CHAPTER XXXIII

During the past six weeks events had galloped. To Iglesias it appeared

that changes were in course of arriving in battalions. He neither

hailed nor deplored them, but met them with a stoical patience. To

realise them clearly, in all their bearings, would have been to add to

the sense of fatigue from which he too constantly suffered. More than

sufficient to each day was the labour thereof. So he looked beyond, to

the greater repose and freedom which, as he trusted, lay ahead.

Upon the morning immediately in question he had closed his work at the

bank. Sir Abel's demeanour had been characteristic. His clothes, it is

true, still hung loosely upon him. His library chair and extensive

writing-table appeared a world too big. For he was shrunken and had

become an old man. Yet, though signs of chastening thus outwardly

declared themselves, in spirit he had regained tone and returned to his

former high estate. Along with the revival of financial security had

come a revival of pomposity, an addiction to patronage in manner and

platitudes in speech. He had ceased to be humble and human,

self-righteous self-complacency again loudly announcing itself.

"So you propose to retire, you ask to be relieved of your duties, my

good friend?" he asked of Iglesias, who had requested the favour of an

interview in his private room. "Let us, then, congratulate ourselves

upon the fact that I have returned from my sojourn upon the continent

with so far renovated health that I feel equal to meeting the arduous

responsibilities of my position unaided; and am not, consequently,

compelled, out of a sense of duty either to myself or to my colleagues,

to offer any objection to your retirement. Before we part I should,

however, wish to place it clearly on record that my confidence, both in

the soundness of my own judgment and in our capacity, as capitalists,

to meet any strain put upon our resources, was not misplaced. This no

one can, I think, fail to admit. Our house emerges from this period of

trial with the hall-mark of public sympathy and esteem upon it. And, in

this connection, it is instructive to note the working of the law of

compensation. This war, for example, which to the ordinary mind might

have appeared an unmixed evil, since it threatened to jeopardise our

position among the leading financiers of the capital of the civilised

world, has, in the event, served, not only to consolidate our position,

but to unmask the practices of that unscrupulous and self-seeking

member of our firm, my unhappy nephew Reginald, and afford us

legitimate excuse for his removal. We appeared to touch on disaster;

but, by that very means, we have been enabled to rid ourselves of a

canker. Still this must remain a painful subject."

Sir Abel became pensive, fixing his gaze, the while, upon the portrait

adorning the wall over against him. To an acute observer the said

portrait had always been subtly ironical. Now it had become coarsely

so--a merciless caricature of the shrivelled old gentleman whom it

represented, and to whom it bore much the same resemblance as a balloon

soaring skywards, fully inflated, bears to that same object with half

the gas let out of it in a condition of flabby and wobbling

semi-collapse.

"A painful subject," he repeated nobly--"I refrain from enlarging upon

it, and pass to other matters. As to the part you yourself have borne

in the history of our recent anxieties, Iglesias, I feel I cannot do

less than tender you the thanks of myself and my co-partners. I do not

disguise from you that a tendency existed to criticise my action in

summoning you, to dub your business methods antiquated, and question

your ability to march with the times. But these objections proved, I am

happy to think, unfounded. The faith I reposed in you has been

justified. And I may tell you, in confidence, that, should the occasion

for doing so arise, my colleagues will in future have as little

hesitation in calling upon your services as I should have myself."

The speaker paused, as for applause. And Dominic, who had remained

standing during this prolonged oration--no suggestion having been made

on the present occasion that he should be seated--proceeded to

acknowledge the peculiar compliment just paid him, with somewhat

sardonic courtesy.

"Your words are extremely reassuring, Sir Abel," he remarked calmly.

The gentleman addressed regarded him sharply for a moment, as though

doubtful of the exact purport of his words. Then, suspicion of covert

sarcasm being clearly inadmissible, Sir Abel spoke again in his largest

platform manner, although the tones of his voice, like his person, were

shrunken, docked of the fulness of their former rotundity and unction.

"It has ever been my effort to reward merit by encouragement," he

replied. "And, were testimony to the wisdom of my practice, in this

particular, needed, I should point, I candidly tell you, my good

friend, to the excellent results of my recent demand upon your

cooperation and support." He leaned sideways in his chair, assuming the

posture of the portrait, conscious of having really said a very

handsome thing indeed to his ex-head-clerk. "For," he added, "I

sincerely believe in the worth of example. It is hardly too much to

assert that a generous and high-minded employer eventually stamps the

employed with a reflection, at least, of his own superior qualities."

Again he paused. But truth to tell, Dominic Iglesias had not only grown

very weary of discourse and discourser, but somewhat impatient also. He

had hoped better things of the man after the nasty shaking fortune had

recently given him. Consequently he was disappointed; for it was very

effectually borne in upon him that only absence of feathers makes for

grace in a goose. Once the nudity of the foolish bird covered, it

hisses, and that loudly, to the old tune. Hence, in the interests of

Christian charity, he agreed with himself to cut short the interview,

lest anger should get the better of toleration.

"I think we have now discussed all questions calling for your personal

attention, Sir Abel," he said, "and all documents and correspondence

relating to affairs during your absence have been placed in your hands.

If therefore you have nothing further to ask me, I need not encroach

any longer upon your valuable time."

With that, after a brief pause, he moved towards the door; but the

other man, half rising from his chair, called after him.

"Iglesias, your attention for one moment--that matter of a salary?"

"I supposed I had made my terms perfectly clear, Sir Abel," Dominic

remarked coldly.

"No doubt, in the first instance. But should you have reconsidered your

decision, and should you think the pension you enjoy an insufficient

remuneration, I am empowered to make you the offer, in addition, of a

fixed salary for the past six months."

Listening to which tardy and awkward recognition of his own rather

princely dealings, Mr. Iglesias' temper began to rise, his jaw to grow

rigid, and his eyes dangerously alight.

"I am not in the habit of changing my mind, Sir Abel," he said. "I

proposed to make you a free gift of my time and such experience as I

may possess. Nothing has occurred to alter or modify that intention.

There are circumstances, into which I do not choose to enter, which

would render it extremely distasteful to me to accept anything--over

and above my pension--from yourself or from any member of your family

or firm."

Here Sir Abel, who had been standing, sagged down,

half-empty-balloon-like, into his chair. Again he eyed Iglesias

sharply, doubtful of the exact purport of his speech. But again

suspicion of covert sarcasm, still more of covert rebuke, being to him

quite inconceivable, he rejoined with a condescension which he could

not but feel was altogether praiseworthy:

"Enough, enough, my good friend. That is sufficient. I will detain you

no longer; but will merely add that I commend your reticence while

appreciating the sentiments which dictate your refusal. These it is

easy to interpret. They shall not be forgotten, since they constitute a

very suitable acknowledgment of the advantages and benefits which have

accrued to you during you long association with my partners and myself."

Later, journeying westward upon the 'bustop, Dominic Iglesias meditated

in a spirit of humorous pity upon the above conversation. He was very

glad he had not lost his temper. Eyes blinded by self-worship, an

inpenetrable hide, these things, too, have their uses in time--very

practical uses, which it would be silly to ignore. Why, then, be angry?

The truly wise man, as Dominic told himself with a somewhat mournful

smile, learns to leave such time-wise fools as Sir Abel Barking to

Almighty God for chastisement, because--if it can be said without

irreverence--the Almighty alone has wit enough to deal with them. And,

for his comfort on lower levels, he reminded himself that though the

house of Barking might show him scant gratitude, and attribute its

financial resurrection to its own inherent virtue, this was not the

opinion held by outsiders. The manager of Pavitt's Bank, and certain

members of Goome, Hills, Murray & Co., had congratulated Iglesias,

personally, upon his admirable conduct of affairs during the crisis,

and assured him of the high respect they had conceived for his

judgment, his probity, and business acumen. In this there was

satisfaction of a silent but deep-seated sort--satisfaction of pride,

since he had accomplished that which he had set forth to accomplish:

satisfaction of honour through unbiassed and unsolicited commendation.

With that satisfaction he bade himself rest thankfully content, while

turning his thoughts to other and more edifying subjects.

And, in this connection, it was inevitable that a former journeying

westward upon a 'bustop should occur to him, with its strange record of

likeness and unlikeness in circumstance and outlook. Then, as now,

somewhat outworn in mind and in health, he had closed a period of

labour and faced new conditions, new habits, unaccustomed freedom and

leisure. But now on matters of vital, because of eternal, importance,

his mind was at rest. Loneliness and on-coming old age had ceased to

disquiet him. The ship of his individual fate no longer drifted

rudderless or risked danger of stranding, but steered steadily,

fearlessly, towards the promise of a secure and lovely harbourage. The

voyage might be long or short. At this moment Dominic supposed himself

indifferent in the matter, since he believed--not presumptuously, but

through the outreaching of a great faith--that the end was certain. And

meditating, just now, upon that gracious conviction, while the

red-painted half-empty omnibus fared onward down Piccadilly, a sense of

the unusual graciousness of things immediate and visible took hold on

him.

For to-day the monstrous mother, London-town, wore a pensive and

delicate aspect. The tender melancholy of early autumn was upon her,

she looking etherealised and even youthful, as does a penitent cleansed

from the soil of past transgressions by fasting and tears. No doubt she

would sin again and befoul herself, for the melting moods of a great

city are transient; yet for the moment she showed very meek and mild.

The atmosphere was clear, with the exquisite clarity which follows

abundant and welcome rain after a spell of heat and drought. The trees,

somewhat sparse in foliage, were distinct with infinite gradations of

blonde, golden, and umber tints, as of burnished metal, against their

black branches and stems. The endless vista of grey and red buildings,

outlined finely yet without harshness, towered up into a thin, sad,

blue sky overspread with long-drawn shoals and islands, low-shored and

sinuous, of pale luminous cloud. Upon the grey pavements the

bright-coloured dress of a woman--mauve, green, or pink--took on a

peculiar value here and there, amid the generality of darkly clad

pedestrians. And in the traffic, too, the white tilt of a van or rather

barbaric reds and yellows of the omnibuses, stood away from the sombre

hues of the mass of vehicles. The air, as Iglesias met it--he occupying

the seat on the right immediately behind that of the driver--was soft,

yet with a perceptible freshness of moisture in it; a cool, wistful

wind seeming to hail from very far, the wings of it laden less with

hopeful promise than with rare unspoken farewells, gentle yet

penetrating regrets; so that Dominic, even while welcoming the

refreshment of it, was moved in spirit with impressions of impending

finality as though it spoke to him of things finished, laid aside, not

wholly without sorrow relinquished and--so far as outward seeming

went--forgot.

Involuntarily his eyes filled with tears. Then he reproached himself.

Of what had he to complain? The will must indeed be weak, the spiritual

vision reprehensively clouded, if these vague voices of nature could so

disturb the serenity of the soul. Thus he reasoned with himself, almost

sternly. But, just then, the flaming rose-scarlet bill on the

knife-board of a passing omnibus attracted his attention, along with

the announcement, in big letters, which it set forth. To-night the

Twentieth Century Theatre opened its winter season with a new piece by

that admirable but all too indolent and intermittent dramatist, Antony

Hammond; and in it Poppy St. John played the leading lady's part.

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