XI

First of all, as a matter of course, I betook myself to the coffee-house

where I had met the baron; but in the coffee-house no one knew him or

had even noticed him; he was a chance visitor. The proprietors had

noticed the negro--his figure had been too striking to escape notice;

but who he was, where he stayed, no one knew either. Leaving my address,

in case of an emergency, at the coffee-house, I began to walk about the

streets and the water-front of the town, the wharves, the boulevards; I

looked into all the public institutions, and nowhere did I find any one

who resembled either the baron or his companion.... As I had not caught

the baron's name, I was deprived of the possibility of appealing to the

police; but I privately gave two or three guardians of public order to

understand (they gazed at me in surprise, it is true, and did not

entirely believe me) that I would lavishly reward their zeal if they

should be successful in coming upon the traces of those two individuals,

whose personal appearance I tried to describe as minutely as possible.

Having strolled about in this manner until dinner-time, I returned home

thoroughly worn out. My mother had got out of bed; but with her habitual

melancholy there was mingled a new element, a sort of pensive

perplexity, which cut me to the heart like a knife. I sat with her all

the evening. We said hardly anything; she laid out her game of patience,

I silently looked at her cards. She did not refer by a single word to

her story, or to what had happened the day before. It was as though we

had both entered into a compact not to touch upon those strange and

terrifying occurrences.... She appeared to be vexed with herself and

ashamed of what had involuntarily burst from her; but perhaps she did

not remember very clearly what she had said in her semi-fevered

delirium, and hoped that I would spare her.... And, in fact, I did spare

her, and she was conscious of it; as on the preceding day she avoided

meeting my eyes.

A frightful storm had suddenly sprung up out of doors. The wind howled

and tore in wild gusts, the window-panes rattled and quivered;

despairing shrieks and groans were borne through the air, as though

something on high had broken loose and were flying with mad weeping

over the shaking houses. Just before dawn I lost myself in a doze ...

when suddenly it seemed to me as though some one had entered my room and

called me, had uttered my name, not in a loud, but in a decided voice. I

raised my head and saw no one; but, strange to relate! I not only was

not frightened--I was delighted; there suddenly arose within me the

conviction that now I should, without fail, attain my end. I hastily

dressed myself and left the house.

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