A CONTENTED MAN

In the garden of the Tuileries there is a sunny corner under the wall of a

terrace which fronts the south. Along the wall is a range of benches

commanding a view of the walks and avenues of the garden. This genial nook

is a place of great resort in the latter part of autumn and in fine days in

winter, as it seems to retain the flavor of departed summer. On a calm,

bright morning it is quite alive with nursery-maids and their playful

little charges. Hither also resort a number of ancient ladies and

gentlemen, who, with the laudable thrift in small pleasures and small

expenses for which the French are to be noted, come here to enjoy sunshine

and save firewood. Here may often be seen some cavalier of the old school,

when the sunbeams have warmed his blood into something like a glow,

fluttering about like a frost-bitten moth thawed before the fire, putting

forth a feeble show of gallantry among the antiquated dames, and now and

then eying the buxom nursery-maids with what might almost be mistaken for

an air of libertinism.

Among the habitual frequenters of this place I had often remarked an old

gentleman whose dress was decidedly ante-revolutional. He wore the

three-cornered cocked hat of the _ancien regime_; his hair was frizzed

over each ear into _ailes de pigeon_, a style strongly savoring of

Bourbonism; and a queue stuck out behind, the loyalty of which was not to

be disputed. His dress, though ancient, had an air of decayed gentility,

and I observed that he took his snuff out of an elegant though

old-fashioned gold box. He appeared to be the most popular man on the walk.

He had a compliment for every old lady, he kissed every child, and he

patted every little dog on the head; for children and little dogs are very

important members of society in France. I must observe, however, that he

seldom kissed a child without, at the same time, pinching the

nursery-maid's cheek; a Frenchman of the old school never forgets his

devoirs to the sex.

I had taken a liking to this old gentleman. There was an habitual

expression of benevolence in his face which I have very frequently remarked

in these relics of the politer days of France. The constant interchange of

those thousand little courtesies which imperceptibly sweeten life have a

happy effect upon the features, and spread a mellow evening charm over the

wrinkles of old age.

Where there is a favorable predisposition one soon forms a kind of tacit

intimacy by often meeting on the same walks. Once or twice I accommodated

him with a bench, after which we touched hats on passing each other; at

length we got so far as to take a pinch of snuff together out of his box,

which is equivalent to eating salt together in the East; from that time our

acquaintance was established.

I now became his frequent companion in his morning promenades, and derived

much amusement from his good-humored remarks on men and manners. One

morning, as we were strolling through an alley of the Tuileries, with the

autumnal breeze whirling the yellow leaves about our path, my companion

fell into a peculiarly communicative vein, and gave me several particulars

of his history. He had once been wealthy, and possessed of a fine estate in

the country and a noble hotel in Paris; but the revolution, which effected

so many disastrous changes, stripped him of everything. He was secretly

denounced by his own steward during a sanguinary period of the revolution,

and a number of the bloodhounds of the Convention were sent to arrest him.

He received private intelligence of their approach in time to effect his

escape. He landed in England without money or friends, but considered

himself singularly fortunate in having his head upon his shoulders; several

of his neighbors having been guillotined as a punishment for being rich.

When he reached London he had but a louis in his pocket, and no prospect of

getting another. He ate a solitary dinner of beefsteak, and was almost

poisoned by port wine, which from its color he had mistaken for claret. The

dingy look of the chop-house, and of the little mahogany-colored box in

which he ate his dinner, contrasted sadly with the gay saloons of Paris.

Everything looked gloomy and disheartening. Poverty stared him in the face;

he turned over the few shillings he had of change; did not know what was to

become of him; and--went to the theater!

He took his seat in the pit, listened attentively to a tragedy of which he

did not understand a word, and which seemed made up of fighting, and

stabbing, and scene shifting, and began to feel his spirits sinking within

him; when, casting his eyes into the orchestra, what was his surprise to

recognize an old friend and neighbor in the very act of extorting music

from a huge violoncello.

As soon as the evening's performance was over he tapped his friend on the

shoulder; they kissed each other on each cheek, and the musician took him

home, and shared his lodgings with him. He had learned music as an

accomplishment; by his friend's advice he now turned to it as a means of

support. He procured a violin, offered himself for the orchestra, was

received, and again considered himself one of the most fortunate men upon

earth.

Here therefore he lived for many years during the ascendency of the

terrible Napoleon. He found several emigrants living, like himself, by the

exercise of their talents. They associated together, talked of France and

of old times, and endeavored to keep up a semblance of Parisian life in the

center of London.

They dined at a miserable cheap French restaurant in the neighborhood of

Leicester Square, where they were served with a caricature of French

cookery. They took their promenade in St. James's Park, and endeavored to

fancy it the Tuileries; in short, they made shift to accommodate themselves

to everything but an English Sunday. Indeed the old gentleman seemed to

have nothing to say against the English, whom he affirmed to be _braves

gens_; and he mingled so much among them that at the end of twenty years

he could speak their language almost well enough to be understood.

The downfall of Napoleon was another epoch in his life. He had considered

himself a fortunate man to make his escape penniless out of France, and he

considered himself fortunate to be able to return penniless into it. It is

true that he found his Parisian hotel had passed through several hands

during the vicissitudes of the times, so as to be beyond the reach of

recovery; but then he had been noticed benignantly by government, and had a

pension of several hundred francs, upon which, with careful management, he

lived independently, and, as far as I could judge, happily. As his once

splendid hotel was now occupied as a _hotel garni_, he hired a small

chamber in the attic; it was but, as he said, changing his bedroom up two

pair of stairs--he was still in his own house. His room was decorated with

pictures of several beauties of former times, with whom he professed to

have been on favorable terms: among them was a favorite opera-dancer, who

had been the admiration of Paris at the breaking out of the revolution. She

had been a protegee of my friend, and one of the few of his youthful

favorites who had survived the lapse of time and its various vicissitudes.

They had renewed their acquaintance, and she now and then visited him; but

the beautiful Psyche, once the fashion of the day and the idol of the

_parterre_, was now a shriveled, little old woman, warped in the back

and with a hooked nose.

The old gentleman was a devout attendant upon levees; he was most zealous

in his loyalty, and could not speak of the royal family without a burst of

enthusiasm, for he still felt toward them as his companions in exile. As to

his poverty he made light of it, and indeed had a good-humored way of

consoling himself for every cross and privation. If he had lost his chateau

in the country, he had half a dozen royal palaces, as it were, at his

command. He had Versailles and St. Cloud for his country resorts, and the

shady alleys of the Tuileries and the Luxembourg for his town recreation.

Thus all his promenades and relaxations were magnificent, yet cost nothing.

When I walk through these fine gardens, said he, I have only to fancy

myself the owner of them, and they are mine. All these gay crowds are my

visitors, and I defy the grand seignior himself to display a greater

variety of beauty. Nay, what is better, I have not the trouble of

entertaining them. My estate is a perfect Sans Souci, where every one does

as he pleases, and no one troubles the owner. All Paris is my theater, and

presents me with a continual spectacle. I have a table spread for me in

every street, and thousands of waiters ready to fly at my bidding. When my

servants have waited upon me I pay them, discharge them, and there's an

end; I have no fears of their wronging or pilfering me when my back is

turned. Upon the whole, said the old gentleman with a smile of infinite

good humor, when I think upon the various risks I have run, and the manner

in which I have escaped them; when I recollect all that I have suffered,

and consider all that I at present enjoy, I cannot but look upon myself as

a man of singular good fortune.

Such was the brief history of this practical philosopher, and it is a

picture of many a Frenchman ruined by the revolution. The French appear to

have a greater facility than most men in accommodating themselves to the

reverses of life, and of extracting honey out of the bitter things of this

world. The first shock of calamity is apt to overwhelm them, but when it is

once past, their natural buoyancy of feeling soon brings them to the

surface. This may be called the result of levity of character, but it

answers the end of reconciling us to misfortune, and if it be not true

philosophy, it is something almost as efficacious. Ever since I have heard

the story of my little Frenchman, I have treasured it up in my heart; and I

thank my stars I have at length found what I had long considered as not to

be found on earth--a contented man.

P. S.--There is no calculating on human happiness. Since writing the

foregoing, the law of indemnity has been passed, and my friend restored to

a great part of his fortune. I was absent from Paris at the time, but on my

return hastened to congratulate him. I found him magnificently lodged on

the first floor of his hotel. I was ushered, by a servant in livery,

through splendid saloons, to a cabinet richly furnished, where I found my

little Frenchman reclining on a couch. He received me with his usual

cordiality; but I saw the gayety and benevolence of his countenance had

fled; he had an eye full of care and anxiety.

I congratulated him on his good fortune. "Good fortune?" echoed he; "bah! I

have been plundered of a princely fortune, and they give me a pittance as

an indemnity."

Alas! I found my late poor and contented friend one of the richest and most

miserable men in Paris. Instead of rejoicing hi the ample competency

restored to him, he is daily repining at the superfluity withheld. He no

longer wanders in happy idleness about Paris, but is a repining attendant

in the ante-chambers of ministers. His loyalty has evaporated with his

gayety; he screws his mouth when the Bourbons are mentioned, and even

shrugs his shoulders when he hears the praises of the king. In a word, he

is one of the many philosophers undone by the law of indemnity, and his

case is desperate, for I doubt whether even another reverse of fortune,

which should restore him to poverty, could make him again a happy man.

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