CHAPTER XII. CHATEAU LIFE

Stretched upon a large old-fashioned sofa, where a burgomaster might

have reclined with ‘ample room and verge enough,’ in all the easy

abandonment of dressing-gown and slippers; the cool breeze gently

wafting the window-blind to and fro, and tempering the lulling sounds

from wood and water; the buzzing of the summer insects and the far-off

carol of a peasant’s song--I fell into one of those delicious sleeps in

which dreams are so faintly marked as to leave us no disappointment on

waking: flitting shadowlike before the mind, they live only in a

pleasant memory of something vague and undefined, and impart no touch of

sorrow for expectations unfulfilled, for hopes that are not to be

realised. I would that my dreams might always take this shape. It is a

sad thing when they become tangible; when features and looks, eyes,

hands, words, and signs, live too strongly in our sleeping minds, and we

awake to the cold reality of our daily cares and crosses, tenfold less

endurable from very contrast. No! give me rather the faint and waving

outline, the shadowy perception of pleasure, than the vivid picture, to

end only in the conviction that I am but Christopher Sly after all; or

what comes pretty much to the same, nothing but--Arthur O’Leary.

Still, I would not have you deem me discontented with my lot; far from

it. I chose my path early in life, and never saw reason to regret the

choice. How many of you can say as much? I felt that while the tender

ties of home and family, the charities that grow up around the charmed

circle of a wife and children, are the great prizes of life, there are

also a thousand lesser ones in the wheel, in the kindly sympathies with

which the world abounds; that to him who bears no ill-will at his heart-

-nay, rather loving all things that are lovable, with warm attachments

to all who have been kind to him, with strong sources of happiness in

his own tranquil thoughts--the wandering life would offer many

pleasures.

Most men live, as it were, with one story of their lives, the traits of

childhood maturing into manly features; their history consists of the

development of early character in circumstances of good or evil fortune.

They fall in love, they marry, they grow old, and they die--each

incident of their existence bearing on that before and that after, like

link upon link of some great chain. He, however, who throws himself like

a plank upon the waters, to be washed hither and thither as wind or tide

may drive him, has a very different experience. To him life is a

succession of episodes, each perfect in itself; the world is but a

number of tableaux, changing with climate and country--his sorrows in

France having no connection with his joys in Italy; his delights in

Spain living apart from his griefs on the Rhine. The past throws no

shadow on the future; his philosophy is to make the most of the present;

and he never forgets La Bruyère’s maxim--‘Il faut rire avant d’être

heureux, _de peur de mourir sans avoir ri_.’

Now, if you don’t like my philosophy, set it down as a dream, and here I

am awake once more.

And certainly I claim no great merit on the score of my vigilance; for

the tantararara that awoke me would have aroused the Seven Sleepers

themselves. Words are weak to convey the most distant conception of the

noise; it seemed as though ten thousand peacocks had congregated beneath

my window, and with brazen throats were bent on giving me a hideous

concert; the fiend-chorus in _Robert le Diable_ was a psalm-tune

compared to it. I started up and rushed to the casement; and there, in

the lawn beneath, beheld some twenty persons costumed in hunting

fashion, their horses foaming and splashed, their coats stained with

marks of the forest. But the uproar was soon comprehensible, owing to

some half-dozen of the party who performed on that most diabolical of

all human inventions, the _cor de chasse_.

Imagine, if you can, and thank your stars that it is only a work of

imagination, some twenty feet of brass pipe, worn belt-fashion over one

shoulder and under the opposite arm, one end of the aforesaid tube being

a mouth-piece, and the other expanding itself into a huge trumpet-mouth;

then conceive a Fleming--one of Rubens’s cherubs, immensely magnified,

and decorated with a beard and moustaches--blowing into this with all

the force of his lungs, perfectly unmindful of the five other

performers, who at five several and distinct parts of the melody are

blasting away also--treble and bass, contralto and soprano, shake and

sostenuto, all blending into one crash of hideous discord, to which the

Scotch bagpipe in a pibroch is a soothing, melting melody. A deaf-and-

dumb institution ‘would capitulate in half an hour. Truly, the results

of a hunting expedition ought to be of the most satisfactory kind, to

make the ‘Retour de la Chasse’ (it was this they were blowing) at all

sufferable to those who were not engaged in the concert. As for the

performers, I can readily believe they never heard a note of the whole.

Even Dutch lungs grow tired at last. Having blown the establishment into

ecstasies, and myself into a furious headache, they gave in; and now an

awful bell announced the time to dress for dinner. While I made my

toilette, I endeavoured, as well as my throbbing temples would permit

me, to fancy the host’s personal appearance, and to conjecture the style

of the rest of the party. My preparations over, I took a parting look in

the glass, as if to guess the probable impression I should make below-

stairs, and sallied forth.

Cautiously stealing along over the well-waxed floors, slippery as ice

itself, I descended the broad oak stairs into a great hall, wainscoted

with dark walnut and decorated with antlers’ and stags’ heads, cross-

bows and arquebuses, and, to my shuddering horror, with various _cors de

chasse_, now happily, however, silent on the walls. I entered the

drawing-room, conning over to myself a little speech in French, and

preparing myself to bow for the next fifteen minutes; but, to my

surprise, no one had yet appeared. All were still occupied in dressing,

and probably taking some well-merited repose after their exertions on

the wind-instruments. I had now time for a survey of the apartment; and,

generally speaking, a drawing-room is no bad indication of the tastes

and temperament of the owners of the establishment.

The practised eye speedily detects in the character and arrangement of a

chamber something of its occupant. In some houses, the absence of all

decoration, the simple puritanism of the furniture, bespeaks the life of

quiet souls whose days are as devoid of luxury as their dwellings. You

read in the cold grey tints the formal stiffness and unrelieved

regularity around the Quaker-like flatness of their existence. In

others, there is an air of ill-done display, a straining after effect,

which shows itself in costly but ill-assorted details, a mingling of all

styles and eras without repose or keeping. The bad pretentious pictures,

the faulty bronzes, meagre casts of poor originals, the gaudy china, are

safe warranty for the vulgarity of their owners; while the humble

parlour of a village inn can be, as I have seen it, made to evidence the

cultivated tastes and polished habits of those who have made it the

halting-place of a day. We might go back and trace how much of our

knowledge of the earliest ages is derived from the study of the interior

of their dwellings; what a rich volume of information is conveyed in a

mosaic; what a treatise does not lie in a frescoed wall!

The room in which I now found myself was a long, and for its length a

narrow, apartment; a range of tall windows, deeply sunk in the thick

wall, occupied one side, opposite to which was a plain wall covered with

pictures from floor to cornice, save where, at a considerable distance

from one another, were two splendidly carved chimney-pieces of black

oak, one representing ‘The Adoration of the Shepherds,’ and the other

‘The Miraculous Draught of Fishes’--the latter done with a relief, a

vigour, and a movement I have never seen equalled. Above these were some

armorial trophies of an early date, in which, among the maces and

battle-axes, I could recognise some weapons of Eastern origin, which by

the family, I learned, were ascribed to the periods of the Crusades.

Between the windows were placed a succession of carved oak cabinets of

the seventeenth century--beautiful specimens of art, and for all their

quaintness far handsomer objects of furniture than our modern luxury has

introduced among us. Japan vases of dark blue-and-green were filled with

rare flowers; here and there small tables of costly buhl invited you to

the window recesses, where the downy ottomans, pillowed with Flemish

luxury, suggested rest if not sleep. The pictures, over which I could

but throw a passing glance, were all by Flemish painters, and of that

character which so essentially displays their chief merits of richness

of colour and tone--Gerard Dow and Ostade, Cuyp, Van der Meer, and

Terburg--those admirable groupings of domestic life, where the nation

is, as it were, miniatured before you; that perfection of domestic

quiet, which bespeaks an heirloom of tranquillity derived whole

centuries back. You see at once, in those dark-brown eyes and placid

features, the traits that have taken ages to bring to such perfection;

and you recognise the origin of those sturdy burgomasters and bold

burghers, who were at the same time the thriftiest merchants and the

haughtiest princes of Europe.

Suddenly, and when I was almost on my knees to examine a picture by

Memling, the door opened, and a small, sharp-looking man, dressed in the

last extravagance of Paris mode, resplendent in waistcoat and glistening

in jewellery, tripped lightly forward. ‘Ah, mi Lor O’Leary!’ said he,

advancing towards me with a bow and a slide.

It was no time to discuss pedigree; so gulping the promotion, I made my

acknowledgments as best I could; and by the time that we met, which on a

moderate calculation might have been two minutes after he entered, we

shook hands very cordially, and looked delighted to see each other. This

ceremony, I repeat, was only accomplished after his having bowed round

two tables, an ottoman, and an oak _armoire_, I having performed the

like ceremony behind a Chinese screen, and very nearly over a vase of

the original ‘green dragon,’ which actually seemed disposed to spring at

me for my awkwardness.

Before my astonishment--shall I add, disappointment?--had subsided, at

finding that the diminutive, overdressed figure before me was the

representative of those bold barons I had been musing over (for such he

was), the room began to fill. Portly ladies of undefined dates sailed in

and took their places, stiff, stately, and silent as their grandmothers

on the walls; heavy-looking gentlemen, with unpronounceable names, bowed

and wheeled and bowed again; while a buzz of _votre serviteur_, madame,

or monsieur, swelled and sank amid the murmur of the room, with the

scraping of feet on the glazed _parquet_, and the rustle of silk, whose

plenitude bespoke a day when silkworms were honest.

The host paraded me around the austere circle, where the very names

sounded like an incantation; and the old ladies shook their bugles and

agitated their fans in recognition of my acquaintance. The circumstances

of my adventure were the conversation of every group; and although, I

confess, I could not help feeling that even a small spice of malice

might have found food for laughter in the absurdity of my durance, yet

not one there could see anything in the whole affair save a grave case

of smuggled tobacco, and a most unwarrantable exercise of authority on

the part of the curé who liberated me. Indeed, this latter seemed to

gain ground so rapidly, that once or twice I began to fear they might

remand me and sentence me to another night in the air, ‘till justice

should be satisfied.’ I did the worthy Maire de Givet foul wrong, said I

to myself; these people here are not a whit better.

The company continued to arrive at every moment; and now I remarked that

it was the veteran battalion who led the march, the younger members of

the household only dropping in as the hour grew later. Among these was a

pleasant sprinkling of Frenchmen, as easily recognisable among Flemings

as is an officer of the Blues from one of the new police; a German

baron, a very portrait of his class, fat, heavy-browed, sulky-looking,

but in reality a good-hearted, fine-tempered fellow; two Americans; an

English colonel, with his daughters twain; and a Danish _chargé d’

affaires_--the minor characters being what, in dramatic phrase, are

called _premiers_ and _premieres_, meaning thereby young people of

either sex, dressed in the latest mode, and performing the part of

lovers; the ladies, with a moderate share of good looks, being perfect

in the freshness of their toilette and in a certain air of ease and

gracefulness almost universal abroad; the men, a strange mixture of

silliness and savagery (a bad cross), half hairdresser, half hero.

Before the dinner was announced, I had time to perceive that the company

was divided into two different and very opposite currents--one party

consisting of the old Dutch or Flemish race, quiet, plodding, peaceable

souls, pretending to nothing new, enjoying everything old, their

souvenirs referring to some event in the time of their grandfathers; the

other section being the younger portion, who, strongly imbued with

French notions on dress and English on sporting matters, attempted to

bring Newmarket and the Boulevards des Italiens into the heart of the

Ardennes.

Between the two, and connecting them with each other, was a species of

_pont du diable_, in the person of a little, dapper, olive-complexioned

man of about forty. His eyes were black as jet, but with an expression

soft and subdued, save at moments of excitement, when they flashed like

glow-worms; his plain suit of black with deep cambric ruffles, his silk

shorts and buckled shoes, had in them something of the ecclesiastic; and

so it was. He was the Abbé van Praet, the cadet of an ancient Belgian

family, a man of considerable ability, highly informed on most subjects;

a linguist, a musician, a painter of no small pretensions, who spent his

life in the _far niente_ of château existence--now devising a party of

pleasure, now inventing a madrigal, now giving directions to the chef

how to make an _omelette à la curé_, now stealing noiselessly along some

sheltered walk to hear some fair lady’s secret confidence; for he was

privy counsellor in all affairs of the heart, and, if the world did not

wrong him, occasionally pleaded his own cause when no other petitioner

offered. I was soon struck by this man, and by the tact with which,

while he preserved his ascendency over the minds of all, he never

admitted any undue familiarity, yet affected all the ease and

_insouciance_ of the veriest idler. I was flattered, also, by his notice

of me, and by the politeness of his invitation to sit next him at table.

The distinctions I have hinted at already, made the dinner conversation

a strange medley of Flemish history and sporting anecdotes; of

reminiscences of the times of Maria Theresa, and dissertations on

weights and ages; of the genealogies of Flemish families, and the

pedigrees of English racehorses. The young English ladies, both pretty

and delicate-looking girls, with an air of good-breeding and tone in

their manner, shocked me not a little by the intimate knowledge they

displayed on all matters of the turf and the stable--their acquaintance

with the details of hunting, racing, and steeplechasing, seeming to form

the most wonderful attraction to the moustached counts and whiskered

barons who listened to them. The colonel was a fine, mellow-looking old

gentleman, with a white head and a red nose, and with that species of

placid expression one sees in the people who perform those parts in

Vaudeville theatres called _pères nobles_. He seemed, indeed, as if he

had been daily in the habit of bestowing a lovely daughter on some

happy, enraptured lover, and invoking a blessing on their heads; there

was a rich unction in his voice, an almost imperceptible quaver, that

made it seem kind and affectionate; he finished his shake of the hand

with a little parting squeeze, a kind of ‘one cheer more,’ as they say

nowadays, when some misguided admirer calls upon a meeting for

enthusiasm they don’t feel. The Americans were (and one description will

serve for both, so like were they) sallow, high-boned, silent men, with

a species of quiet caution in their manner, as if they were learning,

but had not yet completed, a European education as to habits and

customs, and were studiously careful not to commit any solecisms which

might betray their country.

As dinner proceeded, the sporting characters carried the day. The

_ouverture de la chasse_, which was to take place the following morning,

was an all-engrossing topic, and I found myself established as judge on

a hundred points of English jockey etiquette, of which as my ignorance

was complete I suffered grievously in the estimation of the company,

and, when referred to, could neither apportion the weight to age, nor

even tell the number of yards in a ‘distance.’ It was, however, decreed

that I should ride the next day--the host had the ‘very horse to suit

me’; and, as the abbé whispered me to consent, I acceded at once to the

arrangement.

When we adjourned to the drawing-room, Colonel Muddleton came towards me

with an easy smile and an outstretched snuff-box, both in such perfect

keeping: the action was a finished thing.

‘Any relation, may I ask, of a very old friend and brother officer of

mine, General Mark O’Leary, who was killed in Canada?’ said he.

‘A very distant one only,’ replied I.

‘A capital fellow, brave as a lion, and pleasant. By Jove, I never met

the like of him! What became of his Irish property?--he was never

married, I think?’

‘No, he died a bachelor, and left his estates to my uncle; they had met

once by accident, and took a liking to each other.’

‘And so your uncle has them now?’

‘No; my uncle died since. They came into my possession some two or three

years ago.’

‘Eh--ah--upon my life!’ said he, with something of surprise in his

manner; and then, as if ashamed of his exclamation, and with a much more

cordial vein than at first, he resumed: ‘What a piece of unlooked-for

good fortune to be sure! Only think of my finding my old friend Mark’s

nephew!’

‘Not his nephew. I was only----’

‘Never mind, never mind; he was kind of an uncle, you know--any man

might be proud of him. What a glorious fellow!--full of fun, full of

spirit and animation. Ah, just like all your countrymen! I’ve a little

Irish blood in my veins myself; my mother was an O’Flaherty or an

O’Neil, or something of that sort; and there’s Laura--you don’t know my

daughter?’ ‘I have not the honour.’

‘Come along, and I’ll introduce you to her; a little reserved or so,’

said he, in a whisper, as if to give me the _carte du pays_--’ rather

cold, you know, to strangers; but when she hears you are the nephew of

my old friend Mark--Mark and I were like brothers.--Laura, my love,’

said he, tapping the young lady on her white shoulder as she stood with

her back towards us; ‘Laura, dear---the son of my oldest friend in the

world, General O’Leary.’

The young lady turned quickly round, and, as she drew herself up

somewhat haughtily, dropped me a low curtsy, and then resumed her

conversation with a very much whiskered gentleman near. The colonel

seemed, despite all his endeavours to overcome it, rather put out by his

daughter’s hauteur to the _son_ of his old friend; and what he would

have said or done I know not, but the abbé came suddenly up, and with a

card invited me to join a party at whist. The moment was so awkward for

all, that I would have accepted an invitation even to écarté to escape

from the difficulty, and I followed him into a small boudoir where two

ladies were awaiting us. I had just time to see that they were both

pleasing-looking, and of that time of life when women, without

forfeiting any of the attractions of youth, are much more disposed to

please by the attractions of manner and _esprit_ than by mere beauty,

when we sat down to our game. La Baronne de Meer, my partner, was the

younger and the prettier of the two; she was one of those Flemings into

whose families the race of Spain poured the warm current of southern

blood, and gave them the dark eye and the olive skin, the graceful

figure and the elastic step, so characteristic of their nation.

‘A la bonne heure,’ said she, smiling; ‘have we rescued one from the

enchantress?’

‘Yes,’ replied the abbé, with an affected gravity; ‘in another moment he

was lost.’

‘If you mean me,’ said I, laughing, ‘I assure you I ran no danger at

all; for whatever the young lady’s glances may portend, she seemed very

much indisposed to bestow a second on me.’

The game proceeded with its running fire of chitchat, from which I could

gather that Mademoiselle Laura was a most established man-killer, no one

ever escaping her fascinations save when by some strange fatality they

preferred her sister Julia, whose style was, to use the abbé’s phrase,

her sister’s ‘diluted.’ There was a tone of pique in the way the ladies

criticised the colonel’s daughters, which I have often remarked in those

who, accustomed to the attentions of men themselves, without any unusual

effort to please on their part, are doubly annoyed when they perceive a

rival making more than ordinary endeavours to attract admirers. They

feel as a capitalist would, when another millionaire offers money at a

lower rate of interest. It is, as it were, a breach of conventional

etiquette, and never escapes being severely criticised.

As for me, I had no personal feeling at stake, and looked on at the game

of all parties with much amusement.

‘Where is the Comte d’Espagne to-night?’ said the baronne to the abbé.

‘Has he been false?’

‘Not at all; he was singing with mademoiselle when I was in the salon.’

‘You’ll have a dreadful rival there, Monsieur O’Leary,’ said she

laughingly; ‘he is the most celebrated swordsman and the best shot in

Flanders.’

‘It is likely he may rust his weapons if he have no opportunity for

their exercise till I give it,’ said I.

‘Don’t you admire her, then?’ said she.

‘The lady is very pretty, indeed,’ said I.

‘The heart led,’ interrupted the abbé suddenly, as he touched my foot

beneath the table--‘play a heart.’

Close beside my chair, and leaning over my cards, stood Mademoiselle

Laura herself at the moment.

‘You have no heart,’ said she, in English, and with a singular

expression on the words, while her downcast eye shot a glance--one

glance--through me.

‘Yes, but I have though,’ said I, discovering a card that lay concealed

behind another; ‘it only requires a little looking for.’

‘Not worth the trouble, perhaps,’ said she, with a toss of her head, as

I threw the deuce upon the table; and before I could reply she was gone.

‘I think her much prettier when she looks saucy,’ said the baronne, as

if to imply that the air of pique assumed was a mere piece of acting got

up for effect.

I see it all, said I to myself. Foreign women can never forgive English

for being so much their superior in beauty and loveliness. Meanwhile our

game came to a close, and we gathered around the buffet.

There we found the old colonel, with a large silver tankard of mulled

wine, holding forth over some campaigning exploit, to which no one

listened for more than a second or two--and thus the whole room became

joint-stock hearers of his story. Laura stood eating her ice with the

Comte d’Espagne, the black-whiskered cavalier already mentioned, beside

her. The Americans were prosing away about Jefferson and Adams; the

Belgians talked agriculture and genealogy; and the French collecting

into a group of their own, in which nearly all the pretty women joined,

discoursed the ballet, the Chambre, the court, the coulisses, the last

mode, and the last murder, and all in the same mirthful and lively tone.

And truly, let people condemn as they will this superficial style of

conversation, there is none equal to it; it avoids the prosaic flatness

of German, and the monotonous pertinacity of English, which seems more

to partake of the nature of discussion than dialogue. French chit-chat

takes a wider range--anecdotic, illustrative, and discursive by turns;

it deems nothing too light, nothing too weighty for its subject; it is a

gay butterfly, now floating with gilded wings above you, now tremulously

perched upon a leaf below, now sparkling in the sunbeam, now loitering

in the shade; embodying not only thought, but expression, it charms by

its style as well as by its matter. The language, too, suggests shades

and nuances of colouring that exist not in other tongues; you can give

to your canvas the precise tint you wish, for when mystery would prove a

merit, the equivoque is there ready to your hand--meaning so much, yet

asserting so little. For my part I should make my will in English; but

I’d rather make love in French.

While thus digressing, I have forgotten to mention that people are

running back and forward with bedroom candles; there is a confused hum

of _bonsoir_ on every side; and, with many a hope of a fine day for the

morrow, we separate for the night.

I lay awake some hours thinking of Laura, and then of the baronne--they

were both arch ones; the abbé too crossed my thoughts, and once or twice

the old colonel’s roguish leer; but I slept soundly for all that, and

did not wake till eight o’clock the next morning. The silence of the

house struck me forcibly as I rubbed my eyes and looked about. Hang it,

thought I, have they gone off to the _chasse_ without me? I surely could

never have slept through the uproar of their trumpets. I drew aside the

window-curtains, and the mystery was solved: such rain never fell

before; the clouds, actually touching the tops of the beech-trees,

seemed to ooze and squash like squeezed sponges. The torrent came down

in that splashing stroke as if some force behind momentarily propelled

it stronger; and the long-parched ground seethed and smoked like a

heated caldron.

Pleasant this, was reflection number one, as I endeavoured to peer

through the mist, and beheld a haze of weeping foliage--pleasant to be

immured here during Heaven knows how many days, without the power to

escape. Lucky fellow, Arthur, was my second thought; capital quarters

you have fallen into. Better far the snug comforts of a Flemish chateau

than the chances of a wayside inn. Besides, here is a goodly company met

together; there will needs be pleasant people among them. I wish it may

rain these three weeks; château life is the very thing I ‘m curious

about. How do they get through the day? There’s no _Times_ in Flanders;

no one cares a farthing about who’s in and who’s out. There’s no Derby,

no trials for murder. What can they do? was the question I put to myself

a dozen times over. No matter; I have abundant occupation; my journal

has never been posted up since--since--alas, I can scarcely tell!

It might be from reflections like these, or perhaps because I was less

of a sportsman than my companions, but certainly, whatever the cause, I

bore up against the disappointment of the weather with far more

philosophy than they, and dispersed a sack of proverbs about patience,

hope, equanimity, and contentment which Sancho Panza himself might have

envied, until at length no one ventured a malediction on the day in my

presence, for fear of eliciting a hailstorm of moral reflections. The

company dropped down to breakfast by detachments, the elated looks and

flashing eyes of the night before saddened and overcast at the

unexpected change. Even the elders of the party seemed discontented; and

except myself and an old gentleman with the gout, who took an airing

about the hall and the drawing-room in a wheel-chair, all seemed

miserable.

Each window had its occupant posted against the glass, vainly

endeavouring to catch one bit of blue amid the dreary waste of cloud. A

little group, sulky and silent, were gathered around the weather-glass;

a literary inquirer sat down to con over the predictions of the almanac.

You might as well have looked for sociability among the inhabitants of a

private madhouse as here. The weather was cursed in every language from

Cherokee to Sanskrit; all agreed that no country had such an abominable

climate. The Yankee praised the summers of America, the Dane upheld his

own, and I took a patriotic turn, and vowed I had never seen such rain

in Ireland. The master of the house could scarcely show himself amid

this torrent of abusive criticism; and when he did by chance appear, he

looked as much ashamed as though he himself had pulled out the spigot,

and deluged the whole land with water.

Meanwhile, none of those I looked for appeared. Neither the colonel’s

daughter nor the baronne came down; the abbé too, did not descend to the

breakfast room, and I was considerably puzzled and put out by the

disappointment.

After then enduring a good hour’s boredom from the old colonel on the

subject of my late lamented parent, Mark O’Leary; after submitting to a

severe cross-examination from the Yankee gentleman as to the reason of

my coming abroad, what property and expectations I had, my age and

birthplace, what my mother died of, and whether I did not feel very

miserable from the abject slavery of submitting to an English

Government--I escaped into the library, a fine, comfortable old room,

which I rightly conjectured I should find unoccupied.

Selecting a quaint-looking quarto with some curious illuminated pages

for my companion, I drew a great deep leather chair into a recess of one

window, and hugged myself in my solitude. While I listlessly turned over

the leaves of my book, or sat lost in reflection, time crept along, and

I heard the great clock of the château strike three; at the same moment

a hand fell lightly on my shoulder; I turned about--it was the abbé.

‘I half suspected I should find you here,’ said he. ‘Do I disturb you,

or may I keep you company?’

‘But too happy,’ I replied, ‘if you ‘ll do me the favour.’

‘I thought,’ said he, as he drew a chair opposite to me,--‘I thought

you’d scarcely play dominoes all day, or discuss waistcoats.’

‘In truth I was scarcely better employed; this old volume here which I

took down for its plates----’

‘_Ma foi_, a most interesting one; it is Guchardi’s _History of Mary of

Burgundy_. Those quaint old processions, those venerable councils, are

admirably depicted. What rich stores for a romance writer lie in the

details of these old books! Their accuracy as to costume, the little

traits of everyday life, are so naïvely told; every little domestic

incident is so full of its characteristic era. I wonder, when the

springs are so accessible, men do not draw more frequently from them,

and more purely also.’

‘You forget Scott.’

‘No; far from it. He is the great exception; and from his intimate

acquaintance with this class of reading is he so immeasurably superior

to all other writers of his style. Not merely tinctured, but deeply

imbued with the habits of the feudal period, the traits by which others

attempt to paint the time with him were mere accessories in the picture;

costume and architecture he used to heighten, not to convey his

impressions; and while no one knew better every minute particular of

dress or arms that betokened a period or a class, none more sparingly

used such aid. He felt the same delicacy certain ancient artists did as

to the introduction of pure white into their pictures, deeming such an

unfair exercise of skill. But why venture to speak of your countryman to

you, save that genius is above nationality, and Scott’s novels at least

are European.’

After chatting for some time longer, and feeling struck with, the extent

and variety of the abbé’s attainments, I half dropped a hint expressive

of my surprise that one so cultivated as he was could apparently so

readily comply with the monotonous routine of a château life, and the

little prospect it afforded of his meeting congenial associates. Far

from feeling offended at the liberty of my remark, he replied at once

with a smile--

‘You are wrong there, and the error is a common one; but when you have

seen more of life, you will learn that a man’s own resources are the

only real gratifications he can count upon. Society, like a field-day,

may offer the occasion to display your troops and put them through their

manoeuvres; but, believe me, it is a rare and a lucky day when you go

back richer by one recruit, and the chance is that even he is a cripple,

and must be sent about his business. People, too, will tell you much of

the advantage to be derived from associating with men of distinguished

and gifted minds. I have seen something of such in my time, and give

little credit to the theory. You might as well hope to obtain credit for

a thousand pounds because you took off your hat to a banker.’

The abbé paused after this, and seemed to be occupied with his own

thoughts; then raising his head suddenly, he said--

‘As to happiness, believe me, it lives only in the extremes of perfect

vacuity or true genius. Your clever fellow, with a vivid fancy and

glowing imagination, strong feeling and strong power of expression, has

no chance of it. The excitement he lives in is alone a bar to the

tranquil character of thought necessary to happiness; and however cold a

man may feel, he should never warm himself through a burning-glass.’

There seemed through all he said something like a retrospective tone, as

though he were rather giving the fruit of past personal experiences than

merely speculating on the future; and I could not help throwing out a

hint to this purport.

‘Perhaps you are right,’ said he; then, after a long silence, he added:

‘It is a fortunate thing after all when the faults of a man’s

temperament are the source of some disappointment in early life, because

then they rarely endanger his subsequent career. Let him only escape the

just punishment, whatever it be, and the chances are that they embitter

every hour of his after-life. His whole care and study being not

correction, but concealment, he lives a life of daily duplicity; the

fear of detection is over him at every step he takes; and he plays a

part so constantly that he loses all real character at last in the

frequency of dissimulation. Shall I tell you a little incident with

which I became acquainted in early life. If you have nothing better to

do, it may while away the hours before dinner.’

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