THE CRISIS.
Marjorie, however, did not hear of John’s visit the next day, for all
night long she tossed in a fever, and towards morning she relaxed into
a sort of stupor. The whole family were seriously alarmed; Jack was
sent for, and the physician summoned earlier than he was expected.
The man, an old friend of the family, re-examined her most thoroughly,
and noted the symptoms again. Mrs. Wilkinson watched anxiously at the
bedside, and Queenie, in the doorway, was very near to tears.
“Pleurisy!” he muttered finally. “I feared it yesterday.” Then he gave
Mrs. Wilkinson some directions, and went down stairs in search of her
husband. Stealthily Queenie followed, pausing in the hall, to hear if
possible the real verdict.
“It looks pretty serious to me, Wilkinson,” she heard the doctor say;
“Marjorie’s condition is poor—she is completely run down. I should
advise a nurse.”
Queenie stifled a sob, not only at the gravity of her illness, but at
the idea of bringing in some one strange to do for her what Queenie
herself longed to do. If she were only a nurse!
“Certainly—by all means,” Mr. Wilkinson was saying. “Will you arrange
for it, Doctor?”
“Yes; I’ll get the most capable one I know of—and hope to have her
here by noon. In the meantime, Mrs. Wilkinson has directions.”
Queenie could restrain herself no longer; she burst into the room and
took hold of the doctor’s coat lapels.
“You—you don’t think that she will die, do you?” she blurted out
hysterically.
“Oh, no,” answered the doctor gravely; “she has a good chance. Marjorie
has always been healthy.”
“It’s her first real sickness since childhood,” supplied Mr. Wilkinson,
with an effort towards cheerfulness. “And that ought to help.”
“No doubt it will,” came the doctor’s reassuring reply.
“But please tell me what I can do!” begged the girl tremulously.
“Just whatever Mrs. Wilkinson tells you,” answered the physician. “And
try to keep your spirits up,” he added, as he picked up his case.
After he had gone, Queenie looked desperately at Mr. Wilkinson, and
repeated her question.
“Well, I should think that you could wait on Mrs. Wilkinson, as the
doctor said, and answer the telephone when friends inquire about
Marjorie, and write notes if she receives flowers, and help with the
housework and marketing——”
“Oh, I can! I’m sure I can!” she cried, in relief to find that she
could actually be of some service.
The hours dragged wearily by; Marjorie almost a ghost of her former
self, lay on the bed, motionless and almost lifeless while the hideous
disease worked its calamity in her system. Queenie tiptoed in and out
of the room at Mrs. Wilkinson’s call, but Marjorie was totally unaware
of her presence. At noon the nurse, a splendidly capable young woman,
arrived and relieved the tired mother, who consented to go to bed.
Queenie was thankful to go out and do the marketing; for a while at
least she would be too busy to think.
Early in the evening Mr. Richards came to inquire after Marjorie, and,
seeing how tired and nervous Queenie was, offered to take her out for
a ride in the car. Queenie assented indifferently, unable to find much
interest in anything.
“Isn’t she the least bit better?” he asked, as they started. “Not the
tiniest bit?”
“No,” returned Queenie dismally. “If anything, she’s worse. The
doctor’s afraid of pneumonia now. A night-nurse is coming on to-morrow.”
“I wish that I could do something,” said Mr. Richards.
To his amazement, Queenie suddenly burst out crying.
“That’s the dreadful thing, Mr. Richards—_we_ can’t do anything!
Those strange nurses, who mean nothing to her, can do everything, and
all we can do is sit back and hope. Oh, it makes me feel terrible!
Suppose she dies!—I can’t help thinkin’ of all the mean things I’ve
done to her, and said to her—Oh!—Oh!——” Suddenly she drooped her
head upon the back of the seat and sobbed miserably.
“Don’t—please don’t take it so hard, little girl,” the young man
pleaded, surprised and affected by the depth of the girl’s feeling. “I
don’t think Miss Wilkinson ever thinks of anything like that.”
“Yes, yes, she must!” Queenie protested. “The first night she saw us we
were so awful, made fun of her, and laughed at her—and then that hike,
when we picked up those fellows—Gee! How I wish I’d never seen them!
And then the time I left her in the lurch at the game on account of
that worthless Sam MacDonald and forced her to play! Oh, Mr. Richards,
do you s’pose that’s what made her sick? If it’s my fault—and she
dies——” She ended in another volley of weeping.
Mr. Richards slowed down and laid a sympathetic hand upon her shoulder.
“Please don’t blame yourself so, Queenie,” he said softly. “Of course
it wasn’t your fault. And you were young and thoughtless then—and
didn’t know any better. Now you’re a young woman—and a very admirable
young woman; Miss Wilkinson must be proud and happy to know how
splendidly you have developed. Six months ago you didn’t have the
capacity to feel in this way. And surely your captain isn’t going to
die; she’s going to live, and rejoice in your friendship. Your duty is
not to dwell on the past, and what you have been but to think of what
you can still do to make her proud of you!”
Queenie grew calmer at these reassuring words and the sympathetic
manner and sat up and dried her eyes. At that moment, Mr. Richards
seemed like the most wonderful man in the world to her.
“I’m going to live in that belief,” she announced resolutely. “Now
drive me home, so that I can write some notes to the scouts. All of the
girls in the troop will want to hear just how Miss Wilkinson is.”
“All right, and I’ll help you if I may,” he rejoined. “I can drop your
notes into the post office tonight.”
As soon as he was gone she crept noiselessly to bed—half happy and
half sad. This new friendship seemed wonderful to her, yet if she was
to have it at the cost of Marjorie’s illness, it was not worth it.
The next day brought little change in the patient’s condition. Flowers
and notes and messages continued to arrive, but Marjorie was oblivious
to all that was going on. Queenie took charge of everything, and
presently fell into a routine of duties which at least kept her calm.
To her surprise, however, she found no word from John Hadley, no
expression of concern from the one person who she expected would be
most solicitous. This seemed so strange to her that she mentioned the
fact to Jack at dinner, and he replied that he had heard that he had
gone out of town.
“But he knows she is sick,” continued Queenie; “because I told him the
day he brought me to college.”
“I believe he was here that first night to inquire,” remarked Jack.
“Are you sure he hasn’t telephoned?”
“Not when I was at home,” answered the girl.
The day nurse entered the room softly and stood in the doorway, a mute
appeal in her eyes. Mrs. Wilkinson rose anxiously.
“I’m afraid Miss Marjorie’s worse,” she whispered. “I think we had
better call the doctor—and suggest a consultation. I expect the crisis
tonight.”
“Oh!” gasped Queenie, choking over the food she had put into her mouth,
but with a great effort summoning her control. She had already learned
the necessity of self-restraint.
Mr. Wilkinson went to the telephone, and Mrs. Wilkinson returned to the
sick room with the nurse. Queenie turned to her supper and tried to eat.
In half an hour the doctors were there, and the young people retired
to the library, to await the result of the consultation. The minutes
dragged by; neither Jack nor Queenie made any attempt to talk; both sat
listlessly staring at the newspapers in their hands, without making
any pretense at reading them. At last the doctors left, but it was some
time before they could get any information.
Finally the nurse came down to telephone a prescription and Jack seized
upon her eagerly.
“We don’t know anything more,” she replied quietly; “only that if your
sister lives through tonight, she is likely to get well.”
Jack swallowed hard and Queenie began to sob.
“Do—you expect her to?” he finally managed to inquire.
“We hope so,” was the unassuring reply. “She is asleep now, under a
drug. When she wakens up——”
“About what time?” demanded Queenie.
“Probably about midnight. The doctor is coming back to spend the night
here.”
Queenie watched the nurse go back to the sick room and she sat still,
pondering.
“I tell you what I’m going to do, Jack,” she said slowly: “I’m going
to bed now and set my alarm for about two o’clock.” She began to weep
again. “Oh, Jack! She must live!”
“Sure—she’s going to!” he managed to say, with forced cheerfulness.
Queenie went sound asleep the minute her head touched the pillow,
fortified by the belief that she would be awake at the crucial moment.
But so tired was she from the exhaustion and strain of the last three
or four days, that she slept more soundly than she had expected. The
alarm went off unheeded; it was not until the morning sun streamed into
the room that she finally opened her eyes. Then she jumped up in horror
and remorse at her error. Suppose—suppose—that Marjorie had died!
She rushed out into the hall, flinging a kimona around her shoulders as
she went, and almost bumped into Mrs. Wilkinson in the passageway. The
mother’s face was haggard, but a great look of peace flooded it.
“Tell me! Tell me!” whispered the girl, clutching her arm.
“The crisis is past—and Marjorie’s alive!” replied Mrs. Wilkinson.
“But so weak! She spoke once to me—calling ‘Mother,’ but she doesn’t
seem to know anybody else.”
“Thank God!” breathed Queenie devoutly.
She went back into her room, and dressed. A deep feeling of
thankfulness filled her heart; she made tremendous resolves as she went
about her task, pledging herself to a veritable life of service. She
would do anything, anything at all, that Marjorie asked, in the future.
The morning brought many visitors, inquiring for the sick girl, and
many boxes of flowers. Queenie received them all, happier than she had
ever been in her life before.
In the evening Mr. Richards came again, and took her for a ride. To
him, too, she seemed like a totally different girl.
“You are ready to think about your own future now?” he asked, smiling
at her gaiety.
“I guess so—when I’m sure Miss Wilkinson’s better. Oh, Mr. Richards,
do you think she will be able to graduate?”
“I should think so. Spring vacation isn’t over yet—she really hasn’t
been ill long.”
“No, it only seems long.”
Again he made an effort to induce Queenie to talk about herself.
“I have something in mind for you, Queenie,” he said. “Are you
interested?”
“Yes, if it will wait until next week. I have a lot to do here, now.”
He saw that it was indeed useless, for when they returned to the house,
they found that the night nurse had been called away and Queenie was
swift to offer her services.
“Please try me tonight, Mrs. Wilkinson!” she urged. “I’ll be ever so
careful!”
“You are sure you want to?” asked the mother. “I will sleep in the next
room, and the day nurse on the other side.”
“Oh, yes, please!” She put her whole soul into her pleading.
“All right then—and promise to call me if anything happens.”
“I promise!” breathed Queenie, thankful to be considered so
responsible.