CHAPTER XXVII

During the watches of the ensuing night, amid bellowings of wind in the

chimneys, long-drawn complaint of the great cedar tree, rattle of

sleet, and those half-heard whisperings and footsteps--as of

inhabitants long since departed--which so often haunt an old house

through the hours of dark, Dominic Iglesias' mind, for cause unknown,

was busied with reminiscences of the firm of Barking Brothers &

Barking, and the many years he had spent in its service. He had no wish

to think of these things. They came unbidden, pushing themselves upon

remembrance. All manner of details, of little histories and episodes

connected both with the financial and human affairs of the famous

banking-house, occurred to him. And from thoughts of all this, but

transmogrified and perverted, when, towards dawn, the storm abating, he

at length fell asleep, his dreams were not exempt. For through them

caracoled, in grotesque and most irregular inter-relation, those august

personages, the heads of the firm, along with his fellow-clerks, living

and dead, that militant Protestant, good George Lovegrove, and the

whole personnel of the establishment, down to caretaker,

messenger-boys, porters and the like. Never surely had been such wild

doings in that sedate and reputable place of business--doings in which

gross absurdity and ingenious cruelty went hand in hand; while, by some

queer freak of the imagination, poor Pascal Pelletier, of hectic and

pathetic memory, appeared as leader of the revels, at which the Lady of

the Windswept Dust, sad-eyed, inscrutable of countenance, her

dragon-embroidered scarf drawn closely about her shoulders, looked on.

Dominic arose from his brief uneasy slumbers anxious and unrefreshed.

The phantasmagoria of his dream had been so living, so vivid, that it

was difficult to throw off the impression produced by it. Moreover, he

was slightly ashamed to find that, the restraining power of the will

removed, his mind was capable of creating scenes of so loose and

heartless a character. He was displeased with himself, distressed by

this outbreak of the undisciplined and unregenerate "natural man" in

him. Later, coming into his sitting-room, he unfortunately found

matters awaiting him by no means calculated to obliterate displeasing

impressions or promote suavity and peace.

For the pile of letters and circulars lying beside his plate upon the

breakfast-table was topped by a note directed in de Courcy Smyth's

nervous and irritable hand. Dominic opened it with a curious sense of

reluctance. Only last week he had lent the man ten pounds; and here was

another demand, couched in terms, too, so bullying, so almost

threatening, that Dominic's back stiffened considerably.

Smyth requested, or rather commanded, that fifty pounds should be

delivered to him without delay. "It was conceivable that Mr. Iglesias

had not that amount by him in notes. But, since he had really nothing

to do, it would be a little occupation for him to go and procure them."

Smyth insisted the money should be paid in a lump sum, adding that, his

time being as valuable as Iglesias' was worthless, he could not

reasonably be expected to waste it in perpetual letters respecting a

subject so essentially uninteresting and distasteful to him as that of

ways and means. Such correspondence annoyed him, and put him off his

work; and, as it clearly was very much to Iglesias' interest that the

play should be finished as soon as possible, it was advisable that he

should accede to Smyth's present request without parley and pay up at

once.

Reading this mandatory epistle, Dominic was gravely displeased and

hurt. Poppy St. John had warned him against the insatiable and insolent

greed of persons of this kidney. He had discounted her speech somewhat,

supposing it infected with such prejudice as the recollection of

private wrongs will breed even in generous natures. Now he began to

fear her strictures had been just. The egoism of the unsuccessful is a

moral disease, destructive of all sense of proportion. Those suffering

from it must be reckoned as insane; not sick merely, but actually mad

with self-love. Smyth, to gain his play a hearing, would beggar

him--Iglesias--without scruple or regret. But Dominic had no intention

of being beggared in this connection. Thrice-sacred charity is one

story; the encouragement of the unlimited borrower, the fostering of so

colossal a selfishness quite another. A point had been reached where to

accede to Smyth's demands was culpable, a consenting, indeed, to

wrongdoing. Here then was occasion for careful consideration. Iglesias

gravely laid the offensive missive aside, and proceeded to eat his

breakfast before opening the rest of his letters. In the intervals of

the meal he glanced at the contents of the morning paper.

The war news was unimportant. A skirmish or two, leaving a few more

women's lives maimed and hearts desolate. A lie or two of continental

manufacture, tending to blacken the fair fame of the most humane and

good-tempered army which, in all probability, ever took the field. A

shriek or two from soft-handed sentimentalists at home, who--for

reasons best known to themselves--are ardent patriots of every country

save their own. Such items formed too permanent a part of the daily

menu, during the year of grace 1900, to excite more than passing

notice. At the bottom of the column a paragraph of a more unusual

character attracted Iglesias' attention. It announced it had authority

for stating that Alarmist rumours, current regarding the unstable

financial position of a certain well-known and highly respected London

bank, were grossly exaggerated. No doubt the losses suffered by the

bank in question had been severe, owing to its extensive connection

with land and mining property in South Africa, and the disorganisation

of business in that country consequent upon the war. The said losses

were, however, of a temporary character, and had by no means reached

the disastrous proportions commonly reported. Granted time, and a

reasonable amount of patience on the part of persons most nearly

interested, the storm would be successfully weathered, and the bank

would resume the leading position which it had so long and honourably

enjoyed. No names were given, but Iglesias had small difficulty in

supplying them. It appeared to him that Barking Brothers must be in

considerable straits or they would never, surely, put forth disclaimers

of this description. His mind went back upon the dreams which had left

such disquieting impressions upon his mind. In the light of that

newspaper paragraph they took on an almost prophetic character.

Absently he turned over the rest of the pile of letters, selected one,

the handwriting upon the envelope of which was at once well-known and

perplexing to his memory, opened it, and turned to the signature to

find that of no less a personage than Sir Abel Barking himself.

During the next quarter of an hour Dominic Iglesias lived hard in

thought, in decision, in struggle with personal resentment bred by

remembrance of scant courtesy and ingratitude meted out to him. He

learned that Messrs. Barking Brothers & Barking's embarrassments did,

in point of fact, skirt the edge of ruin. Their affairs were in

apparently inextricable confusion, owing to Reginald Barking's reckless

speculations, while, to add to the general confusion, that strenuous

young man had broken down utterly from nervous verstrain, and was, at

the present time, incapable of the slightest mental or physical

exertion. Things were at a deadlock. "Under these terrible

circumstances," Sir Abel Barking wrote, "I turn to you, my good friend,

as a person intimately acquainted with the operation of our firm. Your

experience may be of service to us in this crisis, and, in virtue of

the many benefits you have received from us in the past, I

unhesitatingly claim your assistance. In my own name and that of my

partners, I offer to reinstate you in your former position, but with

enlarged powers. It has always been my endeavour, as you are well

aware, to reward merit and to treat those in our employment with

generosity and consideration. You will be glad, I am sure, to embrace

this opportunity of repaying, in some small measure, your debt towards

me and mine." More followed to the same effect. Neither the taste of

the writer nor his manner of expression was happy. Of this Dominic was

quite sensible. Patronage, especially after his period of independence,

was far from agreeable to him. Yet behind the verbiage, the platitudes

and bombastic phrases, his ear detected a very human cry of fear and

cry for help. Should he accede, doing his best to allay that fear and

render that help?

He rose, still holding the wordy letter in his hand, and paced the

room. Of his own ability to render effective help, were he allowed

freedom of action, Iglesias entertained little doubt--always supposing

that the situation did not prove even worse than he had present reason

for supposing. It was not difficult to see how the trouble had come

about. The senior partners, lulled into false security by lifelong

prosperity, had grown supine and inert. Sooner, in their opinion, might

the stars fall from heaven than the august house of Barking prove

unsound of foundation or capable of collapse! To hint at this, even as

a remote possibility, was little short of blasphemous. Their amiable

nephew, meanwhile, had regarded them as a flock of silly fat geese

eminently fitted for plucking. He let them complacently hiss and

cackle, congratulate themselves upon their worldly wisdom and

conspicuous modernity, while, all the time, silently, diligently,

relentlessly plucking. Now, awakening suddenly to the fact of their

nudity, they were in a terrible taking; scandalised, flustered, very

sore, poor birds, and quite past recollecting that feathers grow again

if the system is sound and the cuticle health. To Iglesias these

purse-proud, self-righteous, middle-aged gentlemen presented a

spectacle at once pathetic and humorous in their present sad plight. A

calm head and clear judgment might do much to ameliorate their

position, and a calm head and cool judgment he was confident of

possessing. Only was he, after all, disposed to place these useful

possessions at their service?

For in the last nine months Dominic Iglesias' habits and outlook had

changed notably. The values were altered. It would be far harder to

return to the monotonous routine of business life now--even though a

fine revenge, a delicate heaping of coals of fire, accompanied that

return--than it had been to part company with it last year. Loneliness,

the emptiness induced by absence of definite employment, no longer

oppressed him. Holy Church had cured all that, giving him a definite

place, and definite purpose, beautiful duties of prayer and worship,

the restrained, yet continuous, excitement of the pushing forward of

soul and spirit upon the fair, strange, daily, hourly journey towards

the far horizon and the friendship of Almighty God. His retirement had

become very dear to him, since it afforded scope for the conscious

prosecution of that journey. Dominic's state of mind, in short, was

that of the lover who dreads any and every outside demand which may,

even momentarily, distract his attention from the object of his love.

Threadneedle Street, the glass and mahogany walled corridors, and the

moral atmosphere of them--money-getting and of this world conspicuously

worldly--were not these ironically antagonistic to the journey upon

which he had set forth and the habit of mind necessary to the

successful prosecution of it? There was Poppy St. John, too, and the

closer relation of friendship into which he had just entered with her.

This must not be neglected. And, thinking of her, he could not but

think of that younger son of the great banking-house, Alaric Barking,

and his dealings with her--enjoying her as long as it suited him to do

so, leaving her as soon as his passion cooled and a more advantageous

social connection presented itself. Towards the handsome young soldier

Iglesias was, it must be owned, somewhat merciless. Why should he go to

the rescue of this young libertine's family, and indirectly facilitate

his marriage, and increase its promise of happiness, by helping to

secure him an otherwise vanishing fortune? Let him pay the price of his

illicit pleasures and become a pauper. Such a consummation Dominic

admitted he, personally, could face with entire resignation.

And yet--yet--on closer examination were not these reasons against

undertaking the work offered him based upon personal disinclination,

personal animosity, rather than upon plain right and wrong, and,

consequently, were they not insufficient to justify abstention and

refusal? That earlier dream of his, on the night following his

dismissal last year, came back to him, with its touching memories of

the narrow town garden behind the old house in Holland Street,

Kensington--the golden laburnum, the shallow stone basin beloved of

sooty sparrows, poor, dear Pascal Pelletier and his Huntley & Palmer's

biscuit-box infernal machine and very crude methods of adjusting the

age-old quarrel between capital and labour. On that occasion the lonely

little boy, though at risk of grave injury to himself, had not

hesitated to save the ill-favoured chunk-faced grey cat--which bore in

speech and appearance so queer a likeness to Sir Abel Barking--from the

ugly fate awaiting it. He had gathered it tenderly in his arms, pitying

and striving to heal it. Was the child, by instinct, finer, nobler,

more self-forgetful, than the man in the full possession of reason,

instructed in the divine science, fortified by the example and merits

of the saints? That would, indeed, be a melancholy conclusion. And so

it occurred to him, not merely as conceivable but as incontestable,

that the road to the far horizon, instead of leading in the opposite

direction to the city banking-house, for him, at this particular

juncture, led directly into and through it; so that to refuse would be

to stray from the straight path and risk the obscuring of the blessed

light by a cowardly and selfish lust of the immediate comfort of it.

He would go and help those distracted plucked geese to grow new

feathers. Only to do so meant time, labour, unremitting application, a

wholesale sacrifice of leisure; so he must see Poppy St. John first.

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