It was a long room, panelled with age-polished oak which ref

Produced by Al Haines.

[Illustration: Cover art]

[Illustration: _Her child eyes were still upon him and seemed to ask for

something yet. And, at this, he bent and kissed her gently, as he would

have kissed a child, and did not guess that, at the touch of his lips,

Sidonia's woman's soul was born_. (See page 196.)]

"IF YOUTH BUT KNEW!"

BY

AGNES & EGERTON CASTLE

AUTHORS OF

"ROSE OF THE WORLD," "FRENCH NAN,"

ETC., ETC.

"_Si jeunesse savait..._

_Si vieillesse pouvait!_"

(_Old French Song_)

WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY LANCELOT SPEED

New York

THE MACMILLAN COMPANY

1906

_All rights reserved_

COPYRIGHT, 1906,

BY THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.

Set up and electrotyped. Published April, 1906.

Norwood Press

J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith Co.

Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.

*CONTENTS*

CHAPTER

I. The Vagabond

II. The Forest House

III. Green Adventure

IV. Parting of the Ways

V. The Invitation of the Road

VI. The Burg

VII. Guests of Chance

VIII. Roses of Trianon

IX. Home-Coming

X. The Burgrave's Welcome

XI. Tangled Tales

XII. The Burgrave's Farewell

XIII. The *Oubliette*

XIV. Love among the Ruins

XV. *Furens quid Femina Possit*

XVI. 'Twixt Cup and Lip

XVII. The Skirt of War

XVIII. The Raid

XIX. The Melody in the Violets

XX. The True Reading of a Letter

XXI. At the Mock Versailles

XXII. The *Cabinet Noir*

XXIII. The King's Mail

XXIV. Portents

XXV. The Perverseness of Words

XXVI. The Ways of Little Courts

XXVII. The Song of the Woods

XXVIII. A Treacherous Haven

XXIX. The Homing Bird

XXX. Dawn Music

*LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS*

Her child eyes were still upon him and seemed to ask for something yet.

And, at this, he bent and kissed her gently, as he would have kissed a

child . . . _Frontispiece_

"The something that lived on, the miserable carcass, the old man--call

it myself, if you will"

But, as the oncomer drew nearer, the glimmer of hope died in the

discontented gentleman's heart

As she bent, offering him the green goblet of wine, her heavy plait fell

against his shoulder

Wellenshausen

"Look, look, do you see? ... There are two men coming up the road with a

pack-horse!"

"The high-born, my mistress, had not expected you before to-morrow,"

said the butler with a deep bow

Meanwhile, up in his chamber, the Burgrave sat in sodden brooding

Steven almost called aloud, as he heard their heavy plunge into the

ambushed waters

Sidonia stood, shaking and pruning herself like a bird, her hair

glinting in the light

"Spread your dark wings, obscene birds! ... the scent of Death is in the

air. In a little while you may gorge! ... caw--caw!"

"Hurl down the Guard, and the field is ours! ... Hurl down the Guard,

aha!"

"She always loved violets. These have no scent, ... but hers--oh, they

were sweet!"

They spread him beside the Jurist in the moonlight--with a certain

effect of symmetry

... the great bag on his back, undiminished, save for two warrants and

one private missive

What she was saying was sufficiently remarkable: "Your Majesty mistakes"

"Positively, a bird from the tyrant's aviary," he cried. "A foreign,

French bird!"

His child-wife! ... The watchman was chanting the tale of the first

morning hour

The End

TO

"MARIE-LOUISE"

*FOREWORD*

_"Is it not," remarks Fiddler Hans the wanderer, somewhere in these

pages, "instructive to see how the ruler of Westphalia passes his time

while the best manhood of his country is warring for the Empire--burnt

in Spain, frozen in Russia?"_

_Few people have cared, it would seem, to study that little chapter of

history, the rule of Jerome in Westphalia; yet it is curious enough--as

a record of human folly, if for no other reason._

_That incredible Westphalia of Napoleon's making! Harlequin's coat

contrived out of Hesse, Brunswick, and a score of smaller

principalities, hemmed with a shred or two of Prussian province;

incongruous rag torn from the map of the old Germanic Empire and flung

by the conqueror, between two victories, to his "little brother

Jerome"!_

_A strangely pusillanimous character was the amiable Jerome. His annals

include, in the days of his youth, flight from his ship, within sight of

an English blockading squadron (not through cowardice, be it said: there

was pluck enough in the little man, but because of his thirst for the

pleasures of land), and, in more mature years, desertion from the Grand

Army at a crucial moment, upon the mere impulse of wounded vanity. How

so grotesque a potentate was allowed, for seven years, to lord over, to

plunder and demoralize, some three millions of sturdy Germans, to

discredit the name of Bonaparte and weaken the fabric of the new Empire,

remains one of the enigmas of history._

_But, then, the new Emperor must ever be a maker of kings; carve new

kingdoms out of old. For his "Beau Sabreur," Murat, there is Naples and

the Two Sicilies; for his infant son, nothing less than Rome; for his

younger brothers, Holland, Spain, ... Westphalia! What is there to

restrain great Caesar? Hark to his mighty insolence:_

_"The Emperor of the French"_ (_so M. Walckenaer, in his official work,_

La Geographic Moderne, _brings to a conclusion the chapter on_ la France

allemande), "_possesses likewise in Germany the principality of Erfurth

and the county of Katzenellenbogen:_ mais Sa Majeste n'a pas encore

decide sur leur sort."

_His Majesty has not yet decided upon their fate!_

_About the fate of Westphalia there had been no indecision. From one day

to another, "little brother Jerome" acknowledged failure in every other

career, naval, civil, or military, found himself seated upon a German

throne. And thus we have him, inconceivable fop, strutting and ogling,

upon the scene.--A king whose life energies, when the cracking of his

brother's empire may be heard on every side, are divided between the

devising of new costumes, the planning of revels, and the discovery of

fresh favourites. A scamp, fascinating enough, but incapable of a

single strong or noble thought. A cynic and a libertine; withal a gull,

in his way. A man who could repudiate without a pang of regret the fair

young Virginian wife of his youth, to marry without love a "suitable

German princess." A man who flaunted his debauchery and his barefaced

improbity, yet could be scared to distraction by the imaginary threat of

a little haunting tune; the tune which, with its twang of mockery and

warning, was as ill an omen to his superstitious fancy as the shadow of

"the little red man," or the date of Christmas, to his great Imperial

brother._

_And under him, that hasty patchwork of old German lands: his

incongruous kingdom. His people, grave religious dwellers of the

mountain and of the wood, unconvinced subjects of the godless Welsch,

dumbly chafing under his insensate taxation. His new-fangled court,

aping the vanished Versailles of Louis XV., yet combining with the

reckless frivolity of the Old Order all the ill-breeding of

revolutionary_ parvenus. _Over all, a government so incompetent, so

corrupt, as to stupefy or demoralize all that had dealings with

it--friend or foe, high or low, French official or German landowner; the

magistrates, the very students; the old rulers of the soil themselves,

nervously awaiting the inevitable_ debacle, _stretching, the while, both

hands towards the plunder._

_In these topsy-turvy days no man rightly knows whether he belong to

ancient Teutonic duchy or to French_ departement; _whether the accepted

rule be_ code Napoleon _or hoary feudal law. And thus, up in his

ancestral_ Burg, _an old lord of the land (such an one as the Burgrave

of Wellenshausen) may well assume that he still holds the right of "high

and low justice" on his own territory; whereas, down at Cassel, the mock

Versailles, this same out-of-date character would naturally fall in with

the new views of marriage and divorce, or "annulment by decree," brought

so conclusively into fashion by the Bonapartes, royal or Imperial._

_Above all this confusion, the cloud of war, gathering heavier and

heavier. And from the mines of the Harz, from the deeps of the

Thuringian forests, from the lanes of the old town, up into the very

anterooms of the palace, conspiracy busy at work: conspiracy in the

barracks, conspiracy in the universities, exploding on all sides, futile

squibs as yet, but ominous. The King closes his eyes, seals his ears to

all but sights and sounds of pleasure. So dancing, the harlequin kingdom

goes to its death._

_And it is through the mazes of this carnival, unique in the lenten

gravity of nations, that wander the footsteps of the singer of youth,

and of the lovers of this story._

O hear me sing:--If youth but knew

The glory of his April day,

Would he not cast the year away

For one more dawn of dream and dew?

Would he the fevered moons pursue,

Not rather with the spring delay,

Crowned with its leaf? If youth but knew

The glory of his April day!

For what shall unto age accrue,

If youth from joyance turn and stray?

Autumn is but the Spring grown grey,

Its harvest roses mixed with rue....

If youth but knew--if youth but knew!

(_The Singer of Youth_)

ELINOR SWEETMAN

[Illustration: "_The something that lived on, the miserable carcass, the

old man--call it myself, if you will--it took the violets and began to

walk away.... And it has walked ever since!_"]

*IF YOUTH BUT KNEW*

*CHAPTER I*

*THE VAGABOND*

"_Wealth I seek not, hope nor love,_

_Nor a friend to know me;_

_All I seek, the heaven above_

_And the road below me._"

R. L. STEVENSON.

The traveller sat upon the milestone just where the road, skirting the

brow of the hill, branched off into the forest. At his feet lay the

detached wheel; further away, in pathetic attitude, the remainder of the

chaise itself. A stout bay, seemingly unconscious of as handsome a pair

of broken knees as ever horse displayed, was tethered to a stump of

tree, browsing such tender grass or leafage as grew within his reach.

The situation spoke for itself; and the young traveller's face spoke for

the situation as eloquently as Nature (who had bestowed upon him a

markedly disdainful and somewhat impassive set of features) would

permit.

Behind him rose the cool gloom of the forest. Below lay the plain,

gold-powdered by the level rays of a sinking sun. Between the edge of

the road and the forest margin ran a stream. A robin sang to the

glowing west from the topmost branch of a fir tree. But he on the

milestone was blind to the gold of the valley, deaf to the gold of the

song. "Now, here's a pretty kettle of fish!" was the burden of his

thoughts.

To have been stuck a whole hour upon a stone, while a postilion ranged

the country on horseback in one direction, and a valet a-foot in the

other, and no help as yet forthcoming; not to have had himself within

hail, all those weary minutes, one single human being--between intervals

of drowsiness he cursed the peaceful valley land, with its fair fields

and orchards, as the most God-forsaken of countries!

Presently his moody eye quickened. On the road below a moving object

was approaching. Only a pedestrian, alas! Nevertheless, he might prove

of use for succour or advice.

But, as the oncomer drew nearer and began to foot the ascent, the

glimmer of hope died in the discontented gentleman's heart. Here was no

sturdy native, likely guide to smithy or village inn. 'Twas a mere

ambulant musician, as strange, doubtless, to the country as himself: the

sun-rays were even now glinting back, roseate, from the varnish of a

fiddle.--The traveller relapsed into moodiness.

[Illustration: _But, as the oncomer drew nearer, the glimmer of hope

died in the discontented gentleman's heart._]

At the steep curve of the hillside, man and fiddle vanished from view.

Nevertheless, that he was still climbing, the advance (in interrupted

measure) of a singular little tune, half sourdine, half pizzicato, soon

proclaimed. It seemed at first so woven in with the babble of the

brook, the deep choiring of the forest and the song of the robin, that

the youth on the milestone hardly realized its separate existence. But,

as it hovered ever closer, he was forced to listen and even to follow.

It seemed the very song of the rover; of the rover on foot, humble and

yet proud; without a penny, without a bond; glad of the free water to

drink and the hunk of bread by the roadside--a song of the nodding grass

and the bird in the hedge, of the dancing leaf, the darting swallow, the

wide kindly skies. Oh, the road is full of gay things, and tender

things, of sweetness and refreshment, of wholesome fatigue and glorious

sleep, for those that know its secrets!

"Good evening to you, young sir."

The little tune had stopped. A man's figure, exaggeratedly thin, black

against the sunset, had emerged over the knuckle of the hill and, with a

wide sweep of the arm, was saluting.

The gesture of the black silhouette seemed so courtly, the voice that

came from it so refined, that the young gentleman almost rose to return

the salutation: but, in time, he caught sight of the violin curves....

Pooh, it was the fiddling vagabond! Ashamed of his impulse, he drew

forth a florin and flung it.

The musician skipped nimbly on one side; the coin fell, flashing in the

red sun-shafts. He looked from it to the imperious donor, whose face he

scanned keenly for a moment, then smiled; and his teeth shone as white

as a wolf's in the deep tan of his face. Then off went his battered hat

again and out was stretched a sinewy leg in dusty blue stocking, to

accompany a bow such as twenty years ago might have roused the envy of

your finest Versailles marquis.

"I greet you! I salute you, my young lord!" The fiddler rose from his

inclination and burst out laughing. "Oh, cease fondling those pistols

in your pocket, worthy sir," cried he, "for by Calliope, daughter of

Jove and Mnemosyne, 'tis not your money-bags I covet just now, but, oh!

your golden youth!"

"The fellow has a wild eye," thought the gentleman. Now, it is a

question whether even a highway robber were not more agreeable to

encounter on a lonely road than a madman.

"If it be madness to honour in you such a gift of the gods," said the

singular vagrant, reading the thought, "why then, yes, I am mad,

sir--stark, staring."

He fell back on one foot and bent the advanced knee, tucked his

instrument under his chin, where it settled like a bird to its nest, and

drew his bow across the strings with a long plaint.

"O youth!" he intoned between two sighs of the catgut. "O spring! O

wings of the soul! O virginity of the heart, expectation, unknown

mysteries of life! O wealth of strength and yearning!--See, now, how

you sit," he cried, dropping into speech again, "on the fringe of the

forest, in a strange land, with the sunset valley at your feet, and the

stream running you know not where beside you, and the bird over your

head singing the desires of your soul. Why, by Apollo, young man, here

are you in your youth, in the spring of your world, in the very middle

of an adventure, and----"

Again limber fingers moved along the strings; and, with a sense of

wonder, the traveller felt within his being some answering outcry. But

he stiffened himself against it.

"Harkee, my man," said he, trying to frown, "I am in no mood for

fooling. Take up your florin, and begone.--Or, stay, earn another by

telling me, if you can, where I am, and how far lies the nearest

village?"

"Sir," replied the other, urbanely, "fellow-travellers should assist

each other without any sordid consideration. (Ah, had you offered me of

your youth, now!) You are, an it please you, just between the border of

that old, steady-going principality of Schwarzburg and the new-fangled,

patchwork kingdom which appertaineth to his Majesty King Jerome--himself

one of the crowning products of the Great Revolution!"

"Faugh!" said the gentleman.

The fiddler's restless eye lighted.

"My lord is an Englishman? In verity and beyond doubt, none but an

Englishman could wear so lofty a front. I need scarce have asked."

The young man stared haughtily. The other considered him awhile in

silence with a sort of grave mockery, and pursued then reflectively--

"This English aloofness, 'tis an excellent prescription for pride and

disdain and such-like high essences. Only be careful, my

brother-wayfarer, that you be not above your own fair youth, and contemn

not its splendid opportunities.

'Singula de nobis annipraedantur euntes'

O young man! ...

'Eripuere jocos, Venerem, convivia, ludum'

think of it!"

So saying, he shouldered his instrument, and with a valedictory wave of

his bow seemed about to take his departure; but, as if upon a second

thought, stood still, and once again observed the young man.

Now it struck the stranded traveller that there was a dignity in the

vagrant's gaze, a refinement about his person, which scarce accorded

with the gipsy appearance, the shabby clothes; that it was not usual for

beggars to quote Horace with delicate accents of culture; that his

salutation had been a pattern of courtliness; above all, that he was not

the least impressed by a young nobleman's most noble demeanour. And he,

on his milestone, began to feel slightly foolish--an ingenuous blush,

indeed, crept to his cheeks.

The player hitched round his fiddle till it lay across his breast, and

pinched a couple of strings as a man might pinch the cheek of the wench

he loved.

"Pardi," he said, speaking into its curved ear, "that flag of crimson

would proclaim that there's hope for the youth yet.--Sir," proceeded he

then, gaily, "I think I can be of use to you. I place myself at your

service. May I crave to know whom I have the honour of addressing?"

"You address," responded the other, "Steven Lee, Graf zu

Waldorff-Kielmansegg, an Austrian gentleman (if you must know)

travelling towards his estate in the south." He had an irrepressible

satisfaction in the recital.

"Austrian?" echoed the listener, with a cock of one of his expressive

eyebrows. "'Tis a safer nationality to proclaim than the English, for

travellers in great Caesar's dominions nowadays. Oh, you are right,

quite right! 'Twould be the height of rashness to proclaim even a drop

of English blood, these days, where Monsieur Buonaparte rules!"

The taunt struck home. Red mantled again on the gentleman's smooth

cheek.

"Despite an Austrian father, I have by my dead mother enough English

blood in these veins," cried he, hotly, "to hate the usurper and despite

his upstart brothers--if that is what you mean; and I care not who knows

it!"

The fiddler's smile grew broader. "Youth," whispered he to his violin,

"may pretend to abjure itself, but it will out. The stripling has

spirit, though it be but the spirit of scorn.--But the ceremony is not

complete," pursued he. "I have now to return your compliment. Above

all things, let us be polite. Here, then, comrade, you see before you

an individual known all over the country as the crazy musician,

sometimes more tersely as Geiger-Hans--what in your English you might

call Fiddle-John. Some call me the Scholar Vagabond, and some, the

children (bless them), Onkel. Like your own, my nationality is a matter

of indecision. Some say I am French, some German, some from over the

Alps--take your choice; your choice, too, of my title: Geiger-Hans,

Fiddle-John, or Geiger-Onkel. Or you may dub me, if you please, the

Singer of Youth."

But by this time, Steven Lee, Count Kielmansegg, was disgusted with

himself for having betrayed so much of his feelings to a beggar vagrant.

"Doubtless," remarked he, with infinite arrogance, "it may prove more

convenient for you, at times, to hide your name, good fellow. Reassure

yourself, I have no curiosity to learn it."

Whereupon Geiger-Hans gathered his brows into so deep a frown that the

whole hillside seemed to grow black. He struck the strings of his

instrument, and they called out as with anger.

"My name," he said under his breath, "my name, boy, is dead--as dead as

my youth." Then he grew calm as suddenly as he had stormed. "Some

happy ones there are who die and whose names live: I live, and my name

is dead. Let that suffice to you. Why, see," he cried next, with

another swift change of tone, while Count Steven stared at him, his slow

Austrian blood, his deliberate English wits, unable to keep pace with

such vivacity of mood, "it is getting dark ... the sun has dropped

behind the valley line ... the forest is full of night already! Do not

the lights of unknown shelter beckon you--the chimney-corner, the

strange hospitality? Why, Heaven knows what sweet hostess may not greet

your youthship to-night! And if your soul cries not out for fair

adventure in forest depth, there, at least, is a poor dumb thing that

craves stable and corn." As he spoke, he stepped nimbly to the injured

horse and unhitched the reins from the tree. "Might you not have bathed

those cut knees?" he exclaimed, shooting a look of rebuke over the

animal's meek head. "And the kindly brook running charity at your

elbow!"

He led the creature to the stream; and the deed of compassion

accomplished, again turned to his companion with a smile, which seemed

to show knowledge of all the latter's vacillating thoughts of vexation

and shame.

"Lend me a hand with the wheel, comrade, and let us see if we cannot

improvise a linchpin. And then, if you push behind, this forgiving

beast will do his best to draw your goods into safety."

But it was the musician who mended the wheel, while the traveller

watched in wonder the work of the brown hands. And then, in the falling

dusk, they set upon their slow way: Steven Lee, Graf zu

Waldorff-Kielmansegg, pushing behind even as bid, the fiddler marching

ahead with the reins slung over his arm and humming a hunting song under

his breath.

Leaving the stones and dust of the high-road, he led the way along a

wide path that seemed to cut the forest in two and run downhill into the

horizon. Beneath their feet was now an elastic carpet of pine-needles.

On each side of them the serried ranks of trees held the night already

in a thousand arms and murmured to it with a voice as of the sea. Before

them, at the end of the nave, and set like a cathedral window, shone a

span of sky, primrose and green, with one faint star. And presently

Steven saw, to one side far ahead, an orange square of light, and knew

it for the unknown forest shelter beckoning to him.

"But what," cried he, struck by a sudden thought, "of my postilion and

my valet?"

Geiger-Hans looked back at him over his shoulder and grinned. He slid

the reins above his elbow and grasped his violin.

"To the devil," it sang mockingly, through the glade, "to the devil with

postilions and valets! to the devil with prudence and forethought! O

youth, enjoy your youth! O youth, be young!"

*CHAPTER II*

*THE FOREST HOUSE*

"Diesen liebenswuerd'gen Juengling

Kann man nicht genug verehren..."

HEINE.

"Heaven knows," had said the musician, "what sweet hostess may not greet

your youthship to-night."

To their knock the door was opened by a slip of a peasant girl. The

light from within shone on her long yellow plaits of hair and her small

brown face.

Steven was conscious of a distinct shock of disappointment. What folly

had this fantastic chance companion fiddled into his mind that he should

have found himself expecting something meet for his high-born fancy in

this lonely forest house?

"Geiger-Onkel!" cried the girl, in surprise.

And "Geiger-Onkel!" was echoed joyfully indoors. An old peasant woman

came waddling forward, hands outstretched.

"Be kind to my comrade, Forest-mother," said the player, "while I see to

this brother beast."

He led the horse towards the back yard. And Steven stepped into the

great kitchen, glad at least of its prosaic aroma of pot-herbs, since

romance had fallen silent with the fiddle.

It was a long room, panelled with age-polished oak which reflected the

light of the hanging brass lamp and of the ruddy hearth as jonquil

flamelets and poppy glow. A black oaken table, running nearly from end

to end, was covered half-way with a snowy cloth, red-hemmed and

flowered. There were presses, laden with crockery and pewter. There was

a tall clock, with a merry painted face and a solemn tick. There were

stags' horns and grinning boars' heads above the presses. Not that

Steven had any interest to bestow on these things: he was glad that the

place was clean. He thought the oaken chair hard sitting for his noble

person, but it was better than the milestone. The Forest-mother seemed

a decent sort of body; with a due sense, too, of the quality of her

guest. As for the peasant child, he did not notice her at all--not even

the pretty foot in buckled shoe and scarlet stocking, of which the short

peasant skirt gave such a generous display.

Yet it was to her that Geiger-Hans made his courtly bow as he entered in

his turn.

"Mamzell Sidonia!" said he, his old hat clapped over his heart.

She gave him a smile, half tender, half mischievous. And her teeth were

as white as his own in her sunburnt face. There was a whole host of

dimples, too, which a young man might have remarked. But what mattered

the dimples of a peasant girl?

Then the fiddler took the old woman round the neck and kissed her plump,

wholesome cheek with a smack.

"Supper, supper!" cried he. "And if it's good, you shall have such

music that your hearts shall sing."

The girl laughed out loud, and ran to the hearth, where she seized a

pot.

"In Heaven's name," cried the woman, "leave that, child! 'Tis not fit

for you."

"Oh, please," urged Sidonia of the yellow plaits, "please, little

foster-mother!"

Forest-mother to the fiddler, foster-mother to the girl. Steven had

supposed her grandmother. Bah! As if, indeed, it were worth a thought!

"Get the wine, then," said the matron, with a jolly, unctuous chuckle.

And while, swinging long tails of hair and scarlet ankles flashing, the

girl darted round the table, what must this fantastic fellow Geiger-Hans

do but introduce guest and hostess with one of his absurd flourishes.

"Here, dear comrade, is Dame Friedel, mother of the great King Jerome's

own Head Forester. And here, mother, is a most noble Austrian count,

whom the accidents of travel have forced to condescend to the shelter of

your humble roof this evening."

Deep curtsied Dame Friedel. Steven inclined his head; and, feeling the

fiddler mock him behind his back, grew red and angry.

"A glass in welcome, gracious sir!" tittered Sidonia, at his elbow.

She was so close to him that his cheek was fanned by her breath of

clover and the fragrance of a little bunch of violets in her white

kerchief rose to his nostrils. As she bent, offering him the green

goblet of wine, her heavy plait fell against his shoulder. He drew back

haughtily.

[Illustration: _As she bent, offering him the green goblet of wine, her

heavy plait fell against his shoulder. He drew back haughtily._]

"_Peste!_" cried Geiger-Hans, "how my fingers itch for the strings. But

never mind, you shall lose nothing by waiting. _Tarteifel!_ mother, as

I live, venison stew! What feasts you good people make in your forest

house!"

"My son is hungry when he comes home of nights, and so are his lads.--My

little love, will you sit and entertain the gentlemen?"

Sidonia, pouting, drew her chair with great clatter round by that of

Geiger-Hans and turned a shoulder on the count, who thus remained

isolated, as became his rank. The fiddler drank to her and she filled

his glass again. And, as she stretched across him to do so, the violets

at her breast fell upon his hand.

"Violets!" cried he, and sat as if turned to stone. His brown face grew

ashen. Then he pushed his plate away, took up the flowers and pressed

them against his lips, inhaling the scent of them with long deep

breaths. Presently the tears ran down his cheeks; his slow-drawn sighs

were cut short by a kind of sob. The girl started to the old woman's

side and stood, flushed and downcast, while the Forest-mother beat her

omelet with a grave countenance. Neither of them looked at the fiddler.

Steven, who had stared, suddenly dropped his glance, too, ashamed and

uncomfortable. Geiger-Hans got up from his seat.

"I can eat no more to-night," he said, in a broken voice. He walked

over to the bench where he had left his fiddle, and, hugging it, went

out into the forest.

"Have you ever seen him like that before?" whispered Sidonia of mother

Friedel.

"Once," said she, "and it was over the violet-bed in the garden. I

doubt he has seen trouble, poor soul! Who has not?"

Sidonia returned to her seat, propped her chin on her hands and fixed

the young count absently. Her eyes were not black as he had thought:

they were grey and green, green and golden brown, like the waters of the

brook in the shadow of the trees.

"Heavens, sir, how you stare!" she said after a while, pettishly.

The young aristocrat, whose thoughts had been all engrossed by this new

eccentricity of his road acquaintance, raised his disdainful eyebrows.

He stare at a country wench? Then into their sullen silence mother

Friedel exclaimed joyfully.

"Hark!" cried she, "here comes my son!"

From far away stole the faint blast of hunting-horns; a dog bayed answer

from the kennels, then the call of the horns arose again in the

whispering forest depths, closer and louder.

"Yes, yes, it's the 'return home' they're winding," said the old woman,

bending her ear.

Without, there now rose a fine clamour: barking and yelping of hounds,

tramping of horses, blasting of horns, cheerful shouting of men. The

head forester shot half his stalwart figure in at the door and nodded

with some mystery to his mother. What could be seen of his green

uniform was very grand indeed, with vast display of gilt buttons and

royal crowns, frogs and braid. His square, freckled face, made for

jollity, was puckered into anxious lines; his eyes roamed uneasily from

Sidonia to the stranger. He strode to his mother's side and whispered

in her ear.

"Be good to us!" she ejaculated, clapping her hands, all dismay.

"Hush, mother!" warned the forester, finger on lip, and turned towards

the door.

Count Steven had finished his plate of venison stew, and was

condescending to enjoy a crust of bread with a glass of the tart wine.

The sense of expectation about him made him now likewise turn round in

his chair--languidly, for the high-born are never openly curious.

Outside, in the night, against a background of flickering leaves and

under the glare of a couple of torches, he saw a picturesque group of

hounds and huntsmen; two of these last laden each with a murdered

roebuck, whose pretty, innocent head hung trailing on the ground.

Suddenly the scene dissolved. A man came from the midst of the foresters

into the kitchen. The rest disappeared with their booty; hounds and

horses were led away towards the distant kennel premises; the woodland

glade resumed its peace.

As the new-comer passed him, the head forester made a spasmodic

movement, arrested midway, of hand to forehead. His mother swept a

dignified curtsey. The peasant girl, her hands clasped at the back of

her neck, stared with frank curiosity, her mouth open so that all who

cared to look might wonder upon the doubled splendour of her young

teeth.

He stood and glanced round upon them all: a slight young man of somewhat

low stature and dark, fine-cut face, with hair cropped short at back and

side to come down in a curly wave in the middle of his forehead. He had

large eyes under thick, straight eyebrows; and his forester's uniform,

though ostensibly of the same cut as Friedel's, was of finer cloth and

obviously brand new. The collar of the coat rose very high on each side

of his chin, which in the centre rested on folds of delicate cambric.

"Positively," thought Steven Lee, Count Waldorff-Kielmansegg, etc., "a

gentleman like myself!"

But the hunter's first word dispelled the illusion.

"My friend," said the new-comer to the old dame--he spoke German with a

strong foreign accent--"my fellow-forester there, Friedel, has assured

me that you would give his brother woodsman hospitality to-night."

Now, as he smiled, his handsome face assumed a trivial, almost inane,

expression, which destroyed its look of breeding and caused Count Steven

to return to his bread and wine with a mental shrug.

"Any friend of my son is welcome here," said the old lady, smiling

doubtfully.

Friedel himself grew suddenly scarlet, gulped, blinked and looked as

uncomfortable as any fish out of water.

"I see I must introduce myself," cried the little man, laughing heartily

and clapping him on the shoulder. "I am Mr. Forester--ahem!--Meyer, at

your service, madame."

"I wish," said Steven, "that you would shut the door behind my back,

good people."

"Hey la!" said Mr. Forester Meyer, with a sudden imperious note in his

voice, "whom have we here?"

"A guest, sir, like yourself," said the hostess somewhat dryly, hieing

to her pans; while the young nobleman in question turned his heavy chair

round again to supplement her inadequate description.

"An Austrian gentleman, my man, if it imports you to know," said he.

"You are yourself, perhaps," he went on with more friendliness, struck

by an obvious explanation of certain signs about the new-comer that had

puzzled him, "the inspector of these forests on your rounds. I notice

you speak with authority, and your accent is not of the country--a

countryman of this King Jerome?"

Mr. Forester Meyer broke again into loud laughter.

"Hey! what perspicacity has the gentleman!" cried he, jovially.

"(Friend Friedel, shut the door!) Nay, truly, sir, you are perfectly

right. I see it would be quite hopeless to maintain an _incognito_

before you. It is true, sir, I do inspect for this King Jerome

occasionally. Ha, ha!"

"Ha, ha!" echoed Sidonia, catching the infection of mirth, as a child

will, without reason.

"Hey la! And whom have we there?"

Mr. Forest-Inspector repeated the phrase in very different tones. There

came a curious flicker into his eye as he ran it up and down the girl's

figure, from crown of yellow head to scarlet ankle and back again, with

appreciative pauses on the way.

"Eh, eh!" said he, meaningly. He took her chin between his finger and

thumb, and chuckled as he raised the crimsoning face to the light.

"We do not hold with French ways here," said Dame Friedel, rebukingly,

over her pan.

Steven, catching the gesture of warning which her son instantly

addressed to her, felt a vast contempt for the fellow's slavish fear of

his little superior.

The wine, thin and fragrant, must have gone somewhat fantastically to

the young nobleman's brain. He began to feel defiant, in a humorous sort

of way, and to wish the fiddler back with his music. With his violin to

accompany the song of the amber drink, it seemed as if that youthship of

his (on which yonder fantastic rogue laid such stress) might find some

zest in a quarrel with Master Forester Meyer, whose eyes danced so

unpleasantly as they looked at this peasant child; who had so irritating

a French shrug and so mean a smile.

Now, if he had an eye to a pretty girl, the inspector seemed to have

also an ear for a poacher. The distant crack of shots, reverberating

from the forest, now made him start and listen acutely. Yet as Friedel,

with a frowning countenance, made a lurch for his gun in the corner, Mr.

Meyer smiled and restrained him. Then he himself went to the door, set

it ajar and hearkened. His smile widened as he closed it again and

returned to the table.

"Doubtless he has plans of his own for trapping the trespassers,"

thought Steven. It was the obvious explanation. And yet he felt a kind

of mystery brooding around him, almost as if that adventure which the

fiddler's music had boded were about to take place. And, in the long

silence which succeeded, the impression deepened. The Frenchman seemed

overcome by an uncontrollable restlessness. He paced the room from end

to end, compared the merry-faced clock with his watch, stared out of the

window and drummed on the pane. He was evidently keenly on the alert

for something: and, as Steven vainly cudgelled his not very quick wits

to conjecture, behold, it was at hand!

Shouts without, steps ... a tremendous rat-tat at the door!...

"'Tis not possible," cried mother Friedel, with some distress, "that

Heaven has sent us more guests?"

This was, in truth, precisely what Heaven was doing, if, indeed, it were

fair to hold Heaven responsible. Two new visitors walked into the

forest home without so much as a word of parley. A hulking man, also in

forester's uniform ("By Saint Hubert," said Steven Lee to himself, "his

Westphalian Majesty's rangers seem thick as leaves hereabouts!"), and a

lady clinging to his arm.... Yes, a lady, and a fair! Steven rose to

his feet.

The inspector and the burly new-comer interchanged a rapid glance.

Then, cracking the whip he held in his hand, the latter burst into the

most execrable German, interspersed by volleys of French oaths. It was

evident that King Jerome held to servants of his own nationality.

_Morbleu!_ quoth he, it was a mercy to see decent shelter! Devil take

all, he had thought that he and the lady would have had to spend the

night in the forest!

Here the lady, in spite of very pink cheeks and bright eyes, became so

faint that she had to be assisted to a chair by mother Friedel and her

foster-child. Steven darted to present a glass of water, but was

arrogantly forestalled by Mr. Meyer.

"Such a scandal on his Majesty's high-road!" went on he of the whip:

"this lady's coach attacked by ruffians!"

"His Majesty will be exceedingly displeased," said Mr. Meyer, gravely,

sitting down by the side of the distressed one and stripping off her

glove to consult a delicate wrist.

"Her escort shot at---- By all the devils!"

"Monstrous," quoth the inspector, in quiet indignation. "A little wine,

madam?"

"The escort--sacred swine, confound them!--took flight and basely

abandoned their charge."

"Shocking--shocking!" said Mr. Meyer, relinquishing one pretty hand to

receive the empty glass from the other.

"If I had not happened to hear the shots and rush to the spot, what

might not have happened?"

"It makes me shiver to contemplate it," asserted the inspector.

"My brave deliverer," murmured the lady, in a dulcet voice.

"Single-handed, he----"

She suddenly buried her face in her hands and quivered from head to

foot.

The inspector looked up at mother Friedel with an air of grave

compassion.

"Hysterical," said he; "ah, no wonder!"

Dame Friedel began to loosen the lady's handsome claret-coloured

travelling-mantle, whilst Sidonia drew a velvet, white-plumed hat from

the loveliest dark head in all the world.

"Well ... ah!--Schmidt," said Inspector Meyer, "his Majesty will hear of

your conduct."

"Thank you, Mr.--ah!--Meyer," rejoined the burly Schmidt, with an

unaccountably waggish grin.

"Ah, ha, ha!" cried the lady. She flung back her head and flung down

her hands; the tears were streaming upon her uncovered cheeks. It might

be hysterics, but Steven thought it was the most becoming combination of

emotions he had ever beheld.

She wiped her eyes and sprang up as lightly as a bird. Emerging from

the folds of her cloak, she displayed a clinging robe of pale blue,

fastened under the bust by a belt of amethysts set in gold. She had an

exquisite roundness of form; an open, smiling mouth. Her eyes were

innocent and dark and deep. She was (Steven felt) a revelation. And

withal, what a great lady! What an air of breeding! What elegance! An

Austrian gentleman knows the value of jewels. Heavens, what rings on

her fingers! What pearls in her ears!

"_Ah, Dio mio!_" she cried, "but I am hungry!"

Italian, then. There was a strange medley of nationalities in this

German forest corner.

The fixity of the young man's gaze suddenly drew the lady's attention.

She looked at him: surprise, interest, then an adorable smile appeared

on her countenance. It was almost an invitation. Besides, was it not

meet that the only gentleman of the party should entertain the only

lady? With his heart beating in his throat, he took two steps forward.

The three foresters had drawn apart and were whispering together with

furtive glances in his direction; but he was not likely to notice this

when such lovely eyes were upon him. She dropped her handkerchief. He

rushed to pick it up. As she took it from his fingers, he gave them

ever so slight a pressure.

(Oh, Geiger-Hans, Singer of Youth, hadst thou foreseen this rapturous

moment?)

"A thousand graces," murmured she. The graces! they were all her own.

"Permit me to introduce myself," he stammered.

But the inspector cut him short with a strident voice.

"The gentleman must be fatigued," he cried.

Steven started angrily. To one side of him stood Forester Schmidt, to

the other, Forester Friedel.

"I will show the gracious gentleman the way to his repose," said the

latter in his ear, with subdued, yet warning tone.

"And I will give you my help to the door, _tonnerre de Brest!_"

exclaimed the other, and caught the Count's arm under his with a grip of

iron.

Steven wrenched himself free. Yet a man has not sober English blood in

him for nothing. Humiliating as was the position, a moment's reflection

convinced him that resistance and futile struggle would but render him

ridiculous. Ridiculous, in the light of those dark eyes!

"Lead, then, fellow," said he to Friedel; and, after bowing low to the

lady, followed his escort with what dignity he could muster towards the

door opening on the forest.

There was such a seething of rage in his brain, such an itching in his

palm to feel it against yonder insolent Schmidt's full cheek, that it

was not till he found himself on the threshold of a dimly lighted wooden

building, gazing blankly in upon heaps of straw, that he realized that a

barn was considered good enough for the night's lodging of a Count

Waldorff-Kielmansegg.

"May you rest you sweetly, sir," said Friedel, and tramped away.

*CHAPTER III*

*GREEN ADVENTURE*

"_Non ego hoc ferrem, calidus juventa,_

_Consule Planco._"

HORACE.

"Comrades again!"

Turning round with a start, Steven beheld the crazy musician at his

elbow.

"Comrades on the straw--eh! What a bed for his lordship. _Miserables!_

they have no conception of the importance of rank, these benighted

forest folk. Yet give me the clean, yellow straw, smelling in the dark

of sunshine and whispering of the fields, rather than your stuffy German

mountains of feathers."

"Geiger-Onkel! Geiger-Onkel!" came a shrill cry into the night.

The fiddler turned with a bound and ran into the middle of the moonlit

yard, staring up at the house that stood outlined against the pale sky.

From some distant regions, where Friedel's underlings kennelled near

their hounds, rose shouts of boorish laughter and the chorus of a

drinking song.

A yellow tongue of flame appeared in a wooden balcony, hanging under the

roof. Sidonia bent over, shielding her candle from the forest airs.

"Are you there, Geiger-Onkel?"

"Yes, child."

"Oh, I am glad.... Geiger-Onkel"--she leaned over still further; her

tresses hung down, one shone ruddy with the candle-gleam and one silver

in the moonlight; her voice was broken with angry tremors--"he tried to

kiss me!"

"_Mort de ma vie_--who?"

"The big man with the whip. He caught me by the waist. I had nothing

to hit him with but my plaits. I lashed him in the face. They caught

him across the eyes----"

"Caught him across the eyes," cried the fiddler, clapping his hands.

"Ah, brava, little mamzell!"

"They whistled like a rope"--the girl was laughing and crying

together--"I think I have half-blinded him. Mayn't I come down to you,

Onkel? I want to talk ... and I want music."

"Better not," said fiddler Hans, after a moment's reflection; and then

from the shadow Steven stepped out beside him. (It was terrible to

think of the dark-eyed lady in the company of such ruffians!) Sidonia,

with a cry, drew back at sight of the new shadow.

"Nay, never be afraid of him. It is my comrade. As for the others--why,

go in, child; bolt your door," said the fiddler. "Go to bed and sleep

in peace. I shall watch."

"But you will play for me?" she asked over her shoulder.

"Presently, I may," said he; "such a tune, little mamzell, that will

make some people dance! But to you it shall give sweet sleep."

As the girl disappeared, Geiger-Hans turned upon Steven. He laughed as

he addressed the young man, but his eyes were fierce as some wild

beast's in the dim light.

"Did you hear?" said he. "The maid struck him; but you--oh you--you let

yourself be turned out! Oh, to see you trot away like a lamb. Steven

Lee, Graf zu Waldorff-Kielmansegg, turned out of doors by two low-bred

foresters! What, then, runs in your veins? What, turnip-juice instead

of blood? The fellow, Schmidt so-called, laid hands on you, did he not?

And you a youth! By the blood of my fathers, had the creature touched

me, old man as I am, he had felt the weight of his own whip! But the

fellow has muscles. Nay, you were right, sir, right. Let us be

prudent, by all means. Only that mask of yours lies, that smooth cheek,

that crisp curl--all lies. Young, yes. Only your heart is not young.

'Tis like the kernel of a blind nut--dry dust. While I--there is more

of God's youth left in my worn and waning body----"

"Confusion!" interrupted Steven, trembling in every limb, hurt to the

marrow of his pride; "it was before the lady."

"Oh, the lady...!" echoed the other, with a mocking trail of laughter.

During the vehemence of his speech the musician had advanced on the lad,

who had unconsciously drawn back until he stood against the wall of the

house. Now a window close to him was unlatched; and the sound of a

sigh, rather than a voice, was breathed forth into the night.

"_Ah, Dio!_"

"Your cue!" mocked the fiddler into his ear, and melted away into the

darkness.

The window was that of a room on the ground floor; the lady leaned out,

her elbows on the sill; her face caught a slanting ray of moonlight. Was

it possible for anything mortal to be so beautiful?

"Madam!" cried Steven, and that heart of his which was supposed to be

but dry dust began to thump in hitherto unknown fashion.

"Hush, hush!" she whispered, a taper finger on her lip. "Ah, is it you,

sir?"

He advanced into the ray that held her. He was not aware that he also

looked goodly and romantic. Somewhere, in the darkness close by, the

fiddler's bow crept over the strings. It was a sound so attenuated that

it seemed to have no more substance than the light of the moon itself;

it stole upon their ears so gently that it was as if they heard it not.

His hand met her warm fingers--the fragrance from her curls mounted to

his nostrils; she looked up at him and her eyes glistened.

Oh, fiddler, what bewitching music is this? What sweetness does it

insinuate, what mysterious audacity counsel? There were those parted

lips of hers, with white teeth gleaming through, and here was this youth

who had never touched a woman's lips in love. Such a little way between

his bent head and her upturned face...!

A door crashed behind her. She started from his timid hand. The thread

of the music was broken like a floating gossamer.

Steven thought that the fiddler laughed. There was a faint exclamation.

Heavens! did she also laugh? He saw--yes, he saw the inspector's hated

outline over hers. She was drawn from the window by the shoulders, the

shutters were clapped to in his face and bolted noisily. The yard

billowed under his feet. All went red before his eyes. That was her

room, and the man had followed her to it! Had he no youth in him, no

blood in his veins? ... Why, he could taste it on his tongue! He

pivoted round upon himself, made a blind rush for the entrance door, and

dashed headlong against Ranger Schmidt's broad chest.

A French oath rang out. Then broken German: "Can the kerl not see where

he is going?" Then, in the dark, the fiddler laughed again. Or was it

his music? or were there lurking devils taunting, jeering, inciting?

The young man never knew exactly what happened till a crack like a

pistol-shot sprang upon the night, and he realized that his hand had

found the broad, insolent face at last. The sound of that slap cleared

the confusion in his own brain as a puff of wind clears a hanging mist.

Schmidt gave a roar like a furious bull, but Steven met the onslaught of

the uplifted whip with the science learned in London of Gentleman

Jackson and there was a grip on either side which began for him in

glorious defiance and ended in a struggle of life and death.

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