CHAPTER XXX. THE PARK

In somewhat less than a fortnight’s time I had made a bowing

acquaintance with some half-dozen good subjects of Hesse, and formed a

chatting intimacy with some three or four frequenters of the table

d’hôte, with whom I occasionally strolled out of an afternoon into the

Park, to drink coffee, and listen to the military band that played there

every evening. The quiet uniformity of the life pleased and never

wearied me; for happily--or unhappily, as some would deem it--mine is

one of those tame and commonplace natures which need not costly

amusements nor expensive tastes to occupy it. I enjoyed the society of

agreeable people with a gusto few possess; I can also put up with the

association with those of a different stamp, feeling sensibly how much

more I am on a level with them, and how little pretension I have to find

myself among the others. Fortunately, too, I have no sympathy with the

pleasures which wealth alone commands--it was a taste denied me. I

neither affect to undervalue their importance, nor sneer at their

object; I simply confess that the faculty which renders them desirable

was by some accident omitted from my nature, and I never yet felt the

smallness of my fortune a source of regret.

There is no such happiness, to my notion, as that which enables a man to

be above the dependence on others for his pleasures and amusements, to

have the sources of enjoyment in his own mind, and to feel that his own

thoughts and his own reflections are his best wealth. There is no

selfishness in this; far from it. The stores thus laid by make a man a

better member of society, more ready to assist, more able to advise his

fellow-men. By standing aloof from the game of life, you can better

estimate the chances of success and the skill of the players; and as you

have no stake in the issue, the odds are that your opinion is a correct

one. But, better than all, how many enjoyments which to the glitter of

wealth or the grandeur of a high position would seem insignificant and

valueless, are to the humble man sources of hourly delight! And is our

happiness anything but an aggregate of these grains of pleasure? There

is as much philosophy in the child’s toy as in the nobleman’s coronet;

all the better for him who can limit his desires to the attainable, and

be satisfied with what lies within his reach. I have practised the

system for a life long, and feel that if I now enjoy much of the

buoyancy and the spirit of more youthful days, it is because I have

never taxed my strength beyond its ability, nor striven for more than I

could justly pretend to. There is something of indolence in all this--I

know there is; but I was born under a lazy star, and I cannot say I

regret my destiny.

From this little _exposé_ of my tastes and habits it may be gathered

that Cassel suited me perfectly. The air of repose which rests on these

little secluded capitals has something--to me at least--inexpressibly

pleasurable. The quaint old-fashioned equipages, drawn along at a gentle

amble; the obsolete dress of the men in livery; the studious ceremony of

the passers to each other; the absence of all bustle; the primitive

objects of sale exposed in the various shops--all contrasting so

powerfully with the wealth-seeking tumult of richer communities--suggest

thoughts of tranquillity and contentment. They are the bourgeoisie of

the great political world. Debarred from the great game which empires

and kingdoms are playing, they retire within the limits of their own

narrow but safe enjoyments, with ample means for every appliance of

comfort; they seek not to astonish the world by any display, but content

themselves with the homely happiness within their reach.

Every day I lingered here I felt this conviction the stronger. The small

interests which occupied the public mind originated no violent passions,

no exaggerated party spirit. The journals--those indices of a nation’s

mind--contained less politics than criticism; an amicable little

contention about the site of a new fountain or the position of an

elector’s statue was the extent of any discussion; while at every

opportunity crept out some little congratulating expression on the

goodness of the harvest, the abundance of the vintage, or, what was

scarcely less valued, the admirable operatic company which had just

arrived. These may seem very petty incidents for men to pass their lives

amongst, thought I, but still they all seem very happy; there is much

comfort, there is no poverty. Like the court whist-table, where the

points are only for silver groschen, the amusement is just as great, and

no one is ruined by high play.

I am not sure but I should have made an excellent Hessian, thought I, as

I deposited two little silver pieces, about the size of a spangle, on

the table, in payment for a very appetising little supper, and an ink-

bottleful of Rhine wine. And now for the coffee.

I was seated beneath a great chestnut-tree, whose spreading branches

shaded me from the rays of the setting sun that came slanting to my very

feet. At a short distance off sat a little family party--grandfather,

grandchildren, and all--there was no mistaking them; they were eating

their supper in the Park, possibly in honour of some domestic fête. Yes,

there could be no doubt of it; it was the birthday of that pretty, dark-

eyed little girl, of some ten years of age, who wore a wreath of roses

in her hair, and sat at the top of the table, beside the Greis. A peal

of delighted laughter broke from them all as I looked. And now I could

see a little boy of scarce five years old, whose long yellow locks hung

midway down his back; he was standing beside his sister’s chair, and I

could hear his infant voice reciting a little verse he had learned in

honour of the day. The little man, whose gravity contrasted so

ludicrously with the merry looks about, went through his task as

steadily as a court preacher holding forth before royalty; an occasional

breach of memory would make him now and then turn his head to one side,

where an elder sister knelt, and then he would go on again as before. I

wished much to catch the words, but could only hear the refrain of each

verse, which he always repeated louder than the rest--

‘Da sind die Tage lang genuch, Da sind die Nachte mild.’

Scarcely had he finished when his mother caught him to her arms and

kissed him a hundred times; while the others struggled to take him, the

little fellow clung to her neck with all his strength.

It was a picture of such happiness, that to look on it were alone a

blessing. I have that night’s looks and cheerful voices fresh in my

memory, and have thought of them many a long mile away from where I then

heard them.

A slight noise beside me made me turn round, and I saw the Black

Colonel, as the waiter called him, and whom I had not met for several

days past. He was seated on a bench near, but with his back towards me,

and I could perceive he was evidently unaware of my presence. I had, I

must confess it, felt somewhat piqued at his avoidance of me, for such

the distant recognition with which he saluted me seemed to imply. He had

made the first advances himself, and it was scarcely fair that he should

have thus abruptly stopped short, after inviting acquaintance. While I

was meditating a retreat, he turned suddenly about, and then, taking off

his hat, saluted me with a courtly politeness quite different from his

ordinary manner.

‘I see, sir,’ said he with a very sweet smile, as he looked towards the

little group--‘I see, sir, you are indeed an admirer of pretty

prospects.’

Few and simple as the words were, they were enough to reconcile me to

the speaker; his expression, as he spoke them, had a depth of feeling in

it which showed that his heart was touched.

After some commonplace remark of mine on the simplicity of German

domestic habits and the happy immunity they enjoyed from that rage of

fashion which in other countries involved so many in rivalry with others

wealthier than themselves, the colonel assented to the observation, but

expressed his sorrow that the period of primitive tastes and pleasures

was rapidly passing away. The French Revolution first, and subsequently

the wars of the Empire, had done much to destroy the native simplicity

of German character; while in latter days the tide of travel had brought

a host of vulgar rich people, whose gold corrupted the once happy

peasantry, suggesting wants and tastes they never knew nor need to know.

‘As for the great cities of Germany,’ continued he, ‘they have scarcely

a trace left of their ancient nationality. Vienna and Berlin, Dresden,

and Munich, are but poor imitations of Paris; it is only in the old and

less visited towns, such as Nuremberg, or Augsburg, that the Alt Deutsch

habits still survive. Some few of the Grand-Ducal States--Weimar, for

instance--preserve the primitive simplicity of former days even in

courtly etiquette; and there, really, the government is paternal, in the

fullest sense of the term. You would think it strange, would you not, to

dine at court at four o’clock, and see the grand-ducal ministers and

their ladies--the élite of a little world of their own--proceeding, many

of them on foot, in court-dress, to dinner with their sovereign?

Strange, too, would you deem it--dinner over--to join a promenade with

the party in the Park, where all the bourgeoisie of the town are

strolling about with their families, taking their coffee and their tea,

and only interrupting their conversation or their pleasure to salute the

Grand-Duke or Grand-Duchess, and respectfully bid them a “good-e’en”;

and then, as it grew later, to return to the palace, for a little whist

or a game of chess, or, better still, to make one of that delightful

circle in the drawing-room where Goethe was sitting? Yes, such is the

life of Weimar. The luxury of your great capitals, the gorgeous salons

of London and Paris, the voluptuous pleasures which unbounded wealth and

all its train of passions beget, are utterly unknown there; but there is

a world of pure enjoyment and of intercourse with high and gifted minds

which more than repay you for their absence. A few years more, and all

this will be but “matter for an old man’s memory.” Increased facilities

of travel and greater knowledge of language erase nationality most

rapidly. The venerable habits transmitted from father to son for

centuries--the traditional customs of a people--cannot survive a

caricature nor a satire. The _esprit moqueur_ of France and the insolent

wealth of England have left us scarce a vestige of our Fatherland. Our

literature is at this instant a thing of shreds and patches--bad

translations of bad books; the deep wisdom and the racy humour of Jean

Paul are unknown, while the vapid wit of a modern French novel is

extolled. They prefer the false glitter of Dumas and Balzac to the

sterling gold of Schiller and Herder; and even Leipsic and Waterloo have

not freed us from the slavish adulation of the conquered to the

conqueror.’

‘What would you have?’ said I.

‘I would have Germany a nation once more--a nation whose limits should

reach from the Baltic to the Tyrol. Her language, her people, her

institutions entitle her to be such; and it is only when parcelled into

kingdoms and petty States, divided by the artful policy of foreign

powers, that our nationality pines and withers.’

‘I can easily conceive,’ said I, ‘that the Confederation of the Rhine

must have destroyed in a great measure the patriotic feeling of Western

Germany. The peasantry were sold as mercenaries; the nobles, little

better, took arms in a cause many of them hated and detested----’

‘I must stop you here,’ said he, with a smile; ‘not that you would or

could say that which should wound my feelings, but you might hurt your

own when you came to know that he to whom you are speaking served in

that army. Yes, sir, I was a soldier of Napoleon.’

Although nothing could be more unaffectedly easy than his manner as he

spoke, I feared I might already have said too much; indeed, I knew not

the exact expressions I had used, and there was a pause of some minutes,

broken at length by the colonel saying--

‘Let us walk towards the town; for if I mistake not they close the gates

of the Park at midnight, and I believe we are the only persons remaining

here now.’

Chattering of indifferent matters, we arrived at the hotel; and after

accepting an invitation to accompany the baron the next day to Wilhelms

Höhe, I wished him good-night and retired.

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