CHAPTER IX.

Mrs. Dorothea had been so busy all day, changing her lodgings again,

that she had hardly had time to ask Sarah a word about the Salters'

dinner-party.

On this occasion, however, we must remark, that she had moved to a

furnished house, not to a mere lodging; for she was determined to make

an exertion, while the Ardens were in Cheltenham, live how she might the

rest of the year, having a great horror of living like a poor relation.

Most people have a particular objection to seeming to be what they

really are.

Indeed Lady Arden had written most kindly to Mrs. Dorothea, inviting her

to spend the time they should be at Cheltenham with them. Had the

expense of a house or lodging been no object to Aunt Dorothea, she would

gladly have availed herself of this invitation for the pleasure of the

thing; but the arrangement would have been so very convenient, that her

_pride_ took the alarm, and would not suffer her to accept the offer. In

her father's life time, as a daughter of the then head of the family,

she had acquired notions of her own consequence, which became a painful

incumbrance from the moment her circumstances underwent that violent

revolution to which those of the daughters of the proudest and most

ancient families are peculiarly liable.

_Pride_ in any situation is a moral disease, which it would be highly

desirable to see for ever banished from the world! but _pride_, when

complicated with poverty, is apt to render the unhappy sufferer not only

always very uncomfortable, but often very ridiculous. Added to which, it

must ever be impossible for the heart that harbours _pride_ to know

contentment.

At present, however, Mrs. Dorothea was quite delighted. The house she

had taken for six months certain for Lady Arden, though designated by

the rural title of Violet Bank, was a splendid mansion. The one she had

taken for herself for the same period, was both pretty and agreeably

situated; it was accommodated with a cook, or maid of all work, who was

taken with it as a part of the furniture. Mrs. Dorothea had also hired a

footman for the great occasion, and put him into livery; so that with

Sarah, her own maid, she had now, for a single lady, quite a respectable

little establishment, and could look forward to returning the evening

entertainments, at least of her relations, on something of an

independent footing. Dinners of course she could not give, nor need she

accept them; she did not care what she eat. She certainly liked the best

society, and that she should now have, without laying herself under

obligations to any one. For, much as she liked Lady Arden, (one whom no

one could help liking, she was so truly amiable,) she could not forget

that her ladyship was a stranger in blood, from whom, consequently, an

_Arden_ could not receive even a courtesy without requital.

Mrs. Dorothea was so glad too, as she told Sarah, while she stood in the

centre of her new drawing-room, looking round her, to get out of that

horrid place where she had been for the last two months, sitting every

evening on those tiresome little chairs, for, as Sarah had prophesied,

her landlady had never given her the sofa, nor put the drops to the

chimney-light, nor even got a key for the chiffonier. Then, the woman of

the house could not or would not afford a decent servant, so that the

cooking was shocking, and the attendance wretched; and then the oven of

the bakehouse next door she found out at last was just on the other side

of the one brick thin wall, against which her bed stood, so that she had

been nearly baked to death, and had been losing her health without

knowing why. To be sure the carpet looked respectable, but then the

lodging had no other recommendation, as in addition to its many

discomforts, it had proved one way or other very expensive; for

mistaking the heat and restlessness she felt at nights for the

consequences of the lassitude and want of appetite of which they were in

fact the cause; she had got frightened about herself, and had called in

doctor after doctor, and taken ever so much medicine in vain, till at

last happening to go in next door to correct an error in her baker's

bill, in which she had been charged with all the bread supplied to her

landlady, she became acquainted with the geography of the premises, and

so discovered the whole mystery. Then being without a key to the

chiffonier too, made a great difference in the groceries, though having

no proof of the fact, it would not do to say so. This might have brought

down the lawyers upon her; then indeed would the cup of her afflictions

have been full. Poor Aunt Dorothea felt almost restored to the days of

her youth by the comparative comforts which now surrounded her. She

moved into her regular dining-room when her dinner was ready, and was

there decently and respectfully attended by her own footman in livery.

There was a sideboard, and her few articles of plate were arranged upon

it, and things looked orderly and comfortable; it was enough to give one

an appetite, and made her boiled chicken and quarter of a hundred of

asparagus seem a dinner for an emperor. Instead of dining in the

comfortless scramble she used to do, in her haste to send the tray out

of the drawing-room lest some one should come in, she now ate as slowly

as possible to prolong the gratifying sense of dignity which accompanied

the ceremony.

The very next day the Misses Salter had the impudence to call, and the

new footman not being in the family secrets, admitted them.

On their entrance Aunt Dorothea looked her astonishment with great

dignity.

"What a sweet situation," exclaimed Miss Salter.

"What a charming house," said Miss Grace. Mrs. Dorothea bowed.

"How fortunate we were in finding you at home," said Miss Salter.

"Oh, yes, very fortunate indeed!" added Miss Grace. Mrs. Dorothea bowed

again.

"How sorry we were you could not come to us last night," said Miss

Salter, "we had such a _select_ party, just what you would have liked."

"Yes, just what you would have liked," echoed Miss Grace.

"I hope we shall be more fortunate the next time," said Miss Salter. "We

shall have a great many of those agreeable _select_ parties just now.

Our _particular friend_, Lady Flamborough, you see, and our _particular

friend_, Lady Whaleworthy, and our _particular friend_, Lady Shawbridge,

and all that pleasant set being here just now, naturally induces one to

see a great deal of company. Then there are such delightful young men

here at present, and that you know always makes parties pleasant,

there's _our friend_, Sir William Orm, _such_ an elegant fashionable

young man."

"And Sir James Lindsey," observed Miss Grace, "an old baronet, with

fifteen thousand a-year."

"Yes," said Miss Salter, "such an agreeable good tempered little man, so

affable and unassuming. And there is General Powel too, in short we

quite abound in _nice young_ men. And I hope," added Miss Salter, with

an air of great friendship, "that we shall soon and often have the

pleasure of seeing you, Mrs. Arden."

"You are very obliging," replied Mrs. Dorothea, bowing gravely, "but my

arrangements will for some considerable time be controlled entirely by

those of my sister, Lady Arden, and her family, with whom I shall

consider myself engaged, either at home or abroad, every day during

their stay."

"So you expect Lady Arden," said Miss Salter, with well affected

surprise. "Dear me, I'm sure we should be most happy to pay attention to

any friend of yours."

"You are very obliging," observed Mrs. Dorothea, with if possible

increasing stiffness, "but Lady Arden does not mean to extend her

acquaintance."

The discomforted Misses Salter finding lingering and last words useless,

at length took their departure.

The Ardens dined on the road, but arrived in time to take tea with Aunt

Dorothea. The weather was beautiful; the rural appearance of the little

villa, situated among the plantations and pleasure grounds of the public

walks, its own miniature lawn and veranda, adorned with flowers and

flowering shrubs, and garlanded with roses as if for a festival, the

fine trees of the Old-Well-Walk in view, and bands of music, as if hid

in every grove, sending forth on each breeze some strain of melody, all

seemed delightful and refreshing to people just escaped from the heat

and fatigue of London. While the large and joyous looking family party,

some seated within the open glass door, some standing in the veranda,

some straying on the fresh mown turf of the little lawn, formed a

picture of social felicity quite delightful to the usually solitary Aunt

Dorothea; to whom the idea of the party being not only her near

relatives, but also her guests, was altogether so pleasing that she had

not been as happy for many years. To her kind heart must be ascribed the

chief of the pleasure she experienced; if, however, there was a slight

admixture of gratified vanity we cannot be surprised, when we consider

that a pretty comfortable house of her own, in which to receive her

friends, was to her so great a novelty.

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