To WALTER FRANCIS ROCH

My dear Roch,

Ever since you read "SONIA" in manuscript, you have been the book's most

generous critic. May I mark my gratitude for this and for a friendship

older than "SONIA" by dedicating its successor to you? Perhaps you

remember openly doubting whether in fact the spiritual shock of war

could so change and steady Sonia as to make her a fitting wife for any

man, O'Rane most of all; you may recollect my confessing that such a

marriage of hysterical impulse contained the seeds of instant disaster.

Sequels are admittedly failures, but I look on this book less as a

sequel than as an epilogue or footnote. Sonia was not to know happiness

until she had suffered, and the sacrifice in the early days of war was

to many a new and heady self-indulgence. It is the length of the war,

the sickening repetition of one well-placed blow after another on the

same bruised flesh that has tested the survivors. After a year of war

O'Rane could have mustered many followers, when he murmured to himself,

"I--all of us who were out there--have seen it. We can't forget. The

courage, the cold, heart-breaking courage ... and the smile on a dying

man's face.... We must never let it be forgotten, we've earned the

right. As long as a drunkard kicks his wife, or a child goes hungry, or

a woman is driven through shame to disease and death.... Is it a great

thing to ask? To demand of England to remember that the criminals and

loafers and prostitutes are somebody's children, mothers and sisters?

And that we've all been saved by a miracle of suffering? Is that too

great a strain on our chivalry? I'll go out if need be, but--but _must_

we stand at street corners to tell what we've seen? To ask the

bystanders--and ourselves--whether we went to war to preserve the right

of inflicting pain?"

After four years of war do you find many traces of O'Rane's crusading

spirit? Loring, he and a thousand others intrigued and pulled wires to

be sent out before their turn; since they lost their lives or eyes or

limbs, we have seen their places filled by men who were first jeered and

shamed, later pricked and driven into the army, under the amused gaze of

their more fortunate fellows who had intrigued and pulled wires to be

kept at home! We have watched conscience being made a penal offence and

persecution exalted into patriotism. We have seen self-denial, like

self-sacrifice, made statutory; and the comprehensive plea of war has

excused the recrudescence of that feverish licence which many of us

superstitiously felt the war had been sent to end. Financially, morally

and politically we were living on the last few hundreds of our capital.

And in public life the war stepped in where honour feared to tread.

I dedicate this book to you in sympathy, because we would both

recapture, if we could, O'Rane's first fine careless rapture. But there

is little permanence in collective moral upheavals; action and reaction

are equal and opposite, and the same violence which transformed the

world in 1914 has hastened the return to pre-1914 conditions. The House

of Commons, as you know it, and the society outside the House of

Commons, as I know it, are not going to legislate a new world into

existence in the spirit of the Constituent Assembly. We have worked,

like old Bertrand Oakleigh, through the phases of extravagant hope and

premature pessimism; we are tired and dispirited, chiefly anxious to end

the strain, glad if we can curtail the slaughter, though we are growing

used to this, but concerned more for securing the peace of the world in

our lifetime than for declaring any other dividend on the lives which

have been expended. "We shall be dazed and bruised before an end is

made, laddie, staggering like drunken men," as Dr. Burgess prophesied

in "SONIA," "Peradventure, if ye speak of the Promised Land, men will

arise and stone you with stones, saying, 'Would to God we had died by

the hand of the Lord in the land of Egypt, when we sat by the fleshpots,

and when we did eat bread to the full.' I am an old man, laddie, and old

men and weary men, broken with the cares of this life, are fain to go

back to the things they know."

What is left to those who are weak or obstinate enough to feel that the

things they know are capable of improvement and that man is essentially

perfectible? If a collective revival flicker to smoking extinction, can

you attain the same results from the aggregate of individual efforts?

O'Rane, you will find, tries both extremes.

Always cordially yours,

STEPHEN McKENNA.

Lincoln's Inn, 1918.

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