CHAPTER LV.

AN UNCONDITIONAL SURRENDER.

The next day Mr. Pardee received a note from Mrs. Le Moyne,

requesting him to come to Mulberry Hill at his earliest convenience.

Being at the time disengaged, he returned with the messenger. Upon

being ushered again into the invalid's room, he found Miss Hetty

Lomax with a flushed face standing by the bedside. Both the ladies

greeted him with some appearance of embarrassment.

"Cousin Hetty," said the invalid, "will you ask Hesden to come here

for a moment?"

Miss Hetty left the room, and returned a moment afterward in company

with Hesden.

"Hesden," said Mrs. Le Moyne, "were you in earnest in what you said

yesterday in regard to receiving any benefits under this deed?"

"Certainly, mother," replied Hesden; "I could never consent to do

so."

"Very well, my son," said the invalid; "you are perhaps right; but

I wish you to know that I had heretofore made my will, giving to

you and Cousin Hetty a joint interest in my estate. You know the

feeling which induced me to do so. I am in the confessional to-day,

and may as well admit that I was hasty and perhaps unjust in so

doing. In justice to Cousin Hetty I wish also to say--"

"Oh, please, Mrs. Le Moyne," interrupted Hetty, blushing deeply.

"Hush, my child," said the invalid tenderly; "I must be just to

you as well as to others. Hetty," she continued, turning her eyes

upon Hesden, who stood looking in wonder from one to the other,

"has long tried to persuade me to revoke that instrument. I have

at length determined to cancel and destroy it, and shall proceed

to make a new one, which I desire that both of you shall witness

when it has been drawn."

Being thus dismissed, Hesden and his cousin withdrew, while

Pardee seated himself at the little table by the bedside, on which

writing materials had already been placed, and proceeded to receive

instructions and prepare the will as she directed. When it had been

completed and read over to her, she said, wearily,

"That is right."

The attorney called Hesden and his cousin, who, having witnessed

the will by her request, again withdrew.

"Now Mr. Pardee," said Mrs. Le Moyne sadly, "I believe that I have

done my duty as well as Hesden has done his. It is hard, very hard,

for me to give up projects which I have cherished so long. As I

have constituted you my executor, I desire that you will keep this

will, and allow no person to know its contents unless directed by

me to do so, until my death."

"Your wishes shall be strictly complied with, madam," said Pardee,

as he folded the instrument and placed it in his pocket.

"I have still another favor to request of you, Mr. Pardee," she

said. "I have written this note to Miss Ainslie, which I wish you

to read and then transmit to her. No, no," she continued, as she

saw him about to seal the letter which she had given him, without

reading it; "you must read it. You know something of what it has

cost me to write it, and will be a better judge than I as to whether

it contains all that I should say."

Thus adjured, Pardee opened the letter and read:

"MULBERRY HILL Saturday, Oct. 8, 1871.

"MY DEAR MISS AINSLIE:

"Captain Pardee informed us yesterday of your nobly disinterested

action in regard to the estate rightfully belonging to you. Words

cannot express my gratitude for the consideration you have shown to

our feelings in thus shielding the memory of the dead. Mr. Pardee

will transmit to you with this the papers, showing that we have

complied with your request. Pardon me if I do not write as warmly

as I ought. One as old and proud as I cannot easily adapt herself

to so new and strange a role. I hope that time will enable me to

think more calmly and speak more freely of this matter.

"Hoping you will forgive my constraint, and believe that it arises

from no lack of appreciation of your magnanimity, but only springs

from my own weakness; and asking your pardon for all unkindness of

thought, word, or act in the past, I remain,

"Yours gratefully,

"HESTER RICHARDS LE MOYNE."

"My dear Mrs. Le Moyne," said Pardee, as he extended his hand and

grasped that of the suffering woman, "I am sure Miss Ainslie would

never require any such painful acknowledgment at your hands."

"I know she would not," was the reply; "it is not she that requires it,

but myself--my honor, Mr. Pardee. You must not suppose, nor must

she believe, that the wife of a Le Moyne can forget the obligations

of justice, though her father may have unfortunately done so."

"But I am sure it will cause her pain," said Pardee.

"Would it cause her less were I to refuse what she has so delicately

given?"

"No, indeed," said the attorney.

"Then I see no other way."

"Perhaps there is none," said Pardee thoughtfully.

"You think I have said enough?" she asked.

"You could not say more," was the reply. After a moment's pause

he continued, "Are you willing that I should give Miss Ainslie any

statement I may choose of this matter?"

"I should prefer," she answered, "that nothing more be said; unless,"

she added, with a smile, "you conceive that your duty imperatively

demands it."

"And Hesden?" he began.

"Pardon me, sir," she said, with dignity; "I will not conceal from

you that my son's course has given me great pain; indeed, you are

already aware of that fact. Since yesterday, I have for the first

time admitted to myself that in abandoning the cause of the Southern

people he has acted from a sense of duty. My own inclination, after

sober second thought," she added, as a slight flush overspread her

pale face, "would have been to refuse, as he has done, this bounty

from the hands of a stranger; more particularly from one in the

position which Miss Ainslie has occupied; but I feel also that her

unexpected delicacy demands the fullest recognition at our hands.

Hesden will take such course as his own sense of honor may dictate."

"Am I at liberty to inform him of the nature of the testament which

you have made?"

"I prefer not."

"Well," said Pardee, "if there is nothing more to be done I will

bid you good-evening, hoping that time may yet bring a pleasant

result out of these painful circumstances."

After the lawyer had retired, Mrs. Le Moyne summoned her son to

her bedside and said,

"I hope you will forgive me, Hesden, for all--"

"Stop, mother," said he, playfully laying his hand over her mouth;

"I can listen to no such language from you. When I was a boy you

used to stop my confessions of wrong-doing with a kiss; how much

more ought silence to be sufficient between us now."

He knelt by her side and pressed his lips to hers.

"Oh, my son, my son!" said the weeping woman, as she pushed back

the hair above his forehead and looked into his eyes; "only give

your mother time--you know it is so hard--so hard. I am trying,

Hesden; and you must be very kind to me, very gentle. It will not

be for long, but we must be alone--all alone--as we were before all

these things came about. Only," she added sobbingly, "only little

Hildreth is not here now."

"Believe me, mother," said he, and the tears fell upon the gentle

face over which he bent, "I will do nothing to cause you pain. My

opinions I cannot renounce, because I believe them right."

"I know, I know, my son," she said; "but it is so hard--so hard--to

think that we must lose the place which we have always held in the

esteem of--all those about us."

There was silence for a time, and then she continued, "Hetty thinks

it is best--that--that she--should--not remain here longer at this

time. She is perhaps right, my son. You must not blame her for

anything that has occurred; indeed--indeed she is not at fault. In

fact," she added, "she has done much toward showing me my duty. Of

course it is hard for her, as it is for me, to be under obligations

to--to--such a one as Miss Ainslie. It is very hard to believe that

she could have done as she has without some--some unworthy motive."

"Mother!" said Hesden earnestly, raising his head and gazing

reproachfully at her.

"Don't--don't, my son! I am trying--believe me, I am trying; but

it is so hard. Why should she give up all this for our sakes?"

"Not for ours mother--not for ours alone; for her own as well."

"Oh, my son, what does she know of family pride?"

"Mother," said he gravely, "she is prouder than we ever were.

Oh, I _know_ it,"--seeing the look of incredulity upon her

face;--"prouder than any Richards or Le Moyne that ever lived; only

it is a different kind of pride. She would _starve_, mother,"

he continued impetuously; "she would work her fingers to the bone

rather than touch one penny of that estate."

"Oh, why--why, Hesden, should she do that? Just to shield my father's

name?"

"Not alone for that," said Hesden. "Partly to show that she can

give you pride for pride, mother."

"Do you think so, Hesden?"

"I am sure of it."

"Will you promise me one thing?"

"Whatever you shall ask."

"Do not write to her, nor in any way communicate with her, except

at my request."

"As you wish."

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