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These brief outlines indicate the character and position of a few of

the best-known women who gathered about Marcella. Some of them lived

with her; others came from time to time, or were constant attendants

at the Bible readings and prayers. Saintly women, and worldly ones

who were doubtless eager to flock to the little chapel in a palace

that represented to them a great name, if not a living faith, had

been going in and out for some years before St. Jerome came from the

East at the summons of Pope Damasus, and was invited by Marcella to

stay at her house, after the manner of famous divines of all ages. It

is to this most interesting and learned of the early fathers that we

are indebted for the blaze of light that was thrown upon the Church

of the Household. It was also to this group of consecrated women that

St. Jerome owed the inspiration and the intelligent criticism that led

him to give the world some of the works on which his greatest fame

rests. The circle that listened to his persuasive eloquence, born of

a keen intellect, an ardent imagination, a passionate temperament, and

an exalted faith, was not an ignorant one. Most of these ladies spoke

Greek and were familiar with Greek letters. Some had learned Hebrew,

which was not included among the fashionable accomplishments of the

day. A few were women of brilliant ability and distinct individuality,

who could not live in the world without leaving some trace of

themselves. The discriminating mind of Marcella exercised itself on

every new problem. “During the whole of my residence at Rome she never

saw me without asking some question about history or dogma,” said St.

Jerome. “She was not satisfied with any answer I might give; she never

yielded to my authority only, but discussed the matter so thoroughly

that often I ceased to be the master and became the humble pupil.” It

would have been better for him if he had given more heed to her gentle

voice when she tried to temper his bitterness and restrain his unruly

tongue. We have another proof of the solid fiber of her intellect

in the fact that she was consulted on Biblical matters by Roman

ecclesiastics, even by the Pope himself; indeed, it was her counsel

that led Pope Anastasius to condemn the heresies of Origen in the synod.

It may easily be imagined that the pale, slender, ascetic monk

of thirty-four, with the light of genius in his eye, the fire of

sublimated passion in his soul, and the vein of poetry running

through his nature, had a strange power over these women who lived on

moral heights quite above the heavy worldly atmosphere about them.

This spiritual exaltation has swayed women of ardent imagination ever

since the days of the apostles, and doubtless swayed them before. It

was the secret of Savonarola’s influence. Under the inspiration of

the persuasive Nicole, the earnest Arnauld, and the austere Pascal,

the great ladies of France put off their silks and jewels with their

mundane vanities, and knelt in the bare cells at Port-Royal, with the

haircloth and the iron girdle pressing the delicate flesh as they

prayed. Fénelon found his most ardent disciple in the mystic Mme.

Guyon. The pure soul of Mme. Swetchine responded to the earnest words

of Lacordaire as the Æolian harp vibrates to the lightest breath of

wind. “I cannot attach to your name the glory of the Roman women whom

St. Jerome has immortalized,” he says, “and yet you were of their

race.... The light of your soul illumined the land that received you,

and for forty years you were for us the sweetest echo of the gospel

and the surest road to honor.” It is needless to recall the power of

many spiritual men of our own race and day in leading the serious and

gay alike into paths of a rational self-renunciation. Perhaps the

little coterie in which St. Jerome found himself was more permanently

severe in its self-discipline than most of the later ones have been.

Doubtless there was a little blending of the church and the world, of

literature and prayers, of gilded trappings with the nun’s robe and the

monk’s cowl. But when these Roman women came into the devoted household

on the Aventine, they usually renounced the world very literally,

though it is not unlikely that they had a following of those who

mingled a pale and decorous piety with their worldly pleasures, as did

many of the priests whom St. Jerome attacks with such biting sarcasm.

Then this monk of many dreams and visions, with his halo of saintship,

was fresh from the hermits and cenobites of the Thebaid. The even-song

that went up from countless caves and cabins under the clear Egyptian

sky still lingered in his ear as he expatiated on the paradise of

solitude. Forgetting in his zeal the violent moral struggles he had

passed through himself, he appealed to them in impassioned words to

immolate every natural affection on the altar of a faith that invited

them to a life of prayer and meditation far from the tempting delights

of a sinful world. It was under this teaching that the ascetic spirit

grew so strong as to call out the indignation of the pagan society of

Rome. People of the fourth century were as fond of gossip as are the

men and women of to-day, and no more charitable. Malicious tongues were

whispering evil things of the gifted and famous monk who exercised so

pernicious an influence over the wives and daughters of illustrious

Roman citizens, inciting them to fling away their fortunes for a dream

and seclude themselves from the world to which they belonged. He had

spent three years in an atmosphere that must have been grateful to

his restless and stormy spirit. But now he found that he was bringing

reproach upon those he most revered and loved, so in the summer of 385,

when Pope Damasus died, and his occupation was gone, he bade farewell

to his friends, and went back to the East, leaving a letter to Asella

in which he bitterly denounces those who had dared to malign him. Of

Paula he says that “her songs were psalms, her conversations were of

the gospel, her delight was in purity, her life a long fast.” Yet his

enemies had presumed to attack his attitude toward the saintly woman

whose “mourning and penance had touched his heart with sympathy and

veneration.”

But his pleadings for a life of penitence and sacrifice had not been in

vain. A few months later Paula carried out a plan which had been for

some time maturing, and followed him, with her daughter Eustochium and

a train of consecrated virgins and attendants. The power of religious

enthusiasm was never shown more clearly than in this able and learned

matron, who had all the strength of the Roman character together with

the mystical exaltation of a Christian sibyl. That she was a woman of

ardent emotions is evident from the violence of her grief at the death

of her daughter and her husband. But in spite of her family affections

she was firm in her purpose to leave home and friends for a life of

hardship in the far East. The tears of her youngest daughter, Rufina,

who begged her to stay for her wedding day,--which, alas! she never

lived to see,--were of no avail. Her little son entreated her in vain.

The words of St. Jerome were ringing in her ears. “Though thy father

should lie on the threshold, trample over his body with dry eyes, and

fly to the standard of the cross,” he had said. “In this matter, to be

cruel is the only true filial affection.”

Several years before, Melania, a widow of twenty-three, had sailed away

to the Thebaid, on a similar mission. She too had passed through great

sorrows. With strange calmness and without a tear, she had buried her

husband and two sons in quick succession, thanking God that she had no

longer any ties to stand between her and her pious duties. And for this

hardness St. Jerome had applauded her, holding her up as an example to

her sex! She too had turned away dry-eyed and inflexible from the tears

of the little son she left to the tender mercies of the pretor. Did

Mme. de Chantal recall these women, centuries after, when she walked

serenely over the prostrate body of her son, who had thrown himself

across the threshold to bar her departure from her home to a life of

spiritual consecration and conventual discipline under the direction of

St. François de Sales?

We cannot follow the wanderings of these fourth-century pilgrims among

the hermits of the desert and the holy places of Syria. They were among

the first of a long line of women who have given up the luxuries and

refinements of life for a hut or a cave in the wilderness, and a bare,

hard existence, illuminated only by the “light that never was on sea

or land.” Melania established a convent on the Mount of Olives, with

Rufinus as the spiritual director, and here it is probable that Paula

visited her before settling finally near the Cave of the Nativity at

Bethlehem, where she built three convents, a hospital, and a monastery,

which was superintended by St. Jerome. It was here that the rich

descendant of the Scipios, who had gone from a palace to a cell, gave

herself to prayer and menial duties, while she scattered her fortune

among the poor.

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