THE BEGINNING AND END OF THE JOURNEY

I formerly considered myself a young man of protoplasmic capabilities,

and I entertained very little enthusiasm for form until after I had

talked with some Russians. Since then I have realized that I was more

clean cut, more Latin, and a great deal older than I had supposed.

"I see that you belong to the _ancient régime_," a Frenchwoman remarked

to me in Rome.

"I? Impossible!"

"Yes," she insisted. "You are a conversationalist. You are not an

elegant, sprucely dressed abbé; you are an abbé who is cynical and

ill-natured, who likes to fancy himself a savage amid the comfortable

surroundings of the drawing-room."

The Frenchwoman's observation set me to thinking.

Can it be that I am hovering in the vicinity of Apollo's Temple without

realizing it?

Possibly my literary life has been merely a journey from the Valley of

Dionysus to the Temple of Apollo. Now somebody will tell me that art

begins only on the bottom step of the Temple of Apollo. And it is true.

But there is where I stop--on the bottom step.

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