XIX

It seemed to Mrs. Payne an endless time before she heard the steps of

Gabrielle returning. She thanked heaven when she knew that she was

coming back alone. The bedroom door closed and the sound pulled her

together. It suggested to her that the time had now come when something

must be done, and though it would have been much pleasanter to let the

matter stand over until the morning, she knew that nothing could be

gained by waiting, since all of the three people concerned were at that

moment awake, and the crisis of the affair had been reached.

The reasons that had dissuaded her from tackling Arthur himself when

first her suspicions were aroused still held. She regarded a scene with

him as dangerous, for she could not be certain that a big emotional

disturbance would not throw him back into his old nature, quite apart

from the fact that it would wound her motherly heart. Against Gabrielle,

on the other hand, she knew that she could steel herself. Gabrielle was

a woman, a woman younger than herself, and, what was more, a visitor in

her house. She was satisfied that she could tell Gabrielle what she

thought of her, and, in a single interview bring this most uncomfortable

and dangerous state of affairs to an end.

She got out of bed again and dressed methodically. This time she wasn't

going to put up with any condition that detracted from her dignity. So,

having done her hair afresh and satisfied herself that all traces of her

breakdown had disappeared, she set out with a high degree of confidence

to Gabrielle's room. There was no light in it, but while she stood at

the door she heard Gabrielle softly singing to herself inside. Singing!

... Mrs. Payne hardened her heart and knocked at the door. The singing

stopped. There was no other sound. Then she knocked again. She heard a

soft rustle as Gabrielle stepped to the door. The door opened, and

Gabrielle, in her nightdress and bare feet, stood before her. She stared

at Mrs. Payne. Who could guess that she knew the reason of her visit?

She only said: "Oh ... it's you! I wondered...."

"May I come in?" said Mrs. Payne in a hard voice. As a matter of fact

nothing could have stopped her going in.

"Of course," said Gabrielle. "Do...." She shivered slightly.

"You'd better put on a dressing-gown," said Mrs. Payne firmly. "I want

to talk to you."

Gabrielle obeyed her, like a small child, slipped an embroidered kimono

over her shoulders and stood facing Mrs. Payne. She looked her straight

in the eyes, and said in a low voice: "Well, what is it?"

"We won't pretend," said Mrs. Payne. "You know quite well what it is."

"Yes ... I suppose you mean Arthur."

"And you."

"You saw us go out to-night ... heard us?"

"Yes."

Gabrielle made a gesture of impatience. "Well, why shouldn't we? It was

the nightingale. Why shouldn't we listen to a nightingale? I'd never

heard one."

"I followed you into the garden."

"That was a mean thing to do!"

"Perhaps it was. No ... I'd a right to do it. I saw everything that

happened."

"When we kissed each other?"

Mrs. Payne nodded. Gabrielle looked at her challengingly. "It was the

first time," she said. There was a pause and then she burst out

passionately. "I love him ... we love each other. You can't stop us!"

"It's got to be stopped," said Mrs. Payne.

Gabrielle turned away and perched herself on the end of the bed. She

appeared to be thinking, and when next she spoke it was almost dreamily.

"It was the first time. We didn't know before to-night."

There was nothing dreamy about Mrs. Payne's reply. She believed that

Gabrielle was acting a part, and had no patience with her.

"That's rubbish," she said. "I don't believe it."

Gabrielle jumped to her feet and faced her again, blazing with pride and

anger and amazingly beautiful.

"You don't believe me? How dare you? I've told you that we didn't know.

I don't tell lies. You're insulting me...."

She was so passionate that Mrs. Payne was almost convinced. She softened

for a moment. "After all, you _ought_ to have known," she said. "You're

a married woman."

"Married ..." Gabrielle repeated. "Yes ... but I didn't know. I've

told you I didn't. That's enough."

"Well, if you didn't know, I _did_," said Mrs. Payne with a laugh.

"How? Tell me how?"

"It wasn't difficult to see."

"I can't imagine it. But I know nothing of love. Only once..." and

Gabrielle relapsed into her dream, standing with her hand on the bedpost

gazing towards the window. After a second she turned again quickly.

"Then, if you knew, was that why you invited me here?"

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