CHAPTER XIV.

MANLY AMUSEMENT

During the Eastern war there came a moment when schism in the empire

had seemed possible through the defection of Lucius Verus; when to

Aurelius it had also seemed possible to confirm his allegiance by no

less a gift than his beautiful daughter Lucilla, the eldest of his

children—the domnula, probably, of those letters. The little lady,

grown now to strong and stately maidenhood, had been ever something of

the good genius, the better soul, to Lucius Verus, by the law of

contraries, her somewhat cold and apathetic modesty acting as

counterfoil to the young man’s tigrish fervour. Conducted to Ephesus,

she had become his wife by form of civil marriage, the more solemn

wedding rites being deferred till their return to Rome.

The ceremony of the Confarreation, or religious marriage, in which

bride and bridegroom partook together of a certain mystic bread, was

celebrated accordingly, with due pomp, early in the spring; Aurelius

himself assisting, with much domestic feeling. A crowd of fashionable

people filled the space before the entrance to the apartments of Lucius

on the Palatine hill, richly decorated for the occasion, commenting,

not always quite delicately, on the various details of the rite, which

only a favoured few succeeded in actually witnessing. “She comes!”

Marius could hear them say, “escorted by her young brothers: it is the

young Commodus who carries the torch of white-thornwood, the little

basket of work-things, the toys for the children:”—and then, after a

watchful pause, “she is winding the woollen thread round the doorposts.

Ah! I see the marriage-cake: the bridegroom presents the fire and

water.” Then, in a longer pause, was heard the chorus, Thalassie!

Thalassie! and for just a few moments, in the strange light of many wax

tapers at noonday, Marius could see them both, side by side, while the

bride was lifted over the doorstep: Lucius Verus heated and

handsome—the pale, impassive Lucilla looking very long and slender, in

her closely folded yellow veil, and high nuptial crown.

As Marius turned away, glad to escape from the pressure of the crowd,

he found himself face to face with Cornelius, an infrequent spectator

on occasions such as this. It was a relief to depart with him—so fresh

and quiet he looked, though in all his splendid equestrian array in

honour of the ceremony—from the garish heat of the marriage scene. The

reserve which had puzzled Marius so much on his first day in Rome, was

but an instance of many, to him wholly unaccountable, avoidances alike

of things and persons, which must certainly mean that an intimate

companionship would cost him something in the way of seemingly

indifferent amusements. Some inward standard Marius seemed to detect

there (though wholly unable to estimate its nature) of distinction,

selection, refusal, amid the various elements of the fervid and corrupt

life across which they were moving together:—some secret, constraining

motive, ever on the alert at eye and ear, which carried him through

Rome as under a charm, so that Marius could not but think of that

figure of the white bird in the market-place as undoubtedly made true

of him. And Marius was still full of admiration for this companion, who

had known how to make himself very pleasant to him. Here was the clear,

cold corrective, which the fever of his present life demanded. Without

it, he would have felt alternately suffocated and exhausted by an

existence, at once so gaudy and overdone, and yet so intolerably empty;

in which people, even at their best, seemed only to be brooding, like

the wise emperor himself, over a world’s disillusion. For with all the

severity of Cornelius, there was such a breeze of hopefulness—freshness

and hopefulness, as of new morning, about him. For the most part, as I

said, those refusals, that reserve of his, seemed unaccountable. But

there were cases where the unknown monitor acted in a direction with

which the judgment, or instinct, of Marius himself wholly concurred;

the effective decision of Cornelius strengthening him further therein,

as by a kind of outwardly embodied conscience. And the entire drift of

his education determined him, on one point at least, to be wholly of

the same mind with this peculiar friend (they two, it might be,

together, against the world!) when, alone of a whole company of

brilliant youth, he had withdrawn from his appointed place in the

amphitheatre, at a grand public show, which after an interval of many

months, was presented there, in honour of the nuptials of Lucius Verus

and Lucilla.

And it was still to the eye, through visible movement and aspect, that

the character, or genius of Cornelius made itself felt by Marius; even

as on that afternoon when he had girt on his armour, among the

expressive lights and shades of the dim old villa at the roadside, and

every object of his knightly array had seemed to be but sign or symbol

of some other thing far beyond it. For, consistently with his really

poetic temper, all influence reached Marius, even more exclusively than

he was aware, through the medium of sense. From Flavian in that brief

early summer of his existence, he had derived a powerful impression of

the “perpetual flux”: he had caught there, as in cipher or symbol, or

low whispers more effective than any definite language, his own

Cyrenaic philosophy, presented thus, for the first time, in an image or

person, with much attractiveness, touched also, consequently, with a

pathetic sense of personal sorrow:—a concrete image, the abstract

equivalent of which he could recognise afterwards, when the agitating

personal influence had settled down for him, clearly enough, into a

theory of practice. But of what possible intellectual formula could

this mystic Cornelius be the sensible exponent; seeming, as he did, to

live ever in close relationship with, and recognition of, a mental

view, a source of discernment, a light upon his way, which had

certainly not yet sprung up for Marius? Meantime, the discretion of

Cornelius, his energetic clearness and purity, were a charm, rather

physical than moral: his exquisite correctness of spirit, at all

events, accorded so perfectly with the regular beauty of his person, as

to seem to depend upon it. And wholly different as was this later

friendship, with its exigency, its warnings, its restraints, from the

feverish attachment to Flavian, which had made him at times like an

uneasy slave, still, like that, it was a reconciliation to the world of

sense, the visible world. From the hopefulness of this gracious

presence, all visible things around him, even the commonest objects of

everyday life—if they but stood together to warm their hands at the

same fire—took for him a new poetry, a delicate fresh bloom, and

interest. It was as if his bodily eyes had been indeed mystically

washed, renewed, strengthened.

And how eagerly, with what a light heart, would Flavian have taken his

place in the amphitheatre, among the youth of his own age! with what an

appetite for every detail of the entertainment, and its various

accessories:—the sunshine, filtered into soft gold by the vela, with

their serpentine patterning, spread over the more select part of the

company; the Vestal virgins, taking their privilege of seats near the

empress Faustina, who sat there in a maze of double-coloured gems,

changing, as she moved, like the waves of the sea; the cool circle of

shadow, in which the wonderful toilets of the fashionable told so

effectively around the blazing arena, covered again and again during

the many hours’ show, with clean sand for the absorption of certain

great red patches there, by troops of white-shirted boys, for whom the

good-natured audience provided a scramble of nuts and small coin, flung

to them over a trellis-work of silver-gilt and amber, precious gift of

Nero, while a rain of flowers and perfume fell over themselves, as they

paused between the parts of their long feast upon the spectacle of

animal suffering.

During his sojourn at Ephesus, Lucius Verus had readily become a

patron, patron or protégé, of the great goddess of Ephesus, the goddess

of hunters; and the show, celebrated by way of a compliment to him

to-day, was to present some incidents of her story, where she figures

almost as the genius of madness, in animals, or in the humanity which

comes in contact with them. The entertainment would have an element of

old Greek revival in it, welcome to the taste of a learned and

Hellenising society; and, as Lucius Verus was in some sense a lover of

animals, was to be a display of animals mainly. There would be real

wild and domestic creatures, all of rare species; and a real slaughter.

On so happy an occasion, it was hoped, the elder emperor might even

concede a point, and a living criminal fall into the jaws of the wild

beasts. And the spectacle was, certainly, to end in the destruction, by

one mighty shower of arrows, of a hundred lions, “nobly” provided by

Aurelius himself for the amusement of his people.—Tam magnanimus fuit!

The arena, decked and in order for the first scene, looked delightfully

fresh, re-inforcing on the spirits of the audience the actual freshness

of the morning, which at this season still brought the dew. Along the

subterranean ways that led up to it, the sound of an advancing chorus

was heard at last, chanting the words of a sacred song, or hymn to

Diana; for the spectacle of the amphitheatre was, after all, a

religious occasion. To its grim acts of blood-shedding a kind of

sacrificial character still belonged in the view of certain religious

casuists, tending conveniently to soothe the humane sensibilities of so

pious an emperor as Aurelius, who, in his fraternal complacency, had

consented to preside over the shows.

Artemis or Diana, as she may be understood in the actual development of

her worship, was, indeed, the symbolical expression of two allied yet

contrasted elements of human temper and experience—man’s amity, and

also his enmity, towards the wild creatures, when they were still, in a

certain sense, his brothers. She is the complete, and therefore highly

complex, representative of a state, in which man was still much

occupied with animals, not as his flock, or as his servants after the

pastoral relationship of our later, orderly world, but rather as his

equals, on friendly terms or the reverse,—a state full of primeval

sympathies and antipathies, of rivalries and common wants—while he

watched, and could enter into, the humours of those “younger brothers,”

with an intimacy, the “survivals” of which in a later age seem often to

have had a kind of madness about them. Diana represents alike the

bright and the dark side of such relationship. But the humanities of

that relationship were all forgotten to-day in the excitement of a

show, in which mere cruelty to animals, their useless suffering and

death, formed the main point of interest. People watched their

destruction, batch after batch, in a not particularly inventive

fashion; though it was expected that the animals themselves, as living

creatures are apt to do when hard put to it, would become inventive,

and make up, by the fantastic accidents of their agony, for the

deficiencies of an age fallen behind in this matter of manly amusement.

It was as a Deity of Slaughter—the Taurian goddess who demands the

sacrifice of the shipwrecked sailors thrown on her coasts—the cruel,

moonstruck huntress, who brings not only sudden death, but rabies,

among the wild creatures that Diana was to be presented, in the person

of a famous courtesan. The aim at an actual theatrical illusion, after

the first introductory scene, was frankly surrendered to the display of

the animals, artificially stimulated and maddened to attack each other.

And as Diana was also a special protectress of new-born creatures,

there would be a certain curious interest in the dexterously contrived

escape of the young from their mother’s torn bosoms; as many pregnant

animals as possible being carefully selected for the purpose.

The time had been, and was to come again, when the pleasures of the

amphitheatre centered in a similar practical joking upon human beings.

What more ingenious diversion had stage manager ever contrived than

that incident, itself a practical epigram never to be forgottten, when

a criminal, who, like slaves and animals, had no rights, was compelled

to present the part of Icarus; and, the wings failing him in due

course, had fallen into a pack of hungry bears? For the long shows of

the amphitheatre were, so to speak, the novel-reading of that age—a

current help provided for sluggish imaginations, in regard, for

instance, to grisly accidents, such as might happen to one’s self; but

with every facility for comfortable inspection. Scaevola might watch

his own hand, consuming, crackling, in the fire, in the person of a

culprit, willing to redeem his life by an act so delightful to the

eyes, the very ears, of a curious public. If the part of Marsyas was

called for, there was a criminal condemned to lose his skin. It might

be almost edifying to study minutely the expression of his face, while

the assistants corded and pegged him to the bench, cunningly; the

servant of the law waiting by, who, after one short cut with his knife,

would slip the man’s leg from his skin, as neatly as if it were a

stocking—a finesse in providing the due amount of suffering for

wrong-doers only brought to its height in Nero’s living bonfires. But

then, by making his suffering ridiculous, you enlist against the

sufferer, some real, and all would-be manliness, and do much to stifle

any false sentiment of compassion. The philosophic emperor, having no

great taste for sport, and asserting here a personal scruple, had

greatly changed all that; had provided that nets should be spread under

the dancers on the tight-rope, and buttons for the swords of the

gladiators. But the gladiators were still there. Their bloody contests

had, under the form of a popular amusement, the efficacy of a human

sacrifice; as, indeed, the whole system of the public shows was

understood to possess a religious import. Just at this point,

certainly, the judgment of Lucretius on pagan religion is without

reproach—

Tantum religio potuit suadere malorum.

And Marius, weary and indignant, feeling isolated in the great

slaughter-house, could not but observe that, in his habitual

complaisance to Lucius Verus, who, with loud shouts of applause from

time to time, lounged beside him, Aurelius had sat impassibly through

all the hours Marius himself had remained there. For the most part

indeed, the emperor had actually averted his eyes from the show,

reading, or writing on matters of public business, but had seemed,

after all, indifferent. He was revolving, perhaps, that old Stoic

paradox of the Imperceptibility of pain; which might serve as an

excuse, should those savage popular humours ever again turn against men

and women. Marius remembered well his very attitude and expression on

this day, when, a few years later, certain things came to pass in Gaul,

under his full authority; and that attitude and expression defined

already, even thus early in their so friendly intercourse, and though

he was still full of gratitude for his interest, a permanent point of

difference between the emperor and himself—between himself, with all

the convictions of his life taking centre to-day in his merciful, angry

heart, and Aurelius, as representing all the light, all the

apprehensive power there might be in pagan intellect. There was

something in a tolerance such as this, in the bare fact that he could

sit patiently through a scene like this, which seemed to Marius to mark

Aurelius as his inferior now and for ever on the question of

righteousness; to set them on opposite sides, in some great conflict,

of which that difference was but a single presentment. Due, in whatever

proportions, to the abstract principles he had formulated for himself,

or in spite of them, there was the loyal conscience within him,

deciding, judging himself and every one else, with a wonderful sort of

authority:—You ought, methinks, to be something quite different from

what you are; here! and here! Surely Aurelius must be lacking in that

decisive conscience at first sight, of the intimations of which Marius

could entertain no doubt—which he looked for in others. He at least,

the humble follower of the bodily eye, was aware of a crisis in life,

in this brief, obscure existence, a fierce opposition of real good and

real evil around him, the issues of which he must by no means

compromise or confuse; of the antagonisms of which the “wise” Marcus

Aurelius was unaware.

That long chapter of the cruelty of the Roman public shows may,

perhaps, leave with the children of the modern world a feeling of

self-complacency. Yet it might seem well to ask ourselves—it is always

well to do so, when we read of the slave-trade, for instance, or of

great religious persecutions on this side or on that, or of anything

else which raises in us the question, “Is thy servant a dog, that he

should do this thing?”—not merely, what germs of feeling we may

entertain which, under fitting circumstances, would induce us to the

like; but, even more practically, what thoughts, what sort of

considerations, may be actually present to our minds such as might have

furnished us, living in another age, and in the midst of those legal

crimes, with plausible excuses for them: each age in turn, perhaps,

having its own peculiar point of blindness, with its consequent

peculiar sin—the touch-stone of an unfailing conscience in the select

few.

Those cruel amusements were, certainly, the sin of blindness, of

deadness and stupidity, in the age of Marius; and his light had not

failed him regarding it. Yes! what was needed was the heart that would

make it impossible to witness all this; and the future would be with

the forces that could beget a heart like that. His chosen philosophy

had said,—Trust the eye: Strive to be right always in regard to the

concrete experience: Beware of falsifying your impressions. And its

sanction had at least been effective here, in protesting—“This, and

this, is what you may not look upon!” Surely evil was a real thing, and

the wise man wanting in the sense of it, where, not to have been, by

instinctive election, on the right side, was to have failed in life.

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