Stubbornly he walked over to the second shaft leading to the top and for

the first time observed that it had grown quite silent up above. There

was no longer any screaming or bursting. This silence came upon the

deafening din like a paralyzing weight and filled space with a tense

expectancy that flickered in all eyes. He wanted to rid himself of this

oppression and crept through the crumbling shaft up to the top.

The first thing he saw was Weixler's curved back. He was holding his

field-glass glued to his eyes under cover of a shooting shield. The

others were also standing as if pasted to their posts, and there was

something alarming in the motionlessness of their shoulder blades. All

at once a twitching ran through the petrified row. Weixler sprang back,

jostled against the captain, and cried out: "They are coming!" Then he

stormed to the shaft and blew the alarm whistle.

Marschner stared after him helplessly. He walked with hesitating steps

to the shield and looked out upon the wide, smoke-covered field, which

curved beyond the tangle of wires, grey, torn, blood-flecked, like the

bloated form of a gigantic corpse. Far in the background the sun was

sinking. Its great copper disc already cut in half by the horizon seemed

to be growing out of the ground. And against that dazzling background

black silhouettes were dancing like midges under a microscope, like

Indians swinging their tomahawks. They were still mere specks. Sometimes

they disappeared entirely and then leaped high, and came nearer, their

rifles wriggling in the air like the feet of a polyp. Gradually their

cries became audible and swelled louder and louder like the far barking

of dogs. When they called "Avanti!" it was a piercing cry, and when

the call "Coraggio!" went through their lines, it changed to a dull,

thunderous roll.

The entire company now stood close-packed up against the slope of the

trench, their faces as of stone, restrained, pale as chalk, with lipless

mouths, each man's gun in position--a single beast of prey with a

hundred eyes and arms.

"Don't shoot! Don't shoot! Don't shoot!" Lieutenant Weixler's voice

yelled without pause through the trench. His command seemed to lay its

grasp on every throat and to hold the fingers moveless that greedily

clasped the triggers. The first hand grenade flew into the trench. The

captain saw it coming, then saw a man loosen from the mass, reel

toward the dugout with outstretched arms, bending over, a veil of blood

covering his face. Then--at last!--it was a relief--came the beating of

the machine guns, and at once the rifles went off, too, like the raging

of an angry pack. A cold, repulsive greed lay on all faces. Some of the

men cried out aloud in their hate and rage when new groups emerged out

there behind the thinning rows. The barrels of the rifles glowed with

heat--and still the rumbling cries of "Coraggio!" came nearer and

nearer.

As though in a frenzy of insanity, the silhouettes hopped about out

there, sprang into the air, fell, and rolled over each other, as though

the war dance had only just reached the climax of its paroxysm.

Then Captain Marschner observed the man next to him let his rifle sink

for a moment and with hasty, shaking hands insert the bayonet into the

smoking barrel. The captain felt as though he were going to vomit. He

closed his eyes in dizziness and leaned against the trench wall, and let

himself glide to the earth. Was he to--to see--that? Was he to see men

being murdered right alongside of him? He tore his revolver from his

pocket, emptied it, and threw it away. Now he was defenseless. And

suddenly he grew calm and rose to his feet, elevated by a wonderful

composure, ready to let himself be butchered by one of those panting

beasts who were storming on, chased by the blind fear of death. He

wanted to die like a man, without hatred, without rage, with clean

hands.

A hoarse roar, a frightful, dehumanized cry almost beside him wrenched

his thoughts back into the trench. A broad stream of light and fire,

travelling in a steep curve, flowed blindingly down beside him and

sprayed over the shoulder of the tall pock-marked tailor of the first

line. In the twinkling of an eye the man's entire left side flared up in

flames. With a howl of agony he threw himself to the ground, writhed and

screamed and leaped to his feet again, and ran moaning up and down like

a living torch, until he broke down, half-charred, and twitched, and

then lay rigid. Captain Marschner saw him lying there and smelt the odor

of burned flesh, and his eyes involuntarily strayed to his own hand

on which a tiny, white spot just under his thumb reminded him of the

torments he had suffered in his boyhood from a bad burn.

At that moment a jubilant hurrah roared through the trench, rising from

a hundred relieved throats. The attack had been repulsed! Lieutenant

Weixler had carefully taken aim at the thrower of the liquid fire and

hit at the first shot. The liquid fire had risen up like a fountain from

the falling man's stiffening hand and rained down on his own comrades.

Their decimated lines shrank back suddenly before the unexpected danger

and they fled pell-mell, followed by the furious shots from all the

rifles.

The men fell down as if lifeless, with slack faces and lusterless eyes,

as though some one had turned off the current that had fed those dead

creatures with strength from some unknown source. Some of them leaned

against the trench wall white as cheese, and held their heads over, and

vomited from exhaustion. Marschner also felt his gorge rising and groped

his way toward the dugout. He wanted to go into his own place now and

be alone and somehow relieve himself of the despair that held him in its

grip.

"Hello!" Lieutenant Weixler cried unexpectedly through the silence, and

bounded over to the left where the machine guns stood.

The captain turned back again, mounted the ladder, and gazed out

into the foreground of the field. There, right in front of the

wire-entanglements, kneeled an Italian. His left arm was hanging down

limp, and his right arm was raised beseechingly, and he was crawling

toward them slowly. A little farther back, half hidden by the kneeling

man, something kept stirring on the ground. There three wounded men were

trying to creep toward their own trench, pressing close to the ground.

One could see very clearly how they sought cover behind corpses and now

and then lay motionless so as to escape discovery by the foe. It was a

pitiful sight--those God-forsaken creatures surrounded by death, each

moment like an eternity above them, yet clinging with tooth and nail to

their little remnant of life.

"Come on! Isn't there a rope somewhere?" an old corporal called down

into the trench. "I'm sorry for the poor devil of an Italian. Let's pull

him in!"

The machine guns interrupted him. The kneeling man beside the wires

listened, started as if to run, and fell upon his face. The earth

behind him rose in dust from the bullets and the others beyond raised

themselves like snakes, then all three gave a short leap forward

and--lay very still.

For a moment Captain Marschner stood speechless. He opened his lips,

but no sound came from his throat. At last his tongue obeyed him and he

yelled, with a mad choking fury in his voice:

"Lieutenant Weixler!"

"Yes, sir," came back unconcernedly.

Captain Marschner ran toward the lieutenant with clenched fists and

scarlet face.

"Did you fire?" he panted, breathless.

The lieutenant looked at him in astonishment, placed his hands against

the seams of his trousers and replied with perfect formality:

"I did, sir."

Marschner's voice failed him again for a moment. His teeth chattered.

His whole body trembled as he stammered:

"Aren't you ashamed of yourself? A soldier doesn't fire at helpless,

wounded men. Remember that!"

Weixler went white.

"I beg to inform you, Captain, that the one who was near our trench was

hiding the others from us. I couldn't spare him." Then, with a sudden

explosion of anger, he added defiantly: "Besides, I thought we had quite

enough hungry mouths at home as it is."

The captain jumped at him like a snapping dog and stamped his foot and

roared:

"I'm not interested in what you think. I forbid you to shoot at the

wounded! As long as I am commanding officer here every wounded man shall

be held sacred, whether he tries to get to us or to return to the enemy.

Do you understand me?"

The lieutenant drew himself up haughtily.

"In that case I must take the liberty, sir, of begging you to hand me

that order in writing. I consider it my duty to inflict as much injury

upon the enemy as possible. A man that I let off to-day may be cured and

come back two months later and perhaps kill ten of my comrades."

For a moment the two men stood still, staring at each other as though

about to engage in mortal combat. Then Marschner nodded his head almost

imperceptibly, and said in a toneless voice:

"You shall have it in writing."

He swung on his heel and left. Colored spheres seemed to dance before

his eyes, and he had to summon all his strength to keep his equilibrium.

When at last he reached the dugout, he fell on the box of empty tins as

if he had been beaten. His hatred changed slowly into a deep, embittered

sense of discouragement. He knew perfectly well that he was in the

wrong. Not at the bar of his conscience! His conscience told him that

the deed the lieutenant had done was cowardly murder. But he and his

conscience had nothing to say here. They had happened to stray into this

place and would have to stay in the wrong. What was he to do? If he gave

the order in writing, he would afford Weixler his desired opportunity of

pushing himself forward and invite an investigation of his own conduct.

He begrudged the malicious creature that triumph. Perhaps it were better

to make an end of the whole business by going to the brigade staff and

telling the exalted gentlemen there frankly to their faces that he could

no longer be a witness to that bloody firing, that he could not hunt men

like wild beasts, no matter what uniform they happened to wear. Then, at

least, this playing at hide and seek would end. Let them shoot him, if

they wanted to, or hang him like a common felon. He would show them that

he knew how to die.

He walked out into the trench firmly, and ordered a soldier to summon

Lieutenant Weixler. Now it was so clear within him and so calm. He

heard the hellish shooting that the Italians were again directing at the

trench and went forward slowly like a man out promenading.

"They're throwing heavy mines at us now, Captain," the old corporal

announced, and looked at Marschner in despair. But Marschner went by

unmoved. All that no longer mattered to him. The lieutenant would take

over the command. That was what he was going to tell him. He could

hardly await the moment to relieve himself of the responsibility.

As Weixler delayed coming, he crept up through the shaft to the top.

The man's small, evil eyes flew to meet him and sought the written order

in his hand. The captain acted as though he did not notice the question

in his look, and said imperiously:

"Lieutenant, I turn the command of the company over to you until----"

A short roar of unheard-of violence cut short his speech. He had the

feeling, "That will hit me," and that very instant he saw something like

a black whale rush down in front of his eyes from out of the heavens

and plunge head foremost into the trench wall behind him. Then a crater

opened up in the earth, a sea of flame that raised him up and filled his

lungs with fire.

On slowly recovering his consciousness he found himself buried under a

huge mound of earth, with only his head and his left arm free. He had

no feeling in his other limbs. His whole body had grown weightless. He

could not find his legs. Nothing was there that he could move. But

there was a burning and burrowing that came from somewhere in his brain,

scorched his forehead, and made his tongue swell into a heavy, choking

lump.

"Water!" he moaned. Was there no one there who could pour a drop of

moisture into the burning hollow of his mouth? No one at all? Then where

was Weixler? He must be near by. Or else--was it possible that Weixler

was wounded too? Marschner wanted to jump up and find out what had

happened to Weixler--he wanted to----

Like an overburdened steam-crane his left hand struggled toward his

head, and when he at last succeeded in pushing it under his neck, he

felt with a shudder that his skull offered no resistance and his hand

slid into a warm, soft mush, and his hair, pasty with coagulated blood,

stuck to his fingers like warm, moist felt.

"Dying!" went through him with a chill. To die there--all alone. And

Weixler? He had to find out what had happened to--happened to----

With a superhuman effort he propped his head up on his left hand high

enough to have a view of a few paces along the trench. Now he saw

Weixler, with his back turned, leaning on his right side against the

trench wall, standing there crookedly, his left hand pressed against

his body, his shoulders hunched as if he had a cramp. The captain raised

himself a little higher and saw the ground and a broad, dark shadow that

Weixler cast. Blood? He was bleeding? Or what? Surely that was blood. It

couldn't be anything but blood. And yet it stretched out so peculiarly

and drew itself like a thin, red thread up to Weixler, up to where his

hand pressed his body as though he wanted to pull up the roots that

bound him to the earth.

The captain _had_ to see! He pulled his head farther out from under the

mound--and uttered a hoarse cry, a cry of infinite horror. The wretched

man was dragging his entrails behind him!

"Weixler!" burst from him in a shudder of compassion.

The man turned slowly, looked down at Marschner questioningly, pale,

sad, with frightened eyes. He stood like that only the fraction of a

second, then he lost his balance, reeled, and fell down, and was lost

from the captain's circle of vision. Their glances scarcely had time to

cross, the pallid face had merely flitted by. And yet it stood there,

remained fixed in the air, with a mild, soft, plaintive expression about

the narrow lips, an unforgettable air of gentle anxious resignation.

"He is suffering!" flashed through Marschner. "He is suffering!"--it

exulted him. And a glow suffused his pallor. His fingers, sticky with

blood, seemed to caress the air, until his head sank backward, and his

eyes broke.

The first soldiers who penetrated the towering mound of earth to where

he lay found him dead. But in spite of his ghastly wound, a contented,

almost happy smile hovered about his lips.

III. THE VICTOR

On the big square before the old courthouse, which now served as

regimental headquarters and bore the magic letters A.O.K. as a sort of

cabalistic sign on its front, a military band played every afternoon

from three to four at command of His Excellency. This little

diversion was meant to compensate the civilian population for the many

inconveniences that the quartering of several hundreds of staff officers

and a number of lesser officers inevitably brought upon them. Then, too,

according to His Excellency, such an institution helped considerably

to promote the popularity of the army and inspire patriotism in school

children and the masses. In the interest of the right conduct of the

war the strict commander deemed it highly essential to foster a right

attitude in the public and to encourage friendly relations between

military and civilian authorities--while fully preserving his own

privileges. It was essential to a successful continuation of the war.

Incidentally, the fact that the staff officers, with His Excellency at

their head, usually took their black coffee at just about this time had

helped a good deal to bring about these afternoon concerts.

It was indeed delightful to sit in the shade of the centenarian

plane-trees, whose intertwining branches overarched the entire square

like the nave of a cathedral. The autumn sun cast a dull glow on the

walls of the houses round about, and shed golden rings through the thick

foliage on the small round tables arrayed in long rows in front of the

coffeehouse. There was a reserved row for the staff officers set in

snowy linens, with little flower vases and fresh crisp cakes, which the

sergeant of the commissary brought punctually at three o'clock every day

from the field bakery, where they had been baked with particular care

under the personal supervision of the chef especially for His Excellency

and staff.

It was a beautiful gay picture of lively, varied metropolitan life that

surged about the music pavilion. Every one seemed as joyous and

carefree as on the Graben in Vienna on a sunny spring Sunday in times of

undisturbed peace. The children crowded around the orchestra, beat the

measure, and applauded enthusiastically after every piece. The streets

leading into the square were filled with giggling girls and students

wearing bright caps; while the _haute-volée_, the wives of the resident

officials and merchants, sat in the confectioner's shop on the square,

eagerly awaiting an opportunity to show their righteous indignation at

the daring millinery, transparent hose, and little more than knee-length

skirts of a certain class of women who had forced their way into the

town and, despite all protests and orders, were shamelessly plying their

trade in broad daylight.

But the chief tone was given by the transient officers. Whether on

furlough or on their way back to the front, they all had to pass through

this town, and enjoyed in deep draughts this first or last day of

freedom. Besides, if anything was needed at the front--horse-shoe nails,

saddle-soap, sanitary appliances, or bottled beer--this first little

"big town" was the quickest, most convenient place to buy it in. An

unlucky or an unpopular man merely received a commendation for his

bravery, and that settled him. But the man who enjoyed his commanding

officer's favor was given the preference to do the shopping here as

a reward. And an amazing ingenuity developed in discovering immediate

necessities. A secret arithmetical relation undeniably existed between

the consumption of charcoal, axle grease, etc., by individual troop

divisions and the distance of their outposts from this favorite

provisioning station.

Of course, the pleasure did not last long. There was just enough time

for a hot tub-bath, for showing off one's best newly-pressed uniform

once or twice on the main streets, for taking two meals at a table

spread with a tablecloth, and for spending a short night in a

comfortable bed--with, or, if the man could not help it, without

caresses--and then off again, depressed and irritable, off to the

maddeningly overcrowded railroad station, back to the front, into the

damp trench or the sunbaked block house.

The greed of life in these young officers, who promenaded, hungry-eyed,

through the town, the racing of their blood, like a diver who fills his

lungs full in one second, had gradually infected the entire, boresome

little place. It tingled, it foamed, it enriched itself and became

frivolous; it could not get enough sensations, now that it stood in the

center of world activities and had a claim upon real events.

Close-packed, the crowd surged past the music in holiday attire and

holiday mood on this ordinary week-day, quivering to the rhythm of the

Blue Danube Waltz, which the orchestra was playing catchingly, with a

roll of drums and a clash of cymbals. The whole spectacle brought to

mind the goings-on behind the scenes in a huge playhouse during the

performance of a tragedy with choruses and mob scenes. Nothing was seen

or heard here of the sanguinary piece being enacted at the front. The

features of the actors relaxed, they rested, or threw themselves

into the gay hubbub, heartily glad not to know how the tragedy was

progressing; exactly as real actors behind the scenes fall back into

their unprofessional selves until they get their next cue.

Sitting in the shade of the old trees, over coffee and cigars,

comfortably watching these doings, one might easily be deluded into

thinking that the drama taking place at the front was nothing but a

jolly spectacular play. From this point of view the whole war showed up

like a life-giving stream that washes orchestras ashore, brings wealth

and gaiety to the people, is navigated by promenading officers, and

directed by portly, comfortable generals. No suggestion of its bloody

side, no roar of artillery reaching your ears, no wounded soldier

dragging in his personal wretchedness and so striking a false note in

the general jollification.

Of course, it had not always been like that. In the first days, when the

daily concert still had the charm of novelty, all the regular, emergency

and reserve hospitals in the neighborhood had poured their vast number

of convalescents and slightly wounded men into the square. But that

lasted only two days. Then His Excellency summoned the head army

physician to a short interview and in sharp terms made it clear to the

crushed culprit what an unfavorable influence such a sight would have

upon the public, and expressed the hope that men wearing bandages, or

maimed men, or any men who might have a depressing effect on the general

war enthusiasm, should henceforth remain in the hospitals.

He was not defrauded of his hope. No disagreeable sight ever again

marred his pleasure when, with his favorite Havana between his teeth,

he gazed past the long row of his subordinates out on the street. No

one ever went by without casting a shy, deferential side-glance at the

omnipotent director of battles, who sat there like any other ordinary

human being, sipping his coffee, although he was the celebrated General

X, unlimited master of hundreds of thousands of human lives, the man the

papers liked to call the "Victor of ----." There was not a human being

in the town whose fate he could not have changed with one stroke of his

pen. There was nothing he could not promote or destroy as he saw fit.

His good will meant orders for army supplies and wealth, or distinction

and advancement; his ill will meant no prospects at all, or an order to

march along the way that led to certain death.

Leaning back comfortably in the large wicker chair, a chair destined in

all likelihood some day to become an object of historic interest, the

Powerful One jested gaily with the wife of his adjutant. He pointed to

the street, where the crowds surged in the brilliant sunshine, and said

with a sort of satisfied, triumphant delight in his tone:

"Just look! I should like to show this picture to our pacifists, who

always act as though war were nothing but a hideous carnage. You should

have seen this hole in peace times. It was enough to put you to sleep.

Why, the porter at the corner is earning more to-day than the biggest

merchant used to earn before the war. And have you noticed the young

fellows who come back from the front? Sunburnt, healthy and happy! Most

of them before the war were employed in offices. They held themselves

badly and were dissipated and looked cheesy. I assure you, the world has

never been so healthy as it is now. But if you look at your newspapers,

you read about a world-catastrophe, about a blood-drained Europe, and a

whole lot of other stuff."

He raised his bushy white eyebrows until they reached the middle of his

bulging forehead, and his small, piercing black eyes skimmed observantly

over the faces of those present.

His Excellency's pronouncement was a suggestion to the others and was

immediately taken up. At every table the conversation grew animated, the

benefits of the war were told over, and the wits cracked jokes at

the expense of the pacifists. There was not a single man in the whole

assemblage who did not owe at least two blessings to the war: financial

independence and such munificence of living as only much-envied money

magnates have allotted to them in times of peace. Among this circle

of people the war wore the mask of a Santa Claus with a bag full of

wonderful gifts on his back and assignments for brilliant careers in

his hand. To be sure here and there a gentleman was to be seen wearing

a crêpe-band on his sleeve for a brother or a brother-in-law who, as

officer, had seen that other aspect of the war, the Gorgon's face.

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