THE OBSTINACY OF MR. CRAWLEY.
Dr. Tempest, when he heard the news, sent immediately to Mr. Robarts,
begging him to come over to Silverbridge. But this message was
not occasioned solely by the death of Mrs. Proudie. Dr. Tempest
had also heard that Mr. Crawley had submitted himself to the
bishop, that instant advantage,--and as Dr. Tempest thought, unfair
advantage,--had been taken of Mr. Crawley's submission, and that the
pernicious Thumble had been at once sent over to Hogglestock. Had
these palace doings with reference to Mr. Crawley been unaccompanied
by the catastrophe which had happened, the doctor, much as he might
have regretted them, would probably have felt that there was nothing
to be done. He could not in such case have prevented Thumble's
journey to Hogglestock on the next Sunday, and certainly he could
not have softened the heart of the presiding genius at the palace.
But things were very different now. The presiding genius was gone.
Everybody at the palace would for a while be weak and vacillating.
Thumble would be then thoroughly cowed; and it might at any rate be
possible to make some movement in Mr. Crawley's favour. Dr. Tempest,
therefore, sent for Mr. Robarts.
"I'm giving you a great deal of trouble, Robarts," said the doctor;
"but then you are so much younger than I am, and I've an idea
that you would do more for this poor man than any one else in the
diocese." Mr. Robarts of course declared that he did not begrudge his
trouble, and that he would do anything in his power for the poor man.
"I think that you should see him again, and that you should then see
Thumble also. I don't know whether you can condescend to be civil to
Thumble. I could not."
"I am not quite sure that incivility would not be more efficacious,"
said Mr. Robarts.
"Very likely. There are men who are deaf as adders to courtesy, but
who are compelled to obedience at once by ill-usage. Very likely
Thumble is one of them; but of that you will be the best judge
yourself. I would see Crawley first, and get his consent."
"That's the difficulty."
"Then I should go on without his consent, and I would see Thumble and
the bishop's chaplain, Snapper. I think you might manage just at this
moment, when they will all be a little abashed and perplexed by this
woman's death, to arrange that simply nothing shall be done. The
great thing will be that Crawley should go on with the duty till the
assizes. If it should then happen that he goes into Barchester, is
acquitted, and comes back again, the whole thing will be over, and
there will be no further interference in the parish. If I were you,
I think I would try it." Mr. Robarts said that he would try it. "I
daresay Mr. Crawley will be a little stiff-necked with you."
"He will be very stiff-necked with me," said Mr. Robarts.
"But I can hardly think that he will throw away the only means he has
of supporting his wife and children, when he finds that there can be
no occasion for his doing so. I do not suppose that any person wishes
him to throw up his work now that that poor woman has gone."
Mr. Crawley had been almost in good spirits since the last visit
which Mr. Thumble had made to him. It seemed as though the loss of
everything in the world was in some way satisfactory to him. He had
now given up his living by his own doing, and had after a fashion
acknowledged his guilt by this act. He had proclaimed to all around
him that he did not think himself to be any longer fit to perform the
sacred functions of his office. He spoke of his trial as though a
verdict against him must be the result. He knew that in going into
prison he would leave his wife and children dependent on the charity
of their friends,--on charity which they must condescend to accept,
though he could not condescend to ask it. And yet he was able to
carry himself now with a greater show of fortitude than had been
within his power when the extent of his calamity was more doubtful.
I must not ask the reader to suppose that he was cheerful. To have
been cheerful under such circumstances would have been inhuman.
But he carried his head on high, and walked firmly, and gave his
orders at home with a clear voice. His wife, who was necessarily more
despondent than ever, wondered at him,--but wondered in silence. It
certainly seemed as though the very extremity of ill-fortune was
good for him. And he was very diligent with his school, passing the
greater part of the morning with the children. Mr. Thumble had told
him that he would come on Sunday, and that he would then take charge
of the parish. Up to the coming of Mr. Thumble he would do everything
in the parish that could be done by a clergyman with a clear spirit
and a free heart. Mr. Thumble should not find that spiritual weeds
had grown rank in the parish because of his misfortunes.
Mrs. Proudie had died on the Tuesday,--that having been the day of
Mr. Thumble's visit to Hogglestock,--and Mr. Robarts had gone over to
Silverbridge, in answer to Dr. Tempest's invitation, on the Thursday.
He had not, therefore, the command of much time, it being his express
object to prevent the appearance of Mr. Thumble at Hogglestock
on the next Sunday. He had gone to Silverbridge by railway, and
had, therefore, been obliged to postpone his visit to Mr. Crawley
till the next day; but early on the Friday morning he rode over
to Hogglestock. That he did not arrive there with a broken-knee'd
horse, the reader may be quite sure. In all matters of that sort, Mr.
Robarts was ever above reproach. He rode a good horse, and drove a
neat gig, and was always well dressed. On this account Mr. Crawley,
though he really liked Mr. Robarts, and was thankful to him for many
kindnesses, could never bear his presence with perfect equanimity.
Robarts was no scholar, was not a great preacher, had obtained no
celebrity as a churchman,--had, in fact, done nothing to merit great
reward; and yet everything had been given to him with an abundant
hand. Within the last twelvemonth his wife had inherited Mr. Crawley
did not care to know how many thousand pounds. And yet Mr. Robarts
had won all that he possessed by being a clergyman. Was it possible
that Mr. Crawley should regard such a man with equanimity? Robarts
rode over with a groom behind him,--really taking the groom because
he knew that Mr. Crawley would have no one to hold his horse for
him;--and the groom was the source of great offence. He came upon Mr.
Crawley standing at the school door, and stopping at once, jumped off
his nag. There was something in the way in which he sprang out of the
saddle and threw the reins to the man, which was not clerical in Mr.
Crawley's eyes. No man could be so quick in the matter of a horse
who spent as many hours with the poor and with the children as
should be spent by a parish clergyman. It might be probable that Mr.
Robarts had never stolen twenty pounds,--might never be accused of
so disgraceful a crime,--but, nevertheless, Mr. Crawley had his own
ideas, and made his own comparisons.
"Crawley," said Robarts, "I am so glad to find you at home."
"I am generally to be found in the parish," said the perpetual curate
of Hogglestock.
"I know you are," said Robarts, who knew the man well, and cared
nothing for his friend's peculiarities when he felt his own withers
to be unwrung. "But you might have been down at Hoggle End with the
brickmakers, and then I should have had to go after you."
"I should have grieved--," began Crawley; but Robarts interrupted him
at once.
"Let us go for a walk, and I'll leave the man with the horses. I've
something special to say to you, and I can say it better out here
than in the house. Grace is quite well, and sends her love. She is
growing to look so beautiful!"
"I hope she may grow in grace with God," said Mr. Crawley.
"She's as good a girl as I ever knew. By-the-by, you had Henry
Grantly over here the other day?"
"Major Grantly, whom I cannot name without expressing my esteem for
him, did do us the honour of calling upon us not very long since. If
it be with reference to him that you have taken this trouble--"
"No, no; not at all. I'll allow him and the ladies to fight out that
battle. I've not the least doubt in the world how that will go. When
I'm told that she made a complete conquest of the archdeacon, there
cannot be a doubt about that."
"A conquest of the archdeacon!"
But Mr. Robarts did not wish to have to explain anything further
about the archdeacon. "Were you not terribly shocked, Crawley," he
asked, "when you heard of the death of Mrs. Proudie?"
"It was sudden and very awful," said Mr. Crawley. "Such deaths are
always shocking. Not more so, perhaps, as regards the wife of a
bishop, than with any other woman."
"Only we happened to know her."
"No doubt the finite and meagre nature of our feelings does prevent
us from extending our sympathies to those whom we have not seen
in the flesh. It should not be so, and would not with one who had
nurtured his heart with proper care. And we are prone to permit an
evil worse than that to canker our regards and to foster and to mar
our solicitudes. Those who are high in station strike us more by
their joys and sorrows than do the poor and lowly. Were some young
duke's wife, wedded but the other day, to die, all England would put
on some show of mourning,--nay, would feel some true gleam of pity;
but nobody cares for the widowed brickmaker seated with his starving
infant on his cold hearth."
"Of course we hear more of the big people," said Robarts.
"Ay; and think more of them. But do not suppose, sir, that I complain
of this man or that woman because his sympathies, or hers, run out of
that course which my reason tells me they should hold. The man with
whom it would not be so would simply be a god among men. It is in
his perfection as a man that we recognize the divinity of Christ. It
is in the imperfection of men that we recognize our necessity for a
Christ. Yes, sir, the death of the poor lady at Barchester was very
sudden. I hope that my lord the bishop bears with becoming fortitude
the heavy misfortune. They say that he was a man much beholden to his
wife,--prone to lean upon her in his goings out and comings in. For
such a man such a loss is more dreadful perhaps than for another."
"They say she led him a terrible life, you know."
"I am not prone, sir, to believe much of what I hear about the
domesticities of other men, knowing how little any other man can know
of my own. And I have, methinks, observed a proneness in the world to
ridicule that dependence on a woman which every married man should
acknowledge in regard to the wife of his bosom, if he can trust her
as well as love her. When I hear jocose proverbs spoken as to men,
such as that in this house the gray mare is the better horse, or that
in that house the wife wears that garment which is supposed to denote
virile command, knowing that the joke is easy, and that meekness in
a man is more truly noble than a habit of stern authority, I do not
allow them to go far with me in influencing my judgment."
So spoke Mr. Crawley, who never permitted the slightest interference
with his own word in his own family, and who had himself been a
witness of one of those scenes between the bishop and his wife in
which the poor bishop had been so cruelly misused. But to Mr. Crawley
the thing which he himself had seen under such circumstances was as
sacred as though it had come to him under the seal of confession. In
speaking of the bishop and Mrs. Proudie,--nay, as far as was possible
in thinking of them,--he was bound to speak and to think as though he
had not witnessed that scene in the palace study.
"I don't suppose that there is much doubt about her real character,"
said Robarts. "But you and I need not discuss that."
"By no means. Such discussion would be both useless and unseemly."
"And just at present there is something else that I specially want
to say to you. Indeed, I went to Silverbridge on the same subject
yesterday, and have come here expressly to have a little conversation
with you."
"If it be about affairs of mine, Mr. Robarts, I am indeed troubled in
spirit that so great labour should have fallen upon you."
"Never mind my labour. Indeed your saying that is a nuisance to me,
because I hoped that by this time you would have understood that I
regard you as a friend, and that I think nothing any trouble that
I do for a friend. Your position just now is so peculiar that it
requires a great deal of care."
"No care can be of any avail to me."
"There I disagree with you. You must excuse me, but I do; and so does
Dr. Tempest. We think that you have been a little too much in a hurry
since he communicated to you the result of our first meeting."
"As how, sir?"
"It is, perhaps, hardly worth while for us to go into the whole
question; but that man, Thumble, must not come here on next Sunday."
"I cannot say, Mr. Robarts, that the Reverend Mr. Thumble has
recommended himself to me strongly either by his outward symbols of
manhood or by such manifestation of his inward mental gifts as I have
succeeded in obtaining. But my knowledge of him has been so slight,
and has been acquired in a manner so likely to bias me prejudicially
against him, that I am inclined to think my opinion should go for
nothing. It is, however, the fact that the bishop has nominated him
to this duty; and that, as I have myself simply notified my desire
to be relieved from the care of the parish, on account of certain
unfitness of my own, I am the last man who should interfere with the
bishop in the choice of my temporary successor."
"It was her choice, not his."
"Excuse me, Mr. Robarts, but I cannot allow that assertion to pass
unquestioned. I must say that I have adequate cause for believing
that he came here by his lordship's authority."
"No doubt he did. Will you just listen to me for a moment? Ever since
this unfortunate affair of the cheque became known, Mrs. Proudie has
been anxious to get you out of this parish. She was a violent woman,
and chose to take this matter up violently. Pray hear me out before
you interrupt me. There would have been no commission at all but for
her."
"The commission is right and proper and just," said Mr. Crawley, who
could not keep himself silent.
"Very well. Let it be so. But Mr. Thumble's coming over here is not
proper or right; and you may be sure the bishop does not wish it."
"Let him send any other clergyman whom he may think more fitting,"
said Mr. Crawley.
"But we do not want him to send anybody."
"Somebody must be sent, Mr. Robarts."
"No, not so. Let me go over and see Thumble and Snapper,--Snapper,
you know, is the domestic chaplain; and all that you need do is to go
on with your services on Sunday. If necessary, I will see the bishop.
I think you may be sure that I can manage it. If not, I will come
back to you." Mr. Robarts paused for an answer, but it seemed for
awhile that all Mr. Crawley's impatient desire to speak was over. He
walked on silently along the lane by his visitor's side, and when,
after some five or six minutes, Robarts stood still in the road, Mr.
Crawley even then said nothing. "It cannot be but that you should be
anxious to keep the income of the parish for your wife and children,"
said Mark Robarts.
"Of course, I am anxious for my wife and children," Crawley answered.
"Then let me do as I say. Why should you throw away a chance, even if
it be a bad one? But here the chance is all in your favour. Let me
manage it for you at Barchester."
"Of course I am anxious for my wife and children," said Crawley,
repeating his words; "how anxious, I fancy no man can conceive who
has not been near enough to absolute want to know how terrible is its
approach when it threatens those who are weak and who are very dear!
But, Mr. Robarts, you spoke just now of the chance of the thing,--the
chance of your arranging on my behalf that I should for a while
longer be left in the enjoyment of the freehold of my parish. It
seemeth to me that there should be no chance on such a subject;
that in the adjustment of so momentous a matter there should be a
consideration of right and wrong, and no consideration of aught
beside. I have been growing to feel, for some weeks past, that
circumstances,--whether through my own fault or not is an outside
question as to which I will not further delay you by offering even an
opinion,--that unfortunate circumstances have made me unfit to remain
here as guardian of the souls of the people of this parish. Then
there came to me the letter from Dr. Tempest,--for which I am greatly
beholden to him,--strengthening me altogether in this view. What
could I do then, Mr. Robarts? Could I allow myself to think of my
wife and my children when such a question as that was before me for
self-discussion?"
"I would,--certainly," said Robarts.
"No, sir! Excuse the bluntness of my contradiction, but I feel
assured that in such emergency you would look solely to duty,--as by
God's help, I will endeavour to do. Mr. Robarts, there are many of us
who in many things, are much worse than we believe ourselves to be.
But in other matters, and perhaps of larger moment, we can rise to
ideas of duty as the need for such ideas comes upon us. I say not
this at all as praising myself. I speak of men as I believe that
they will be found to be;--of yourself, of myself, and of others who
strive to live with clean hands and a clear conscience. I do not for
a moment think that you would retain your benefice at Framley if
there had come upon you, after much thought, an assured conviction
that you could not retain it without grievous injury to the souls of
others and grievous sin to your own. Wife and children, dear as they
are to you and to me,--as dear to me as to you,--fade from the sight
when the time comes for judgment on such a matter as that!" They were
standing quite still now, facing each other, and Crawley, as he spoke
with a low voice, looked straight into his friend's eyes, and kept
his hand firmly fixed on his friend's arm.
"I cannot interfere further," said Robarts.
"No,--you cannot interfere further." Robarts, when he told the story
of the interview to his wife that evening, declared that he had never
heard a voice so plaintively touching as was the voice of Mr. Crawley
when he uttered those last words.
They returned back to the servant and the house almost without a
word, and Robarts mounted without offering to see Mrs. Crawley. Nor
did Mr. Crawley ask him to do so. It was better now that Robarts
should go. "May God send you through all your troubles," said Mr.
Robarts.
"Mr. Robarts, I thank you warmly, for your friendship," said Mr.
Crawley. And then they parted. In about half an hour Mr. Crawley
returned to the house. "Now for Pindar, Jane," he said, seating
himself at his old desk.