II

At the time of which we are speaking, there was in Moscow a certain

widow, a Georgian Princess,--a person of ill-defined standing and almost

a suspicious character. She was about forty years of age; in her youth

she had, probably, bloomed with that peculiar oriental beauty, which so

quickly fades; now she powdered and painted herself, and dyed her hair a

yellow hue. Various, not altogether favourable, and not quite definite,

rumours were in circulation about her; no one had known her husband--and

in no one city had she lived for any length of time. She had neither

children nor property; but she lived on a lavish scale,--on credit or

otherwise. She held a salon, as the saying is, and received a decidedly

mixed company--chiefly composed of young men. Her whole establishment,

beginning with her own toilette, furniture, and table, and ending with

her equipage and staff of servants, bore a certain stamp of inferiority,

artificiality, transitoriness ... but neither the Princess herself nor

her guests, apparently, demanded anything better. The Princess was

reputed to be fond of music and literature, to be a patroness of actors

and artists; and she really did take an interest in these "questions,"

even to an enthusiastic degree--and even to a pitch of rapture which was

not altogether simulated. She indubitably did possess the æsthetic

chord. Moreover, she was very accessible, amiable, devoid of

pretensions, of affectation, and--a fact which many did not suspect--in

reality extremely kind, tender-hearted and obliging.... Rare qualities,

and therefore all the more precious, precisely in individuals of that

stamp.

"A frivolous woman!" one clever person said concerning her, "and she

will infallibly get into paradise! For she forgives everything--and

everything will be forgiven her!"--It was also said concerning her that

when she disappeared from any town, she always left behind her as many

creditors as persons whom she had loaded with benefits. A soft heart can

be pressed in any direction you like.

Kupfer, as was to be expected, was a visitor at her house, and became

very intimate with her ... altogether too intimate, so malicious tongues

asserted. But he always spoke of her not only in a friendly manner, but

also with respect; he lauded her as a woman of gold--interpret that as

you please!--and was a firm believer in her love for art, and in her

comprehension of art!--So then, one day after dinner, at the Arátoffs',

after having discussed the Princess and her evening gatherings, he began

to urge Yákoff to break in upon his life of an anchorite for once, and

permit him, Kupfer, to introduce him to his friend. At first Yákoff

would not hear to anything of the sort.

"Why, what idea hast thou got into thy head?" exclaimed Kupfer at last.

"What sort of a presentation is in question? I shall simply take thee,

just as thou art now sitting there, in thy frock-coat, and conduct thee

to her evening. They do not stand on ceremony in the least there,

brother! Here now, thou art learned, and thou art fond of music" (there

actually was in Arátoff's study a small piano, on which he occasionally

struck a few chords in diminished sevenths)--"and in her house there is

any quantity of that sort of thing!... And there thou wilt meet

sympathetic people, without any airs! And, in conclusion, it is not

right that at thy age, with thy personal appearance" (Arátoff dropped

his eyes and waved his hand)--"yes, yes, with thy personal appearance,

thou shouldst shun society, the world, in this manner! I'm not going to

take thee to call on generals, seest thou! Moreover, I don't know any

generals myself!... Don't be stubborn, my dear fellow! Morality is a

good thing, a thing worthy of respect.... But why give thyself up to

asceticism? Assuredly, thou art not preparing to become a monk!"

Arátoff continued, nevertheless, to resist; but Platonída Ivánovna

unexpectedly came to Kupfer's assistance. Although she did not quite

understand the meaning of the word "asceticism," still she also thought

that it would not be a bad idea for Yáshenka to divert himself, to take

a look at people,--and show himself.--"The more so," she added, "that I

have confidence in Feódor Feódoritch! He will not take thee to any bad

place!..."

"I'll restore him to thee in all his pristine purity!" cried Kupfer, at

whom Platonída Ivánovna, in spite of her confidence, kept casting

uneasy glances; Arátoff blushed to his very ears--but he ceased to

object.

It ended in Kupfer taking him, on the following day, to the Princess's

evening assembly. But Arátoff did not remain there long. In the first

place, he found at her house about twenty guests, men and women, who

were, presumably, sympathetic, but who were strangers to him,

nevertheless; and this embarrassed him, although he was obliged to talk

very little: but he feared this most of all. In the second place, he did

not like the hostess herself, although she welcomed him very cordially

and unaffectedly. Everything about her displeased him; her painted face,

and her churned-up curls, and her hoarsely-mellifluous voice, her shrill

laugh, her way of rolling up her eyes, her too _décolleté_ bodice--and

those plump, shiny fingers with a multitude of rings!... Slinking off

into a corner, he now swiftly ran his eyes over the faces of all the

guests, as though he did not even distinguish one from another; again he

stared persistently at his own feet. But when, at last, an artist who

had just come to town, with a drink-sodden countenance, extremely long

hair, and a bit of glass under his puckered brow, seated himself at the

piano, and bringing down his hands on the keys and his feet on the

pedals, with a flourish, began to bang out a fantasia by Liszt on a

Wagnerian theme, Arátoff could stand it no longer, and slipped away,

bearing in his soul a confused and oppressive impression, athwart which,

nevertheless, there pierced something which he did not understand, but

which was significant and even agitating.

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