SECTION XXXV

Bhima said, ‘O king, unsubstantial as thou art like froth, unstable like

a fruit (falling when ripe), dependent on time, and mortal, having

entered into an agreement in respect of time, which is infinite and

immeasurable, quick like a shaft or flowing like a stream, and carrying

everything before it like death itself, how canst regard it as available

by thee? How can he, O son of Kunti, wait whose life is shortened every

moment, even like a quantity of collyrium that is lessened each time a

grain is taken up by the needle? He only whose life is unlimited or who

knoweth with certitude what the period of his life is, and who knoweth

the future as if it were before his eyes, can indeed wait for the arrival

of (an expected) time. If we wait, O king, for thirteen years, that

period, shortening our lives, will bring us nearer to death. Death is

sure to overtake every creature having a corporeal existence. Therefore,

we should strive for the possession of our kingdom before we die. He that

faileth to achieve fame, by failing to chastise his foes, is like an

unclean thing. He is a useless burden on the earth like an incapacitated

bull and perisheth ingloriously. The man who, destitute of strength, and

courage, chastiseth not his foes, liveth in vain, I regard such a one as

low-born. Thy hand can rain gold; thy fame spreadeth over the whole

earth; slaying thy foes, therefore, in battle, enjoy thou the wealth

acquired by the might of thy arms. O repressor of all foes, O king, if a

man slaying his injurer, goeth the very day into hell, that hell becometh

heaven to him. O king, the pain one feeleth in having to suppress one’s

wrath is more burning than fire itself. Even now I burn with it and

cannot sleep in the day or the night. This son of Pritha, called

Vibhatsu, is foremost in drawing the bow-string. He certainly burneth

with grief, though he liveth here like a lion in his den. This one that

desireth to slay without aid all wielders of the bow on earth, represseth

the wrath that riseth in his breast, like a mighty elephant. Nakula,

Sahadeva, and old Kunti--that mother of heroes, are all dumb, desiring to

please thee. And all our friends along with the Srinjayas equally desire

to please thee. I alone, and Prativindhya’s mother speak unto thee

burning with grief. Whatever I speak unto thee is agreeable to all of

them, for all of them plunged in distress, eagerly wish for battle. Then,

O monarch, what more wretched a calamity can overtake us that our kingdom

should be wrested from us by weak and contemptible foes and enjoyed by

them? O king, from the weakness of thy disposition thou feelest shame in

violating thy pledge. But, O slayer of foes, no one applaudeth thee for

thus suffering such pain in consequence of the kindliness of thy

disposition. Thy intellect, O king, seeth not the truth, like that of a

foolish and ignorant person of high birth who hath committed the words of

the Vedas to memory without understanding their sense. Thou art kind like

a Brahmana. How hast thou been born in the Kshatriya order? They that are

born in the Kshatriya order are generally of crooked hearts. Thou hast

heard (recited) the duties of kings, as promulgated by Manu, fraught with

crookedness and unfairness and precepts opposed to tranquillity and

virtue. Why dost thou then, O king, forgive the wicked sons of

Dhritarashtra? Thou hast intelligence, prowess, learning and high birth.

Why dost thou then, O tiger among men, act in respect of thy duties, like

a huge snake that is destitute of motion? O son of Kunti, he that

desireth to conceal us, only wisheth to conceal the mountains of Himavat

by means of a handful of grass. O son of Pritha, known as thou art over

whole earth, thou wilt not be able to live unknown, like the sun that can

never course through the sky unknown to men. Like a large tree in a

well-watered region with spreading branches and flowers and leaves, or

like Indra’s elephant, how will Jishnu live unknown? How also will these

children, the brothers, Nakula and Sahadeva, equal unto a couple of young

lions, both live in secret? How, O son of Pritha, will Krishna--the

daughter of Drupada--a princess and mother of heroes, of virtuous deeds

and known over all the world, live unknown? Me also, everybody knoweth

from my boyhood. I do not see how I can live unknown. As well mighty

mountains of Meru be sought to be concealed. Then, again, many kings had

been expelled by us from their kingdom. These kings and princes will all

follow the bad son of Dhritarashtra, for robbed and exiled by us, they

have not still become friendly. Desiring to do good unto Dhritarashtra,

they will certainly seek to injure us. They will certainly set against us

numerous spies in disguise. If these discover us and report their

discovery, a great danger will overtake us. We have already lived in the

woods full thirteen months. Regard them, O king, for their length as

thirteen years. The wise have said that a month is a substitute for a

year, like the pot-herb that is regarded as a substitute for the Soma.

Or, (if thou breakest thy pledge), O king, thou mayst free thyself from

this sin by offering good savoury food to a quiet bull carrying sacred

burdens. Therefore, O king resolve thou to slay thy enemies. There is no

virtue higher than fighting, for every Kshatriya!”

The Mahabharata of Krishna-Dwaipayana Vyasa, Volume 1 Books 1, 2 and 3 · 第 35 / 313 章