CHAPTER XIX.

As soon as Paaker had disappeared behind the shrubs, Katuti struck a

little sheet of metal, a slave appeared, and Katuti asked her whether

Nefert had returned from the temple.

"Her litter is just now at the side gate," was the answer.

"I await her here," said the widow. The slave went away, and a few

minutes later Nefert entered the hall.

"You want me?" she said; and after kissing her mother she sank upon her

couch. "I am tired," she exclaimed, "Nemu, take a fan and keep the

flies off me."

The dwarf sat down on a cushion by her couch, and began to wave the semi-

circular fan of ostrich-feathers; but Katuti put him aside and said:

"You can leave us for the present; we want to speak to each other in

private."

The dwarf shrugged his shoulders and got up, but Nefert looked at her

mother with an irresistible appeal.

"Let him stay," she said, as pathetically as if her whole happiness

depended upon it. "The flies torment me so, and Nemu always holds his

tongue."

She patted the dwarf's big head as if he were a lap-dog, and called the

white cat, which with a graceful leap sprang on to her shoulder and stood

there with its back arched, to be stroked by her slender fingers.

Nemu looked enquiringly at his mistress, but Katuti turned to her

daughter, and said in a warning voice:

"I have very serious things to discuss with you."

"Indeed?" said her daughter, "but I cannot be stung by the flies all the

same. Of course, if you wish it--"

"Nemu may stay then," said Katuti, and her voice had the tone of that of

a nurse who gives way to a naughty child. "Besides, he knows what I have

to talk about."

"There now!" said Nefert, kissing the head of the white cat, and she

gave the fan back to the dwarf.

The widow looked at her daughter with sincere compassion, she went up to

her and looked for the thousandth time in admiration at her pretty face.

"Poor child," she sighed, "how willingly I would spare you the frightful

news which sooner or later you must hear--must bear. Leave off your

foolish play with the cat, I have things of the most hideous gravity to

tell you."

"Speak on," replied Nefert. "To-day I cannot fear the worst. Mena's

star, the haruspex told me, stands under the sign of happiness, and I

enquired of the oracle in the temple of Besa, and heard that my husband

is prospering. I have prayed in the temple till I am quite content.

Only speak!--I know my brother's letter from the camp had no good news in

it; the evening before last I saw you had been crying, and yesterday you

did not look well; even the pomegranate flowers in your hair did not suit

you."

"Your brother," sighed Katuti, "has occasioned me great trouble, and we

might through him have suffered deep dishonor--"

"We-dishonor?" exclaimed Nefert, and she nervously clutched at the cat.

"Your brother lost enormous sums at play; to recover them he pledged the

mummy of your father--"

"Horrible!" cried Nefert. "We must appeal at once to the king;--I will

write to him myself; for Mena's sake he will hear me. Rameses is great

and noble, and will not let a house that is faithfully devoted to him

fall into disgrace through the reckless folly of a boy. Certainly I will

write to him."

She said this in a voice of most childlike confidence, and desired Nemu

to wave the fan more gently, as if this concern were settled.

In Katuti's heart surprise and indignation at the unnatural indifference

of her daughter were struggling together; but she withheld all blame, and

said carelessly:

"We are already released, for my nephew Paaker, as soon as he heard what

threatened us, offered me his help; freely and unprompted, from pure

goodness of heart and attachment."

"How good of Paaker!" cried Nefert. "He was so fond of me, and you

know, mother, I always stood up for him. No doubt it was for my sake

that he behaved so generously!"

The young wife laughed, and pulling the cat's face close to her own, held

her nose to its cool little nose, stared into its green eyes, and said,

imitating childish talk:

"There now, pussy--how kind people are to your little mistress."

Katuti was vexed daughter's childish impulses.

"It seems to me," she said, "that you might leave off playing and

trifling when I am talking of such serious matters. I have long since

observed that the fate of the house to which your father and mother

belong is a matter of perfect indifference to you; and yet you would have

to seek shelter and protection under its roof if your husband--"

"Well, mother?" asked Nefert breathing more quickly.

As soon as Katuti perceived her daughter's agitation she regretted that

she had not more gently led up to the news she had to break to her; for

she loved her daughter, and knew that it would give her keen pain.

So she went on more sympathetically:

"You boasted in joke that people are good to you, and it is true; you win

hearts by your mere being--by only being what you are. And Mena too

loved you tenderly; but 'absence,' says the proverb, 'is the one real

enemy,' and Mena--"

"What has Mena done?" Once more Nefert interrupted her mother, and her

nostrils quivered.

"Mena," said Katuti, decidedly, "has violated the truth and esteem which

he owes you--he has trodden them under foot, and--"

"Mena?" exclaimed the young wife with flashing eyes; she flung the cat

on the floor, and sprang from her couch.

"Yes--Mena," said Katuti firmly. "Your brother writes that he would have

neither silver nor gold for his spoil, but took the fair daughter of the

prince of the Danaids into his tent. The ignoble wretch!"

"Ignoble wretch!" cried Nefert, and two or three times she repeated her

mother's last words. Katuti drew back in horror, for her gentle, docile,

childlike daughter stood before her absolutely transfigured beyond all

recognition.

She looked like a beautiful demon of revenge; her eyes sparkled, her

breath came quickly, her limbs quivered, and with extraordinary strength

and rapidity she seized the dwarf by the hand, led him to the door of one

of the rooms which opened out of the hall, threw it open, pushed the

little man over the threshold, and closed it sharply upon him; then with

white lips she came up to her mother.

"An ignoble wretch did you call him?" she cried out with a hoarse husky

voice, "an ignoble wretch! Take back your words, mother, take back your

words, or--"

Katuti turned paler and paler, and said soothingly:

"The words may sound hard, but he has broken faith with you, and openly

dishonored you."

"And shall I believe it?" said Nefert with a scornful laugh. "Shall I

believe it, because a scoundrel has written it, who has pawned his

father's body and the honor of big family; because it is told you by that

noble and brave gentleman! why a box on the ears from Mena would be the

death of him. Look at me, mother, here are my eyes, and if that table

there were Mena's tent, and you were Mena, and you took the fairest woman

living by the hand and led her into it, and these eyes saw it--aye, over

and over again--I would laugh at it--as I laugh at it now; and I should

say, 'Who knows what he may have to give her, or to say to her,' and not

for one instant would I doubt his truth; for your son is false and Mena

is true. Osiris broke faith with Isis--but Mena may be favored by a

hundred women--he will take none to his tent but me!"

"Keep your belief," said Katuti bitterly, "but leave me mine."

"Yours?" said Nefert, and her flushed cheeks turned pale again. "What

do you believe? You listen to the worst and basest things that can be

said of a man who has overloaded you with benefits! A wretch, bah! an

ignoble wretch? Is that what you call a man who lets you dispose of his

estate as you please!"

"Nefert," cried Katuti angrily, "I will--"

"Do what you will," interrupted her indignant daughter, "but do not

vilify the generous man who has never hindered you from throwing away his

property on your son's debts and your own ambition. Since the day before

yesterday I have learned that we are not rich; and I have reflected, and

I have asked myself what has become of our corn and our cattle, of our

sheep and the rents from the farmers. The wretch's estate was not so

contemptible; but I tell you plainly I should be unworthy to be the wife

of the noble Mena if I allowed any one to vilify his name under his own

roof. Hold to your belief, by all means, but one of us must quit this

house--you or I."

At these words Nefert broke into passionate sobs, threw herself on her

knees by her couch, hid her face in the cushions, and wept convulsively

and without intermission.

Katuti stood behind her, startled, trembling, and not knowing what to

say. Was this her gentle, dreamy daughter? Had ever a daughter dared to

speak thus to her mother? But was she right or was Nefert? This

question was the pressing one; she knelt down by the side of the young

wife, put her arm round her, drew her head against her bosom, and

whispered pitifully:

"You cruel, hard-hearted child; forgive your poor, miserable mother, and

do not make the measure of her wretchedness overflow."

Then Nefert rose, kissed her mother's hand, and went silently into her

own room.

Katuti remained alone; she felt as if a dead hand held her heart in its

icy grasp, and she muttered to herself:

"Ani is right--nothing turns to good excepting that from which we expect

the worst."

She held her hand to her head, as if she had heard something too strange

to be believed. Her heart went after her daughter, but instead of

sympathizing with her she collected all her courage, and deliberately

recalled all the reproaches that Nefert had heaped upon her. She did not

spare herself a single word, and finally she murmured to herself: "She

can spoil every thing. For Mena's sake she will sacrifice me and the

whole world; Mena and Rameses are one, and if she discovers what we are

plotting she will betray us without a moment's hesitation. Hitherto all

has gone on without her seeing it, but to-day something has been unsealed

in her--an eye, a tongue, an ear, which have hitherto been closed. She

is like a deaf and dumb person, who by a sudden fright is restored to

speech and hearing. My favorite child will become the spy of my actions,

and my judge."

She gave no utterance to the last words, but she seemed to hear them with

her inmost ear; the voice that could speak to her thus, startled and

frightened her, and solitude was in itself a torture; she called the

dwarf, and desired him to have her litter prepared, as she intended going

to the temple, and visiting the wounded who had been sent home from

Syria.

"And the handkerchief for the Regent?" asked the little man.

"It was a pretext," said Katuti. "He wishes to speak to you about the

matter which you know of with regard to Paaker. What is it?"

"Do not ask," replied Nemu, "I ought not to betray it. By Besa, who

protects us dwarfs, it is better that thou shouldst never know it."

"For to-day I have learned enough that is new to me," retorted Katuti.

"Now go to Ani, and if you are able to throw Paaker entirely into his

power--good--I will give--but what have I to give away? I will be

grateful to you; and when we have gained our end I will set you free and

make you rich."

Nemu kissed her robe, and said in a low voice: "What is the end?"

"You know what Ani is striving for," answered the widow. "And I have but

one wish!"

"And that is?"

"To see Paaker in Mena's place."

"Then our wishes are the same," said the dwarf and he left the Hall.

Katuti looked after him and muttered:

"It must be so. For if every thing remains as it was and Mena comes home

and demands a reckoning--it is not to be thought of! It must not be!"

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