In that other watch-tower in Paris, where he had spent the best hours of

his youth, he had loved that nightly watch on the constellations. Now,

as then, in the pulse of the planets he found assurances which faith had

not given him. In the vast majestic order of that nocturnal march, that

diurnal retreat, he had learned the law of the whirling leaf and the

falling star, of the slow aeon-delayed comet and of the slower wane of

solar fires. Looking with visionary eyes into that congregation of

stars, he realised, not the littleness of the human dream, but its

divine impulsion. It was only when, after long vigils into the quietudes

of night, he turned his gaze from the palaces of the unknown, and

thought of the baffled fretful swarming in the cities of men, that his

soul rose in revolt against the sublime ineptitude of man's spiritual

leaguer against destiny.

Destiny--"An Dan"--it was a word familiar to him since childhood, when

first he had heard it on the lips of old Ian Macdonald. And once, on the

eve of the Feast of Paschal, when Alan had asked Daniel Dare what was

the word which the stars spelled from zenith to nadir, the Astronomer

had turned and answered simply, "_C'est le Destin_."

But Alan was of the few to whom this talismanic word opens lofty

perspectives, even while it obscures those paltry vistas which we deem

unending and dignify with vain hopes and void immortalities.

_To live in Beauty is to sum up in four words all the spiritual

aspiration of the soul of man._--F. M.

A DREAM

_To G. R. S. MEAD_

_Our thought, our consciousness, is but the scintillation of a wave:

below us is a moving shadow, our brief forecast and receding way;

beneath the shadow are depths sinking into depths, and then the

unfathomable unknown._--F. M.

A Dream

I was on a vast, an illimitable plain, where the dark blue horizons were

sharp as the edges of hills. It was the world, but there was nothing in

the world. There was not a blade of grass nor the hum of an insect, nor

the shadow of a bird's wing. The mountains had sunk like waves in the

sea when there is no wind; the barren hills had become dust. Forests had

become the fallen leaf; and the leaf had passed. I was aware of one who

stood beside me, though that knowledge was of the spirit only; and my

eyes were filled with the same nothingness as I beheld above and beneath

and beyond. I would have thought I was in the last empty glens of Death,

were it not for a strange and terrible sound that I took to be the voice

of the wind coming out of nothing, travelling over nothingness and

moving onward into nothing.

"There is only the wind," I said to myself in a whisper.

Then the voice of the dark Power beside me, whom in my heart I knew to

be Dalua, the Master of Illusions, said: "Verily, this is your last

illusion."

I answered: "It is the wind."

And the voice answered: "That is not the wind that you hear, for the

wind is dead. It is the empty, hollow echo of my laughter."

Then, suddenly, he who was beside me lifted up a small stone, smooth as

a pebble of the sea. It was grey and flat, and yet to me had a terrible

beauty because it was the last vestige of the life of the world.

The Presence beside me lifted up the stone and said: "It is the end."

And the horizons of the world came in upon me like a rippling shadow.

And I leaned over darkness and saw whirling stars. These were gathered

up like leaves blown from a tree, and in a moment their lights were

quenched, and they were further from me than grains of sand blown on a

whirlwind of a thousand years.

Then he, that terrible one, Master of Illusions, let fall the stone, and

it sank into the abyss and fell immeasurably into the infinite. And

under my feet the world was as a falling wave, and was not. And I fell,

though without sound, without motion. And for years and years I fell

below the dim waning of light; and for years and years I fell through

universes of dusk; and for years and years and years I fell through the

enclosing deeps of darkness. It was to me as though I fell for

centuries, for aeons, for unimaginable time. I knew I had fallen beyond

time, and that I inhabited eternity, where were neither height, nor

depth, nor width, nor space.

But, suddenly, without sound, without motion, I stood steadfast upon a

vast ledge. Before me, on that ledge of darkness become rock, I saw this

stone which had been lifted from the world of which I was a shadow,

after shadow itself had died away. And as I looked, this stone became

fire and rose in flame. Then the flame was not. And when I looked the

stone was water; it was as a pool that did not overflow, a wave that did

not rise or fall, a shaken mirror wherein nothing was troubled.

Then, as dew is gathered in silence, the water was without form or

colour or motion. And the stone seemed to me like a handful of earth

held idly in the poise of unseen worlds. What I thought was a green

flame rose from it, and I saw that it had the greenness of grass, and

had the mystery of life. The green herb passed as green grass in a

drought; and I saw the waving of wings. And I saw shape upon shape, and

image upon image, and symbol upon symbol. Then I saw a man, and he,

too, passed; and I saw a woman, and she, too, passed; and I saw a child,

and the child passed. Then the stone was a Spirit. And it shone there

like a lamp. And I fell backward through deeps of darkness, through

unimaginable time.

And when I stood upon the world again it was like a glory. And I saw the

stone lying at my feet.

And One said: "Do you not know me, brother?"

And I said: "Speak, Lord."

And Christ stooped and kissed me upon the brow.

NOTES

_Unity does not lie in the emotional life of expression which we

call Art, which discerns it; it does not lie in nature, but in the

Soul of man._--F. M.

Notes to First Edition

THE DIVINE ADVENTURE

When "The Divine Adventure" appeared in the _Fortnightly Review_ in

November and December last, I received many comments and letters. From

these I infer that my present readers will also be of two sections,

those who understand at once why, in this symbolical presentment, I

ignore the allegorical method--and those who, accustomed to the

artificial method of allegory, would rather see this "story of a soul"

told in that method, without actuality, or as an ordinary essay stript

of narrative.

But each can have only his own way of travelling towards a desired goal.

I chose my way, because in no other, as it seemed to me, could I convey

what I wanted to convey. Is it so great an effort of the imagination to

conceive of the Mind and Soul actual as the Body is actual? And is there

any tragic issue so momentous, among all the tragic issues of life, as

the problem of the Spirit, the Mind--the Will as I call it; that

problem as to whether it has to share the assured destiny of the Body,

or the desired and possible destiny of the Soul? There is no spiritual

tragedy so poignant as this uncertainty of the Will, the Spirit, what we

call the thinking part of us, before the occult word of the Soul,

inhabiting here but as an impatient exile, and the inevitable end of

that Body to which it is so intimately allied, with which are its

immediate, and in a sense its most vital interests, and in whose

mortality it would seem to have a dreadful share.

The symbolist, unlike the allegorist, cannot disregard the actual, the

reality as it seems: he must, indeed, be supremely heedful of this

reality as it seems. The symbolist or the mystic (properly they are one)

abhors the vague, what is called the "mystical": he is supremely a

realist, but his realism is of the spirit and the imagination, and not

of externals, or rather not of these merely, for there, too, he will not

disregard actuality, but make it his base, as the lark touches the solid

earth before it rises where it can see both Earth and Heaven and sing a

song that partakes of each and belongs to both. "In the kingdom of the

imagination the ideal must ever be faithful to the general laws of

nature," wrote one of the wisest of mystics. Art is pellucid mystery,

and the only spiritually logical interpretation of life; and her

inevitable language is Symbol--by which (whether in colour, or form, or

sound, or word, or however the symbol be translated) a spiritual image

illumines a reality that the material fact narrows or obscures.

For the rest, "The Divine Adventure" is an effort to solve, or obtain

light upon, the profoundest human problem. It is by looking inward that

we shall find the way outward. The gods--and what we mean by the

gods--the gods seeking God have ever penetrated the soul by two roads,

that of nature and that of art. Edward Calvert put it supremely well

when he said "I go inward to God: outward to the gods." It was Calvert

also who wrote:--

"To charm the truthfulness of eternal law into a guise which it has not

had before, and clothe the invention with expression, this is the magic

with which the poet would lead the listener into a world of his own, and

make him sit down in the charmed circle of his own gods."

_Page 96. The Felire na Naomh Nerennach_ (so spelt, more phonetically

than correctly) is an invaluable early "Chronicle of Irish Saints."

Uladh--or Ulla--is the Gaelic for Ulster, though the ancient boundaries

were not the same as those of the modern province; and at periods Uladh

stood for all North Ireland. Tara in the south was first the capital of

a kingdom, and later the federal capital. Thus, at the beginning of the

Christian era, Concobar mac Nessa was both King of the Ultonians (the

clans of Uladh) and Ard-Righ or High-King of Ireland, a nominal

suzerainty.

The name of Mochaoi's abbacy, _n' Aondruim_, was in time anglicised to

Antrim.

The characteristic Gaelic passage quoted in English at p. 98 is not from

the _Felire na Naomh Nerennach_, but from a Hebridean source: excerpted

from one of the many treasures-troves rescued from extant or recently

extant Gaelic lore by Mr. Alexander Carmichael, all soon to be published

(the outcome of a long life of unselfish devotion) under the title _Or

agus Ob_, though we may be sure that there will be little "dross" and

much "gold."

_Page 101._ The allusion is to the story or sketch called "The Book of

the Opal" in _The Dominion of Dreams_: a sketch true in essentials, but

having at its close an arbitrary interpolation of external symbolism

which I now regret as superfluous. I have since realised that the only

living and convincing symbol is that which is conceived of the spirit

and not imagined by the mind. My friend's life, and end, were strange

enough--and significant enough--without the effort to bring home to

other minds by an arbitrary formula what should have been implicit.

_Page 102._ I have again and again, directly or indirectly, since my

first book _Pharais_ to the repeated record in this book, alluded to

Seumas Macleod; and as I have shown in "Barabal," here, and in the

dedication to this book, it is to the old islander and to my Hebridean

nurse, Barabal, that I owe more than to any other early influences. For

those who do not understand the character of the Island-Gael, or do not

realise that all Scotland is not Presbyterian, it may be as well to add

that many of the islesmen are of the Catholic faith (broadly, the

Southern Hebrides are wholly Catholic), and that therefore the brooding

imagination of an old islander--who spoke Gaelic only, and had never

visited the mainland--might the more readily dwell upon Mary the Mother:

Mary of the Lamb, Mary the Shepherdess, as she is lovingly called. I do

not, for private reasons, name the island where he lived: but I have

written of him, or of what he said, nothing but what was so, or was thus

said. He had suffered much, and was lonely: but was, I think, the

happiest, and, I am sure, the wisest human being I have known. What I

cannot now recall is whether his belief in Mary's Advent was based on an

old prophecy, or upon a faith of his own dreams and visions, coloured by

the visions and dreams of a like mind and longing: perhaps, and

likeliest, upon both. I was not more than seven years old when that

happened of which I have written on p. 102, and so recall with surety

only that which I saw and heard.

I am glad to know that another is hardly less indebted to old Seumas

Macleod. I am not permitted to mention his name, but a friend and

kinsman allows me to tell this: that when he was about sixteen he was on

the remote island where Seumas lived, and on the morrow of his visit

came at sunrise upon the old man, standing looking seaward with his

bonnet removed from his long white locks; and upon his speaking to

Seumas (when he saw he was not "at his prayers") was answered, in Gaelic

of course, "Every morning like this I take off my hat to the beauty of

the world."

The untaught islander who could say this had learned an ancient wisdom,

of more account than wise books, than many philosophies.

Let me tell one other story of him, which I have meant often to tell,

but have as often forgotten. He had gone once to the Long Island, with

three fishermen, in their herring-coble. The fish had been sold, and the

boat had sailed southward to a Lews haven where Seumas had a relative.

The younger men had "hanselled" their good bargain overwell, and were

laughing and talking freely, as they walked up the white road from the

haven. Something was said that displeased Seumas greatly, and he might

have spoken swiftly in reproof; but just then a little naked child ran

laughing from a cottage, chased by his smiling mother. Seumas caught up

the child, who was but an infant, and set him in their midst, and then

kneeled and said the few words of a Hebridean hymn beginning:--

"Even as a little child

Most holy, pure...."

No more was said, but the young men understood; and he who long

afterward told me of this episode added that though he had often since

acted weakly and spoken foolishly, he had never, since that day, uttered

foul words. Another like characteristic anecdote of Seumas (as the

skipper who made his men cease mocking a "fool") I have told in the tale

called "The Amadan" in the _The Dominion of Dreams_.

I could write much of this revered friend--so shrewd and genial and

worldly-wise, for all his lonely life; so blithe in spirit and swiftly

humorous; himself a poet, and remembering countless songs and tales of

old; strong and daring, on occasion; good with the pipes, as with the

nets; seldom angered, but then with a fierce anger, barbaric in its

vehemence; a loyal clansman; in all things, good and not so good, a Gael

of the Isles.

But since I have not done so, not gathered into one place, I add this

note.

_Page 113._ The kingdom of the Suderoeer (_i.e._ Southern Isles) was the

Norse name for the realm of the Hebrides and Inner Hebrides when the

Isles were under Scandinavian dominion.

_Page 118._ The ignorance or supineness which characterises so many

English writers on Celtic history is to be found even among Highland

and Irish clerics and others who have not taken the trouble to study or

even become acquainted with their own ancient literature, but fallen

into the foolish and discreditable conventionalism which maintains that

before Columban or in pre-Christian days the Celtic race consisted of

wholly uncivilised and broken tribes, rivals only in savagery.

How little true that is; as wide of truth as the statements that the far

influences of Iona ceased with the death of Columba. Not only was the

island for two centuries thereafter (in the words of an eminent

historian) "the nursery of bishops, the centre of education, the asylum

of religious knowledge, the place of union, the capital and necropolis

of the Celtic race," but the spiritual colonies of Iona had everywhere

leavened western Europe. Charlemagne knew and reverenced "this little

people of Iona," who from a remote island in the wild seas beyond the

almost as remote countries of Scotland and England had spread the Gospel

everywhere. Not only were many monasteries founded by monks from Iona in

the narrower France of that day, but also in Lorraine, Alsatia, in

Switzerland, and in the German states; in distant Bavaria even, no

fewer than sixteen were thus founded. In the very year the Danes made

their first descent on the doomed island, a monk of Iona was Bishop of

Tarento in Italy. In a word, in that day, Iona was the brightest gem in

the spiritual crown of Rome.

_Page 128._ The "little-known namesake of my own" alluded to is Fiona,

or Fionaghal Macleod, known (in common with her more famous sister Mary)

by the appellation _Nighean Alasdair Ruadh_, "Daughter of Alasdair the

Red," was born _circa_ 1575.

_Page 130._ Columba, whose house-name was Crimthan, "Wolf"--surviving in

our Scoto-Gaelic MacCrimmon--who was of royal Irish blood and, through

his mother of royal Scottish (Pictish) blood also, came to Iona in A.D.

563, when he was in his forty-second year. At that date, St. Augustine,

"the English Columba," had not yet landed in Kent--that more famous

event occurring thirty-four years later. In this year of 563, the East

had not yet awakened to its wonderful dream that to-day has in number

more dreamers than the Cross of Christ; for it was not till six years

later, when Columba was on a perilous mission of conversion among the

Picts, that Mahomet was born. In 563, when Colum landed on Iona, the

young Italian priest who was afterwards to be called the Architect of

the Church and to become famous as Pope Gregory the Great, was dreaming

his ambitious dreams; and farther East, in Constantinople, then the

capital of the Western World, the great Roman Emperor Justinian was

laying the foundation of modern law.

With the advent of Charlemagne, two hundred years later, "the old world"

passed. When the ninth century opened, the great Gregory's dearest hopes

were in the dust where his bones lay; Justinian's metropolis was fallen

from her pride; and, on Iona, the heathen Danes drank to Odin.

_Page 136._ The _Mor-Rigan_. This euphemerised Celtic queen is called by

many names: even those resembling that just given vary much--_Morrigu_,

_Mor Reega_, _Morrigan_, _Morgane_, _Mur-ree (Mor Ree)_, etc. The old

word _Mor-Rigan_ means "the great queen." She is the mother of the

Gaelic Gods, as _Bona Dea_ of the Romans. "_Anu_ is her name," says an

ancient writer. Anu suckled the elder gods. Her name survives in

_Tuatha-De-Danann_, in _Danu_, _Ana_, and perhaps in that mysterious

Scoto-Gaelic name, Teampull _Anait_--the temple of Anait--whom some

writers collate with an ancient Asiatic goddess, Anait (see p. 171). It

has been suggested that the Celts gave _Bona Dea_ to the Romans, for

these considered her Hyperborean. A less likely derivation of the

popular "_Morrigu_" is that _Mor Reega_ is _Mor Reagh_ (wealth).

Keating, it may be added, speaks of Monagan, Badha, and Macha as the

three chief goddesses of the Divine Race of Ana (the Tuatha De Danann).

Students of Celtic mythology and legend, and of the Tain-bo-Cuailgne in

particular, will remember that her white bull "Find-Bennach" was

"antagonist" to the famous brown bull of Cuailgne. The Mor Rigan has

been identified with Cybele--as the Goddess of Prosperity: but only

speculatively. Another name of the Mother of all Gods is _Aine (Anu?)_.

Prof. Rhys says _Ri_ or _Roi_ was the Mother of the gods of the

non-Celtic races. It is suggestive that _Ana_ is a Phoenician word: that

people had a (virgin?) goddess named _Ana-Perema_.

_Page 156._ _Finn_--_Oisin_--_Oscur_--_Gaul_--_Diarmid_--_Cuchullin_.

These names as they stand exhibit the uncertainty of Gaelic

name-spelling. In the case of the first named there is constant

variation. The oldest writing is Find (also Fend), or Fin. Some Gaelic

writers prefer, in modern use, Fionn. Through a misapprehension,

Macpherson popularised the name in Scotland as Fingal, and the _Fein_

and _Fianna_ (for they are not the same, as commonly supposed, the

former being the Clan or People of Finn, and the latter a kind of

militia raised for the defence of Uladh), as the Fingalians. Some Irish

critics have been severe upon Macpherson's "impossible nomenclature";

but _Fingal_ is not "impossible," though it is certainly not old Gaelic

for Finn--for the word can quite well stand for Fair Stranger, and might

well have been a name given to a Norse (or for that matter a Gaelic)

champion.

_Fin MacCumhal_ (Fin MacCooal or MacCool) is now commonly rendered as

Finn or Fionn. The latter is good Gaelic and the finer word, but the

other is older. Fionn obtains more in Gaelic Scotland. _Fingal_ and the

_Fingalians_ are modern, and due solely to the great vogue given by

Macpherson--though many writers and even Gaelic speakers have adopted

them.

Fionn's famous son, again, is almost universally (outside Gaelic

Scotland and Ireland) known as Ossian, because of Macpherson's spelling

of the name. Neither the Highland nor Irish Gaels pronounce it so--but

Oshshen, and the like--best represented by the Gaelic _Oisin_ or Oisein.

Personally I prefer Oisin to any other spelling; but perhaps it would be

best if the word were uniformly spelt in the manner in which it is

universally familiar. Obviously, too, "Ossianic" is the only suitable

use of the name in adjective form. _Oscur_ is probably merely a Gaelic

spelling of the Norse Oscar; though I recollect a student of ancient

Gaelic names telling me that the name was Gaelic and only resembled the

familiar Scandinavian word. _Gaul_ is commonly so spelt; but Goll is

probably more correct. _Diarmid_ has many variations, from Diarmuid to

Dermid; but Diarmid is the best English equivalent both in sound and

correctness.

It is still a moot point as to whether in narration, Gaelic names should

be given as they are, or be anglicised--or Gaelic exclamations to

phrases in their original spelling, or more phonetically to an English

ear. I think it should depend on circumstances, and within the writer's

tact. I have myself been taken to task again and again, by critics eager

with the eagerness of little knowledge, for partial anglicisation of

names and presumed mistakes in Gaelic spelling, when, surely, the

intention was obvious that a compromise was being attempted. Let me give

an example. How would the English reader like a story of, say, a Donald

Macintyre and a Grace Maclean and an Ivor Mackay if these names were

given in their Gaelic form, as Domnhuil Mac-an-t-Saoir and Giorsal nic

Illeathain and Imhir Mac Aodh--or even if simple names, like, say, Meave

and Malvina, were given as Medb or Malmhin?

It is a pity there is not one recognised way of spelling the legendary

name of Setanta, the chief hero of the Gaelic chivalry. Probably the

best rendering is Cuchulain. The old form is Cuculaind. But colloquially

the name in Gaelic is called Coohoolin or Coohullun; and so Cuculaind

would mislead the ordinary reader. The Scottish version is generally

Cuchullin--the _ch_ soft: a more correct rendering of the Macphersonian

Cuthullin, a misnomer responsible no doubt for the common mistake that

the Coolin (Cuthullin) mountains in Skye have any connection with the

great Gaelic hero (see p. 155). Setanta, a prince of Uladh, was taught

for a time in the art of weaponry by one Culain or Culaind, and after a

certain famous act of prowess became known as The Hound of Culain--_Cu_

being a hound, whence Cuculain, or with the sign of the genitive,

Cuchulain. Every variation of the name, and all the legends of the

Cuchullin cycle, will be found in Miss Eleanor Hull's excellent

redaction, published by Mr. Nutt. The interested reader should see also

the classical work of O'Curry: the vivid and romantic chronicle of Mr.

Standish O'Grady; and the fascinating and scholarly edition of _The

Feast of Bricrin_, recently published as the second volume of the Irish

Texts Society, by Dr. George Henderson, the most scholarly of Highland

specialists.

_Page 162 seq._ No one has collected so much material on the subject of

St. Michael as Mr. Alexander Carmichael has done. Some of his lore, in

sheiling-hymns and fishing-hymns, he has already made widely known,

directly and indirectly: but in his forthcoming _Or agus Ob_, already

alluded to, there will be found a long and invaluable section devoted to

St. Micheil, as also, I understand, one of like length and interest on

St. Bride or Briget, the most beloved of Hebridean saints, and herself

probably a Christian successor of a much more ancient Brighde, a Celtic

deity, it is said, of Song and Beauty.

_Page 181. Be'al._ I do not think there is any evidence to prove that

the Be'al or Bel often spelt Baal--whose name and worship survive to

this day in _Bealltainn_ (Beltane), May-day--of Gaelic mythology, is

identical with the Phoenician god Baal, though probably of a like

significance. The Gaelic name, which may be anglicised into Be'al,

signifies "Source of All."

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