On the 16th, having made our arrangements for departure, I applied

my father's admirable salve to my two severe wounds, {118} and to my

companion's slight wound in the arm, and we both felt able to join our

companions in their march. We travelled all this day and the following

night a west course, and the following day, without stopping longer

than was necessary to take a little food. After this we stopped and

rested ourselves and horses all night. I need not attempt to describe

the bitter anguish I endured, during this long and uninterrupted ride.

It will be only necessary to conceive my situation to form a right

conception of it. Our grand object had been to avoid another contest

with the Muscallaros. In the evening we fell in with a party of the

Nabahoes, who were now out on an expedition against the Muscallaros,

who had recently killed one of their people, and against whom they

had sworn immediate revenge. We showed the manifest proof of the

chastisement they had received from us. Never had I seen such frantic

leaps and gestures of joy. The screams and yells of exultation were

such as cannot be imagined. It seemed as though a whole bedlam had

broke loose. When we told them that we had lost but one man, their

screams became more frantic still. Their medicine man was then called,

and he produced an emollient poultice, the materials of which I did

not know but the effect was that the anguish of our wounds was at once

assuaged. By the application of this same remedy, my wounds were quite

healed in a fortnight.

The scalps, which some of our number had taken from the Muscallaros,

were soon erected on a pole by the Nabahoes. They immediately commenced

the fiercest dancing and singing I had yet seen, which continued

without interruption three days and nights. During all this time, we

endured a sort of worship from them, particularly the women. They

were constantly presenting us with their favorite dishes, served in

different ways, with dried berries and sweet vegetables, some of which,

to people in our condition, were really agreeable.

In size and complexion these people resemble the Muscallaros, and their

bows and arrows are similar; though some of the latter have fire arms,

and their dress is much superior.--{119} Part of their dress is of

the same kind with that of the former, though the skins are dressed

in a more workmanlike manner, and they have plenty of blankets of

their own manufacturing, and constituting a much better article than

that produced by the Spaniards. They dye the wool of different and

bright colors, and stripe them with very neat figures. The women are

much handsomer, and have lighter complexions than the men. They are

rather small in stature, and modest and reserved in their behaviour.

Their dress is chiefly composed of skins made up with no small share

of taste; and showily corded at the bottom, forming a kind of belt of

beads and porcupine quills.--They are altogether the handsomest women

I have seen among the red people, and not inferior in appearance to

many Spanish women. Their deportment to our people, was a mixture of

kindness and respect.

On the 21st, we started back to the river, accompanied by the whole

party of Nabahoes, who assured us that they would guard us during the

remainder of our hunt. We returned to the river through a beautiful

and level country, most of it well timbered and watered. On our

return we killed several bears, the talons of which the Indians took

for necklaces. On the 26th, we arrived at our battle ground. The

view of the bodies of the slain, all torn in pieces by wild beasts,

inexpressibly disgusting to us, was equally a spectacle of pleasure to

our red friends. We pointed out the grave of our companion. They all

walked in solemn procession round it, singing their funeral songs. As

they left it, every one left a present on the grave; some an arrow,

others meat, moccasins, tobacco, war-feathers, and the like, all

articles of value to them. These simple people believe that the spirit

of the deceased will have immediate use for them in the life to come.

Viewing their offerings in this light, we could not but be affected

with these testimonies of kind feeling to a dead stranger. They then

gathered up the remains of their slaughtered enemies, threw them in

a heap, and cut a great quantity of wood, which they piled over the

remains. They then set fire to the wood. We struck our tents, {120}

marched about five miles up the river, set our traps, and encamped for

the night. But the Nabahoes danced and yelled through the night to so

much effect, as to keep all the beavers shut up in their houses, for,

having been recently trapped, they were exceedingly cautious.

On the morning of the 27th, we informed them why we had taken no

beavers, and during the following night they were perfectly quiet.

We marched onward slowly, trapping as we went, until we reached the

Spanish settlements on this river. On New Year's eve, January 1st,

1827, the Spaniards of the place gave a fandango, or Spanish ball.

All our company were invited to it, and went. We appeared before the

Alcalde, clad not unlike our Indian friends; that is to say, we were

dressed in deer skin, with leggins, moccasins and hunting shirts, all

of this article, with the addition of the customary Indian article

of dress around the loins, and this was of red cloth, not an article

of which had been washed since we left the Copper Mines. It may be

imagined that we did not cut a particular dandy-like figure, among

people, many of whom were rich, and would be considered well dressed

any where. Notwithstanding this, it is a strong proof of their

politeness, that we were civilly treated by the ladies, and had the

pleasure of dancing with the handsomest and richest of them. When the

ball broke up, it seemed to be expected of us, that we should each

escort a lady home, in whose company we passed the night, and we none

of us brought charges of severity against our fair companions.

The fandango room was about forty by eighteen or twenty feet, with a

brick floor raised four or five feet above the earth. That part of

the room in which the ladies sat, was carpetted with carpetting on

the benches, for them to sit on. Simple benches were provided for the

accommodation of the gentlemen. Four men sang to the music of a violin

and guitar. All that chose to dance stood up on the floor, and at the

striking up of a certain note of the music, they all commenced clapping

their hands. The ladies then advanced, one by one, and stood facing

their partners. The dance then changed to a waltz, each {121} man

taking his lady rather unceremoniously, and they began to whirl round,

keeping true, however, to the music, and increasing the swiftness of

their whirling. Many of the movements and figures seemed very easy,

though we found they required practise, for we must certainly have made

a most laughable appearance in their eyes, in attempting to practise

them. Be that as it may, we cut capers with the nimblest, and what we

could not say, we managed by squeezes of the hand, and little signs of

that sort, and passed the time to a charm.

The village, in which was this ball, is called Perdido, or the lost

town, probably from some circumstances in its history. It contains

about 500 souls and one church. The bishop was present at this ball,

and not only bestowed his worshipful countenance, but _danced before

the Lord, like David, with all his might_. The more general custom

of the ladies, as far as I observed, is to sit cross legged on the

floor like a tailor. They are considerably addicted to the industry

of spinning, but the mode has no resemblance to the spinning of our

country. For a wheel, they have a straight stick about a foot long,

rounded like the head of a spool. In the middle of the stick is a hole,

through which the stick is fastened. Their mode of spinning with this

very simple instrument reminded me strongly of the sport of my young

days, spinning a top, for they give this spinning affair a twirl, and

let it run on until it has lost its communicated motion to impart

it anew. This shift for a spinning wheel they call necataro. They

manufacture neither cotton nor wool into cloth, and depend altogether

on foreign trade for their clothing. The greatest part of this supply

comes over land from the United States. On the 2d, we started for San

Tepec, through a country generally barren, though abounding in water.

We saw plenty of bears, deer and antelope. Some of the first we killed,

because we needed their flesh, and others we killed for the same

reason that we were often obliged to kill Indians, that is, to mend

their rude manners, in fiercely making at us, and to show them that we

were not Spaniards, to give them the high sport of seeing us run. We

arrived in the above named town {122} on the 5th, and sold our furs.

Here I met again some of the companions who came with me in the first

instance from the United States. I enquired about others, whom I held

in kind remembrance. Some had died by lingering diseases, and others

by the fatal ball or arrow, so that out of 116 men, who came from the

United States in 1824, there were not more than sixteen alive. Most

of the fallen were as true men, and as brave as ever poised a rifle,

and yet in these remote and foreign deserts found not even the benefit

of a grave, but left their bodies to be torn by the wild beasts, or

mangled by the Indians. When I heard the sad roll of the dead called

over, and thought how often I had been in equal danger, I felt grateful

to my Almighty Benefactor, that I was alive and in health. A strong

perception of the danger of such courses as mine, as shown by the death

of these men, came over my mind, and I made a kind of resolution, that

I would return to my home, and never venture into the woods again.

Among the number of my fallen companions, I ought not to forget the

original leader of our company, Mr. Pratte, who died in his prime, of a

lingering disease, in this place.

On the 10th, I commenced descending the Del Norte for the Copper Mines,

in hopes once more to have the pleasure of embracing my father, and

relate to him what I had suffered in body and mind, for neglecting to

follow his wise and fatherly counsel. I now travelled slowly and by

myself, and on the 12th, arrived at the house of my old friend the

governor, who met me at his door, and gave me such an embrace, as to

start the blood from my scarcely healed wound. I did not perceive at

the moment, that his embrace had produced this effect, and entered the

house, where I met Jacova, who received me with a partial embrace, and

a manner of constrained politeness. She then sat down by me on the

sopha, and began asking me many questions about my adventure since

we had parted, often observing that I looked indisposed. At length

she discovered the blood oozing through my waistcoat. She exclaimed,

putting her hand on the wound, 'and good reason you have to look {123}

so, for you are wounded to death.' The look that accompanied this

remark, I may not describe, for I would not be thought vain, and the

stern character of my adventures forbids the intermixture of any thing

of an entirely different aspect. I was not long, however, in convincing

her that my wound was not really dangerous, and that I owed its present

bleeding to the friendship of her father, a cause too flattering to be

matter of regret. This drew from me a narrative of the occasion of my

wound, which I related in the same simple terms and brief manner in

which it is recorded in my journal. A long conversation of questions

and replies ensued, of a nature and on subjects not necessary to

relate. On the 20th, imploring God that we might meet again, we parted,

and I resumed my journey, travelling slowly for my father's residence

at the Copper Mines. I paused to rest and amuse myself in several of

the small towns on my way. On the 26th, I had the high satisfaction

once more to hold the hand of my father, and to find him in health and

prosperity, and apparently with nowise abated affection for me, though

I had rejected his counsels. This affection seemed to receive a warmer

glow, when he heard my determination not to take to the woods again.

I then in return wished to make myself acquainted with the true state

of his affairs. He had established a vacherie on the river Membry[92]

where he kept stock. He had also opened a farm on the land which the

old Appache chief had given him, which enabled him to raise grain for

the use of his own establishment at the mines. He had actually a supply

of grain in advance for the next year. He had made similar improvements

upon every thing appertaining to the mines. The result of the whole

seemed to be, that he was making money rapidly.

He still retained the Spaniard, of whom I have spoken before, as clerk

and superintendent, believing him to be a man of real stability and

weight of character, and placing the most entire reliance both upon his

capacity and integrity. I was less sanguine, and had my doubts, though

having seen no decided facts, {124} upon which to ground them, I did

not deem myself justified in honor to impart my doubts to my father.

On the 10th of February, my father requested me, on his account, to

take a trip to Alopaz, to purchase for his establishment some wine

and whiskey, which articles sell at the mines at a dollar and a half

a pint. I started with one servant and six pack mules, each having a

couple of small barrels fastened over their saddles, after the manner

of our panniers. On the 16th, I reached the place, and purchased my

cargo, but the weather was so inclement, that I thought it best not

to return until it softened. I became acquainted with an American,

married in this place. He was by pursuit a gunsmith, and had been up

the upper Missouri with Col. Henry,[93] and an old and noted trader

on that river. The mutual story of what we two had seen and suffered,

would probably appear incredible, and beyond the common order of

things, to most people, except those who have hunted and trapped in the

western parts of this continent, among the mountains and savages, and

has nothing upon which to depend, but his own firmness of heart, the

defence of his rifle, and the protection of the all present God. To

such persons, the incidents which we mutually related, would all seem

natural.

I remained here until the 1st of April. Spring in its peculiar splendor

and glory in this country, had now wakened the fields and forests

into life, and was extending its empire of verdure and flowers higher

and higher up the mountains towards their snowy peaks. On this day I

commenced my journey of return to the mines, with my servant and my

cargo bestowed on my mules. Though the face of the country was all

life and beauty, the roads so recently thawed, were exceedingly muddy

and heavy. One of my mules in consequence gave out the second day. My

servant packed the load of the tired mule upon his riding one, and

walked on foot the remainder of the day. During the day we discovered

fresh bear tracks in the wood, and my servant advised me to have my

gun loaded. At this remark I put my hand in my shot pouch, and found

but a single ball, and {125} no lead with which to make more. At this

discovery I saw at once the uselessness of self reproach of my own

carelessness and neglect, though it will be easily imagined, what

anxiety it created, aware that I had to travel through a long and

dreary wilderness, replenished with grizzly bears and hostile Indians.

Neither did I dare disclose a particle of what was passing in my mind

to my servant, through fear that he would be discouraged, in which

case, I knew his first step would be to turn back, and leave me to make

the journey alone. It would have been impossible for me to do this, as

we were both scarcely able to arrange the affairs of the journey. We

advanced cautiously and were unmolested through the day. But I passed a

most uncomfortable night through fear of the bears, which, thawed out,

were emerging from their winter dens with appetites rendered ravenous

by their long winter fast. We and our mules would have furnished them a

delicious feast, after the hunger of months. No sleep visited my eyes

that night.

At ten o'clock of the 3d, we met a Spaniard on horse back. I accosted

him in the usual terms, and asked if he had met any Indians on his way?

He answered that he had, and that there was a body of friendly Appaches

encamped near the road, at a distance of a little more than a league.

I was delighted with this information, for I supposed I should be able

to purchase a horse of them, on which I might mount my servant. While

I was reflecting on this thought, my servant proposed to purchase his

horse, and offered him a blanket in exchange. He instantly dismounted,

took the blanket, and handed over the horse. Happy to see the poor

fellow once more comfortably mounted, we bade the easy Spaniard adieu,

and gaily resumed our journey. In a short time, according to his

information, we saw the Indian camp near the road, from which their

smokes were visible. We were solicitous to pass them unobserved and

pushed on towards a stopping place, which we might reach at twelve

o'clock. Here we stopped to enable our horses to rest, and eat, for the

grass was fine. I ordered my servant to spancel the mules, and tether

the horse to a shrub by a long rope. {126} My gun reclined upon the

packs. We ate a little ourselves, and afterwards I spread my blanket on

the grass, close by the horses, and lay down to repose myself, though

not intending to go to sleep. But the bright beams of the sun fell upon

me in the midst of the green solitude, and I was soon in a profound

sleep. A large straw hat on the side of my face shaded my head from the

sun.

While enjoying this profound sleep, four of the Appaches came in

pursuit of us. It seems our Spaniard had stolen his horse from them, a

few hours before. They came upon us in possession of the horse, and

supposed me the thief. One of them rode close to me, and made a dart at

me with his spear. The stroke was aimed at my neck, and passed through

my hat, nailing it to the ground just back of my neck, which the cold

steel barely touched. It awakened me, and I sprang to my feet. Four

Indians on horse back were around me, and the spear, which had been

darted at me, still nailed my hat to the ground. I immediately seized

the spear and elevated it towards the Indian, who in turn made his

horse spring out of my reach. I called my servant, who had seen the

Indians approaching me, and had hidden himself in the bushes. I then

sprang to my gun, at the distance of ten or fifteen paces. When I had

reached and cocked it, I presented it at an Indian who was unsheathing

his fusil. As soon as he discovered my piece elevated, he threw himself

from his horse, fell on his knees, and called for mercy. What surprized

me, and arrested my fire, was to hear him call me by my Christian

name. I returned my rifle to my shoulder and asked him who he was?

He asked me, if I did not know Targuarcha? He smote his breast as he

asked the question. The name was familiar. The others dismounted, and

gathered round. An understanding ensued. When they learned the manner

in which we came by the horse, their countenances were expressive of

real sorrow. They had supposed me a Spaniard, as they said, and the

thief of their horse. They begged me not to be angry, with a laughable

solicitude, offering me the horse as the price of friendship. Above

all, they were {127} anxious that I should not relate the affair to my

father. They seemed to have an awe of him, resembling that due to the

Supreme Being. This awe he had maintained by his steady deportment,

and keeping up in their minds the impression, that he always had a

large army at command, and was able, and disposed at the first insult,

or breach of the treaty on their part, to bring it upon them to their

utter destruction.

To all their apologies and kind words and excuses, I answered that I

knew them as well as any other man, and that they were not to expect

to atone for a dastardly attempt to take my life, and coming within

a hair's breadth of taking it, by offering me a present, that I

believed that they knew who I was, and only wanted an opportunity, when

they could steal upon me unarmed, and kill me, as they had probably

committed many other similar murders; that they were ready enough to

cry pardon, as soon as they saw me handling my rifle, hoping to catch

me asleep again, but that they would henceforward be sure to find me on

my guard.

At this the Indian who had darted the spear at me, exclaimed that he

loved me as a brother, and would at any occasion risk his life in my

defence. I then distinctly recollected him, and that I had been two

months with the band, to which he belonged, roving in the woods about

the mines. Targuarcha had shown a singular kind of attachment to me,

waiting upon me as if I had been his master. I was perfectly convinced

that he had thrust his spear at me in absolute ignorance, that it was

me. Still I thought it necessary to instil a lesson of caution into

them, not to kill any one for an imagined enemy, until they were sure

that he was guilty of the supposed wrong. Consequently I dissembled

distrust, and told him, that it looked very little like friendship, to

dart a spear at the neck of a sleeping man, and that to tell the plain

truth, I had as little confidence in him, as a white bear. At this

charge of treachery, he came close to me, and looking affectionately in

my face, exclaimed in Spanish, 'if you think me such a traitor, kill

me. Here is my breast. Shoot.' At the same time he bared his breast

with his hand, with such a {128} profound expression of sorrow in his

countenance, as no one was ever yet able to dissemble. I was softened

to pity, and told him that I sincerely forgave him, and that I would

henceforward consider him my friend, and not inform my father what he

had done. They all promised that they would never attempt to kill any

one again, until they knew who it was, and were certain that he was

guilty of the crime charged upon him. Here we all shook hands, and

perfect confidence was restored.

I now called again for my servant, and after calling till I was hoarse,

he at length crawled from behind the bushes, like a frightened turkey

or deer, and looking wild with terror. He had the satisfaction of being

heartily laughed at, as a person who had deserted his master in the

moment of peril. They are not a people to spare the feelings of any one

who proves himself a coward by deserting his place. They bestowed that

term upon him without mercy. All his reply was, sullenly to set himself

to packing his mules.

Now arose a friendly controversy about the horse, they insisting that

I should take it, as the price of our renewed friendship, and I, that

I would not take it, except on hire or purchase. They were obstinate

in persisting that I should take the horse along with me, and finally

promised if I would consent, that they would return to camp and bring

their families, and escort me to the mines. To this I consented, though

I had first taken the precaution to procure some rifle balls of them.

We then resumed our journey, and travelled on without incident till the

5th, when they overtook us, and we travelled on very amicably together,

until we reached the Membry, which runs a south course, and is lost

in a wide arid plain, after winding its way through prodigious high,

craggy mountains. It affords neither fish nor beavers, but has wide and

rich bottoms, of which as I have mentioned, they gave my father as much

as he chose to cultivate.

From the point where the road crosses this river to the mines, is

reckoned 15 miles. Here we met the chief of this band of the Appaches,

with a great number of his people. They were {129} all delighted

to see us, and not the less so, when they discovered that we had

spirituous liquors, of which they are fond to distraction. There was

no evading the importunities of the chief to stay all night with him,

he promising, if I would that he would go in next day with me to my

father. I had scarcely arrived an hour, when I saw the Indian, that

had darted his spear at me, come to the chief with shirt laid aside,

and his back bare. He handed the chief a stout switch, asking him to

whip him. The chief immediately flayed away about 50 lashes, the blood

showing at every stroke. He then asked me, if the thing had been done

to my satisfaction? I told him that I had no satisfaction to demand.

The chief who had whipped him, was positively ignorant of the crime,

for which he had suffered this infliction. But he said, when one of his

men begged a flogging, he took it for granted, that it was not for the

good deeds of the sufferer, and that he deserved it. When I learned

that it was a voluntary penance for his offence to me on the road, I

felt really sorry, and made him a present of a quart of whiskey, as

an internal unction for the smart of his stripes, a medicine in high

esteem among the Indians in such cases.

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