CHAPTER XXII

"GOD FORBID IT!"

Mr. Maddison--to drop at this point the name under which he had chosen

to become the tenant of Falcon's Nest--was a member of a well-known

London club, chiefly affected by literary men, and after his acceptance

of Lady Thurwell's invitation, he hastened there at once and went to his

room to dress. As a rule a man does not indulge in any very profound

meditation during the somewhat tedious process of changing his morning

clothes for the monotonous garb of Western civilization. His attention

is generally fully claimed by the satisfactory adjusting of his tie and

the precaution he has to use to avoid anything so lamentable as a crease

in his shirt, and if his thoughts stray at all, it is seldom beyond the

immediate matter of his toilet, or at most a little anticipation with

regard to the forthcoming evening. If on the right side of thirty, a

pair of bright eyes may sometimes make him pause for a moment, even with

the hair brushes in his hands, to wonder if she will be there to-night,

and if by any fortunate chance he will be able to take her in to dinner.

And if the reign of the forties has commenced, it is just possible that

a little mild speculation as to the _entrees_ may be admitted. But, as a

rule, a man's thoughts do not on such an occasion strike deep beneath

the surface, and there is no record of an author having laid the plan of

his next work, or a soldier having marked out a campaign, while

struggling with a refractory tie, or obstinate parting. Even if such had

ever happened to be the case, we should not have cared to hear about it.

We prefer to think of a Napoleon planning great conquests in the serene

stillness of night among a sleeping camp and beneath a starlit sky, or

of a Wordsworth writing his poetry in his cottage home among the

mountains.

But Mr. Bernard Maddison, before he left his room that evening, had come

to a great decision--a decision which made his step the firmer, and

which asserted itself in the carriage of his head and the increased

brightness of his eyes, as he slowly descended the wide, luxurious

staircase. And he felt calmer, even happier, from having at least passed

from amid the shoals of doubt and uncertainty. The slight nervousness

had quite left him. He was still more than ordinarily pale, and there

was a look of calm resignation in his thoughtful aesthetic face which

gave to its intellectuality a touch of spirituality. One of the members

of the club said, later on in the smoking room, that Maddison seemed to

him to realize one's idea of St. Augustine in evening clothes. So far as

appearance went the comparison was not inapt.

As he reached the hall the porter came up to him with his cloak.

"There is a gentleman waiting for you in the strangers' room, sir," he

said.

Mr. Maddison turned away that the man might not see the sudden dread in

his face. It was not a long respite he craved for--only one evening. Was

even this to be denied him?

"Any name?" he asked quietly.

"He gave none," the man answered; "but I think it is Sir Allan

Beaumerville."

"Ah!" Mr. Maddison felt a sudden relief which escaped him in that brief

interjection. He was scarcely surprised at this visit. "I will go to

him," he said. "Call me a hansom, Grey, will you?"

The porter went outside, and Mr. Maddison crossed the hall and in a

small, dimly-lit room, found himself face to face with his visitor.

Sir Allan wore the brilliant uniform of a colonel in the yeomanry, for

the dinner to which he was going was to be followed by an official

reception. But he was very pale, and his manner had lost much of its

studied nonchalance.

"I followed you here," he began at once, "because, after your departure,

I began to realize more fully the seriousness of what you told me."

"Yes. I thought at the time that your indifference was a little

remarkable," Mr. Maddison said quietly. The positions between them were

entirely reversed. It was Sir Allan Beaumerville now who was placing a

great restraint upon himself, and Mr. Maddison who was collected and at

his ease.

"I was taken by surprise," Sir Allan continued. "Since you left me I

have been picturing all manner of horrible things. Have you fully

realized that you may be arrested at any moment on this frightful

charge?"

"I have fully realized it," Mr. Maddison answered calmly. "In fact, when

the porter told me that a gentleman wished to see me, I imagined at once

that it had come."

"And have you considered, too," Sir Allan continued, "how overwhelming

the evidence is against you?"

"I have considered it."

"Then why do you linger here for one moment? Why don't you escape while

you have the chance?"

"Why should I?" Mr. Maddison answered. "I shall make no attempt to

escape."

Sir Allan's face grew a shade more pallid, and betrayed an agitation

which he strove in vain to conceal.

"But supposing you are arrested," he said quickly, "everything will go

against you. What shall you do?"

"I shall accept my fate, whatever it may be," was the quiet reply. "I

prefer this to flight. Life would not be very valuable to me as a

skulking criminal in a foreign country. If it be declared forfeit to the

law, the law shall have it."

There was a sudden choking in Sir Allan's voice, and an almost piteous

look in his face.

"God forbid it!" he cried; "God forbid it!"

And suddenly this hardened man of the world, this professed cynic in an

age of cynicism, sank down in a chair and buried his head in his arms on

the green baize writing table, crushing the gold lace of his glittering

uniform, and the immaculate shirt front, with its single diamond stud.

It was only for a moment that a sudden rush of feeling overcame him. But

when he looked up his face was haggard and he looked years older.

"Does anyone--know of this?" he asked in a hoarse tone.

Mr. Maddison shook his head.

"No one whatever as yet," he said shortly. "If I am free to-morrow, I

shall go to Italy."

A sudden change swept into Sir Allan's face. He rose from his chair,

drawing himself up to his full height. Again he was the stately,

distinguished man of the world, with little feeling in his voice or

looks. Between him and this other man in his sober black, with wasted

face and thin stooping frame, there was a startling difference.

"I have no doubt that you will do your duty, Mr. Maddison," he said

coldly; "although, if I may be forgiven for saying so, your method

appears to me a little quixotic, and, in a certain sense, singularly

devoid of consideration for others. I will not detain you any longer."

He wrapped his long cloak around him and left the room in dignified

silence. Mr. Maddison followed him to the steps, and saw him get into

his carriage. They parted without another word.

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