline; that I

thought them too strict, and that they cramped their people by rules

and regulations and hurt many good original minds. This was plain

speech for a woman in a plain black gown without even a ring on her

hands to address to a Princess and Sovereign, but when I am asked I

answer, let it be where it will. I guess it didn’t offend, for she

sent me a very pretty letter next morning.

I can’t think what the dress is that you speak of having made up

and washed. I can just recall that I sent something by Dorr, but it

couldn’t have been anything but a piece from my shelves where we cut

for the women. I can’t think if it was calico or cotton gingham. I

know I wanted to send something good, but he was afraid to take it

lest he have trouble at the custom house, and they trouble him about

his own things for it. I know we packed his boxes in terrible haste

one night after midnight and I can’t think of anything more about

them. This was the day but one before I cleared up in Strassburg and

started for Paris. It wasn’t a quite sure thing if one would get there

very safely, and so difficult was it that it took three days to do the

traveling of one day in ordinary times. But it is better now.

This winter is easier than the last was. I have made some friends and

I am not a stranger in Europe any longer, and I have warm friends in

Strassburg, and, if I do say it, last week Mr. and Mrs. Bergmann came

to Carlsruhe to visit us, i.e., Miss Zimmermann and me. I had them to

tea with me twice (they were at hotel) in my house, and I arranged a

visit for them at Court. This is, I expect, the first social exchange

of visits between a leading French officer and a German Court since

the war--a gentleman may have visited, but not the ladies, but Mrs.

Bergmann and the Grand Duchess visited, and, better still, the poor

women came over to Germany to visit me. I have made some peace between

them if they won’t fight again and spoil it all. I will enclose in

this one of my invitations to the Women’s Fête and Christmas Tree.

Your German letter-carrier will read it to you. Now I think, in mercy

to your eyes, I must stop. Don’t be troubled about me; my eyes will be

well soon. I will be very careful. I know you can’t read near all of

this, but some maybe.

Lovingly

CLARA

I thought I couldn’t write any more, but I find it so funny to write

with my eyes shut, as if I were playing blindman’s buff, that I think

I must do another sheet. I was afraid to commence to tell you how nice

I thought your picture gallery was; indeed, I think it was splendid.

How could you think of it all? How did you get up your ideas? I

laughed till I cried again and again; indeed, I am not sure but that

hurt my eyes some. I wish you had told me more about it. I wanted all

the particulars. I related it one evening at tea at Madame General de

Freystadt’s, and you should have seen the merriment of those German

Court ladies--they have a great deal of fun in their heads. They were

especially amused at the old hoop and line, as I explained to them our

bold President swinging around the circle to gain popularity. Miss

Margot has not been initiated into the mystery of your gallery yet, as

she is at Lyons with her people, but is expected to return any day now

to resume her studies here. I will make her full explanations as soon

as she is back. She caricatures me sometimes, to her great amusement.

She would not be bad help for you on such an occasion, as she would be

in the seventh heaven if she could do it.

No, I didn’t think of the 17th of September as being the day of Lake

City. How well I remember that day, and how anxious a day it was,

but after all, not unhappy. We thought that we had gained so much;

our experiment had not failed and it did not fail in the end; it

accomplished just what you say it did. Our dear boy lived to feel that

he had done his work and was ready to go; a little life it was, but

full and had in it much more than many another of fourscore and ten.

I had not heard of Lizzie Learned’s last affliction. Can this be so?

Where did Lizzie get such a complication of maladies, and is there

anything in the new remedy? I have heard of it. The Grand Duchess asks

me about it. Her first maid of honor, Mademoiselle de Sternberg, of

whom you must have heard me make mention, is supposed to be dying of a

cancer, but she also seems to have a multitude of illnesses. I called

on her a few weeks ago. She was a mere skeleton and is too sick now to

see any but her nurses.

Does Nancy do the work at home, and are she and Uncle John all there

are? I cannot think how it would seem there without--“Bamma”--poor

dear, honest, faithful, Christian, guileless Bamma! who worked

faithfully up to the last day without complaint and lay down bravely

with the harness of life about her, without a murmur.

Do you have much fruit this year? I am out of patience with Europe.

I never find fruit here,--it is always a “scarce year,” they say.

Indeed, there was none in all the Rhine Valley. Little gnarly apples

are two and three cents apiece; prunes, which are only the plums which

grow here, dried, are fifty cents a pound, and I have searched the

town over without success for a little dried apple. All oranges here

are always either sour or bitter. I have nearly forgotten, but it

seems to me that we had better fruit arrangements at home. You see by

this that I am quite hungry, don’t you, or I shouldn’t write of it.

Now I think I have finished for this time. I have let my letter wait

two days and my eyes are better.

Ever your Sis

CLARA

Returning to Carlsruhe, she continued her oversight of American relief

for French destitution by correspondence, though still suffering

greatly with her eyes. She passed “some very dull weeks, very green and

shady, with exceedingly long nights”; after the acute pain was over,

she learned to write with bandaged eyes, and wrote a good deal.

Her friends Mr. and Mrs. Sheldon were in London and were not satisfied

to have her in Germany alone. They sent her peremptory orders to be

ready to accompany them when they came, as they were presently to come,

down the Rhine. She went with them, left Carlsruhe, visited Strassburg

on her last tour of inspection, and set out for London by way of Paris.

On reaching Paris, they encountered an American family by the name of

Taylor, friends of the Sheldons, who had just left London for a tour of

Italy and besought Miss Barton to accompany them. Hastily she changed

her plans, and, after six weeks’ travel in Italy, she came to London.

She had dropped her diary altogether, and her correspondence with her

relatives had nearly ceased on account of her impaired eyesight, but

in London she wrote the story of her wanderings to her sister Mrs.

Vassall. The last page is missing and the letter ends abruptly, leaving

her in Venice. The Italian tour was finished, however, and in the early

summer she arrived in London.

NO. 5 HEWSON STREET--WANREY STREET

WALWORTH ROAD

LONDON, July 5th, 1872

DEAREST SISTER:

In one way and another I imagine you must have become aware of me in

England, although I believe I have never told you so directly. By the

presence of a half-finished letter to you, dated March 29th, between

Paris and Turin, Italy, I see that I cannot have written you since I

left Germany just previous to the above-named date. This has all been

very wrong, for I received your good and welcome letter here, via

Berne, early in June. You know me as neither abundant nor graceful

in apologies, although it never hurts my spirit to ask pardon, and

your good intuition will perceive this rather extraordinary sheet of

note-paper to signify contrition, confession, and serious effort at

amendment. For all the interesting details contained in your letter

I thank you very much. They constitute my only landmarks of the old

coast for months; my explorers have been very silent and my scouts

brought small tidings.

I remember that I wrote you when nearly blind. I had used my eyes

too hard, and at night, which I ought to have known I could not do

with impunity. I passed some very dull weeks, very green and shady,

with _exceedingly_ long nights; although after the greater pain and

nervous excitement was over, I wrote a great deal with them closely

bandaged. This helped to pass the time, but Mr. and Mrs. Sheldon,

who were in London, became altogether dissatisfied with this state

of things, and determined to put an end to some of it by coming

after me and taking me, willing or not, to London. They had given me

a short notice and ordered me to pack my knapsack, while they came

down the Rhine. I obeyed, and, after a visit of a couple of days, we

set out _via_ Strassburg and Paris. I was infinitely better by this

time; still must not put any close strain upon my eyes. I made my

“good-byes” in Strassburg, which was not an easy thing for the “soul,”

and, on reaching Paris, we met a family party of Americans, friends

of the Sheldons, that had just left London for a trip of six weeks

through Italy. There were four of them, Mr. and Mrs. Holmes and their

only daughter and son-in-law, Mr. and Mrs. Taylor. Mr. Holmes was

the American Commissioner to the Great International Exhibition in

London in 1862 and in Paris in 1867, and with his family has resided

in London and Paris since, as American representative of science,

skill, invention, etc. They were fine travelers, Italy was a familiar

route to them, and it entered their heads to attach me to their party.

I felt it to be a great piece of temerity on my part to think of

dropping “sans cérémonie” plump into the middle of an elegant family

party arranged for a private travel, and I said so, and said all I

could, but all was overruled, and even Mrs. Sheldon said “go.” It was

“too good an opportunity to lose,” she said, and added at the end of

her advice, “What a fool I am. I always did give up all that I wanted

most”; and so we separated in the streets of Paris, March 28th, five

o’clock in the afternoon, she for London and I for Italy. I had only

a little hand satchel, having stored all my European luggage with my

Paris bankers till my return. I have never written up my trip, so I

cannot give it you, but if I can recall the days a little in order

will try to account for some of them. I will draw hard upon my memory,

which will probably help me accurately to whatever she will help me at

all, she being, not so generally treacherous as repudiatory. I wonder

if that is an English word--it _ought_ to be; if not, I can only plead

two years’ life in _Germany_, and surely out of all that I must have

earned the right to manufacture one word.

As sightseers, it was not, of course, our policy to travel at night,

and we did it only twice, of which the first night was one. The road

between Paris and Macon, just above Lyons, being as familiar to each

one of us, as that between New York and Washington, we could afford

to miss it. Reaching Macon at sunrise, from there to Euloz and,

passing the custom house, proving ourselves innocent of liquors and

tobacco, we were ushered into Italy through the famous Mont Cenis

Tunnel, eight miles under a mountain, which rises almost six thousand

feet above the level of the sea. It is a well-laid track in the

solid rock, well ventilated and lighted by powerful reflectors each

half-mile. You remember that it was over Mont Cenis that Napoleon I

constructed a road to march his armies into Italy. At ten o’clock at

night we were at Turin. By this time I was conscious of being some

tired; altogether I was not very strong, and, just for variety, I had

a chill in the night, and, of course, decided to abandon my journey

and return. But as Turin was one of the cities to be visited and

naturally two or more days were to be given it, I could afford to wait

and watch further developments. My chill did not recur, and, although

I continued weak for some time, I kept on the journey.

Turin is a charming city, by far the most modern in appearance of

anything in Italy, well laid out, fine broad streets, excellent

markets, abounding in _fruit_, clean, and entirely free from beggary.

It seems also to have no poor quarter, the general practice being

for every wealthy family to take into its service and care one,

two, or more entire families, lodging them in tenements fitted in

the attic stories of their own residences, rather than below on the

streets, thus at the same time holding surveillance and compelling

_respectability_. I liked the plan. I don’t know if it is one of

Victor Emmanuel’s ideas. You know that Turin was always his Capital

residence, till a few years ago, when he established himself at

Florence, which now is in turn abandoned for Rome. It has over one

hundred churches, very rich in jewels and antiquities. I remember

in the Metropolitan Church to have seen the marble figure, sitting,

lifelike, of Marie Adelaide, the wife of Victor Emmanuel, and mother

of Princess Clothilde of France. The private jewels of the church were

shown us (for a consideration--everything in Italy is displayed for a

consideration), but for no consideration could I undertake to describe

them; images of solid silver, men and women, weighing hundreds of

pounds and covered with jewels, where sometimes one was of greater

value than the massive silver image it adorned. The Royal Palace was

most magnificent; the rooms were all shown. Here, in this gilded salon

where their busts stand, were married Princess Clothilde, and the

Queen of Portugal. The plate-glass mirrors are twenty feet high, and

everything accords with them. The armory contains an entire gallery of

mounted knights in armor, full dress, horses like life, armed to the

teeth, and among them lies the sword that Napoleon used at Marengo.

Above the city is a fine old monastery to which we climbed for a

view of Mont Blanc, Monte Rosa, and all the chain of southern Alps,

snow-white and dazzling, stretching away into the eternal blue.

On the second of April, Tuesday, we took train for Milan, riding for

hours in the bright spring sunshine of northern Italy, the Alps behind

us, and the Apennines before, the wheat waving in all the freshness

of early green, and the vines just bursting into leaf. Here at Milan,

we were met by a young lady protégée of Mr. Holmes, a young American

girl who is to come out soon as a prima donna. She is finishing her

musical studies in Milan, and, while we were installed at an excellent

hotel, our dinners were always with Mademoiselle Katrina.

The great sight of Milan is its cathedral, the second in size and

magnificence in Europe; this also I could not justly describe. It is

built entirely of marble, commenced in the thirteenth or fourteenth

century and, like all these old massive structures, never finished.

It covers many acres, and seems to be one sea of turrets rising at

irregular heights toward the clouds. Although the comparison would be

most inelegant, I will say that it reminded me of a shipping-yard,

where the marble turrets and statues take the place of thousands of

masts; indeed, if my memory serve me well, it has 135 spires, and 1923

statues on the outside from the ground to the top and 700 inside.

There is on one of the roofs, which you pass as you ascend (far above

to the top), an entire flower garden in marble, hundreds of flowers

forming minarets, and no two flowers carved alike or representing the

same flower. It was a long way to the top, which at length was gained

after many times of sitting, and (for me) even lying down to rest

on the various roofs passed in leading from one flight of stairs to

another, roofs of pure white marble polished and glistening in the

sunshine like the crust of the snowbanks on the New England hills on

bright winter days. (_I wonder_ if I ever will see them again.) Here

again we saw marvelous jewels, “gold, silver, and precious stones.”

The tomb of Carlo, who “stayed the plague,” is in a chapel beneath;

the coffin and even the roof of the chapel are of solid silver; mass

is held here each morning, and on certain days of the year miracles

are wrought. There are many sacred relics in the cathedral, as several

nails from the Cross, the Virgin’s shroud, and a seamless coat of the

Lord Jesus Christ, etc., etc. The picture _galleries_ were especially

fine, many celebrated originals, among which is Leonardo da Vinci’s

“Last Supper of the Master and Disciples” in the original fresco. And

the celebrated “Ambrosian Library,” so old and rare its volumes were

indeed a curiosity--illustrated volumes of the fourth century. And

the Royal Palace erected on the site of the old palace of the early

Dukes of Lombardy, where Attila thundered about in his destruction.

Later this _Palace_, like nearly all in Italy, had been at some time

or another occupied by Napoleon I. Here was his bedchamber, unchanged,

decorated in scarlet and gold, heavy velvet curtains richly wrought

in flowers of pure fine gold thread. Then the celebrated _theater_

“La Scala,” the largest in the world, its stage one hundred feet in

depth, and wide in proportion, and this, not including the recesses.

The pit alone holds eleven hundred people, and there are six rows

of galleries; one hundred musicians in the orchestra; the principal

boxes are purchased by the nobility for the season, a single box from

four hundred to five hundred dollars (the season). I name all these

particulars for Vester’s benefit; he may be interested in the facts.

Our young prima donna stepped upon the stage (as our visit was in the

daytime) and sang to us; she had sung there before to an audience of

five thousand, but I think she took just as much pains for us, and

I am sure we were not less enthusiastic. I expect some day to hear

her sing when she is _famous_, but it will never afford me greater

pleasure than when she sang to her audience of five in the great

“Scala” of Milan.

One little incident, happening not long before, was so pretty that I

am tempted to tell it you. “Katrina” (who is of German parents, but

born and always lived in New York) had only been led before the public

once,--i.e., last winter she was the “leading lady” of the first opera

in Turin,--and on the evening of the close of the engagement she was

“called out” to sing a little national air, in which she had been

exceedingly popular. When she stepped before the curtain she found the

entire house a _blaze of light_, which at first nearly “upset” her,

but, gathering up, she went through her air, to the last strain, when

four men entered and placed at her feet an enormous bouquet of the

choicest flowers, nearly four feet across. She managed to accept it,

but attached to it was a note which requested her, when it should be

faded, before throwing it away to open it with care, and at the end

of a week this was done, and hidden among the flowers were found a

magnificent gold watch and chain, pins, necklaces of coral, turquoises

and pearls, bracelets and rings, which I could not enumerate. It had

been ordered and arranged in Geneva, and sent all the way through

the mountain passes to her. I thought this was a pretty success for

the début of a little American girl, studying in a strange land with

little money. As a child she used to sing in New York with Patti.

But you must be tired of Milan, and wish I would hasten on if I am

going. Well, I will, and so imagine this to be Saturday the 6th of

April, 9 o’clock A.M., and I just taking the train eastward. The

day was so lovely, so full of the springtime, the grass and grain

so green, the swinging vines swaying over all the fields, the birds

literally bursting their little throats, the fields filled with

peasants in gay dress working to merry tunes, and when you could draw

the eyes away from these near scenes they fell to the northward, first

upon a line of dim, hazy blue, but over this, skirting the horizon

again, the whole chain, peak after peak, of ranging Alps, such an

unbroken line of glittering snow--here on the south only four miles

away the field of Solferino where France lost one thousand officers in

a day.

At 4 P.M. we were at “Verona” wondering if we should see its

“gentlemen” and giving certainly more than our usual interest to this

subject, and at five we halted at a singular dépôt, with no rattle

of cabs, or hacks, no tramping of horses, still as death all about

us, and as we walked out there lay waiting us hundreds of gondolas,

black as a pall, some covered, some open, all drawn up to the side

of the Canal to take us weary travelers to _our hotels_. This was,

indeed, novel, but we selected our _carriage_, stepped in with our

luggage, sat down, and, leaning lazily back, left it to our gondolier

to pick his way through the watery streets, some wide, some narrow,

leading into and out of each other, like veritable city streets and

lanes, the ways on each side lined perfectly thick with old palaces

and majestic buildings of centuries ago, their fronts to the sea and

their magnificent stone steps leading directly into the water, and

when one would pay a call, the gondolier had only to bring his boat

alongside and you stepped out as from another carriage to the steps of

a mansion. We were taken to “Hotel Victoria,” made as comfortable as

a first-class Italian hotel can make one, and after supper commenced

upon the sights. Ah, but there was so much to see, not that it is

a city of enterprise, a flourishing mart of trade or business. Oh,

no, far from it. Venice only exists upon the record of its former

greatness; take all this away and the travelers consequent upon it

and I believe twelve months would find a famine there, but there is

little danger of this while Byron and Shakespeare remain bright in

English literature.

Here, as everywhere in Italy, one must commence with the cathedral,

and having gone through this, and some scores of churches, the “Campo

Santo” and the Bell Tower, one is at liberty to enter upon the

palaces, gardens, and theaters. But Venice offers some deviations

from this general rule; most cities have prisons, but they have not

all the dungeons of Saint Marc. All have bridges, but all have not a

“Rialto” nor a “Bridge of Sighs.” I suspect I do not need to remind

_you_ of many old or historical facts. You who are always digging into

the past will have them all “papered and labeled” and stored away

ready for use. But I might mention the seventy-two little islands upon

which Venice was built, which were only a part of the Adriatic, and

not reckoned as land at all. A set of not warlike people from here and

there in the vicinity, having grown weary and afraid of their fighting

and troublesome neighbors, mostly from Austria, determined to place

themselves in a position more difficult to attack, came far over the

sea to these little islands and commenced a city, and gave a general

invitation to all war-pestered, peace-loving citizens of the world

to come and join them; from time to time they united their islands,

built their houses for dwelling and trade upon the streets laid down

upon the piles, with one side opening upon the street of earth and the

opposite upon the sea, as I have before described. But--_the depravity

of human nature_!! No sooner were they a little strong and comfortable

themselves than they sent out their ships to prey upon and plunder

their neighbors, and well-nigh ravaged the cities of the earth. They

decorated their palaces with the spoils of other nations, married

the sea, and declared themselves Omnipotent and Divine. Among other

things their religion and church must have a Hero, and they sent afar,

and got (as they said) the body of Saint Mark, brought it, and great

numbers of relics belonging to him, buried it with the divinest honors

in their principal church, and named it Saint Mark, or “San Marco.”

This was as early as the ninth century. It is a large but not handsome

edifice, facing a paved court, a “piazza” some six hundred feet in

length, surrounded by palaces, now used for public purposes, stores,

etc. All the world of Venice walks in the “Piazza of San Marco.” The

pigeon was esteemed a sacred bird with them, and he is still cherished

here and treated with great honor. One of the curiosities to be seen

are the “pigeons of San Marco.” I cannot at this moment recollect

definitely enough to state to you how many hundreds are supposed to

reside in the immediate vicinity, but their dinner hour is two o’clock

in the afternoon. The great bell of the clock strikes three quarters

past one and they commence wheeling and circling into the court, they

cover the fronts of all the buildings, sit as thickly as possible

upon every window seat, hang in all the cornices, and stand in full

platoons in every foot of spare pavement for a number of rods around

the especial corner where their dinner is served. A young man (it was

formerly a young girl) is appointed by the Government as feeder of

the pigeons. It is not necessary to say that he is punctual with his

repast--he could not live with his tumultuous boarders if he were not.

As the bell strikes two, he pours the grain from--

The rest of this letter is missing, but from this time on her letters

became frequent, and we are able to follow her, almost day by day.

Her health by this time was much improved. She established pleasant

lodgings in London, where her old friends the Sheldons and her new

friends the Taylors were, and followed her lifelong habits by rising

at five o’clock in the morning and getting in four and a half hours’

activity before any one else in the house appeared for breakfast.

She heard Stanley, who had just returned from Africa, and, in the

controversy which ensued between him and the Geographical Society, she

became a warm partisan of Stanley. Antoinette Margot joined her. She,

too, had lived through the war without breaking down, but, when she

had nothing to do but to sit down at Carlsruhe and paint, she gave way

to nervous overstrain. Mrs. Taylor found her Italian trip rather too

much for her and wanted a quiet place outside of London, so they rented

a summer home in the Isle of Wight and there spent some restful and

health-giving weeks. For a company of nervous invalids, they appear

to have had a very merry time. The following jingle was written in

London in 1872 for reading at a social gathering of a few families and

America’s friends, who met once a week for social intercourse over a

cup of tea and light refreshments, enlivened by recitations.

The family names are somewhat significant--Mr. and Mrs. Holmes, Mr. and

Mrs. Taylor, Mr. and Mrs. Bacon, Mr. and Mrs. Darling, and Mrs. Cynthia

Care, a friend then absent.

Mr. Taylor was the inventor of the McKean drill.

Since time commenced its cycles, or the memory of man

Hath record or tradition of pastoral tribe or clan,

They have never failed to chronicle that men from far and near

Have met to sharp or blunt their wits in liquor, wine or beer.

This ancient custom, reaching back into the hoary past,

Wears a dignity and prestige that rivals even caste;

And bold are they who dare to meet in social gathering free,

And call not to the festal board one of the classic three.

But here’s a jolly company, from far across the sea,

Dares tune its mirth and sharp its wit in a cup of good Bohea.

We’re here from many hundred miles, where the western ocean foams,

But, though a paradox it seems, we have not left our Holmes.

The _social_ homes of England draw us to her like a band,

For we are but the children of this true old glorious land.

Of the “_merry homes_” of England our great-grandsires used to tell,

But with pride and joy we prove it here, that we’ve Merry Holmes as

well.

Disclaiming all comparison, we write ours brave and free

And kindly and hospitable as any Holmes can be.

But we have very English grown, so soon we habits take on,

We cannot even sip our tea, but we must have our Bacon.

But English or American, it matters not a straw,

For both hang out before the world without a taint or flaw.

Go search through British literature, down to her Common Laws,

And find what strength and nourishment it from its Bacon draws;

And if you doubt America can follow in the van,

Go test our “Cincinnati sides,” and “West Virginia ham.”

So perfect in itself is each, it’s patent to my mind

The choicest Bacons that can be, are just the two combined.

By the watery distance we have come one might judge us merely sailors,

But we’re nae thoughtless nor improvident, for we’ve even bro’t our

Taylors.

One doesn’t know how long ago, the unjust trick began

To stigmatize a tailor as the ninth part of a man;

But though as old and honored as the Judge’s wig and gown,

Before the faithless falsehood I throw my gauntlet down:

Yes, tho’ it was with Adam for the modest blush that came

When he sewed his scanty fig leaves, and dropped his head for shame;

Tho’ old as this--and thick, and black, and firm as granite, too,

We’ll drill it to a honeycomb, and let the daylight through.

So lay upon our Taylor here your nicest chalk-line true,

And measure him, in soul and vim, as he would measure you;

You’ll find, Sir Scandal, when you’ve done the best you ever can,

In reach of thought, and breadth, and depth, he’s every inch a man.

What did I say? I’m wrong--crave grace--to err is ever human--

Ah, with what pride of sex I claim, his better half a woman--

Tho’ fair Fidele and tender she walketh by his side,

He can neither make nor mend her, but hold fast in his pride;

And though no mortal’s meeker, we find from far and wide

The best and wisest seek her, for a pattern and a guide.

And does the critic here step in, and call us frozen-hearted,

And lacking in paternal love, that we so long are parted

From clinging dear ones left to pine like caged and crying starlings?

Hold, sir! Here’s ointment for your wrath, for we have bro’t our

Darlings.

We hold them very near us, with tender love and true;

Their happiness and welfare are never from our view;

And though we’re willing sometimes that they abroad should roam,

We would not spare our darlings forever from our home.

There’s one, methinks, whose eloquence erst charmed this happy band,

Who stays away through many a day in a sunny foreign land--

Who lingered where the soft moonlight plays through the Colosseum,

And troops of idle beggars wait for strangers’ hands to fee ’em.

Or where the setting sun goes down on Monte Rosa’s crest,

And hoary Blanc bids grand good-night to the cloudlets in the west,

And who strays even now, ’mong the vines and the trees,

And walks the green slopes of the dark Pyrenees.

Given us to be jurors and judge of this action,

We’d reduce this delay to a very small fraction;

But being quite powerless our cause to defend,

We must learn to endure what we cannot amend.

As the best of a bad case, let’s forgive her, shall we,

And drink to her health in a cup of Bohea?

And now for our bumpers but one greeting waits

While we roll back our thoughts to the United States,

For United as one they must ever remain,

Since the blood of a million hath rusted the chain.

With a link in each hand died the true and the brave,

And sunk side by side in the low martyr’s grave.

Their bones rest in peace ’neath the soil of their love,

While their souls keep calm watch on the ramparts above.

We would hide nae her faults, this dear land of our pride;

We know she has errors on many a side;

She’s restless, impatient, hurries on through her day,

And treads on old customs that lie in her way.

She’s bold in her speech, but there’s nae lack of truth,

And her faults, let us hope, are the failings of youth.

Yes, she’s young--oh, so young--and her robes are so bright,

For she’s made herself gay with the stars of the night,

And thrown o’er her shoulders a mantle of light

That the oppressed of all nations keep ever in sight.

Oh! each grasp the tissue that floats on the wind,

For hid in its folds lie the hopes of mankind!

Oh! guard Thou her ways, Great Eternal Lord God;

Let her meekly but safely pass under thy rod!

With her faults and her virtues we trust her to Thee

And drink to her life in our cups of Bohea.

CLARA BARTON

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