CHAPTER XXI

STAGE FASHIONS AND THE GLORY OF COLOUR

We played continuously nine months from September to June, and then

scattered for the holidays. I often went to Munich for the Wagnerian

_Festspiel_. We have many German relatives (though not a drop of German

blood), as three of my grandfather's sisters married German officers.

Through remote ancestors we also have dozens of cousins in the north of

Germany. The Munich relations I dearly loved. The son of the famous

court architect, von Klenze, who built nearly all the noble buildings in

Munich for the old King Ludwig of Bavaria, who abdicated his

throne--married my mother's aunt, and their descendants were always very

charming to me. The northern cousins who lived in East and North Prussia

we always heard were quite different, cold, critical, and not warm, and

artistic, and friendly, as I found our southern relations. In Darmstadt

they seem between the two peoples in character, and of course in the

theatre one meets all sorts.

Our _Souffleuse_, "Bobberle," was from Schwabia, and her sister was a

character. She proved her elegance by wearing the most brilliant colours

on her fat little body, and plastering the family jewelry all over

herself. She screamed remarks about the members of the company to her

friends between the acts, and the remarks were not as undiscerning as

you might think.

The top box on the right side of the house, was reserved for the humble

hangers-on of the _Personal_. My sister used often to sit up there as

she could just walk in without my having to ask for a seat, while my

mother sat in state in a specially reserved seat in the orchestra, for

which I had to ask each time. The oldest mothers and the _Souffleuse's_

sister used to be an unending joy to my sister, in their comments. The

order of their seats was theirs by divine right, they thought, and woe

betide some comparatively new-comer who would venture to take one-eyed

Frau S----'s or fat Frau W----'s chair. It was called the _Raben's

Nest_ (the raven's nest), and we felt its influence hanging over us on

the stage. I was quite familiar with the remarks that were made nightly:

"_Ach! unsere Kaethe spielt ja Heute!_" ("Oh! our little Katy plays

tonight"), the mother of Katy would announce rapturously, and settle

down with her chin on the rail, and her back bent like a jack-knife,

for three hours of proud but critical joy. She had probably toiled most

of the night with her little seamstress to turn out the marvels Kaethe

wore.

There are certain props that lend an unfailing air of gorgeousness to

the provincial German mind, whether viewed from in front of, or behind

the footlights. An aigrette does duty for years and has a sure-fire

elegance; pinned on a winter hat of black velvet, or a summer leghorn,

or worn with a bow in an evening coiffure, you know its wearer belongs

to the most exclusive social set. Our coiffeur had only one eye, but

used to bring that one as close as possible to the head of her victim

and make it do duty for two. She turned out wonderful puffs and curls.

In "Dollar Prinzessin" I introduced a new style of hair dressing from

Paris: the hair parted, and a multitude of close curls at the back of

the head, the whole surrounded by a rather broad band of ribbon of the

shade one desired. This took Darmstadt by storm, and was repeated for

two years in every conceivable version. The curls I am sorry to say,

turned into tight sausages, but how much more _praktisch_! Couldn't the

curls then be worn at least three times without being re-dressed?

A lorgnon is of course "Hoch elegant," also quite irresistibly snorty,

if you are playing an elderly Duchess type of person. If you read that

tunics are worn in Paris you put them on all your gowns, though they

may be hideously unbecoming to you. Even the time-honoured

hat-on-the-back-of-the-head outline had to be renounced one season, and

every one peered out at you from a hat or toque brim almost down on the

bridge of the nose in front, and cocked up in the back. Unbecoming--it

was admitted--, but "man" did it in Paris and should Darmstadt lag

behind?

The problem of clothes for the actress is a terrific one, and I think

almost every one in town knows and makes allowances for this. The men go

further astray in the quest of fashion, or perhaps it is that the

slightest lapse from rigid formality is so noticeable in their dress of

today. In Metz dickeys, or small false fronts, were worn as a matter of

course in the place of evening shirts. If you were long and the dickey

was short you stuck a jaunty, flaming silk handkerchief in your vest in

front, to hide dangerous glimpses of Jaegers. And then why stick

slavishly to the bow tie of white cotton? A black or scarlet string tie

was distinctly more novel, and attracted attention at once if worn with

an otherwise conventional evening coat.

In Darmstadt the men knew better, but some of them tried to ape the

officers in walk, monocle, or hair brushing, to the huge delight of the

officers. One clever actor always made his greatest climax by suddenly

throwing back his coat edge as he finished a "There, what do you say to

that?" speech, and so revealing the gorgeous black satin lining. This of

course was unanswerable, and never failed of its effect. You knew at

once you had a man of the world before you, a man familiar with the most

exclusive club life, valeted, perfumed and manicured irreproachably, and

you succumbed accordingly.

The Grand Duke would sit, lynx-eyed, up in his box, and take this all

in. I always felt he never missed anything, and it was inspiring to play

to him. When his box was empty I always missed this scrutiny.

Sometimes one gets messages that well-known people have been out in

front, and this knowledge, and the thought that some wandering

_Intendant_ in search of talent may be watching you, always spurs you on

if you are tired. Once a famous Dutch painter saw me as _Amneris_. He

was of course quite unknown to me, but sent me word later to say what

pleasure I had given him by recreating in his mind the Egyptian

silhouettes and colouring he loved. I had striven so hard to do this, it

was a great pleasure to know that I had succeeded in suggesting it.

A dear old gentleman in town, who had travelled much, sent me many

postcards from Spain, because my _Carmen_ brought back to him his happy

days there. He sent me a real Russian "Order" for my _Orlofsky_ in

"Fledermaus," which I always afterwards wore with that gentleman's

severe court dress. Laurel wreaths and wreaths of heavy silvered leaves

were sent to me, with gold lettered inscriptions, and I kept them for

ages in my music room.

During the last winter in Darmstadt I went up to Berlin to give a

try-out recital. It was managed by the great Wolf Bureau, and my friend

Mr. Fernow at once took an interest in me, which continued as long as I

was in Germany. I heard of Coenraad von Bos, and wanted to have him play

for me. We rehearsed the day before the concert, and I soon found I had

made another real friend in Bos. He said afterwards, when he was told I

wanted just one rehearsal for a Berlin recital, he thought to himself I

must be either very bad or very good. The truth was I could not get a

longer leave of absence from the opera and so more than one rehearsal

was impossible. I have always adored rehearsing, especially for a

concert, with such an artist as Bos to play for me, and one of the

greatest joys of my life was preparing a program with Erich Wolf for a

later Berlin recital. To go back to my concert--Bos worked very hard

that evening to make it a success, calling up all of his musical friends

to tell them of his new find. It _was_ a great success and I have never

read such notices as I received from all the papers. They told me no

foreigner had ever had such unanimous and extraordinary praise for a

first recital, and Papa Fernow kissed me in the green room.

I should have immediately followed up that concert with two or three

more, but I was obliged to return to my duties, and so lost the

opportunity of reaping the reward of an unusual beginning.

They wanted me to sign on in Darmstadt, but I felt that I had sung the

repertoire faithfully for three years, and that I wanted more worlds to

conquer, and a bigger town to criticize my work.

I went to Munich to sing for Baron S----, who liked me and offered me a

contract, depending on the outcome of two _Gastspiele_, or guest

performances, to be absolved the following October, my contract then to

go into effect.

My farewell in Darmstadt was "Carmen" and the people _were_ good to me.

After the last curtain I left the stage for a minute, and when I came

back to take my calls the stage was filled from side to side with

flowers; they were banked and grouped all round me. The curtain then

went up and down innumerable times, till I felt like weeping at leaving

all these kind friends. For some reason my cab did not come for me and

when I left the theatre the crowd waiting at the stage door followed me

home, calling out "Come back soon," "Auf Wiedersehen," and many kind

things. These are not perhaps great triumphs, but they make an artist's

life very happy, and the life I led for those three years, comes very

near being the ideal one for an opera singer.

I think it was two years before this, on returning to Paris, that I took

part in Strauss' "Salome." We gave six performances at the Chatelet. I

took the page's small part, just for the fun of it, and so as to study

the opera. The stage manager was a German of course, and spoke very

little French. The singers were all Germans, and the "figurants,"

supers, all French. Things did not go well at rehearsals. Burrian, as

the King would cry for wine or grapes, and no one moved to get what he

wished, as no one understood what he was saying, and so could not get

the musical cue. I was the only person able to speak the two languages

fluently, and finally the stage manager asked me to take charge of all

the business on my side of the stage. "_Suivez Madame!_" he would yell.

So I said "Remove throne." "Bring golden vessels." "Clear stage," etc.,

to the intelligent crowd of supers, many of whom were young actors, who

wanted as I did to study the opera. I remember one hideous little girl,

who had an unattractive sore lip. Some one told her that it did not

matter much, trying to comfort her, as she seemed so depressed about

it, but she was inconsolable, and replied darkly, "it was always seven

days lost." This brave effort to create the impression of an otherwise

lurid existence deceived no one however, though they were too polite to

show their doubt.

Destinn's voice rose thrillingly in the love phrases that _Salome_ pours

at _John_; and though she wore a costume that my young French friends

considered consisted chiefly of _chats enrages_,--mad cats,--as it had

two huge animal heads of gold, where such types of stage villainesses

are always heavily protected, the tense quality of her voice, and the

simple strength of her acting suited the character as Strauss had

painted it with his music, and she achieved results that no other singer

I know of could have done.

I had gone back as usual to de Reszke to have my voice put in order, and

was having, at the same time, my taste put in order by my sculptor

brother Cecil, in our walks and talks about Paris and its museums. My

brother's wonderfully clear vision of art and beauty is never clouded,

and I owe much to my association with him. We used to go to all the

Salons, and I remember vividly the first time we stumbled on a specimen

of the modern Spanish school, then quite new to us. We had looked at

dreary wastes of raspberry jam Venuses, resting on the crests of most

solid waves, dozens of canvases still in the Louis XVI era, and much

pastel-coloured mediocrity, when suddenly I called out "Look, Cec,

something new!" It was a big square of flaming colour--women and a child

in red checked cotton, picking scarlet tomatoes from high-trained vines,

in the brilliant sun. It glowed and fairly zizzed with colour, and had

that radiating, vibrating quality that things have in the hot sunshine.

We had had the "confetti" and "spot" types of work for some years, but

this canvas dwarfed anything modern I had seen in Paris. We have never

found another one by the same man, and have often wondered what became

of his work.

I think that was when I first fell in love with colour _per se_, though

I had flirted with it before. We had loved Monet and the opalescent,

shimmering lights in his water-garden series, but never had I been so

stirred and thrilled by mere paint on canvas as I was by this Spaniard's

work. It seems that a man only rarely can put colours together that will

have the living dazzling look that one sees in nature. Matisse was a

past master of it, and even though one might not agree with him

otherwise, his colour was a joy.

Later the Cubists and Futurists invaded Paris. When I am with Cecil and

he talks to me of their work, I see their aims quite clearly, and

understand what they are trying to express, for their "line of talk" is

much more lucid than their work: but when I am not with my brother I

must confess my understanding is dimmed, and I forget the arguments he

used.

We lived very simply in Paris, having our meals sometimes at the

_quartier_ restaurants, and sometimes getting _filets_ of fresh

mushrooms, peas, and delicious Paris potatoes, with big strawberries

shaped like little whisk-brooms, and _creme d' Isigny_ in its stubby

little earthen pots, and preparing them at home. I had a small apartment

in the same house as my mother, and my brother had his studio some

blocks from us.

We met Spaniards, Norwegians, French, anything but Americans, of whom we

knew but few--we learnt so much more through talking with people of

other nationalities than our own. Paris is such a marvellous place for

development. As my brother said, he never knew when some one whose

opinion he must respect might not drop into the studio, and give his

work a searching inspection. The atmosphere of having to keep constantly

at your very best because of the rigid intellectual criticism you

encounter at every turn, is most stimulating.

Rembrandt Bugatti was a great friend of my brother's, of whom I think he

was really fond, and this was a priceless association for a young

student. Bugatti was a genius, unrivalled by any other man of his age,

and very few of any other age, and his tragic death is a great loss to

the art world. His growing deafness and his acute sensitiveness must

have made life impossible for him. His recollection of the happy years

spent in Antwerp, when he and my brother were well-known figures

there--wearing long, swinging, dark blue, Italian cavalry capes, smoking

eternal pipes and working all day in the open air in the Zoo--compared

to what the Germans have made of Belgium, proved too great a spiritual

burden for him.

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