There came a morning when the sun shone angry and red through a dull,
smoky haze.
"We're in for sandstorms," said Cameron.
They had scarcely covered a mile when a desert-wide, moaning, yellow
wall of flying sand swooped down upon them. Seeking shelter in the lee
of a rock, they waited, hoping the storm was only a squall, such as
frequently whipped across the open places. The moan increased to a
roar, and the dull red slowly dimmed, to disappear in the yellow pall,
and the air grew thick and dark. Warren slipped the packs from the
burros. Cameron feared the sandstorms had arrived some weeks ahead of
their usual season.
The men covered their heads and patiently waited. The long hours
dragged, and the storm increased in fury. Cameron and Warren wet
scarfs with water from their canteens, and bound them round their
faces, and then covered their heads. The steady, hollow bellow of
flying sand went on. It flew so thickly that enough sifted down under
the shelving rock to weight the blankets and almost bury the men. They
were frequently compelled to shake off the sand to keep from being
borne to the ground. And it was necessary to keep digging out the
packs. The floor of their shelter gradually rose higher and higher.
They tried to eat, and seemed to be grinding only sand between their
teeth. They lost the count of time. They dared not sleep, for that
would have meant being buried alive. The could only crouch close to the
leaning rock, shake off the sand, blindly dig out their packs, and
every moment gasp and cough and choke to fight suffocation.
The storm finally blew itself out. It left the prospectors heavy and
stupid for want of sleep. Their burros had wandered away, or had been
buried in the sand. Far as eye could reach the desert had marvelously
changed; it was now a rippling sea of sand dunes. Away to the north
rose the peak that was their only guiding mark. They headed toward it,
carrying a shovel and part of their packs.
At noon the peak vanished in the shimmering glare of the desert. The
prospectors pushed on, guided by the sun. In every wash they tried for
water. With the forked peach branch in his hands Warren always
succeeded in locating water. They dug, but it lay too deep. At
length, spent and sore, they fell and slept through that night and part
of the next day. Then they succeeded in getting water, and quenched
their thirst, and filled the canteens, and cooked a meal.
The burning day found them in an interminably wide plain, where there
was no shelter from the fierce sun. The men were exceedingly careful
with their water, though there was absolute necessity of drinking a
little every hour. Late in the afternoon they came to a canyon that
they believed was the lower end of the one in which they had last found
water. For hours they traveled toward its head, and, long after night
had set, found what they sought. Yielding to exhaustion, they slept,
and next day were loath to leave the waterhole. Cool night spurred
them on with canteens full and renewed strength.
Morning told Cameron that they had turned back miles into the desert,
and it was desert new to him. The red sun, the increasing heat, and
especially the variety and large size of the cactus plants warned
Cameron that he had descended to a lower level. Mountain peaks loomed
on all sides, some near, others distant; and one, a blue spur,
splitting the glaring sky far to the north, Cameron thought he
recognized as a landmark. The ascent toward it was heartbreaking, not
in steepness, but in its league-and-league-long monotonous rise.
Cameron knew there was only one hope--to make the water hold out and
never stop to rest. Warren began to weaken. Often he had to halt. The
burning white day passed, and likewise the night, with its white stars
shining so pitilessly cold and bright.
Cameron measured the water in his canteen by its weight. Evaporation
by heat consumed as much as he drank. During one of the rests, when he
had wetted his parched mouth and throat, he found opportunity to pour a
little water from his canteen into Warren's.
At first Cameron had curbed his restless activity to accommodate the
pace of his elder comrade. But now he felt that he was losing
something of his instinctive and passionate zeal to get out of the
desert. The thought of water came to occupy his mind. He began to
imagine that his last little store of water did not appreciably
diminish. He knew he was not quite right in his mind regarding water;
nevertheless, he felt this to be more of fact than fancy, and he began
to ponder.
When next they rested he pretended to be in a kind of stupor; but he
covertly watched Warren. The man appeared far gone, yet he had
cunning. He cautiously took up Cameron's canteen and poured water into
it from his own.
This troubled Cameron. The old irritation at not being able to thwart
Warren returned to him. Cameron reflected, and concluded that he had
been unwise not to expect this very thing. Then, as his comrade
dropped into weary rest, he lifted both canteens. If there were any
water in Warren's, it was only very little. Both men had been enduring
the terrible desert thirst, concealing it, each giving his water to the
other, and the sacrifice had been useless.
Instead of ministering to the parched throats of one or both, the water
had evaporated. When Cameron made sure of this, he took one more
drink, the last, and poured the little water left into Warren's
canteen. He threw his own away.
Soon afterward Warren discovered the loss.
"Where's your canteen?" he asked.
"The heat was getting my water, so I drank what was left."
"My son!" said Warren.
The day opened for them in a red and green hell of rock and cactus.
Like a flame the sun scorched and peeled their faces. Warren went
blind from the glare, and Cameron had to lead him. At last Warren
plunged down, exhausted, in the shade of a ledge.
Cameron rested and waited, hopeless, with hot, weary eyes gazing down
from the height where he sat. The ledge was the top step of a ragged
gigantic stairway. Below stretched a sad, austere, and lonely valley.
A dim, wide streak, lighter than the bordering gray, wound down the
valley floor. Once a river had flowed there, leaving only a forlorn
trace down the winding floor of this forlorn valley.
Movement on the part of Warren attracted Cameron's attention. Evidently
the old prospector had recovered his sight and some of his strength,
for he had arisen, and now began to walk along the arroyo bed with his
forked peach branch held before him. He had clung to the precious bit
of wood. Cameron considered the prospect for water hopeless, because
he saw that the arroyo had once been a canyon, and had been filled with
sands by desert winds. Warren, however, stopped in a deep pit, and,
cutting his canteen in half, began to use one side of it as a scoop.
He scooped out a wide hollow, so wide that Cameron was certain he had
gone crazy. Cameron gently urged him to stop, and then forcibly tried
to make him. But these efforts were futile. Warren worked with slow,
ceaseless, methodical movement. He toiled for what seemed hours.
Cameron, seeing the darkening, dampening sand, realized a wonderful
possibility of water, and he plunged into the pit with the other half
of the canteen. Then both men toiled, round and round the wide hole,
down deeper and deeper. The sand grew moist, then wet. At the bottom
of the deep pit the sand coarsened, gave place to gravel. Finally water
welled in, a stronger volume than Cameron ever remembered finding on
the desert. It would soon fill the hole and run over. He marveled at
the circumstance. The time was near the end of the dry season.
Perhaps an underground stream flowed from the range behind down to the
valley floor, and at this point came near to the surface. Cameron had
heard of such desert miracles.
The finding of water revived Cameron's flagging hopes. But they were
short-lived. Warren had spend himself utterly.
"I'm done. Don't linger," he whispered. "My son, go--go!"
Then he fell. Cameron dragged him out of the sand pit to a sheltered
place under the ledge. While sitting beside the failing man Cameron
discovered painted images on the wall. Often in the desert he had
found these evidences of a prehistoric people. Then, from long habit,
he picked up a piece of rock and examined it. Its weight made him
closely scrutinize it. The color was a peculiar black. He scraped
through the black rust to find a piece of gold. Around him lay
scattered heaps of black pebbles and bits of black, weathered rock and
pieces of broken ledge, and they showed gold.
"Warren! Look! See it! Feel it! Gold!"
But Warren had never cared, and now he was too blind to see.
"Go--go!" he whispered.
Cameron gazed down the gray reaches of the forlorn valley, and
something within him that was neither intelligence nor
emotion--something inscrutably strange--impelled him to promise.
Then Cameron built up stone monuments to mark his gold strike. That
done, he tarried beside the unconscious Warren. Moments passed--grew
into hours. Cameron still had strength left to make an effort to get
out of the desert. But that same inscrutable something which had
ordered his strange involuntary promise to Warren held him beside his
fallen comrade. He watched the white sun turn to gold, and then to red
and sink behind mountains in the west. Twilight stole into the arroyo.
It lingered, slowly turning to gloom. The vault of blue black lightened
to the blinking of stars. Then fell the serene, silent, luminous desert
night.
Cameron kept his vigil. As the long hours wore on he felt creep over
him the comforting sense that he need not forever fight sleep. A wan
glow flared behind the dark, uneven horizon, and a melancholy misshapen
moon rose to make the white night one of shadows. Absolute silence
claimed the desert. It was mute. Then that inscrutable something
breathed to him, telling him when he was alone. He need not have
looked at the dark, still face beside him.
Another face haunted Cameron's--a woman's face. It was there in the
white moonlit shadows; it drifted in the darkness beyond; it softened,
changed to that of a young girl, sweet, with the same dark, haunting
eyes of her mother. Cameron prayed to that nameless thing within him,
the spirit of something deep and mystical as life. He prayed to that
nameless thing outside, of which the rocks and the sand, the spiked
cactus and the ragged lava, the endless waste, with its vast star-fired
mantle, were but atoms. He prayed for mercy to a woman--for happiness
to her child. Both mother and daughter were close to him then. Time
and distance were annihilated. He had faith--he saw into the future.
The fateful threads of the past, so inextricably woven with his error,
wound out their tragic length here in this forlorn desert.
Cameron then took a little tin box from his pocket, and, opening it,
removed a folded certificate. He had kept a pen, and now he wrote
something upon the paper, and in lieu of ink he wrote with blood. The
moon afforded him enough light to see; and, having replaced the paper,
he laid the little box upon a shelf of rock. It would remain there
unaffected by dust, moisture, heat, time. How long had those painted
images been there clear and sharp on the dry stone walls? There were
no trails in that desert, and always there were incalculable changes.
Cameron saw this mutable mood of nature--the sands would fly and seep
and carve and bury; the floods would dig and cut; the ledges would
weather in the heat and rain; the avalanches would slide; the cactus
seeds would roll in the wind to catch in a niche and split the soil
with thirsty roots. Years would pass. Cameron seemed to see them,
too; and likewise destiny leading a child down into this forlorn waste,
where she would find love and fortune, and the grave of her father.
Cameron covered the dark, still face of his comrade from the light of
the waning moon.
That action was the severing of his hold on realities. They fell away
from him in final separation. Vaguely, dreamily he seemed to behold
his soul. Night merged into gray day; and night came again, weird and
dark. Then up out of the vast void of the desert, from the silence and
illimitableness, trooped his phantoms of peace. Majestically they
formed around him, marshalling and mustering in ceremonious state, and
moved to lay upon him their passionless serenity.
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