6. Look now at that condition of life which draws the envy of all.

*_Negotius_ is a temperate, honest man. He served his time under

a master of great trade; but has, by his own management, made it a

more considerable business than ever it was before. For thirty years

last past, he has been corresponding with all parts of _Europe_. The

general good of trade seems to _Negotius_ to be the general good of

life; whatever he commends or condemns, either in church or state, is

commended, or condemned, with regard to trade.

As money is continually pouring in upon him; so he often lets it go

in various kinds of expence and generosity, and sometimes in ways of

charity.

_Negotius_ is always ready to join in any public contribution. If a

_purse_ is making at any place where he happens to be, whether it be

to buy a plate for a horse-race, or to redeem a _prisoner_ out of gaol,

you are always sure of having something from him.

He has given a fine _ring of bells_ to a church in the country; and

there is much expectation that he will some time or other make a more

beautiful _front_ to the _market-house_, than has yet been seen in any

place: for it is the generous spirit of _Negotius_, to do nothing in a

mean way.

7. If you ask what it is that has secured _Negotius_ from all

_scandalous vices_, it is the same thing that has kept him from all

_strictness of devotion_, it is his great business. He has always

had too many important things in his head: his thoughts are too much

employed, to suffer him to fall either into a course of _rakery_, or

to feel the necessity of an _inward, solid_ piety.

For this reason he hears of the pleasures of debauchery, and the

pleasures of piety with the ♦same indifferency; and has no more

desire of living in the one than in the other, because neither of them

consists with that turn of mind, and multiplicity of business, which

are his happiness.

♦ inserted omitted word ‘same’

*If _Negotius_ was asked, what it is which he drives at in life? He

would be as much at a loss for an answer, as if he was asked, what any

other person was thinking of. For though he always seems to himself to

know what he is doing, and has many things in his head, which are the

motives of his actions; yet he cannot tell you of any _one general

end_ of life that he has chosen with deliberation, as being truly

worthy of all his labour and pains.

He has several confused notions in his head, which have been a long

time there: such as these; that it is _something great_ to have more

business than other people, to have more dealings upon his hands

than a hundred of the same profession, to grow continually richer and

richer, and to raise an immense fortune before he dies. The thing that

seems to give _Negotius_ the greatest life and spirit, and to be most

in his thoughts, is an expectation that he shall die richer than any

of his business ever did.

8. The generality of people when they think of happiness, think upon

_Negotius_; in whose life every instance of happiness is supposed to

meet, sober, prudent, rich, prosperous, generous and charitable.

Let us now look at this condition in another, but truer light.

*Let it be supposed, that this same _Negotius_ was a painful,

laborious man, very deep in variety of affairs; that he neither drank,

nor debauched, but was sober and regular in his business. Let it be

supposed, that he grew old in this course of trading, and that the

_end_ and _design_ of all his labour, and care, and application to

business, was only this, that he might die possessed of more than an

hundred thousand pair of _boots_ and _spurs_.

Let it be supposed that the sober part of the world say of him when

he ♦is dead, that he was a great and happy man, a thorough master of

business, and had acquired an hundred thousand pair of _boots_ and

_spurs_ when he died.

♦ ‘his’ replaced with ‘is’

9. *Now if this was really the case, I believe that it would

be readily granted that a life of such business was as poor and

ridiculous as any that can be invented. But it would puzzle any one to

shew, that a man that has spent all his time and thoughts in business

and hurry, that he might die, as it is said, worth an hundred thousand

pounds, is any whit wiser than he, who has taken the same pains to

have as many pairs of _boots_ and _spurs_ when he leaves the world.

*For if the _state_ of our souls be our _whole state_, if the only end

of life be to die as _free_ from sin, and as _exalted_ in virtue as

we can; if naked as we came, so naked are we to return, and to stand

a trial before Christ and his holy angels, for everlasting happiness

or misery, what can it possibly signify, what a man had, or had not,

in this world? What can it signify what you call these things that a

man left behind him; whether you call him _his_, or any _one’s_ else;

whether you _call_ them _trees_ or _fields_, or birds and feathers;

whether you _call_ them an hundred _thousand pounds_, or an hundred

thousand pair of _boots_ and _spurs_? I say _call_ them; for the

_things_ signify no more to him than the _names_.

Now ’tis easy to see the folly of a life thus spent, to furnish a

man with such a number of _boots_ and _spurs_. But yet there needs no

better faculty of seeing, no finer understanding, to see the folly of

a life spent in making a man possessor of _ten towns_ before he dies.

*For if, when he has got all his _towns_, or all his _boots_, his

soul is to go into his _own place_ amongst separate spirits, and his

body to be laid by in a _coffin_, till the last trumpet calls him to

judgment; where the enquiry will be, how _humbly_, how _devoutly_, how

_meekly_, how _piously_, how _charitably_, we have _spoke_, _thought_,

and _acted_, whilst we were in the body? How can we say, that he

who has wore out his life in raising an _hundred thousand pounds_,

has acted wiser for himself, than he who has had the same _care_ to

procure an hundred thousand of _any thing_ else?

10. *But farther, let it now be supposed, that _Negotius_, when

he first entered into business, happening to read the gospel with

_attention_, found he had a much greater business upon his hands, than

that to which he had served an apprenticeship: that there were things

which belong to man, of much more importance than all that our eyes

can see; so glorious, as to deserve all our thoughts; so dangerous, as

to need all our care; and so certain, as never to deceive the faithful

labourer.

Let it be supposed, that by reading this book, he had discovered

that his soul was more to him than his body: that it was better to

grow in the virtues of the soul, than to have a large body, or a

full purse; that it was better to be fit for heaven, than to have a

variety of fine houses upon the earth; that it was better to secure

an everlasting happiness, than to have plenty of things which he

cannot keep; better to live in habits of humility, piety, charity, and

self-denial, than to die unprepared for judgment; better to be most

like our Saviour, than to excel all the tradesmen in the world, in

business and bulk of fortune.

Let it be supposed, that _Negotius_, believing these things to be true,

entirely devoted himself to God at his first setting out in the world,

resolving to pursue his _business_ no farther than was consistent with

great devotion, humility, and self-denial; and for no other ends, but

to provide himself with a sober subsistence, and to do all the good he

could, to the souls and bodies of his fellow creatures.

Let it therefore be supposed, that instead of the continual hurry of

business, he was frequent in his retirements; that instead of restless

desires after more riches, his soul had been full of the love of God

and heavenly affection, constantly watching against worldly tempers,

and always aspiring after divine grace; that instead of worldly cares

and contrivances, he had been busy in fortifying his soul against

all approaches of sin; that instead of costly shew, and the expensive

generosity of a splendid life, he had loved and exercised all

instances of humility and lowliness; that instead of great treats and

full tables, his house had only furnished a sober refreshment to those

that wanted it.

Let it be supposed, that his contentment kept him free from all kinds

of envy: that his piety made him thankful to God in all crosses and

disappointments: that his charity kept him from being rich, by a

continual distribution to all objects of compassion.

♦12. Now, had this been the Christian spirit of _Negotius_, can

any one say, that he had lost the true happiness of life, by thus

conforming to the Spirit, and living up to the hope of the gospel?

♦ Number 11 omitted in text.

*Can it be said, that a life made exemplary by such virtues as these,

which keep heaven always in our sight, which both delight and exalt

the soul here, and prepare it for the presence of God hereafter, must

be _poor_ and _dull_, if compared to that of heaping up riches, which

can neither stay with us, nor we with them?

It would be endless to multiply examples of this kind, to shew you how

little is lost, and how much is gained, by introducing a strict and

exact piety into every condition of human life.

I shall now therefore leave it to your own meditation, to carry this

way of thinking farther, hoping that enough is said, to convince

yourself, that an exalted piety is so far from rendering any life dull

and tiresome, that it is the only joy and happiness of any condition

in the world.

13. *Imagine to yourself some person in a _consumption_, or any other

_lingering distemper_ that was _incurable_.

If you was to see such a man wholly intent upon doing every thing in

the spirit of religion, making the wisest use of all his time, fortune,

and abilities. If he was for carrying every duty of piety to its

greatest height, and striving to have all the advantage that could be

had in the remainder of his life: if he avoided all business, but such

as was necessary; if he was averse to all the follies and vanities

of the world, had no taste for _finery_ and _shew_, but sought for

all his comfort in the hopes and expeditions of religion, you would

certainly commend his prudence; you would say, that he had taken the

right method to make himself as joyful and happy, as any one can be in

a state of such infirmity.

*On the other hand, if you should see the same person, with

_trembling_ hands, short breath, _thin_ jaws, and _hollow_ eyes,

wholly intent upon business and bargains, as long as he could speak:

if you should see him pleased with _fine cloaths_, when he could

scarce stand to be dressed, and laying out his money in _horses_ and

_dogs_, rather than purchase the prayers of the poor for his soul,

which was so soon to be separated from his body, you would certainly

condemn him, as a weak, silly man.

14. Now, as it is easy to see the reasonableness, the wisdom and

happiness of a religious spirit in a _consumptive man_; so, if you

pursue the same way of thinking, you will as easily perceive the same

wisdom and happiness of a pious temper in every other state of life.

For how soon will any man that is in _health_, be in the state of

him that is in a _consumption_? How soon will he want all the same

comforts of religion, which every dying man wants?

*And if it be wise and happy to live piously, because we have not

above a year to live, is it not being more wise, and making ourselves

more happy, to live piously, because we may have more years to come?

If one year of piety before we die, is so desirable, are not more

years of piety much more desirable?

15. If a man had _five fixed_ years to live, he could not possibly

think at all, without intending to make the best use of them _all_.

When he saw his stay so short in this world, he must needs think

that this was not a world for him; and when he saw how near he was to

another world, that was eternal, he must surely think it necessary to

be very diligent in preparing for it.

Now as reasonable as piety appears in such a circumstance of life,

it is yet more reasonable in every circumstance of life, to every

thinking man.

For who but a madman can recount that he has _five_ years _certain_ to

come?

*And if it be reasonable and necessary to deny our worldly tempers,

and live wholly unto God, because we are _certain_ that we are to die

at the end of _five years_; surely it must be much more reasonable

and necessary for us to live in the same spirit, because we have no

_certainty_ that we shall live _five weeks_.

16. *Again, if we are to add _twenty_ years to the _five_, which is,

in all probability, more than will be added to the lives of many

people, who are at man’s estate; what a poor thing it is! How small

a difference is there between five, and twenty-five years?

It is said, that a _day_ is with God as a _thousand years_, and a

thousand years as one day; because, in regard to his eternity, this

difference is as nothing.

*Now, as we are created to be _eternal_, to live an endless succession

of ages upon ages, where _thousands_, and _millions of thousands_ of

years will have no proportion to our everlasting life in God; so with

regard to his eternal state, which is our real state, twenty-five

_years_ is as poor a pittance as twenty-five _days_.

We can never make any true judgment of time as it relates to us,

without considering the true state of our _duration_. If we are

_temporary_ beings, then a little time may justly be called a great

deal in relation to us; but if we are _eternal_ beings, then the

difference of a few years is as nothing.

17. If we were to suppose _three_ different _sorts_ of rational

beings, all of _different_, but _fixed_ duration; one sort that lived

_certainly_ only a _month_, the other a _year_, and the third an

_hundred years_.

If these beings were to meet together, and talk about time, they must

talk in a very different language. _Half_ an _hour_ to those who were

to live but a _month_, must be a very different thing, to what it is

to those, who are to live an _hundred years_.

As therefore time is thus a different thing, with regard to the

_state_ of those who enjoy it; so if we would know what time is with

regard to ourselves, we must consider our state.

Now since our eternal state, is as certainly ours, as our present

state; since we are as certainly to live for ever, as we are now

to live at all; it is plain, that we cannot judge of the value of

any particular time, as to us, but by comparing it to that eternal

duration for which we are created.

If you would know what _five years_ signify to a being that was to

live an _hundred_, you must compare _five_ to a _hundred_, and see

what proportion it bears to it, and then you would judge right.

*So if you would know, what _twenty_ years signify to a son of _Adam_,

you must compare it, not to a _million_ of ages, but to an _eternal

duration_, to which no number of millions bears any proportion; and

then you will judge right, by finding it _nothing_.

18. Consider therefore this; how would you condemn the folly of a man,

that should lose his share of future glory, for the sake of being

_rich_, or _great_, or _praised_, or delighted in _any enjoyment_,

only _one poor_ day before he was to die!

But if the time will come, when a number of years will seem less to

every one than a day does now; what a condemnation must it then be,

if eternal happiness should be lost, for something less than the

enjoyment of a day!

Why does a day seem a trifle to us now? It is because we have years

to set against it. It is the duration of years that makes it seem as

nothing.

*What a _trifle_ therefore must the years of a _man_’s _age_ appear,

when they are forced to be set against _eternity_, when there shall be

nothing but eternity to compare them with!

*And this will be the case of every man, as soon as he is out of the

body; he will be forced to forget the distinction of days and years,

and to measure time, not by the course of the sun, but by setting it

against eternity.

As the _fixed stars_, by reason of our being placed at such distance

from them, appear but as so many _points_; so when we, placed in

eternity, shall look back upon _all time_, it will appear but as a

_moment_.

*Then, a _luxury_, an _indulgence_, a _prosperity_, a _greatness_ of

_fifty_ years, will seem to every one that looks back upon it, as the

same _poor short_ enjoyment, as if he had been snatched away in his

_first sin_.

These few reflections upon _time_, are only to shew how poorly they

think, how miserably they judge, who are less careful of an eternal

state, because they _may_ be at some _years_ distance from it, than

they would be, if they knew they were within a few _weeks of it_.

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