Jane Simpson

*Interview with Jane Simpson,*

*St. Louis, Missouri.*

_She Was Sold 6 Times_

The subject of this sketch is Jane Simpson, familiarly known in her

neighborhood as Aunt Jane. She is more than 90 years old but her exact

age is not certain. She lives at 2712-1/2 Clark Avenue with her niece

and family.

In a very poorly furnished old 3-room brick apartment, seated in the

front bed room, was Jane Simpson, frail and slender, very light

complexion with beautiful long white hair, well combed and neatly

dressed. Owing to a recent illness, she was not able to do any

housework. Jane very feebly tells the following story of her life:

"I was born more than 90 years ago down in Burkesville, Kentucky. My

memory's not so good, 'cause I been sick more than 20 years, and just

got up less than a week ago from a very bad spell. But I might tell my

story scatterin' like. I'll do the best I can. I been sold six times in

my life, first to Chris Ellis, second, to John Emerson and my third

owner was Jessie Cook.

"I wasn't old enough to be much help, till I 'come the property of Marse

Cook. Den I was big enough to pick up chunks in de field, set brush heap

afire, burn up rubbish, pull weeds and de like. He sold me to Dr. Hart

around de age of ten to be his house girl. De doctor kept me till de

Civil War was in de air and dey started running de slaves to Texas

'cause dey thought de Yankees couldn't make it plum to Texas, but dey

did. By de time we got as far as Crowley's Ridge, peace was declared. My

father's owner was old Bill Cuington, de meanest slave owner in de

county. Dey made him go to war, so when he come back, he told my papa

dat he was as free as him now, and he could go if he wanted to, or stay,

he didn't care which, but if he stayed he wouldn't git nothing for his

work. So a white neighbor friend heard Marse Bill say it. He told my

father to come to his place with him down de road apiece where he was

clearing up land, but if he got caught, don't ever tell he helped him

get away 'cause some of the land he was clearing up was owned by

Cuington, and Cuington would fire him if he knowed he helped one of his

ex-slaves in anyway.

"So papa taken my mother and us 4 children de route dis white friend

helped him to go, to Clarington, Arkansas. He got us a job on a farm

owned by his friend, Jerry Diles. Our whole family went to work on Mr.

Diles farm and we made a good crop. Mama milked, I cooked, de rest of de

family farmed and we stayed there more'n 4 years. When we left we had

money enough to buy us a farm and stock of our own. I 'member well when

I was a child how dey wouldn't 'low us chillun nothin' to eat but

pumpkin and mush. We didn't own no clocks dem days. We just told de time

by de sun in de day and de stars at night. If it was clouded we didn't

know what time it was. De white folks didn't want to let de slaves have

no time for der self, so de old folks used to let us chillun run and

play at night, while de white folks sleep and dey watch de stars to tell

about what time to call us in and put us to bed, 'fore de white folks

know we was out.

"I been sold six times in my life, but, I never got more dan three or

four whippings, but dey cut de blood out of me every one of dem times.

If old miss got mad about something, just anything at all, she'd have

you whipped, when maybe you had not done a thing, just to satisfy her

spite feeling. I never can forget, I was sitting upstairs in old miss

house quilting when de first Yankee army boat went to Vicksburg,

Mississippi. Old miss made me git right up and go git her children out

of school and bring 'em right home. She's scared to death most, but de

boat went right on. It didn't even stop. I had to take her children back

and forth to school every day. Dey was mighty nice children. Dem very

white children taught me to read and write, but I been sick so bad and

so long I done forgot every bit of it. My first old master never was

married and he only bought 2 slaves in his whole life and had between 50

and 100 slaves, all kin folks. Dey raised children on his plantation

worse dan flies. I never had a child in my life but I raised a host of

other folks' chillun.

"Old master was a drunkard. He got drunk one night and fell off a rock

and broke his hip. He died from dat fall. Before he died he told papa,

he knew he was goin' to die, and he had been so mean to his old slaves

dat he wanted to do somethin' for 'em, and no one never knew where he

kept his money. My grandpapa, Meridie and grandmother, Juda, was de only

2 slaves he ever bought and all de rest come from dem 2. Old marse Chris

told grandfather before he died, there was a keg buried at de foot of de

cliff with all his money in it, for he was very rich. My old grandfather

told de overseer 'bout it. Dey wouldn't dare to dig and find anything on

de owner's plantation without de overseer let em, specially when de boss

is dead, and de overseer of course said he looked for de keg and didn't

find nothing.

"I had an uncle who was buying his freedom from marse Chris and was

almost paid out when marse Chris died, but he didn't know nothing 'bout

keeping receipts so he was put on the auction block and sold again. My

mama and daddy had 13 children and they is everyone dead but me. My

papa's name was Dave Bedford. He was 103 years old when he died in Holly

Grove, Arkansas. My sister died and left 9 children and I raised

everyone of dem. One boy is deaf and dumb, and lives in Little Rock,

Arkansas and is one of the best paper hangers down there. My husband was

a farmer. He has been dead so long, I can't tell when he died. My grand

niece said he been dead 22 years, I don't know. My children I raised and

my friends have been taking care of me, ever since my husband died,

'cause I can't take care of myself.

"While my husband lived we farmed all de time and lived well. When he

died I had $4000 in de bank at Mound Bayou, Mississippi. De bank went

down and I been a beggar every since. Never did get one penny of dat

money. I been here in St. Louis so long, I don't know how long I been

here.

"A Democrat offered my husband 80 acres of land if he would vote a

Democrat ticket and get his friends to change from Republicans to

Democrats and my husband told him he would suffer his right arm to be

cut off before he would do that, and he didn't change either. I only

voted once in my life dat was for a Republican President, I don't

remember which one. De niggers didn't 'spect nothing from de white folks

when dey got set free. Dey was so glad to get set free dey just glad to

be loose.

"I never even heerd of white folks giving niggers nothing. Most of de

time dey didn't even give 'em what dey 'spose to give 'em after dey was

free. Dey was so mad 'cause dey had to set 'em free, dey just stayed

mean as dey would 'low 'em to be anyhow, and is yet most of 'em. I used

to hear old slaves pray and ask God when would de bottom rail be de top

rail, and I wondered what on earth dey talkin' 'bout. Dey was talkin'

'bout when dey goin' to git from under bondage. Course I know now. I

don't hardly know what to say 'bout dis new generation. Dey ain't

nothing like when I come along, nor nothing like when you come along.

"You can just look at a person and tell whether dey is late day folks or

not. Dey is de worse, ill mannered, biggody generation I ever heard of.

Dey don't care for folks' feelings and jest as lazy and good for nothing

as dey can be. Instead of being better 'cause der opportunities is

better, dey is worse, and I feel so sorry about it. De old folks wanted

to be free so bad dey use to sing a song named 'Free, Free My Lord,

March on De Heavenly Way.' I can't remember none de other songs. I been

sick so much. I wish I could go back to de Arkansas country where my

mama and papa died. Dere is 11 children down dere right now what I

raised and lot of my relatives, too. Dey would take care of me if I

could get there, I would not have to live like I living here. I see

better without glasses dan I do with dem, I don't read any way. I belong

to de St. Paul A.M.E. Church, but haven't been able to go for six years

but twice. I don't git no help from de relief and we need help de worst

way. My grandniece tries to work when she can get it, but she is sick,

too.

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