CHAPTER VII

An afternoon or two later, having perfected a little plan in his mind,

Hayden again called on his cousin to be informed that she was not at

home. Kitty, he reflected, was never at home when any one wanted to find

her. Therefore, with time on his hands, he turned into the Park and

decided to stroll there for an hour or so. It was an almost incredibly

mild afternoon for the season of the year, mild and soft and gray; the

leafless boughs of the trees upheld the black irregular network of their

twigs against the gray sky, with its faint, dull reflection of sunset

gold, and the twilight brooded in the mists on the edge of distance as if

it awaited the hour to send its gray veils floating over the face of the

earth.

Hayden walked slowly, and in this direction or that as his fancy

dictated. It was not an afternoon for violent exercise; but for loitering

and reverie. Presently, he looked up from his musings, to see, to his

infinite surprise and delight, Marcia Oldham approaching him down a

twilight vista with the gold behind her.

She, too, was influenced by the day and the hour, for she seemed to walk

in a dream, and came quite near him without seeing him. She was all in

black, and her furs, also black, were slipping from her shoulders, while

her muff dangled from a cord about her wrist. Hayden thought she looked a

little tired and certainly pale; but that might have been due to the

black hat and the lace veil she had thrown back from her face the better

to enjoy the air.

She came quite close to him before she saw him, and as she lifted her

eyes and met his she started slightly, a start of unmistakable amazement,

and as it seemed to him, although perhaps this was but the reflection of

his hopes, of pleasure.

"I began to fear that we were never going to meet again," he said after

they had exchanged the conventional greetings, and he had asked and had

received permission to walk with her in whatever direction she might be

taking.

"I have been away for a week," she answered, "and there has been a number

of things to see to since my return. I have been very busy. You know I

have a studio away from my home where I paint all day. Your cousin has

bought a number of my pictures."

"She spoke of them. I am anxious to see them; and I knew you were away,"

he said. "I knew it psychologically. The town was full of people and yet,

at the same time, it was very empty." That faint and lovely carnation on

her cheek! "And Kitty Hampton told me that you had been away with her,"

he rather tamely concluded.

"Yes," she said, it seemed to him indifferently. Then with a change of

tone, as if warning him from dangerous ground: "How absurd our

acquaintance has been!"

"Does it strike you so?" he asked sadly. "To me it is the most

delightful, the most beautiful thing that ever happened."

"I should not be at all surprised," she said calmly, almost too calmly,

and with premeditated irrelevance, "if Kitty and Bea were both of them

awaiting me now." His boldness was incapable of ruffling her composure;

but, nevertheless, he saw with a secret joy the telltale and

uncontrollable carnation again fly to her cheek.

But Hayden had not even approached the limits of his courage. He had been

too much baffled in his attempts to find her, she had proved too elusive

for him to permit her lightly to slip through his fingers again, as it

were, now, when he had the opportunity to press his claims for further

recognition. Should a man who had succeeded more than once through bold

but not displeasing words in causing the scarlet to stain that cheek of

cream, carelessly forgo any chance for future experiment?

"Surely, you won't leave me on your door-step this dreary afternoon," he

pleaded. "I would never have suspected you of such hardness of heart.

Why, it amounts almost to--to--brutality," casting about him for a good

strong word. "You will pass on into light and warmth and comfort; tea,

the cheering cup, and cakes, no doubt cakes, while I am left out in this

gray depressing atmosphere, night coming on, the rain falling--"

"Rain! Oh, nonsense. You have overshot your mark." She lifted her face to

the sky. "Not a drop," scornfully.

He stripped his glove from his hand and held out the bare palm. "I

thought so," with calm triumph. "A steady drizzle. You don't feel it yet

because of your hat; but you will presently. It will very shortly turn to

a drenching shower; that especial sort of cloud yonder," waving his stick

toward the west, "always indicates a drenching shower. Oh," in answer to

her incredulous smile, "you can't tell me anything about weather

conditions, I've lived too much in the open not to be thoroughly

conversant of them. So you see I know what I'm talking about when I say

that a woman who would leave a man on a door-step on an afternoon like

this is the kind that would shut up the house and go away for the summer

leaving the cat to forage for itself."

"But think of your nice warm apartment, and the subways and street-cars

and taxicabs and hansoms which will swiftly bear you thither."

His glance was a reproachful protest. "Every form of conveyance you have

mentioned is drafty. Coming from the hot climates I have lived in so

long--" He paused and coughed tentatively. "But what is the use of all

this thrust and parry?" pressing his advantage. "Are you or are you not

going to give me a cup of tea?"

At this very direct question, the laughter, the gaiety vanished from her

face. She looked thoughtful and seemed to consider so trivial a matter

quite unnecessarily. Then, apparently arriving at a sudden decision, she

said with a sort of sweet, prim courtesy: "I should be very glad to have

you come in with me and meet my mother. I think it is very probable that

we will find Kitty, and perhaps Bea, there before us."

"Thank you very much," he said, with equal formality. "I very much

appreciate your letting me come."

The remainder of their walk he found delightful. Marcia was pleased to

throw off, in a measure, the reserve, the absorption which seemed almost

habitual with her, and she chatted with him frankly, occasionally even

playfully, as they strolled along.

"Why," he asked her curiously, "did you put that hypothetical question to

me that evening at the Gildersleeve, about the young woman living in the

country and sending her astral body on little visits to town?"

"I don't know, I'm sure," she laughed. "It often amuses me to indulge in

little fanciful flights like that."

"I think you were purposely trying to mystify me," he said. "You saw that

I was going to be a bore and you pretended to be a ghost, trusting to

your noiseless and mysterious manner of appearing and disappearing to

work on my fears and frighten me off. And, truth to tell, there is

something uncanny about your peculiarly soundless and rustleless

movements."

"Oh, absurd!" she cried, the very tips of her ears red. Hayden might well

exult in his ability to make her blush. "How you do romance! The whole

situation was an absolutely simple one. Old Mr.----" He fancied she

caught her breath sharply, but if it were so she recovered herself

immediately and went on: "The man with whom I was dining--I had to see

him that evening. He was leaving town. I was leaving him at the station

when I bowed to you and Mr. Penfield from the motor, and, as I was

saying, I had to see him before he left on a--a business matter, and

naturally, it was much easier to talk it over with him at the

Gildersleeve than any place else."

She smiled as she finished, and Hayden saw more in that smile than she

intended or desired he should. It was in itself a full period, definitely

closing the subject. It also held resentment, annoyance that she had

permitted herself to fall into so egregious a blunder as an explanation.

"Oh, how I love a winter evening like this!" she went on hurriedly. "Once

in a while, they stray into the heart of winter from the sun-warmed

autumn, and they get so cold, poor little waifs from Indian Summer, that

they wrap themselves in all the clouds and mists they can find. Ah, isn't

it soft and dim and sweet and mysterious? The wind sings such an eerie

little song, and the tiny, pale crescent moon is just rising. Look, it

has a ring about it! It will rain to-morrow. Oh, dear!"

They had left the Park a few minutes before and turned in the direction

of Riverside Drive, and a short walk brought them to the home in which

Marcia's father had installed his family a few months before the crash

came and his subsequent death. It was a handsome house, within as well as

without; dark, stately, and sumptuous in effect. The sound of voices and

laughter reached their ears as they ascended the stairs, and when they

entered the drawing-room they found a number of people there before them.

There was Kitty looking more than ever like a charming, if not very good

little boy, and dressed beautifully, if incongruously, in a trailing limp

gown of champagne color and wistaria most wonderfully blended, when her

face, her figure, the way she wore her hair, seemed to cry aloud for

knickerbockers; and there was Bea Habersham in velvet, of the cerise

shade she so much affected, and Edith Symmes suggesting nothing so much

as a distinguished but malevolent fairy, her keen, satirical, sallow face

looking almost livid in contrast with a terrible gown which she spoke of

with pride as "this sweet, gaslight-green frock of mine."

"Mother, Mr. Hayden has come in with me for a cup of tea. He doesn't know

yet that you make the very best tea in all the world." Marcia's voice, in

speaking to her mother, seemed to take on an added gentleness. It struck

Hayden that so she might speak to a small child.

Mrs. Oldham greeted Hayden most graciously, but he could not fail to

notice that she turned to her daughter with an indefinable displeasure in

both glance and manner. She was a small woman, barely as high as Marcia's

shoulder; a surprise always, when noted, for the carriage of her head and

shoulders gave the impression of her being above medium height; she had

evidently been an extremely pretty creature of the Dresden-china type,

and she still bore the manner and assurance of beauty, fortifying this

mental attitude by a genius for dress. Thus she succeeded in maintaining

an illusion perfectly satisfactory to herself, if not quite to others,

for it was rather a hungry beast of an illusion and demanded constant

oblation and sacrifice.

Her hair, like Marcia's, was dark with the same loose and heavy waves,

and her features exhibited the same delicate regularity; but the strength

and sweetness of character so marked in the daughter's face were lacking

in the mother's. Two rather striking blemishes on the older woman's

beauty, a wandering eye and a scar on the soft cheek, she took her own

peculiar method of ignoring, thus completely and effectively discounting

any unfavorable opinion in the mind of the beholder. Consequently, she

frequently referred to them, never as blemishes, but as slight but

significant evidences of a distinctive and distinguished individuality.

"Oh, Marcia! What a dream of a hat!" cried Kitty. "And new. It's a Henri

Dondel or a Carlier."

Marcia laughed her gentle and charming laugh. "Yes, it's new and I'm so

glad you like it."

"New, new, new," said her mother petulantly. "It's something new every

day. I never saw such a spendthrift. It's a good thing my wants are so

few."

Marcia did not appear to hear this, and almost immediately her attention

was taken up by the entrance of Wilfred Ames, big, stolid and

good-looking, while hard upon his heels followed Horace Penfield.

Mrs. Oldham, seeing that Penfield had gravitated toward the three women,

Edith Symmes, Kitty and Bea, and that Ames had drawn Marcia a little

apart, urged Hayden to come and sit beside her tea-table and let her brew

him a cup of fresh tea.

"It's really a rest for me, Mr. Hayden," she said pathetically, "for

truly, it is very little rest I get. This big house to look after--Marcia

is not the least assistance to me in housekeeping--and a daughter on one's

mind." She sighed heavily. "It is enough to make Mr. Oldham turn over in

his grave if he could see all the care and responsibility that is thrown

on my shoulders. He couldn't endure the thought of such a thing. He

always said to me: 'Those little feet were made to tread on flowers.' He

was so absurd about my feet, you know. Not that they are anything

remarkable; but I'm from the South, Mr. Hayden, and it's only natural

that I should have beautiful feet.

"But then, as I often told him, he was just so constituted that he could

see nothing in me but absolute perfection. Why, do you know, one of my

eyes has a slight, oh, a very slight defect, you have probably not

noticed it. Well, we had been married for years before he ever saw it. I

happened to mention it and he simply would not believe me until I

convinced him by standing before him in a very strong light with my eyes

wide open. Do let me give you a little more tea. No? Then some sugar or

lemon, just to freshen up a bit what you have. How handsome Marcia and

Wilfred look standing together, she is so dark and he is so fair. He is a

dear fellow and so steady and sedate. I love him like a son, and I

consider his influence over Marcia excellent.

"She is, of course, the dearest thing in the world to me, Mr. Hayden. You

will understand that, but I feel a mother's solicitude, and she has

certain traits which I fear may become exaggerated faults. She is

inclined to be head-strong, heedless, wilful, and I'm afraid, sweet as

Mrs. Hampton and Mrs. Habersham are--dear girls! I love them like my own

daughters--that they encourage Marcia in her defiance of proper authority

and her dreadful extravagance. But," sighing, "she is young and pretty

and she does not think; although Mr. Oldham used often to say: 'Marcia

will never have her mother's beauty.' What do you think of such an

absurdity?"

"I think if Diogenes had met Mr. Oldham he would have blown out his light

and gone back to the seclusion of his bath-tub for the rest of his life."

"Oh!" Mrs. Oldham looked puzzled. "Oh, Diogenes! Oh, yes, searching for

an honest man. Mr. Hayden, what a charming thing of you to say! I must

remember that, and so witty, too! Edith dear," as Mrs. Symmes approached

them, "you can't fancy what a wit Mr. Hayden is."

"Oh, yes, I can," returned Mrs. Symmes, "and that is the reason I have

come to drag him away from you. Here is Mr. Penfield to take his place,

and tell you a lot of new scandals all springing directly from the seven

deadly old sins. Come and sit on the sofa with me, Mr. Hayden."

"Rescued!" he muttered feebly when they had sat down in a remote corner.

"I had an idea that I was never going to escape, that it would run on for

ever and ever."

"Poor Marcia!" murmured Mrs. Symmes, glancing toward the window where

Marcia and Ames stood, still engrossed in conversation. "And poor

Wilfred! You haven't seen his Old Man of the Sea yet--meaning his

mother?"

"No, is she, too, a Venus with a bad eye?"

"Quite the reverse." Faint sparkles of amusement came into her eyes,

amusement which was always touched with a slight malice. "Mr. Hayden,

some people are coming to take luncheon with me next Wednesday, I may

count on you, may I not?"

"Indeed, yes," he assured her. "I should like nothing better."

She rose and he with her. Every one was doing the same. With a purpose

which had been maturing in his mind during the last hour, Hayden

approached Kitty and Marcia, who stood together talking in low tones as

Kitty caught her furs about her.

"Miss Oldham," Hayden's voice was delightfully ingratiating, "don't you

or Kitty want to give me the address of this wonderful fortune-teller,

Mademoiselle Mariposa?"

"But you said you took no interest in such things," Kitty spoke quickly.

"You insisted that they were all fakers and frauds. Why do you want to go

now?"

"But I have an idea that I have met the lady," he asserted.

Marcia gave a quick start; but Kitty laughed. "I defy you to pierce her

disguise," she asserted, "and tell whether you have met her or not,

unless, of course, she acknowledges the acquaintance. I will telephone

you her address the moment I reach home. I do not remember the number."

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