It was half-past nine of a radiant winter's night, and the Widder

Poll's tooth still ached, though she was chewing cloves, and had

applied a cracker poultice to her cheek. She was walking back and forth

through the great low-studded kitchen, where uncouth shadows lurked and

brooded, still showing themselves ready to leap aloft with any

slightest motion of the flames that lived behind the old black

fire-dogs. At every trip across the room, she stopped to look from the

window into the silver paradise without, and at every glance she

groaned, as if groaning were a duty. The kitchen was unlighted save by

the fire and one guttering candle; but even through such inadequate

illumination the Widder Poll was a figure calculated to stir rich

merriment in a satirical mind. Her contour was rather square than

oblong, and she was very heavy. In fact, she had begun to announce that

her ankles wouldn't bear her much longer, and she should "see the day

when she'd have to set by, from mornin' to night, like old Anrutty

Green that had the dropsy so many years afore she was laid away." Her

face, also, was cut upon the broadest pattern in common use, and her

small, dull eyes and closely shut mouth gave token of that firmness

which, save in ourselves, we call obstinacy. To-night, however, her

features were devoid of even their wonted dignity, compressed, as they

had been, by the bandage encircling her face. She looked like a

caricature of her unprepossessing self. On one of her uneasy journeys

to the window, she caught the sound of sleigh-bells; and staying only

to assure herself of their familiar ring, she hastily closed the

shutter, and, going back to the fireplace, sank into a chair there, and

huddled over the blaze. The sleigh drove slowly into the yard, and

after the necessary delay of unharnessing, a man pushed open the side

door, and entered the kitchen. He, too, was short and square of build,

though he had no superfluous flesh. His ankles would doubtless continue

to bear him for many a year to come. His face was but slightly

accented; he had very thin eyebrows, light hair, and only a shaggy

fringe of whisker beneath the chin. This was Heman Blaisdell, the

Widder Poll's brother-in-law, for whom she had persistently kept house

ever since the death of his wife, four years ago. He came in without

speaking, and after shaking himself out of his great-coat, sat silently

down in his armchair by the fire. The Widder Poll held both hands to

her face, and groaned again. At length, curiosity overcame her, and,

quite against her judgment, she spoke. She was always resolving that

she would never again take the initiative; but every time her

resolution went down before the certainty that if she did not talk,

there would be no conversation at all,--for Heman had a staying power

that was positively amazing.

"Well?" she began, interrogatively.

Heman only stirred slightly in his chair.

"_Well!_ ain't you goin' to tell me what went on at the meetin'?"

Her quarry answered patiently, yet with a certain dogged resistance of

her,--

"I dunno's there's anything to tell."

"How'd it go off?"

"'Bout as usual."

"Did you speak?"

"No."

"Lead in prayer?"

"No."

"Wa'n't you _asked_?"

"No."

"Well, my soul! Was Roxy Cole there?"

"Yes."

"Did you fetch her home?"

"No, I didn't!" Some mild exasperation animated his tone at last. The

Widder detected it, and occupied herself with her tooth.

"My soul an' body! I wonder if it's goin' to grumble all night long!"

she exclaimed, bending lower over the blaze. "I've tried everything but

a roasted raisin, an' I b'lieve I shall come to that."

Heman rose, and opened the clock on the mantel; he drew forth the key

from under the pendulum, and slowly wound up the time-worn machinery.

In another instant, he would be on his way to bed; the Widder knew she

must waste no time in hurt silence, if she meant to find out anything.

She began hastily,--

"Did they say anything about the church fair?"

"They ain't goin' to have it."

"Not have it! Well, how _be_ they goin' to git the shinglin' paid for?"

"They've got up the idee of an Old Folks' Concert."

"Singin'?"

"Singin' an' playin'."

"Who's goin' to play?"

"Brad Freeman an' Jont Marshall agreed to play fust an' second fiddle."

Heman paused a moment, and straightened himself with an air of

conscious pride; then he added,--

"They've asked me to play the bass-viol."

The Widder had no special objections to this arrangement, but it did

strike her as an innovation; and when she had no other reason for

disapproval, she still believed in it on general principles. So

altogether effective a weapon should never rust from infrequent use!

"Well!" she announced. "I never heard of such carryin's-on,--never!"

Heman was lighting a small kerosene lamp. The little circle of light

seemed even brilliant in the dusky room; it affected him with a relief

so sudden and manifest as to rouse also a temporary irritation at

having endured the previous gloom even for a moment.

"'Ain't you got no oil in the house?" he exclaimed, testily. "I wish

you'd light up, evenin's, an' not set here by one taller candle!"

He had ventured on this remonstrance before, the only one he permitted

himself against his housekeeper's ways, and at the instant of making

it, he realized its futility.

"The gre't lamp's all full," said the Widder, warming her apron and

pressing it to her poulticed face. "You can light it, if you've got the

heart to. That was poor Mary's lamp, an' hard as I've tried, I never

could bring myself to put a match to that wick. How many evenin's I've

seen her set by it, rockin' back'ards an' for'ards,--an' her needle

goin' in an' out! She was a worker, if ever there was one, poor

creatur'! At it all the time, jes' like a silk-worm."

Heman was perfectly familiar with this explanation; from long

repetition, he had it quite by heart. Possibly that was why he did not

wait for its conclusion, but tramped stolidly away to his bedroom,

where he had begun to kick off his shoes by the time his sister-in-law

reached a period.

The Widder had a fresh poultice waiting by the fire. She applied it to

her cheek, did up her face in an old flannel petticoat, and then,

having covered the fire, toiled up to bed. It was a wearisome journey,

for she carried a heavy soapstone which showed a tendency to conflict

with the candle, and she found it necessary to hold together most of

her garments; these she had "loosened a mite by the fire," according to

custom on cold nights, after Heman had left her the field.

Next day, Heman went away into the woods chopping, and carried his

dinner of doughnuts and cheese, with a chunk of bean-porridge frozen

into a ball, to be thawed out by his noontime fire. He returned much

earlier than usual, and the Widder was at the window awaiting him. The

swelling in her cheek had somewhat subsided; and the bandage, no longer

distended by a poultice beneath, seemed, in comparison, a species of

holiday device. She was very impatient. She watched Heman, as he went

first to the barn; and even opened the back door a crack to listen for

the rattling of chains, the signal of feeding or watering.

"What's he want to do that now for?" she muttered, closing the door

again, as the cold struck her cheek. "He'll have to feed 'em ag'in,

come night!"

But at last he came, and, according to his silent wont, crossed the

kitchen to the sink, to wash his hands. He was an unobservant man, and

it did not occur to him that the Widder had on her Tycoon rep, the gown

she kept "for nice." Indeed, he was so unused to looking at her that he

might well have forgotten her outward appearance. He was only sure of

her size; he knew she cut off a good deal of light. One sign, however,

he did recognize; she was very cheerful, with a hollow good-nature

which had its meaning.

"I got your shavin'-water all ready," she began. "Don't you burn ye

when ye turn it out."

It had once been said of the Widder Poll that if she could hold her

tongue, the devil himself couldn't get ahead of her. But fortune had

not gifted her with such endurance, and she always spoke too often and

too soon.

"Brad Freeman's been up here," she continued, eying Heman, as she drew

out the supper-table and put up the leaves. "I dunno's I ever knew

anybody so took up as he is with that concert, an' goin' to the vestry

to sing to-night, an' all. He said he'd call here an' ride 'long o'

you, an' I told him there'd be plenty o' room, for you'd take the

pung."

If Heman felt any surprise at her knowledge of his purpose, he did not

betray it. He poured out his shaving-water, and looked about him for an

old newspaper.

"I ain't goin' in the pung," he answered, without glancing at her. "The

shoe's most off'n one o' the runners now."

The Widder Poll set a pie on the table with an emphasis unconsciously

embodying her sense that now, indeed, had come the time for remedies.

"I dunno what you can take," she remarked, with that same foreboding

liveliness. "Three on a seat, an' your bass-viol, too!"

Heman was lathering his cheeks before the mirror, where a sinuous Venus

and a too-corpulent Cupid disported themselves in a green landscape

above the glass. "There ain't goin' to be three," he said, patiently.

"T'others are goin' by themselves."

The Widder took up her stand at a well-chosen angle, and looked at him

in silence. He paid no attention to her, and it was she who, of

necessity, broke into speech.

"_Well!_ I've got no more to say. Do you mean to tell me you'd go off

playin' on fiddles an' bass-viols, an' leave me, your own wife's

sister, settin' here the whole evenin' long, all swelled up with the

toothache?"

Heman often felt that he had reached a state of mind where nothing

could surprise him, but this point of view was really unexpected. He

decided, however, with some scorn, that the present misunderstanding

might arise from a confusion of terms in the feminine mind.

"This ain't the concert," he replied, much as if she had proposed going

to the polls. "It's the rehearsal. That means where you play the tunes

over. The concert ain't comin' off for a month."

And now the Widder Poll spoke with the air of one injured almost beyond

reparation.

"I'd like to know what difference that makes! If a man's goin' where he

can't take his womenfolks, I say he'd better stay to home! an' if

there's things goin' on there't you don't want me to git hold of, I

tell you, Heman Blaisdell, you'd better by half stop shavin' you now,

an' take yourself off to bed at seven o'clock! Traipsin' round playin'

the fiddle at your age! Ain't I fond o' music?"

"No, you ain't!" burst forth Heman, roused to brief revolt where his

beloved instrument was concerned. "You don't know Old Hunderd from

Yankee Doodle!"

The Widder walked round the table and confronted him as he was turning

away from the glass, shaving-mug in hand.

"You answer me one question! I know who's goin' to be there, an' set in

the chorus an' sing alto. Brad Freeman told me, as innercent as a lamb.

Heman Blaisdell, you answer me? Be you goin' to bring anybody here to

this house, an' set her in poor Mary's place? If you be, I ought to be

the fust one to know it."

Heman looked at the shaving-mug for a moment, as if he contemplated

dashing it to the floor. Then he tightened his grasp on it, like one

putting the devil behind him.

"No, I ain't," he said, doggedly, adding under his breath, "not unless

I'm drove to 't."

"I dunno who could ha' done more," said the Widder, so patently with

the air of continuing for an indefinite period that Heman reached up

for his hat. "Where you goin'? Mercy sakes alive! don't you mean to eat

no supper, now I've got it all ready?"

But Heman pushed his way past her and escaped, muttering something

about "feedin' the critters." Perhaps the "critters" under his care

were fed oftener than those on farms where the ingle-nook was at least

as cosey as the barn.

These slight skirmishes always left Heman with an uneasy sense that

somehow he also must be to blame, though he never got beyond wondering

what could have been done to avert the squall. When he went back into

the kitchen, however,--the "critters" fed, and his own nerves soothed

by pitchforking the haymow with the vigor of one who assaults a

citadel,--he was much relieved at finding the atmosphere as clear as

usual; and as the early twilight drew on, he became almost happy at

thought of; the vivid pleasure before him. Never, since his wife died,

had he played his bass-viol in public; but he had long been in the

habit of "slying off" upstairs to it, as to a tryst with lover or

friend whom the world denied. The Widder Poll, though she heard it

wailing and droning thence, never seriously objected to it; the

practice was undoubtedly "shaller," but it kept him in the house.

They ate supper in silence; and then, while she washed the dishes,

Heman changed his clothes, and went to the barn to harness. He stood

for a moment, irresolute, when the horse was ready, and then backed him

into the old blue pung. A queer little smile lurked at the corners of

his mouth.

"I guess the shoe'll go once more," he muttered. "No, I ain't goin' to

marry ag'in! I said I ain't, an' I ain't. But I guess I can give a

neighbor a lift, if I want to!"

Brad Freeman was waiting near the tack door when Heman led the horse

out of the barn. He was lank and lean, and his thick red hair strayed

low over the forehead. His army overcoat was rent here and there beyond

the salvation which lay in his wife's patient mending, and his old fur

cap showed the skin in moth-eaten patches; yet Heman thought, with a

wondering protest, how young he looked, how free from care.

"Hullo, Heman!" called Brad.

"How are ye?" responded Heman, with a cordiality Brad never failed to

elicit from his brother man.

Heman left the horse standing, and opened the back door.

He stopped short. An awful vision confronted him,--the Widder Poll,

clad not only in the Tycoon rep, but her best palm-leaf shawl, her

fitch tippet, and pumpkin hood; her face was still bandaged, and her

head-gear had been enwound by a green _barège_ veil. She stepped

forward with an alertness quite unusual in one so accustomed to

remembering her weight of mortal flesh.

"Here!" she called, "you kind o' help me climb in. I ain't so spry as I

was once. You better give me a real boost. But, land! I mustn't talk. I

wouldn't git a mite of air into that tooth for a dollar bill."

Heman stepped into the house for his bass-viol, and brought it out with

an extremity of tender care; he placed it, enveloped in its green baize

covering, in the bottom of the pung. Some ludicrous association between

the baize and the green _barège_ veil struck Brad so forcibly that he

gave vent to a chuckle, sliding cleverly into a cough. He tried to meet

Heman's eye, but Heman only motioned him to get in, and took his own

place without a word. Brad wondered if he could be ill; his face had

grown yellowish in its pallor, and he seemed to breathe heavily.

Midway in their drive to the vestry, they passed a woman walking

briskly along in the snowy track. She was carrying her singing-books

under one arm, and holding her head high with that proud lift which had

seemed, more than anything else, to keep alive her girlhood's charm.

"There's Roxy," said Brad. "Here, Heman, you let me jump out, an' you

give her a lift." But Heman looked straight before him, and drove on.

By the time they entered Tiverton Street, the vestry was full of

chattering groups. Heman was the last to arrive. He made a long job of

covering the horse, inside the shed, resolved that nothing should tempt

him to face the general mirth at the Widder's entrance. For he could

not deceive himself as to the world's amused estimate of her

guardianship and his submission. He had even withdrawn from the School

Board, where he had once been proud to figure, because, entering the

schoolroom one day at recess, he had seen, on a confiscated slate at

the teacher's desk, a rough caricature representing "Heman and his Ma."

The Ma was at least half the size of the slate, while Heman was

microscopic; but, alas! his inflamed consciousness found in both a

resemblance which would mightily have surprised the artist. He felt

that if he ever saw another testimony of art to his unworthiness, he

might commit murder.

When he did muster courage to push open the vestry door, the Widder

Poll sat alone by the stove, still unwinding her voluminous wrappings,

and the singers had very pointedly withdrawn by themselves. Brad and

Jont had begun to tune their fiddles, and the first prelusive snapping

of strings at once awakened Heman's nerves to a pleasant tingling; he

was excited at the nearness of the coming joy. He drew a full breath

when it struck home to him, with the warm certainty of a happy truth,

that if he did not look at her, even the Widder Poll could hardly spoil

his evening. Everybody greeted him with unusual kindliness, though some

could not refrain from coupling their word with a meaning glance at the

colossal figure near the stove. One even whispered,--

"She treed ye, didn't she, Heman?"

He did not trust himself to answer, but drew the covering from his own

treasure, and began his part of the delicious snapping and screwing.

"Where's Roxy?" called Jont Marshall "Can't do without her alto.

Anybody seen her?"

Roxy was really very late, and Heman could not help wondering whether

she had delayed in starting because she had expected a friendly

invitation to ride, "All right," he reflected, bitterly. "She must get

used to it."

The door opened, and Roxy came in. She had been walking fast, and her

color was high. Heman stole one glance at her, under cover of the

saluting voices. She was forty years old, yet her hair had not one

silver thread, and at that instant of happy animation, she looked

strikingly like her elder sister, to whom Heman used to give lozenges

when they were boy and girl together, and who died in India. Then Roxy

took her place, and Heman bent over his bass-viol. The rehearsal began.

Heman forgot all about his keeper sitting by the stove, as the old,

familiar tunes swelled up in the little room, and one antique phrase

after another awoke nerve-cells all unaccustomed nowadays to thrilling.

He could remember just when he first learned The Mellow Horn, and how

his uncle, the sailor, had used to sing it. "Fly like a youthful hart

or roe!" Were there spices still left on the hills of life? Ah, but

only for youth to smell and gather! Boldly, with a happy bravado, the

choir sang,--

"The British yoke, the Gallic chain,

Were placed upon our necks in vain!"

And then came the pious climax of Coronation, America, and the

Doxology. Above the tumult of voices following the end of rehearsal,

some one announced the decision to meet on Wednesday night; and Heman,

his bass-viol again in its case, awoke, and saw the Widder putting on

her green veil. Rosa Tolman nudged her intimate friend, Laura Pettis,

behind Heman's back, and whispered,--

"I wonder if she's had a good time! There 'ain't been a soul for her to

speak to, the whole evenin' long!"

The other girl laughed, with a delicious sense of fun in the situation,

and Heman recoiled; the sound was like a blow in the face.

"Say, Heman," said Brad, speaking in his ear. "I guess I'll walk home,

so't you can take in Roxy."

But Heman had bent his head, and was moving along with the rest, like a

man under a burden.

"No," said he, drearily. "I can't. You come along."

His tone was quite conclusive; and Brad, albeit wondering, said no

more. The three packed themselves into the pung, and drove away. Heman

was conscious of some dull relief in remembering that he need not pass

Roxy again on the road, for he heard her voice ring out clearly from a

group near the church. He wondered if anybody would go home with her,

and whether she minded the dark "spell o' woods" by the river. No

matter! It was of no use. She must get used to her own company.

The Widder was almost torpid from her long sojourn by the stove; but

the tingling air roused her at last, and she spoke, though mumblingly,

remembering her tooth,--

"Proper nice tunes, wa'n't they? Was most on 'em new?"

But Brad could not hear, and left it for Heman to answer; and Heman

gave his head a little restive shake, and said, "No." At his own gate,

he stopped.

"I guess I won't car' you down home," he said to Brad.

It was only a stone's-throw, Brad hesitated.

"No, I, didn't mean for ye to," answered he, "but I'll stop an' help

unharness."

"No," said Heman, gently. "You better not. I'd ruther do it." Even a

friendly voice had become unbearable in his ears.

So, Brad, stepped down, lifted out his fiddle-case, and said

good-night. Heman drove into the yard, and stopped before the kitchen

door. He took the reins in one hand, and held out the other to the

Widder.

"You be a mite careful o' your feet," he said. "That bass-viol slipped

a little for'ard when we come down Lamson's Hill."

She rose ponderously. She seemed to sway and hesitate; then she set one

foot cautiously forward in the pung. There was a rending, crash. The

Widder Poll had stepped into the bass-viol. She gave a little scream;

and plunged forward.

"My foot's ketched!" she cried. "Can't you help me out?"

Heman dropped the reins; he put his hands on her arms, and pulled her

forward. He never knew whether she reached the ground on her feet or

her knees. Then he pushed past her, where she floundered, and lifted

out his darling. He carried it into the kitchen, and lighted the

candle, with trembling hands. He drew back the cover. The bass-viol had

its mortal wound; he could have laid both fists into the hole. He

groaned.

"My God Almighty!" he said aloud.

The Widder Poll had stumbled into the room. She threw back her green

veil, and her face shone ivory white under its shadow; her small eyes

were starting. She looked like a culprit whom direst vengeance had

overtaken at last. At the sound of her step, Heman lifted his hurt

treasure, carried it tenderly into his bedroom, and shut the door upon

it. He turned about, and walked past her out of the house. The Widder

Poll followed him, wringing her mittened hands.

"O Heman!" she cried, "don't you look like that! Oh, you'll do yourself

some mischief, I know you will!"

But Heman had climbed into the pung, and given Old Gameleg a vicious

cut. Swinging out of the yard they went; and the Widder Poll ran after

until, just outside the gate, she reflected that she never could

overtake him and that her ankles were weak; then she returned to the

house, groaning.

Heman was conscious of one thought only: if any man had come home with

Roxy, he should kill him with his own hands. He drove on, almost to the

vestry, and found no trace of her. He turned about, and, retracing his

way, stopped at her mother's gate, left Old Gameleg, and strode into

the yard. There was no light in the kitchen, and only a glimmer in the

chamber above. Heman went up to the kitchen door and knocked. The

chamber window opened.

"Who is it?" asked Mrs. Cole. "Why, that you, Heman? Anybody sick?"

"Where's Roxy?" returned Heman, as if he demanded her at the point of

the bayonet.

"Why, she's been abed as much as ten minutes. The Tuckers brought her

home."

"You tell her to come here! I want to see her."

"What! down there? Law, Heman! you come in the mornin'. She'll ketch

her death o' cold gittin' up an' dressin', now she's got all warmed

through."

"What's he want, mother?" came Roxy's clear voice from within the room.

"That's Heman Blaisdell's voice."

"Roxy, you come down here!" called Heman, masterfully.

There was a pause, during which Mrs. Cole was apparently pulled away

from the window. Then Roxy, her head enveloped in a shawl, appeared in

her mother's place.

"Well!" she said, impatiently. "What is it?"

Heman's voice found a pleading level.

"Roxy, will you marry me?"

"Why, Heman, you 're perfectly ridiculous! At this time o' night, too!"

"You answer me!" cried Heman, desperately. "I want you! Won't you have

me, Roxy? Say?"

"Roxy!" came her mother's muffled voice from the bed. "You'll git your

death o' cold. What's he want? Can't you give him an answer an' let him

go?"

"Won't you, Roxy?" called Heman. "Oh, won't you?"

Roxy began to laugh hysterically. "Yes," she said, and shut the window.

When Heman had put up the horse, he walked into the kitchen, and

straight up to the Widder Poll, who stood awaiting him, clinging to the

table by one fat hand.

"Now, look here!" he said, good-naturedly, speaking to her with a

direct address he had not been able to use for many a month, "You

listen to me. I don't want any hard feelin', but to-morrer mornin'

you've got to pick up your things an' go. You can have the house down

to the Holler, or you can go out nussin', but you come here by your own

invitation, an' you've got to leave by mine. I'm goin' to be married as

soon as I can git a license." Then he walked to the bedroom, and shut

himself in with his ruined bass-viol and the darkness.

And the Widder Poll did not speak.

* * * * *

There are very few cosey evenings when Heman and Roxy do not smile at

each other across the glowing circle of their hearth, and ask, the one

or the other, with a perplexity never to be allayed,--

"Do you s'pose she tumbled, or did she put her foot through it

a-purpose?"

But Heman is sure to conclude the discussion with a glowing tribute to

Brad Freeman, his genius and his kindliness.

"I never shall forgit that o' Brad," he announces. "There wa'n't

another man in the State o' New Hampshire could ha' mended it as he

did. Why, you never'd know there was a brack in it!"

HEARTSEASE.

"For as for heartsease, it groweth in a single night."

"What be you doin' of, Mis' Lamson?" asked Mrs. Pettis, coming in from

the kitchen, where she had been holding a long conversation with young

Mrs. Lamson on the possibility of doing over sugar-barberry. Mrs.

Pettis was a heavy woman, bent almost double with rheumatism, and she

carried a baggy umbrella for a cane. She was always sighing over the

difficulty of "gittin' round the house," but nevertheless she made more

calls than any one else in the neighborhood. "It kind o' limbered her

up," she said, "to take a walk after she had been bendin' over the

dish-pan."

Mrs. Lamson looked up with an alert, bright glance. She was a little

creature, and something still girlish lingered in her straight, slender

figure and the poise of her head. "Old Lady Lamson" was over eighty,

and she dressed with due deference to custom; but everything about her

gained, in the wearing, an air of youth. Her aggressively brown front

was rumpled a little, as if it had tried to crimp itself, only to be

detected before the operation was well begun, and the purple ribbons of

her cap flared rakishly aloft.

"I jest took up a garter," she said, with some apology in her tone.

"Kind o' fiddlin' work, ain't it?"

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