At that hour, when the heart of Judith Jessuron was alternately torn by
the passions of love and jealousy, a passion equally profound, though
apparently more tranquil, was burning in the breast of Lilly Quasheba,
inspired by the same object--Herbert Vaughan.
In vain had the young creole endeavoured to think indifferently of her
cousin: in vain had she striven to reconcile her love with what her
father had taught her to deem her duty, and think differently of Mr
Smythje--in vain. The effort only ended in a result the very opposite
to that intended--in strengthening her passion for the former, and
weakening her regard for the latter. And thus must it ever be with the
heart's inclinings, as well as its disinclinings. Curbed or opposed, it
is but its instinct in both cases to rebel.
From that hour in which Kate had yielded to the will of her father, and
consented to become the wife of Montagu Smythje, she felt more sensibly
than ever the sacrifice she was about to make. But there were none to
step forth and save her--no strong hand and stout heart to rescue her
from her painful position. It had now become a compromise; and,
summoning all the strength of her soul, she awaited the unhappy issue
with such resignation as she could command.
She had but one thought to cheer her, if cheer it could be called--she
had not sacrificed her _filial_ affection. She had performed the wishes
of her father--that father who, however harsh he might be to others, had
been ever kind and affectionate to her. Now, more than ever, did she
feel impressed with his kindness, when she considered the errand on
which he had gone forth.
Though thus resigned, or trying to feel so, she could neither stifle her
passion for Herbert, nor conceal the melancholy which its hopelessness
occasioned; and during all that morning, after her father had left her,
the shadow appeared upon her countenance with more than its wonted
darkness.
Her lover--that is, her _fiance_--for Smythje now stood to her in that
relationship--did not fail to observe her unusual melancholy, though
failing to attribute it to the true cause.
It was natural that the young lady should feel sad at the absence of her
worthy parent, who for many years had never been separated from her
beyond the period of a few hours' duration, or, at most, a single day.
She would soon get used to it, and then all would be right again.
With some such reflections did Smythje account for the abstraction which
he had observed in the behaviour of his betrothed.
During all the morning he had been assiduous in his attentions--more
than wontedly so. He had been left by the Custos in a proud position--
that of _protector_--and he was desirous of showing how worthy he was of
the trust reposed in him.
Alas! in the opinion of Kate he was by far too assiduous.
The _protegee_ felt importuned; and his most well-meant attentions had
the effect only to weary her. Too glad would she have been to be left
alone to her sighs and her sadness.
Shortly after breakfast, Smythje proposed a stroll--a short one. He had
no zest for toilsome excursions; and, since the day of his shooting
adventure, no zeal again to attempt any distant traverse of the forest.
The stroll was only to extend to the shrubbery and among the statues set
there. The weather was temptingly fine. There was no reason why Kate
Vaughan should refuse; and, with a mechanical air, she acceded to the
proposal.
Smythje discussed the statues, drawing largely from the stock of classic
lore which his University had afforded him--dilating more especially on
those of Venus, Cupid, and Cleopatra, all suggestive of the tender
sentiments that were stirring within his own romantic bosom, and to
which, more than once, he took occasion to allude. Though narrowly did
he watch to see what effect his fine speeches were producing, he failed
to perceive any that gave him gratification. The countenance of his
companion obstinately preserved that air of pre-occupation that had been
visible upon it all the morning.
In the midst of one of his scholastic dissertations, the classical
exquisite was interrupted by the advent of his valet, Thoms--who
appeared coming from the house with the air of a servant who brings a
message for his master.
The message was declared: a gentleman friend of Mr Smythje--for he had
now many such in the Island--had called to see him. No particular
business--merely a call of compliment.
The name was given. It was one which should be honoured by a polite
reception; else the proud owner of Montagu Castle might have declined
leaving the company in which he was upon so trivial a purpose. But the
visitor was one of note--a particular friend, too. Miss Vaughan would
not deem him rude, leaving her only for a moment?
"By no means," said Kate, with a free haste that almost said as much as
that she was only too glad to get quit of him.
Smythje followed his valet into the house; and the young Creole was left
among the statues alone--herself the fairest shape in all that classical
collection.
Volume Three, Chapter XI.